Today I woke up at 8am~
woooo
I helped with the pets
and I was left alone for the morning
I did some dancing and yoga and got my kit ready
I was at the gym for 11am and met adam
I got all signed in and stuff
then I went to see the gym for myself
I was impressed at the size of it actually
it was big and full of loads of equipment more than I knew existed
and it was clean and in good condition
Adam stayed with me a lot of the time as I didnt want to be alone
cus heck I didnt know how the hell these machined worked
and cus i wanted to see wonder boy in action
i was impressed i will not deny that
he has a lot of strength behind him and it scares me sometimes how strong he is
and what i call punishment he puts his body through
and of course he didnt just let me stand there oh no he had to get me involved
and cus i have a big mouth i end up punishing myself
hes like "how's that?"
"ah its quite easy actually" so he makes it harder
why do I say anything!?
but there was one machine that is basically you picking your own body weight up
well i matched him on that!!! in fact we were both 1 away from the top
i said "let me do the top one that'll put ya to shame"
he didnt let me do it
but that was my achievement of the day being able to match him on something hes been training on for years but i put it down to the fact he weighs double me
we left to go take showers i wasn't sweaty unlike adam who looked
like he had done work out i looked cool as a cucumber XD
but he did do more than me
still i went for a shower
ninja nun style
seriously there was 2 changing rooms the rest was open female space
the showers well i wore my clothes into the cubical got undressed and hung it
all over the door, showered put my t-shirt back on and wrapped the towel round my bottom half stumbling carrying the rest of my stuff to the changing room
all around me naked ladies
cringe worthy indeed
so I got changed without anyone seeing my nudy parts XD
met adam we had lunch
he paid
again
i feel in debt to him
but i tell myself "i pay for petrol"
we went to my house
and sat outside with Oz
played pokemon
he showed me videos of this guy pranking his brother
then adam told me "one time he put a 11" comdom in his brother's burger"
my mind absolutely reeled at this, adam was laughing about the prank
i wasnt
"whats up?"
"oh nothing you seriously dont want to know what i was thinking"
"no go on"
"people, i mean guys, guys cant be that big right?"
adam went quiet at this point
"i've heard some guys can be, yeah"
"thats not possible!!!!"
yeah i freaked out a bit and adam noticed I had shifted away from him - subconsciously
i wasnt aware guys were that size and the thought of that in me or near me for that matter
scared me half to death. it wouldnt be a problem if i didnt have a boyfriend
but one day i may end up in that situation and im not sure i want to be
ok i definitely dont want to be
but i could react that strongly in front of him cus he's a guy and shouldnt be ashamed of being a guy and i didnt want to make him feel awkward or anything
it was just a shock thats all
he told me not to worry and then changed the subject
great going Jo showing your immaturity once again!!
I was fighting off sleep all afternoon
and soon my body ached
and at 3pm i had stomach ache and nausea
by 5:20pm I had started to dose off to try and escape these feelings
adam was still over and i said i didnt feel good at all
i worried about taking him home
but he was fine he told me to stay there, wrapped me up, brought me water and told mum i had done too much - snitch
and walked home
i fell asleep for an hour then mum woke me
i felt dreadful still i got some food down me
need to drink actually i havent drank much since 3pm
i am dreading waking up tomorrow in case i can not walk
but we shall see
so that was my day at the gym
i cant handle anything can i
but i was still glad i went and i was impressed at how strong i actually am :)
necklace I got in the post
i got other stuff today also ^^
Evening
Yup I am well aware that I didn't blog yesterday
and that would be because I didnt get home til 9:15pm
to which I was told not to get my pets out and get ready to bed
felt like a bad teenager XD
I'll start over~
I got up like any other day
at 12pm I went to go meet adam at the cafe at the gym and had lunch with him
we went over to his house and I spoke with his parents for a lil while
then we went out to an outdoor mini golf the 4 of us
I was the only one to lose a ball but i still didnt come last I came 3rd ><
We went to the cafe, his parents had paid for my golfing and adam paid for
drinks for us all i felt a bit like i couldnt contribute to anything
then we went home
we played on pokemon whilst watching the second johnny english film
cus i hadnt seen it
i thought about txting mum but i thought 'all id be writing is "been golfing"' didnt seem worth it
so i didnt text.
it got to about 7pm and we ate dinner all together
which was fine and lovely no awkwardness
then they gave me pudding
then they got out a board game
i couldnt get out of my seat i was blocked in by ether parent
so i couldnt get to my phone
but i was so involved i didnt think
we played 'triominos' which i have never even heard of
basically 3 sides dominios but harder
i came 3rd the first came and won the second game!!!
I can tell his parents like me and I totally back his mum cus jeez they gang up on her
and i aint having that
its girl power and she was very grateful of it X3
I looked at a clock
9pm
yikes
that was really the time!?
yeah I needed to get home
luckily I had got everything ready before I left so it wouldnt take long for me to get ready
i went upstairs to adam's room to collect my bag, my phone was ringing
it was mum
she was peeved very peeved
i told her i was coming home
i suddenly felt very sick
id had a really really lovely day and it was ending badly
i said my thank yous and left
i got home and mum gave me a dirty look
i went to go see Oz mum said "don't you think of getting any pets out go get ready for bed"
yes ma'am i aint arguing with mum
i had a shower and got myself sorted it was 9:30pm so not late really
i came into the living room where my parents were
dad didnt acknowledge me (no change there)
mum gave me a disapproving look
then she came to sit with me
basically I hadnt contacted her all day which is out of character for me
usually she hears from me just so she knows im safe
i had also stayed out later than i usually do
and she was worried really. cus im not exactly normal she is more over protective of me
than i think most mums usually are of their 25 year old daughters
she is fine with me being out late and going anywhere she just likes to know where i am
and that im safe
i get that i truly do
just slipped my mind
then she asked me if i'd had a nice day ^^
i went to bed at 10pm shattered
This morning I was woken up by some moron beeping down the road at 4:30am
who the hell does that!?
i didnt fall asleep til 7am then woke up at 9:30am >.>
well peeved
adam finished work at 12pm he wanted to meet up
he was gonna wake 90mins to my house but forget that i went and picked him up
we had lunch and had a few play fights
Oz went outside for the first time he had full freedom of the garden he loved it
and adam enjoyed seeing him playing outside and even picked him up
hes quite taken with Oz X3
then I took him home
It was dad's birthday today
and he liked what I gave to him I guess
we made a cake for him yay more cake!
tomorrow I am going gym with adam cus it's free and im going mainly
for the swimming pool and to find out how strong i am
thats at 11am wish me luck cus im gonna need it
then not sure what im doing after that really
not getting a lot of time to myself as of late!
Adam told me how impressed his parents are with me
i mean they say they liked his ex girlfriend but they like me much better
its really lovely to feel accepted by another family
i havent had to ever fit in another family before and it was something
i was really quite nervous about but theyve been very welcoming and understanding
its good fun :)
Millie's birthday yesterday bless her
she's such a sweet heart and a total cutie I love her so much
she loves everyone too
I really pray she gives us many more years of joy as I would be gutted to lose her
i love so much and I cant explain why but ive always felt a deeper connection with her
she was a bit timid when it came to having her photo taken tho!
Evening
I slept pretty well apart from waking up at 12:10am from a woman
whispering in my ear - no one there of course just dreaming
annoying >.>
I went out to the shops with mum
cleaned the girlies out
had Oz out all that business
then I went over to adam's at 11am
we walked to the shops (shops again i know)
picked up some food for lunch
came back and ate it whilst talking to his parents
then we went upstairs and played on pokemon and googling things
about the game
he had tidied his room and wanted me to see X3 it was a bit tidier i'll give him that
He had brought me a present, it was a big poster of Eevee evoultions and pikachu
he saw me looking at one in a store in derby but they has sold out
but this one is better cus it has pikachu on it and its laminated
I was well happy he didn't need to of course
so im currently flattening it under stuff ><
I left him at 3:30ish
came home and put girls outside
brought Oz inside but he wasnt happy about the fact i'd changed the towel in my room
i had to, it stunk, bad
i hope it wont become an issue with him
this morning in my room he just went bombing round everywhere
then collapsed on his towel out of breath! tired himself out i think!
I let him outside today for the first time
he went in the girls' run for 15 minutes obviously without the pigs in it
and I sat next to him talking to him
he loved it
had a dig at the ground several times and tried the grass
i think he will love the garden once hes in it!
Tomorrow I am going out with Adam and his parents to an outdoor mini golf
but the weather is set to be awful - thats british bank holiday for you bad weather is guaranteed
so if it is bad then we'll go to the one in the city centre which is indoors
then his parents asked if i wanted to stay for dinner! >< i knew mum was doing a roast dinner but its rude to decline people so I agreed. I know they like me ^^
so I am very VERY happy to be out the house for a lot of tomorrow!!! as I hate sundays
and bank holiday is torturous!!
Evening all
Again all odds our little old cast iron piggie Pinks made it to 6!!!
Despite losing her sister last year and not always being in the best of health she's kept strong
she never lost her determined attitude even in her old age
shes still up for getting up to no good and telling you how it is
we love her and it will be quiet without her considering the other 2 dont speak!
Id like her to keep strong and keep going and we will keep supporting her :)
Today I got up and did my usual pet sitting
then we went off to the city centre
jesus we didnt get back til 2pm
I was starving, tired and in pain i was 2 hours without my pain relief meds
so i sorted myself out with food and pills and got oz out
then went to bed didnt wake til 5pm i didnt feel good actually
and i worked out it was cus id only had 1 drink today ><
From the shops I got a new bra its very cute, pink and has a strawberry charm on it ^^
some new slippers cus mine have died and that was it
mum did really well but it was her we were going for
i had a look at clothes online but nothing sparked out at me
maybe i should look in my japanese fashion books for inspiration and make something
or alter something rather
Oz has been here 2 weeks now
feels longer but i think its cus he's settled in so well here bless him
he's still very good honestly he such a sweet heart
tomorrow at 11am i am meeting adam and going over to his house til like 3pm
then he'll go off to work
so hopefully i can get started with something
Evening~~~
Tomorrow is a special day....
tomorrow pinky will be 6 years old!!!!
I slept kinda
got woke up at 7am by my neighbour's dog which is almost a daily thing
but what surprised me most was that I dropped off and didn't wake til
9am to the sound of mum locking the front door going to work ><
Id missed my mummy :(
I came downstairs and found a note saying millie and alice were out in the hall
which is why i went downstairs cus i had a feeling they'd be in
so i rang her to say i was awake and with them so she didnt worry about them
being left unattended not that theyd do anything
Then I had Oz out with me and by time id finished with the pets it was 10:30am!
Id gone out with mum to a couple of clothes stores but nether of us picked up anything
so right wasted afternoon
i got back and laid on my bed reading i felt terrible but its last day of anti-biotics!
you know you're not right when in april you have a dressing gown on, heating on and your shivering in bed cold >.>
I had yoga which was great to return to as I havent seen my teacher in 3 weeks ><
I really enjoyed it and it was focused about energy levels
something I have had zero of lately
in fact it is starting to grate on me now that im sick of being so tired, nauseous, in pain
and my skin is flaring up like today it looked as bad as it did 2 weeks ago! out of the blue just returned to its former painful sore red self. so ive felt quite crap if im honest lately
but i keep going! cus i want to live my life and not let it beat me
tomorrow i am going to the city center with mum
think were gonna look round clothes stores :3
but last night i brought - all new - 6 shirts (t-shirts, tops etc) for £25
some stores sell single tops for £25 so its gonna be pretty hard for me to find anything as usual from retail stores as everything is so over priced thats why i like it online and in charity stores ^^
oh here's the llama i finished for dad's present
but mine looks like the older ugly brother it really does i just laugh at it
it said on the packet '2 hours work' more like 8 hours
lying sods
Evening
I thought I'd name this blog after my bunny
cus honestly Oz has just blown me away today
I started his toilet training today
basically grabbing - i know this gross - but sawdust that he's peed on and a few poos
and placing them on a towel in my room where i'd like him to 'go'
he has just on all occassions today used the towel and im so impressed as i wasnt
expecting anything first time. i just thought he'd sniff it and walk off
granted not everything landed on the towel but thats the same for all bunnies
they like to spread XD so toilet training looks to be pretty easy! im so pleased
prehaps i have a clever rabbit on my hands!
I got up and was tasked with cleaning out all 3 cages in the wind and cold
booooo and i felt like total rubbish but just 1 more day of anti-biotics!!
Me and mum went round a few shops i brought dad something for his birthday
we came back i had lunch and went to bed
i got up and sat doing his llama and got it finished but its not good XD
compared to the packet mine looks like the older uglier brother XD
but doesnt matter cus dad will only look at it for 5 seconds anyway
i went for a walk with mia today
lovely to see her and we talked about her paris trip, adam and that she possibly has
brought a new house
i came back and started looking at clothes online
cus some of mine have had it or ive had enough of them
i never pay much for my clothes
i cant think the last time i spent over £10 on an item of clothing
i googled my star sign today - random i know
i typed in 'aquarius full description' wow it creeped me out how accurate it was 0.0
i was shocked actually cus i always thought it was a load of bs but maybe not
weird....
i have all of Oz's fabrics now as it all came in the post
so tomorrow im cracking on with it
Konbanwa~
I slept pretty well actually but I did take sleeping tablets
so I was yawning all morning
Adam came over at like 9:30am
he wanted a brew I wanted to get off but I didn't say anything
he looked tired so I made him a tea
turns out he was up til 2am -_____- no sympathy for him
I dont see how playing XBOX at that time of day can be fun
but apparently it is
We got to derby eventually after a 2 bus journey
Adam had never been derby before so I was sure to drag him around
my best haunts ;)
I managed to get the fabric I needed for Oz's blanket
I brought more than I needed cus I was blown away by the fabric
i mean japanese styled bunny fabric could it get any better for me!?
this came to £10.50 but it wont ALL go to Oz's blanket
I will have spare for other projects
I picked this up for my bag as it doesnt have any charms on it currently
£1 from a little market stall, these market stalls are amazing
I picked up 5 nail varnishes from a market stall for £5
I could have spent longer there but adam had left me to go into a stamp market store...
so I went to check on him
and god he was talking antiques to the guy and jesus the level of sadness was unreal!
i just sat there wanting out and wished Id spent longer at the make-up stall
so for that i dragged him round charity shops but there was nothing good :/
picked my dad up a birthday card luckily
Then we set off for home really
by time we actually arrived at my house it was gone 3pm
mum had got Oz out in the afternoon which i was grateful for
Ive had him out a couple of times since then hes good but just trying a lot of stuff
by which i mean hes testing what is and what isnt edible in life ><
I sat on my floor planning his blanket whilst he walked over his fabrics
then scamped away when i told him off for chewing em!
Tomorrow I plan to start to at least cut out my fabrics
maybe go out with mum as well
clean pets out and start potty training Oz I think
Not seeing Adam now til Saturday ><
