Evening
I had my nightmare last night
At first I didn't realize it was the nightmare as it all happened differently
it was me in my bed which is where it usually takes place (feels true to life)
but there was these 2 hand gloves which looked and felt like a hand was inside
but they weren't connected to a wrist or anything for that matter
and they were attacking me and very strong when Id grab one i started to panic
then I realized it was the nightmare and I woke up it tried to pull me back in
so i got my kindle and flashed that in my eyes before it was too late
so i was tired this morning
I got to the acupuncturist on time
he gave me thinner needles and didnt stick them in as far as they could go
he told me that my stomach is inflamed and he wants to have ago treating my other issues
like my pain
but he says he cant tackle that until my stomach is right
he said youd be surprised how many illnesses are caused from stomachs not being right
he then said that he'd like me to go a week without
tomatoes, potatoes (not including sweet potato luckily) blueberries and peppers
ok thats a lil tricky cus i like tomato things but i will do it
i had 10 needles
1 in the back of each wrist
8 in my stomach
i hated the feel of some of them especially the one in my left wrist
i had the heat lamp also
I left wondering if to call in on adam to wake him
but decided against it in case it put him in a mood with me cus hes not a morning person
but then again hes never in a mood with me
so i went home and had my first cuppa of the day
put girls out to end up fetching them in 90mins later in the rain -____-
i had started drawing out adam's mum's mug I got pretty far actually
it felt good to draw again
even if it was just simple
then i met adam for lunch
his friend who does the lunches wanted me to try her meatball special
but i cant have tomatoes ><
so i had sweet chill chicken and bacon and cheese panini it was good as usual
adam paid. he always buys me food
then i drove us to his house
we saw his dad before he went out
then we laid on his bed for a 30mins then his dad came home and the 3 of us
went into the roof to look for pokemon cards we found them
i have far more than him X3
I didnt feel to good tho from 2pm on wards and was slowly getting worse
i tried to keep it together but was struggling
by 3pm i was wondering whether to go home or not
not wanting to get to the point were i dont trust myself to drive
we were only talking with his dad
by 3:40pm i got up and got my shoes on i said i was sorry
adam's bed was offered to me but i didnt want to have to do that
thats for emergencies
god knows what his dad must think of me
so i went home, came in and announced i was fine but needed my bed
mum came to check up on me and said i did the right thing coming home
i felt drained, very sick, and my head was really waking up
to the point were i felt i could have cried
i needed to knock myself out
which is what i did for an hour
i woke up to the sound of mum yelling as a pigeon hit the kitchen window and made her jump
since then i havent done a lot at all
dont feel good and got school tomorrow
i could do without it
its gonna rain tomorrow again so its looking like indoor break which i hate
cus indoor break means no break for the staff
luckily mum is bringing me home for my lunch!
then at home time might see mia around 5:30ish
here's a new top i was wearing today
kawaii ne~
Evening~
I know I forgot to blog yesterday but there simply wasnt time for me to come
on my laptop
So yesterday I felt really done in and tired kinda lethargic i had no motivation at all
i think i was just tired
mum suggest that i go back to bed but i hated the idea of wasting my sunday in bed
so I txted adam to tell him how I felt and that I didnt want to go to the city centre
he was totally fine and just suggested we could walk through the local park
and find somewhere for lunch
which is what we did basically
then we came to my house so i could get stuff ready for school and to see Oz
then we went over to his house
we sat with his parents for a while
his mum told me how much she thinks ive settled in and that im welcome over anytime
its lovely feeling so accepted
it was always a concern of mine that when i dated what would the family of my boyfriend be like?
i told her how easy I feel its been and that its home from home
she was happy to hear it. and she told me she thinks i get adam that i understand him
she told me that im part of the family now
only been going out 6 weeks so i must have made a good impression X3
i went and collapsed on adam's bed he gave me 10mins of laying there til i found him peering over me i was like "what's up?"
"just like watching you sleep"
strange boy then he cuddled me loads as he usually does
we later had dinner with his parents
and pudding
followed with chocolates jeez i felt full
we had a game of triominos i came 3rd
i said i wanted to play normal dominos with them and they said they'd get them out for me next time. they also said they'd like to teach me a card game. i dont know any card games
it's adam's mum's birthday coming up in june like first week of june
she invited me to go out for her birthday meal i couldnt believe they'd want me there
so i said i'd love to come
adam later showed me the menu on his phone i didnt ask him to maybe i looked anxious at the thought of eating out with his family but it did put some of my worries at easy cus we're going to a south american restaurant and i have never eaten that kinda food before!
then I went home~ showered, Oz, Bed
Today I got up for school
yesterday my head felt quite quiet really i was surprised and it was nice
today its full on noise reminding me of everything i ate yesterday really
i cant shut it off
it has drained me all day at school
during lunch i didnt come home i quickly ate my lunch then went to an empty meeting room were i sat and drew a few doodles then just sat quietly in the half lit room
no one disturbed me luckily.
I decided that I would design a mug for adam's mum's birthday present i dont wanna go mental with it all but i thought id drew a design and get it printed on a mug.
I came home had a brew and went straight to bed
i was shattered so from 4pm I didnt get up til gone 6pm
now im just with Oz really
tomorrow I have got acupuncture -_____- at 8:30am too! no lay in for me!
then i thought about turning up at adam's house afterwards unexpected
i bet he'll still be in bed knowing him XD
then take the day from there~
here is another hair bow I have made
Evening
Despite taking sleeping tablets I felt no more relaxed and woke up
at only 12am /: then again at 4am
when I awoke at 4am I was awake for quite a bit of time with my thoughts
so I ended up reading til I fell asleep
I woke up at 7am refused to get up then it was 8:30am a much more suitable time
for a saturday morning :)
I cleaned out the girls and Oz lent a hand at being nosy
honestly he doesnt miss a damn thing!
he is cute but last night he really scratched me on my chest
yet more marks on my chest
my chest looks like its been embraced by edward scissor bloody hands!
I got 1 of my bows completed in the morning
then I left them to go over to adam's house
we had a cup of tea then we walked up to the cafe and ordered food to take out
i ordered cheese and tuna baguette which they heated up so the cheese melted ^^
we got back and ate
talked with his parents a bit
played darts - i was mega bad
then laid on his bed to which I almost fell asleep - again -____-
then I left and came home for 4pm
I went into my room to finish my bows
the post man had been today and I got some make-up and the scissors i ordered for adam
so i got to work and made a lil pouch for them and got it all finished!
I am pleased with the achievement today
I wrapped it in pink paper just like I said I would so I cant wait to see his face tomorrow XD
he told me he wouldnt speak to me if i brought him scissors in pink paper XD
Tonight not sure what to do cus nothing on tv i have yoga to do and japanese but i may do those in the morning im not sure yet
tomorrow I am going into the city center with adam, having lunch then coming back home for a lil while and so i can sort some stuff out then we're going over to his house cus i've been invited over for dinner :3 so I'll need to get all my stuff ready for school so when I come in i can just grab a shower and go bed.
sick of being so damn tired
im shattered all the time and i have to keep going other wise i'll have a boring wasteful day
aint happening
but i want energy
Otsukaresama desu~~~
I didn't sleep and still have bad nausea
not sure when im gonna feel better
i was so tired for school today i could have been doing without going
but of course i push my corpse to go
I was in year2 all morning which wasnt too bad
i was with the child i sometimes care for and she was being a lil difficult
then i went to lunch i had taken my car this morning as it was pouring down
so i drove home mum had made soup ^^
i rested the cycled back to school cus its so much easier to cycle home than
drive when school has finished cus the sheer amount of cars is nuts
the day went pretty quickly i was in year 4 after lunch then year 2 end of the day
I got home and fell asleep for almost 2 hours
then I got up and did some sewing cus i wanted to feel like id achieved something with my day
i was hoping adam's scissors would come so i could make a bag but no such luck
hopefully tomorrow!
adam said his back is really bad and is thinking of going
to the chiropractor my parents use
its not cheep but he needs help and i hope he chooses to get it
tomorrow i will be seeing him at some point probably for lunch
before he goes to work as usual
then i will continue making these bows. i would like to do some japanese and yoga too!
its karen's birthday today
i made her a card! i tried drawing a labrador as she owns two
