getting through digimon

Evening~~

Last night I went to jack's last night
we watched digimon 
patamon is sooo damn cute i want a plush of it
then we went to bed at 11pm as i was tired

woke up at 9:30am.....9:30am!!
jesus
you know its late when jack is awake before you ><
guess i must have needed the sleep
it was raining this morning

but we went out
hit the charity shops
i managed to find dad a coat for work which is my job every year i feel XD
but hes happy with it so i was pleased
we went for a walk in a park too
the whole time it was raining so by the end of it i was pretty wet

we got back to jack's and i made him lunch
we had tamgoyaki! which is rolled omelette 
but jack had bacon also
he appreciated it and they both came out well for my first attempt ^^

then we watched digimon
we have just 4/6 so we're more than half way now
then i sat with him and then i went home for yoga

yoga was good
we're working towards splits
so it was a lot of hip work, which i struggled with 
my hips hurt now but i hope i can walk in the morning!

i wrapped up my coat and jacket to send tomorrow
my god i could not believe what they fetched!
my jacket fetched £19! coat me £8 to make
my coat fetched £21 and coat me £6 to make!
so that was worth doing :) 
i will post them tomorrow

tomorrow id like to work on some craft projects
i need to knuckle down and get on with stuff

went out with mum + donut photo

oha!

I slept pretty well but had weird dreams
i sat with my girls watching them run around the hall
god they were so energetic, molly looked stressed XD

i sat and did some of my painting
i guess its coming along
im trying not to be too critical
i think i can start using pencil crayons soon anyway
then i tidied up downstairs a bit

me and mum went out across town to a few shops
i didnt pick up anything exciting
just two pairs of pants and some leggings
after shops we had lunch together 
then went for a walk round a nature reserve which was nice
it was sunny so we ate lunch outside and the walk was nice outside too

i felt done in tho
then we came home, had a brew and let the babies have a run around
whilst molly had time on the grass
they went mad running around
then they tire out bless them
its good to tire them for molly

mum dyed my hair so at the moment i have lost my blond-ness
its gone a light brown i like it its made it so shiny 
but wouldnt use that brand again
i shall see what colour it fades to as it was only a 28 wash like usual
but its freshened it up
it just didnt smell good, was thick and they didnt give you much

tonight im at jacks we will watch digimon probably
then god knows what we're doing tomorrow
but considering my parents are having the hall way and stairs decorated 
i will be keen to stay out the house simply because i wont be able to get by
and the smell of paint will be right outside my room
im gonna take my sketch book over to jack's and maybe work on it a bit there tomorrow
im coming home for yoga anyway

my jacket and coat come off ebay tonight
i wonder what they will fetch ;3

here's the huge ass donut i ate the other day with mia - biscoff flavour
easy the size of my open hand

had an x-ray

Evening

Last night I set off for jack's at 9:30pm
after he had got back from his family's house
we sat talking to theo until bed at 11pm but i couldnt sleep
i didnt sleep well ether

i got at 7:45am
as i had an xray to get to
jack got up but i could tell he would rather be in bed
even tho i told him i was fine by myself
we went on the tram and it was so cold outside

we got to the hospital and i found the x-ray department very fast
jack was impressed by my navigation skills
i was in and out really fast despite being early for my appointment
and i didnt have to take any clothing off!
after i had that done we rode the tram to the next stop 
which takes you to a park with a lake
and we had a walk round there and it was only 10:20am
we took the tram back to the city centre and went back to jacks for a rest
he offered for me to go bed but i said no

we went out to get stuff for lunch and after lunch i did go bed
as i could jack wanted me to sleep 
he kinda knows my death states now and he said i looked half dead XD
so i slept and then when i woke up we picked up bits from the shops
nothing amazing apart from fangs and bat wings for jacks halloween costume
ever since i showed him "Nyanpire" he has wanted to dress like that for halloween...
but i dont mind its nice hes taking an interest in his costume
he still has no idea what i will go as XD

i came home and had dinner
then spent a bit of time with my brother
then had a shower
sat with oz who didnt want to know me
so i got the girls out on my knee and he didnt want to come see them ether
right miserable bunny
he'd got the hump with me i think cus i havent been in all day

i came upstairs and did a bit more on my painting
its not great but im enjoying it

tomorrow i think im out with mum, then crafting and in the evening im staying at jacks

should get my x-ray results in a week's time

shopping trip with mia~

Evening

I slept pretty well last night actually
and woke up at 8
i sat with my piglets watching them run round the hall
molly right tries to put them in their place XD

i got ready to go to mias house at 10am
and we went off to the city centre together
it was nice to spend good quality time with her
we went round a lot of shops
i got a pumpkin spice lip scrub which is amazing
a huge candle gift set for mum for xmas
a headband im gonna turn into hair clips
two chocolates you melt into warm melt to make hot chocolate
for me and jack to have one evening
and that was it really 
i did have a good look round for stuff for people for xmas
but i couldnt see anything amazing really

we got back to hers for 1pm as she didnt like leaving her puppy long
which was fine for me as i could feel myself tiring
despite the big donut we had X3
i sat and talked to her for 2 hours then came home
rested for a bit
then made myself dinner, and had a shower

i went through the presents ive picked up during the year
stuff i have stashed under my bed all year and i was pleased to see ive made
a good dent into people's gifts actually
so i havent got all that much to get luckily

tonight im staying over at jacks because at 9:50am i have an xray and its easier and cheaper to go to the hospital from his house than mine
i said im fine going by myself but he says he will come
but i can do this alone
i have never had an xray before
im having it on my pelvis as the pain in my hips is bad
then i might go for a walk round this park near the hospital
after that im not sure really
i have stuff to be crafting or drawing

had brownies :D

Evening

I went for my hair cut yesterday
i have been trimmed and have full vision once again XD
next time i go will be december! scary!
after that i warmed up in my bed as i was cold

then after lunch i went for an hour and half long walk by myself
exploring new grounds XD
im never afraid of getting lost i always believe i will find my way
and i did but i was much further away from home than i realised XD
good tho
i did have clean my muddy shoes afterwards tho

i got back and laid in bed with flump for an hour
jack had text but i let him wait
cus i mean he had just woke up at like 2pm
so i thought 'he can wait'
and stayed in bed with flump

later on i went over to jacks house
we got a few bits from the shops as i wanted hair dye
i brought 'honey brown' to have a go with
i also got a blanket to do mias dog blanket with
we went and tried a pudding place we havent been to yet
we both had brownies i had mine with custard he had ice cream
then we made pasta when we got home
then watched the second episode of digimon tri
we went to bed at 10:30pm as i was shattered

got woke up at 8am by people digging the pavement....seriously on a sunday....
i got up as my god i wanted pain killers 
we went shops at 11am as jack needed a few bits
then i started not to feel good so i rested at jacks
fell asleep
still didnt feel good
i hadnt had lunch and it was 3pm by this point
so he went out and walked all the way to my favourite noodle place and got noodles
and yeah brought us noodles :D 
i was well happy and i did start to pick up this was at 4pm so i told mum i didnt need dinner
we watched anime then i came home

havent done much since i came in at 7:30pm
i want to do my nails tonight and see oz too

tomorrow i am going shopping with mia
meeting her at 10am

oh my stuff on ebay
my jacket has two bids on and is at £3.20
my coat surprised me as its reached £10
they finish wednesday

Flump

Konbanwa

I couldnt get off to sleep
kept bringing up sick at the back of my throat as i laid in bed
when it got to midnight i decided to get up for a drink and stuff
i woke up at 5am and then 6am to my alarm
cuddled Flump all night long naturally~

This is flump
he's like 40cm tall and so squishy im not sure what hes filled with
he almost feels like memory foam its weird stuff
hes also really soft to stroke
i really like him ^^ sadly i will have to return him to jack
as he lives at jack's with snorlax and also there is not enough room on my bed ><

i went to school and was warmly welcomed back
i was told it was quiet without me XD
it was nice to be back
and nice to wear non-uniform also X3
of course the geeks julia and jack wore uniform

i took my morning easy
although it was a bit dull with no lessons going off
i took my time prepping as i didnt want to do myself in
then lunch came and we had our free school meal
i had pasta with a cookie
then we went back to the prep room
i did a few bits and pieces but not much if im honest
just cus i didnt have the energy
but jack didnt get at me
he was just happy having me back
i could tell he was by how much he was around me
and he told me ^^

i left school and came home and had a quick brew
didnt even take my shoes off and went back out to nigel's
i had my back done with the cups again and 20 needles in my back
and 1 in each ankle
to get rid of the pain and tension i have there
and it does feel better however it does ache and is all the colours of the sun
my god those cups do a number
i am gonna hurt tomorrow ><

i came back and just laid on the sofa til dinner
then after dinner my brother messed with me
i was on the floor laughing from going weak XD
had a shower and now feel ready for bed its only 8:30pm
but i managed the day and thats what counts to me
as i have missed enough school

tomorrow
i have a haircut at 10am
then at some point i will see jack? who knows with him
as i could tell he wanted to sleep in
i for one will not be wasting my day
i will go do something and just wait for him to emerge from his pit
cant wait for hair cut tho
then i will get some hair dye at some point and freshen it up completely 

getting there and going school tomorrow

Evening

i had another boring day off school -___-
i did however feel slightly better
i managed a walk this morning whilst it was sunny
which was nice but tiring
mum brought me a pumpkin to carve for halloween

i slept a bit
did a base wash on my painting
i havent seen the pets today they were outside
apart from the babies
but as we've had the living painted they couldnt come in for a sit
im gonna sit with oz tonight i just hope the smell isnt too much for his little nose

i managed yoga!
it felt good to stretch
i was aching this morning but it was ache because i havent moved much past few days
my joints cracked so much!

i slept with flump last night
and ive got him again tonight

tomorrow im going school
i dont care if i dont last the entire day, im going!
and its insec day so that means free school meal and i can wear what i like!
jack has warned me theres gonna be a lot of cleaning to done >.>
god knows what state that prep room is in
but it will be good to go back on a day teachers dont have lessons
its less stressful
i hope i can manage the day
then im seeing nigel at 4:15pm