Evening
I sat last night doing more of my wolf picture
it is coming along well actually
the more i do the better it looks
its just very time consuming
This morning I cleaned Oz out
he was around thinking he was helping XD
i did some yoga and did some dancing
then I sat choosing fabrics for the baby blanket
and began to cut and sew
and thats what I did for a while
in the afternoon i went to the shops
i did the food shop for school
and i brought the base for the baby blanket
then i came home
saw my girls
did a bit more cutting out
there is a lot of fireworks tonight
its getting closer to bonfire night i guess
i hate it as it scares animals
so im gonna see ozwald now for a bit
then i will continue with the wolf
tomorrow probably just work a bit more on craft projects
its my last day of freedom anyway!
here is new lip tint i brought to try
i quite like it actually as its red but has tiny blue glitter in it
Evening~~~
Last night I went over to jack's
after I had been yoga and sat with my lad
We set up the pumpkins in the living room
so they were all lit up and we turned off the lights
and watched Sleepy Hollow
jack hadnt seen before and I hadnt seen it years
i cuddled flump whilst watching it
it was a nice halloweeny night
the film didnt finish til 11:30pm
so then we got ready for bed
but upon going to bed
my god the students outside
jack lives near a university
and jesus christ the noise last night
we just laid there til like 1am
cus you could not sleep with that going off
safe to say i did not sleep great
it was no shock the time we woke it was gone 10am...
i felt a bit rough this morning and a bit achy
we had breakfast and lazed round
i couldnt be bothered to shower and jack was meeting his sister at 1pm
so id have lunch when i got in
i was invited to join but i kinda wanted to opt out and give him time with his family
i got home
showered and ate and saw ozwald
then i read in bed a bit until mum dragged me out for a walk
i couldnt be bothered but then i knew i had to do some form of exercise
i got in and i cant say i did a lot really
just felt tired physically and mentally
so i caught up online what id missed over the last few days
after dinner
i started working on a slower dance
as the specialist said i need slow movements
so i thought id start with a slow dance but still think its a bit quick for it to be ideal
but i started with mano erina's haru no arashi
about learned it all in 10 mins XD
think i will do some more of my wolf tonight
tomorrow not sure what is happening yet
i know im seeing jack over the weekend at some point
but we havent got anything in mind yet
here is a wall display i finished yesterday at school
Evening~~
Yesterday I had a doctors appt in the morning
I got my pain killers on repeat prescription but sadly
due to the system being down for 4 days last week
my X-ray results we're done :/
I got back and showered and then I went to see karen with mum
it was really lovely to see her
shes got hair growing back! she looked so well
she said I looked well also
we sat and chatted for 2 hours
we met her new dog - Hector hes very cute
but as normal for puppies he gets up to no good
it looks tiring looking after puppies
from there me and mum went to a cafe
i had cheese and beans on toast it was so good
then i shared a piece of cake with mum ^^
i didnt do much in the afternoon
went over to jack's and saw him for an hour and then i walked to life drawing
i got there and looked round the room instantly spotting the model
a man....
course it was
Nigel said there hasnt been a male model yet but when i turn up its a guy
Nigel wasnt at the session - maybe he knew XD
ether way this model did slightly make me feel sick
he was bold, over weight, covered it tacky tattoos, and piercings
he 'area' was pierced twice.....
now i knew men can get the 'tip' pierced but i had no idea you can go through it horizontally with a bar. it looked painful and grotesque if im honest
of course he matched it by having his nipples pierced
he was like 60 and looked like this....
and i had to draw him for 90mins
to be honest i enjoyed myself
it was bloody freezing due to the heating not working
but time went quick and i feel id go again
kinda when i feel like it
yeah i was a good experience
i got out on time and jack was waiting for me
we walked to Wagamama's laughing the whole time about my experience XD
i had Pad Thai it was good
we saw loads of halloween people
females dressed in what would consider tarty themed underwear
and some males in pants and painted their skin red to look like devils
you could tell they were all freezing
idiots
we got back and theo was there
and as he's not there tonight we decided to carve our pumpkins together
so we put a halloween playlist on and carved away
so here's mine
Jack's
Theo's
group pic!
and of course Flump got in on the action
then we headed for bed
i slept pretty well but woke up cold but soon robbed heat from jack
this morning i got up
and it was halloween
i got ready and jack came with me to my appointment at the pain clinic
i ended up seeing a hyper mobility specialist who i saw as a physiotherapist many years ago when my illnesses first started, she could not believe the progress i had made
and she taught me so much about my hypermobility
it was really worth going
also its good for jack to learn about me and my weirdness XD
from there we went to work for 3 hours
i got what i wanted to get done
then i came home
rested for a bit and went to yoga later
we came in and had pumpkin soup!
i washed myself with pumpkin body wash afterwards
now im gonna sit with oz then im going to jack's
we're gonna watch sleepy hollow and have the candles in the pumpkins going
then sleep
unsure what im doing tomorrow yet
but thats been a nice little halloween thing to do over the last few days
Konbanwa~~
I woke up at midnight feeling so sick
its always the 2nd lot of pain killers that get to me
but being woke up by it is not great
so i had to get up, had cereal and hot chocolate
then soon fell to sleep and got up at 8am
i sat with the babies, watching molly take food from
their mouths...just no stopping that big pig she just lives for food
i wish truffle would eat more, theres nothing on her but she'd rather
explore than sit and eat
tillie is filling out a bit now :3
i did half hour of dancing but didnt feel my heart was in it really
i still got hot and stuff but i dont feel i put 100% into my movements
also i was very stiff this morning so it affected my dancing
i went for a much needed shower
then i started doing mia's blanket
i sewed it together and cut the access off outside as it makes a mess
and Oz is there sniffing all the pieces that fall to the floor X3
i decided as it was so nice out that id put the pigs outside
and i ended up sitting outside for a whole hour with them!
just sat watching them, watched Oz join in with them which was nice
hes a bit weary of the babies i think cus theyre so fast XD
truffle likes following him but she's yet to win him over
i think he's licked tillie's ear
i finished mia's blanket
which does look good im sure she and her dog will like it X3
i went to bed for an hour as i felt mentally drained for some reason
then i went for a walk with mum
it was cold but nice to spend time with her
then i started doing something i should have done a long time ago...
clear out of fabric
i have accumulated A LOT of fabric
i didnt quite realise just how bad the situation was actually ^^;
ive thrown out a dustbin bin bag full -_____-
its going to charity as i know they sell remnants
i have so much room now its a lot neater
and i know where stuff is
i then moved onto a few draws in my room that have been untidy for a while and struggled to shut a time or two, threw crap out and they shut now and are tidy
so yeah it wasnt too bad it took a couple of hours but it needed to be done
i gain fabric as presents, pieces that didnt get all used from projects, and stuff given to me
what i have thrown out is materials i dont work with anymore
no point in keeping them as i havent used them for years anyway
i know what i like to work with these days
tomorrow~
i have the doctors at 8:40am to discuss my Xray and my medication
then at 11am me and mum are seeing karen and her new puppy! i can not wait
ive seen pictures and he looks so damn cute but she says hes a bit naughty
so we will wait and see
then i plan to clean my room
later on i will see jack, i will go to his and drop off my stuff then walk to a place in the city centre to do some life drawing! Nigel goes and recommended it to me. its only £5 from 6-7:30pm so i will go there then go to jack's and watch digimon with him and stay over
i offered for him to join my in life drawing but this is how the conversation went
"you're welcome to join me"
"I do not want to draw some old guy's dong"
"actually it will probably be a woman otherwise i wouldnt be going"
"Let me rephrase that, i do not want to draw some old woman's saggy tits"
"thanks jack youre really making me want to go" XD
his is right tho, ive done life drawing before and the models are never 'pretty'
i think thursday im going into work with him
here is an under eye concealer i brought to try
and im quite impressed actually
really evens out the tone and helps rid those dark spots
Evening
I couldnt sleep last night
i felt so sick -___- so i got up for a hot chocolate
then I did fall asleep
its nice not being kept up aching tho
i got up at 8am
sat with the babies and watched the run around the hall whilst eating my breakfast on the floor with them i can tell when theyre hungry tho as they come sniffing you and circle you XD
by 9:10am i was dancing
i did 40 mins i was well hot! but it was good
after showering i worked on mia's blanket
then i sat with mum
went to sleep for an hour i know i shouldnt but i did
this afternoon i put my girls out!
mum had researched online that they are in fact fine to eat grass pretty much from day 1
so yeah why hesitate as they love it outside
so i filmed them and took photos
Oz thought it was great to jump in the run with them -___-
he was mustling in on everything it made me laugh
so he got his photo taken as well
i gave them 45 mins outside so they didnt eat too much grass first time
but they enjoyed it and followed one another, molly kept checking on them
so did oz XD
i went for a walk which was chilly but nice
its gonna be 0c tonight!!!
i worked a bit more on mia's quilt and i know tomorrow it will be finished!
then i brought a few bits online, practically finished my christmas shopping and even got a good dent in birthday presents for those who have birthdays at the start of 2020
might work more on my painting tonight as i havent done any in days
it gets too late and i run out of time ><
tomorrow i am going to finish mia's blanket and do anything else i feel like doing
my neighbours cat watching us whilst we were out with the pigs
Evening~~~~
So yesterday I stayed at home
it rained like alllllll day so I was not wanting to go out in it
i did do some dancing tho which was nice
And A LOT of sewing
mia's blanket it really coming along :)
Jack came over in the evening
i made dinner for him and the family
whilst under the watchful eye of my mum
jack was just laughing as he could see i was getting wound up by mumXD
we ate dinner watching Auron High School Host Club in my bedroom
then i left him to go get ready into my costume~
didnt take me too long to be honest
and he was really surprised by the transformation XD
he said i could pull off black hair which surprised me as i thought he was gonna
say how pale and stuff i looked (even tho i had put on white face cream)
i helped him get ready he went as a black cat i said he looked cute XD
as i was getting ready mum came to see me
"are you drinking tonight?"
i said "no no"
she said "good i didnt think you should what with new meds"
i said "no as i cant drink on them plus im driving"
she said "good i dont want anything happening"
i said "mum im 27"
she said "i know but that doesnt seem to stop you from doing stupid things" -____-
then she walked into my bedroom where jack was and was saying stuff along the lines of 'look after her tonight' sweet jesus
we arrived at the party at about 8:15pm
there was already people there and we recognised an english teacher from work/school
so we talked to her
then i went to go check out the decorations that the D.T. teacher had made
they were stunning i wish i could show you
and her house was so amazing too! so unique you can tell she had really put her stamp on the place and jack said he liked that. and that he wants our house to have the same sort of feel
we had a few drinks - mine of course non-alcoholic
i went to grab a bottle of squash as i recognised the bottle shape, but it had it's label ripped off but i went for it anyway. jack said "hold on, that might not be squash if the label has been ripped off"
i said "oh you worry too much"
i let him smell it
and he said "yeah it is squash"
i said "see told you, you worry too much"
he said "sorry jo im just having flash backs of spending my birthday in hospital with you"
git XD
at 11:45pm i had had enough and was in need of my meds so we left
we got to jack's at midnight
all was quiet in the flat luckily, despite theo having his woman over
i was laying around in pain waiting for my pain killers to kick in
i was in so much pain with my hips that i struggled to get down to take my shoes off
jack was there offering to do them for me but i felt like i could do them myself
i dont want him doing stuff for me already
he said i was being stubborn
but he stayed awake with me whilst i laid round in pain
i woke up loads and it took me til 1:30am to even get to sleep
then i woke up at 6am to a weird sound
i sleepily thought "what the hell is that sound?"
yup it was theos woman screaming her face off like she was making her own porno
jack said that they are even quieter than they used to be so god knows how load they used to be as i found her loud. sick and disturbing
i got up as i ached and could not sleep through that
luckily upstairs i couldnt hear her as much
baring in mind ive seen this woman for all of 10 seconds to simply say hello
so i feel ive heard her more than ive actually seen her
at 8am the noises stopped and i went through to jack
id taken my tablets and felt less achy but also sickly
he got up with me and we had breakfast
theo came in and asked if we wanted to go pumpkin picking with him and his woman but i said i didnt want to simply because i felt a bit mentally scarred from the morning's experience
how can i look at her in the face?!
so they went out and i fell asleep and so did jack
i got up for a shower and theo came back with his woman and i actually saw her for about 2 mins and i studied her
jack has said to me before "she looks old. like older than 35"
and i sat there thinking 'yeah she does look at least 40'
as soon as they went out the door i turned to jack
"she is definitely older than 35!" we laughed
and then were wondering was she lying to theo about her age or was he lying to us?
the pumpkins they brought back were beautiful and the one theo got for me is Flump shaped!!! so cute!! i love it and im gonna make into flump!
i was so happy to start my day with a pumpkin
we went for a long walk through the city centre and then to a canal then to some shops were we bumped into one of the science teachers - small world
then after jack had picked up some xmas presents we walked home as i was struggling to walk
we got back to the flat and i could hear noises coming from theos room but i couldnt make out what the hell was happening so jack shut the living room door to keep noise from escaping
later they came upstairs and theo saw her off and later said to us they were only tickling one another but jack said "its hard to tell whats going off what with some of the noises that come from your room"
i laid round on jack's bed for a bit then we booked to go birmingham convention in november for the day i think its the 16th which will be good
then i came home to my ozwald
tomorrow i plan to dance and do some craft work
here are my halloween nails
Konbanwa~~
i slept pretty well and woke up at 8am
the hallway was still being decorated today tho
when i got up my god my hips
the sheer pain
i struggled to bend over, go down steps, get down on the floor
just everything that basically needed hip hinge work
didnt ease til midday
i got out to the post office to post the jackets
worked out i made £10 profit
this morning i sat and cut endless fabric
just endless...
i needed 108 squares -___-
depressing
by 11am i went to bed id had enough
and the morning was dragging
i got up at 12 tho to the sound of the decorator singing to the radio....
hes dads best friend so its fine i guess
afterwards i cut out more fabric
and laid it all out on the living room floor
arranging it all took ages as laying out 108 pieces in an order i like is a big job
then i cleared up and danced
my god my joints cracked no end
had a shower and then designed some halloween nails
gave my brother a back massage he requested
and now im working on my painting a bit
then i will sit with oz then do my nails and go to bed
tomorrow i will bake some cookies in the shape of bats
then i will please myself what i do during the day
jack will come over later for dinner
we will get ready and grab my bat cookies
then go to a halloween party a teacher from school invited me too
can not wait!
