Konbanwa~
I was up til 1am
I was aching and hot >.>
so i ended up getting up for a bit
I slept so deeply tho
those sleeps were you think youve only had an hour and instead its 9:45am when i wake!
my god where has the time gone!?
to be honest this is the first morning in well over a week i havent woken up at 7am by the sounds of the huge lorries/building vehicles havent woke me, usually i hear them reversing beeps
but not this morning mum says she didnt hear them ether
its the huge road theyre building near here which is taking over a year. a yeah of dust and noise >.>
this morning i ate breakfast quickly and got dressed to go for a walk with mum
we did think abut going to a home store but i told her i felt uneasy about doing that
she understood completely so we just did a good walk
my skin is tanned from all this walking in the hot sun! my hair is really lite as well as its so UV sensitive XD
i got back and danced for half hour til i was just dead
then forced myself to shower but there was no hot water so i had a freezing shower
i had goosebumps after it ><
i went online for a bit to see whats what
japan is once again posting to the UK
so i ordered 2 pairs of compression sleep socks which came to a crippling £45 just 2 pairs of socks...made me sick. i have to spend this kinda money on my health. Last night I didnt wear my socks i was just so hot and they are thermal, i got up this morning and my joints didnt feel good so i know i need them >.>
i ordered a few skin care things im running very short of due to japan not posting to the UK for a while so i was glad to stock up i just hope the arrive!
then i looked at pokemon sword, its not the first time i have casually looked online for a copy, and i found a brand new one for £35 and in GAME theyre selling it pre-owned for £50 so i know its a bargain but i said to mum "im unsure if i will enjoy it" she said "you never know til you play it, you only live once give it a go" so ive ordered it. i will try it. the last pokemon game to come out was Pokemon Ultra Moon, and it was the first pokemon I have never completed as I simply got bored of it. It put me off buying future pokemon games. But jack has Sword and so has tara and james and theo too and harvey. heck everyone has it even my brother's girfriend XD and they have all told me its good. So i will try. I havent told jack, i wil just surprise him with it as i think he will be well happy to see me joining in with him XD
i also ordered some japanese hair bleach. bit more expensive than the bleach i have brought over the years but im sick of it. it stinks! it really does stink. i use it on my eyebrows but i havent been doing it for months just cus i got sick of using it. i hate the texture and smell. and i dont think it even does that good of a job! so i saw someone using one on youtube and its a cream and for sensitive skin too so i will give it a go.
I have a lot to look forward to in the post!
i did some dancing this evening
ive about finished Kataru nara miraiewo by Keyakizaka46
ive really enjoyed the challenge of it. wont ever be able to record it cus of copyright but i like doing it for myself :) literally only have a few seconds to learn then its a case of practicing it :)
i worked on my drawing
and got that finished but it needs photoshoping
this one looks a bit cute/emo
so now i am on the last one
not sure what she will like yet, then i can photoshop them all and get them printed as coasters!
ive played disgaea5 too i can tell i am on the final chapter
it best end well!
tomorrow probably be another same old day :/
Evening
Could not sleep -_____- just ached, annoyingly
and then i stupidly started thinking about school
and i started to feel a little panicky and after the second time of bringing bile up
i decided to get up and get something to eat to get rid of the taste and settle myself and my stomach
i went to bed at 1am
today i cleaned the pets out whilst mum went shopping
then i did 50mins yoga followed by a 50min walk
then had a brew with mum when i came back
had a shower and looked through some old photos as i had an idea but unsure if to do the idea or not, did make me cringe looking at old photos of myself tho... XD jesus
i havent aged tho! its a bit scary, all my friends look different...i dont... apart from longer hair now
then i was looking for long socks online but the ones i want are from japan and i am unsure if they are posting to the UK right now :/ theyre to support my joints in bed
so i have emailed to see if i can purchase any
i rested on my bed for a bit because yeah it was hot today
and we dont have any fans down from the roof
it was like 28c today, so damn hot
i havent spent any time with Oz on the sofa as he has chosen to be in the shade all day near enough
and i think if he is cool i will leave him
spoke to jack on the phone
he mentioned to me at the weekend he needs to go into school to do a couple of bits and i had said i would go in with him, for myself and to support him. since talking to mum she doesnt think it is a good idea, gave me the lecture on how Jo has poor health. So i mentioned it to jack and he agreed and doesnt want me anyway as he says he plans on doing it all himself even without Julia. the less people in school the better kinda thing. I have said I will take him and pick him up tho as I would no way want to use public transport right now.
My pokemon painting!
I think it looks alright
i have challenged a few of my friends to name who is who. jack is the only one to know them all up to now - surprise surprise!
i spent a few hours on mangastudio5 drawing my loli coaster
and she is going well
i just dont know which hair colour i prefer so i have just sent it to jack see what he prefers
tonight i might have a quick dance practice as it has cooled down thank god
tomorrow me and mum were on about going to a home store that has re-opened its doors but im having doubts and second thoughts now. feel i shouldnt really. nothing i need anyway.
i will talk to mum she will understand but we both miss going round places together
i need to exercise and ill probably do digital drawing
Evening
Couldnt sleep I was hot and achy so I didnt go to sleep til 1am
then annoyingly woke up at 7am >.>
I went to see Oz in the garden and made a fuss of him, which is how I start my mornings lately
i called him over for a treat and he was excited he almost didnt run in a straight line XD
I went for a walk by myself this morning, did a fair walk
and I saw a baby wild bunny, I must have been within 3 metres of it!
so cute i could see its nose twitching and its chest rising, i just stood silently watching it. I love bunnies even the wild ones X3 rare you see them.
I came back and sat for a bit then I did 30mins of dancing and jesus I was sweaty
it was quite gross XD So I showered
then I had a brew with mum and Oz
then we had lunch and i went to bed
i ached like really ached, dancing made joints crack but didnt help with pain
and i fell asleep for almost 3 hours...I was so warm and comfy which is rare for me
so I just remained, i probably wont sleep tonight but all well
I got up and painted and I got my picture finished! my pokemon are done!
the brush jack got me wasnt as amazing as I thought it was going to be
but it still got the outlining done i guess
i have photographed it and i will upload it soon
not sure what my next piece in my sketchbook will be!
I know i have plenty of digital art to be getting on with tho ><
tomorrow not sure what i will do
probably exercise and digital art as i havent got anything more to do right now
Evening
I am home once again~
Saturday morning I danced for half hour then showered and got ready to see jack
i picked him up and i drove us to a country park
he had kindly brought drinks and biscuits X3 i didnt even ask him to
so that was a pleasant walk
then we went back to his place and made lunch which was soup
he showed me the 'meat madness' that had stricken both him and theo in tesco the day before, basically we were gonna have a 'bbq' on saturday and take the leftovers sunday for a picnic. there wasnt actually a bbq as there isnt anywhere to do one so it was all done on the grill
but my dear god, there was so much meat....i said "you do realise its just the 3 of us right?"
they were like "it was the meat madness jo"
i just shook my head in disbelief
we passed the day and eventually it came round to cooking some meat
we had all sorts really and i was full, but those two of course ate much more than me
sunday
i had slept pretty well despite having a dream about my dad being meaner than usual to me
we got up and had breakfast and i did 30mins of yoga, jack didnt do anything XD
i had a shower, then we went for a short walk
it was day of the picnic with harvey and more meat needed to be cooked...
i let them get on with it and just laid on jack's bed
i heard harvey arrive and he waited on the balcony - taking the 2m distance seriously
i sat and talked to him on the living room floor, i respected his need to distance
i told him how much meat those two had....harvey and i both said they had eyes bigger than their stomachs, and we were right! despite how much they put away in the park they couldnt finish it all in fact there was loads left!
we sat on 2 different blankets, harvey on one away from us
it was really nice actually as the sun came out and we got quite hot actually
i fell asleep but made sure to cover my skin up
harvey who burns under a 50W light bulb was already turning pink, jack's face was a little pink too and theo looked fine but i asked him to move the blanket half in the sun half in the shade
as i could see jack wasnt liking the sun much
we sat out til 5pm it was really nice
and we saw others having the same idea as us - social distancing picnic
its nice seeing other humans as a few weeks ago it was a ghost town
we went back to the flat and harvey's mum picked him up
jack and theo both said they were full and didnt want dinner so i said to jack we didnt have to eat anything cus i was full too.
he had his online gaming at 8pm and i sat drawing on my laptop, i finished the girl in mangastudio5 shse just needs photoshoping now
i also did the outline on another picture
theo was gaming online with harvey so i talked to them occasionally
i left jack to it
then at 9:30pm i said "i might rob a sausage or something"
i got the meat out the fridge and despite theo saying he wasnt gonna eat, he rose out his seat as the meat madness over took him again XD he ate a lot!
i wasnt sure if to do jack any food if he even wanted any food so i put it away
he finished at 10pm and he got the meat out and ate XD honestly they are fiends for meat
i sat drawing til almost 11pm cus jack went from online gaming to pokemon
and i couldnt be doing with that
the amount of gaming and game talk that has gone off as of late is just relentless and only so much i can take, i took myself off to bed
jack later joined me and i had my head on his chest, i smelt him and said "i can smell meat" but he hadnt cooked or eaten in his pajamas so i said "have you literally got the meat sweats!?" XD
i slept well having dreams of being in a fight with someone who was drugging me and hurting me, action packed dream to say the least! i woke up at 9am
took me 25mins to get jack out of bed....
we had breakfast and i had a bath which was really nice
then we went for a walk just the two of us at midday and brought a cold drink and sat and drank that near the canal, it was so hot we were sweating
we walked by a shop and it was open...and another saying it was opening tomorrow
so its a good sign that slowly places are opening once again
we got back and i cooked lunch which was noodle broth it was good~
theo announced he was going back to the park for another sun bath
i was hoping jack wouldnt want to join as i knew id die out there in that heat and funny enough jack felt the same! his nose was a bit pinky red from yesterday but other than that he has come away good and i dont think he'd be as lucky second time round
i came home at 5pm and saw my bunny
had a few licks off him and i spent time outside with him
but i will sit with him shortly hopefully it wont be too hot for him
tomorrow not sure what im doing
i got my new paintbrush from jack so i can do my painting now so i will probably sit and do that
i have digital drawing to do
and i will probably exercise
not seeing jack til monday now anyway as we might be going into school together
Evening
took me til like 1am to actually get to sleep
and what a horrific dream i had 0.0
i dreamed i was married off to some guy, then pregnant
then sat in a bath tub giving birth to a dead child
awful awful dream
couldnt wait to wake up!
This morning I went for a long walk by myself
then I came back and somehow managed 30mins of dance
it was an effort tho i have to say, just felt too worn out to dance
mum made soup so that was nice to have for lunch
i have eaten loads today just been really hungry for some reason
I worked on my painting
this is it so far
it pretty much just needs outlining
but my new paintbrush hasnt come yet
so im not sure if i will just get impatient and use my thin brush XD
jack likes it tho he says it looks really good
i have enjoyed doing it but theres not much skill with this painting
it wasnt challenging in the slightest
hopefully should look good when it is done
im gonna take it jack's tomorrow
i laid in my bed, i laid on the sofa
just needed rest and chill out time today
i tried to read and play my switch but nothing was cutting it i just simply needed to switch off, so laying down it was really :/
i havent done any dance practice tonight as im just too mentally worn out
tomorrow tho i am going to jack's
probably in the morning once again
then coming back monday evening
its another sodding bank holiday this weekend
so i wanted to stay out the way
Yo~
I got to sleep around midnight
it was so damn hot -_____-
I got up at 8am
i had a dream i was playing dodgeball, and playing it well XD
mum was going out this morning
so i went for a longer walk by myself
then i came home, feeling rather done in so i rested but then did 40 mins of dancing
i found it hard work but after 15mins i loosened up and enjoyed it
then i had a much needed shower i was wet through
I spent my day painting XD
been enjoying it
at 3pm i stopped to watch killing eve on iplayer as i always miss it due to being a jack's
must say out of the 5 episodes so far ive only enjoyed 2 of them
not my best season but something to watch
then i went back to painting
i havent sat with Oz today which feels weird
but its been hot and also he's chosen to sit in the shade and in the bushes today
and i think if hes happy and cool i will leave him as i only make him hot by bringing him into the house, last night he flopped out on the sofa instead of sitting on my knee as it was just too warm for him but i know he still likes coming in for a bit of fuss and its his routine
we got a letter from the vets today saying Oz was due his jabs - which i knew
but it said 'if he is well then could you postpone it due to the corona virus' - which i was planning on
no way am i taking him at the moment unless he was sick
i will wait til i can be in the room with him
besides he is totally fine its just his annual jabs and annual check up
and i know he is fine and i will get him jabbed up when everything has settled down
i did 15mins of dance practice in my room
i wanted to do more but i would have just died of the heat if i continued
and i can not be arsed with another shower
i got an email saying my school is open to year 10 8th June
but no word as to when i am personally back
but small steps
gonna do my nails tonight and have a hot chocolate ^^
tomorrow probably just a repeat of today
exercise and painting~
Evening
Slept like crap didnt sleep til gone 1am
i was up overdosing and eating cereal woo
i slept after that tho til 7:30am
this morning mum went shopping
so i cleaned out girls and Oz
then my brother helped me wash my girls and they were really well behaved
theyre all fluffy and soft now
i did 45mins of yoga
then i fell asleep on my bed for a bit
went for a short walk with mum
cus it was like 27c today, it was roasting and little breeze
im shattered constantly and i think it is just hay fever
i came back and showered and had lunch
since then i have pretty much spent my entire day painting!
really zoned out doing it whilst listening to my ipod its been really nice actually
i got really far as well im pleased with it
i mean there isnt much skill behind the painting or drawing but it has given me something to do
i played my switch and had dinner
then sat outside with Oz as it was more bearable temperature
i was gonna do some dance practice but its so hot upstairs
i still might try just 10 mins tho
tomorrow
probably just exercise in the morning then painting
mum is out in the morning so i will just please myself exercise wise
