Up til 4am, back at school tomorrow

 Evening

Well I was up til 4am -________- I kid you not. 4 sodding AM

Was well annoyed

it got to 12am and I got up for pain killers and stayed up til 1am and went back to bed

but still couldnt sleep so I got up and yeah just stayed up til 4am

its not like I can have hot chocolate or cereal ether T^T pure torture, those beloved foods gave me strength to get through the night. All I had last night was sultanas and buts T^T

So when the alarm went off at 7:30am I switched it off and went back to sleep

woke up at 8:30am with jack saying he had made me a orange fruit tea and had placed it beside me

when I got up he was like "jeez you look like death!"

I said "I feel it. Couldnt sleep. Was in too much pain. So I was up til 4am"

he said "why didnt you wake me?"

i just dont like waking him. I said "its not like you can take away my pain" he said "no but at least you wont be alone" i guess...

So i literally ate breakfast and went back to bed as I was just dead, my body needed to rest from so much exercise the day before.

I woke up at 10am and found jack and Oz in the living room so that was nice to wake up to,

I felt a bit more human anyway

I pushed my self to do my work out however I only did 3 out of the 4 videos then went for a very hot bath.

We had lunch then I did some reading

I have learned so much from that body book already. But everything I tell jack I have learned he already knows....how does he know so much >.>

We walked to the local corner shop as I wanted to buy jack a treat for going to fetch my dresser yesterday, I brought my dad some chocolate for also going yesterday. Brought my mum some flowers for being an excellent postal service as all my post goes to their house.

we came back and had Oz out who just did toilet everywhere -______-

he hasnt chosen to go much today as its sooo windy, his little ears cant get signal in this wind so it scares him and so he chooses to stay in his cage. 

I started dinner, we were having meatballs. So I made the meatballs and I made pasta sauce, cooked sweet potato for me and actual pasta for jack and it was really nice even tho i wasnt having the traditional meal of pasta and meatballs like jack i still enjoyed it as it was tasty.

got stuff ready for school tomorrow as i am back on baby sitting duty. I also have a meeting at 11am with head of science about my absence before xmas. you have to fill a form out if you are ever off sick even for just an afternoon off. and usually jack does it with me but for some reason head of science has asked to do it with me. which is odd as jack is my manager and i usually fill it out with him...so i am a little bit worried about it and i dont really want to talk about my illness ether.

This evening jack is doing an extra raid online with his friends so i said I would go over to my parents house for an hour, sit with Oz and then I dont need to drop him off in the morning. So I am about to go do that. Then might come back and do a bit of drawing, not sure yet. See how tired I am as I have had a headache all day.

tomorrow

in the morning I have got to put on my thai curry stew, something i have never done before or even got a recipe for, just totally winging it here! its half prepped so not too much to do in the morning.

then we have school and I am hopefully just painting display work

then we will come back and collect Ozwald then not sure after that. it will be wednesday so its a night jack doesnt game he spends time with me. but no clue what to actually do!

I have managed to win a few more joggers online and jumpers. Also a new charm for my earring as the acrylic cheese charm i always wear has lost its yellow colour its like a white cheese slice XD 

here is Oz the other night, making himself at home. It always feels weird not having him here in the evening but i know when I sit with him at mum's soon he will be happy 

Acquired a welsh dresser

 Evening

Jack actually finished his online gaming at 9pm last night, so we watched a couple of episodes of Inuyasha then I said I was going to bed as I was just shattered

So we were in bed for 10:20pm he said he was gonna play on his switch which I didnt mind as I know it was early for him and I soon fell asleep

I woke up at 12:15am, a sweaty mess and needing a wee, but i thought "why is the room lit up"

jack was still playing.....

i said "jack is 12:15 you know" he said "is it actually?"

once again he gets fixated and obsessed on games. so i go for a wee and come back to find him still gaming so i said "are you not coming off it? we have work in the morning"

he said "let me just kill this boss" he had already been on it loads in the day! i just went to sleep

woke up at 7:30am and felt grouchy, tired and achy

but got up as we had a staff meeting and I was going for a walk with mia at 9am

typically it was raining -_____- so I got quite wet

we walked for an hour, the entire time spent moaning about men XD about our partners

I came in and had a brew then decided to do my exercises as I was aching and cold

I did those and went for a bath

then had my lunch watching digimon

after lunch I started ready  my body book and learned a lot to be honest and only read the first 2 chapters 

mum popped in after going to the dentist so we had a brew with her and Oz

I did some more reading when mum left then at 3:50pm I laid out on my bed as jack was on the sofa on his switch, i thought "10mins time i will take my tablets"

that was the last thought I had then the next thing i knew it was 5:30pm! we were suppose to be going out with my dad after 6pm to go collect a welsh dresser!!! i hadnt even got the oven on let alone dinner ready. I was sooo cross with jack, that he hadnt realised what the time was, to think to come see where i was after almost 2 hours, to not check to see where Oz was

so i made dinner and dad turned up i felt so wound up, i didnt go as i was of no use to anyone

i couldnt lift the dresser

so i stayed behind, i told mum how i was feeling and she popped over whilst i ate then I had a massive rant at her about jack and gaming and i felt better for it. we had Oz out with us then when i got the txt to say jack was on his way back, mum left. Jack came in and had his dinner with me and Oz

i didnt start up and argument as it was gone 7pm and i didnt want animosity at that time of night and the moment had passed, i had ranted to mum. besides i had already had a go at him when i came in from my walk! like i said for some reason i am a bit grouchy today. but he doesnt help matters, or help what so ever!

so after Oz went home Jack cleared the kitchen and i am up here doing my diary whilst he games

I am pleased with my welsh dresser tho. It looks good and dad says its a good buy as its like solid. really good quality. i prefer buying older pieces as they are made much better than the crap in IKEA or other cheap places.

I hope I sleep tonight seeing as I have had a long nap so late in the day T^T

I have decided to keep going with my exercise routine til the kids go back to school on 8th march as i wont have the energy for that routine AND school besides i will probably be bored of it by then.

Tomorrow

working from home so probably reading more of that book, do my exercises, maybe a walk

but in the evening jack is doing an extra raid on his online game, he asked if he could, and so i might take Oz over to mum's in the evening whilst jack games and then I wont have to drop Oz off in the morning before school.

here is my lad in his new cat tent

First time I havent slept in a while

 Evening

I couldnt sleep last night, I was in too much pain so by 1am I got up and stayed up til 2:30am, had more pain killers but no food to take them with so my stomach rotted. I went to bed but it took me almost an hour to actually get to sleep -_____- so when my alarm at 7:45am went off. I was not impressed or ready to start the day

but we got up and got out to go do our shopping.

We came back and had a cup of tea and a snack then I got on with my soup, my fish soup I have never made before or got a recipe for. I left it simmering whilst I did my exercises. 

The soup was really good! much to my surprise! so I had that for lunch after my bath.

I finished season 2 of Gameface.

I won the auction on a welsh dresser! for my craft room, got it for £62, got to collect it tho but its not far away however it does involve my dad as its almost 2m long and that aint gonna go in my car!

I went to bed as my eyes stung to keep them away I was so tired

when I woke up at 4pm, me and jack sat with Ozwald who was happy to come in

then we went for a walk but didnt get back til 6pm so I  told jack I wasnt sure on the chances he would be gaming on time for 7pm. so he was in a flap as its most important that he games on time and doesnt keep them waiting >.> however i have been waiting for 3 weeks for him to pay me back for his half of the bathroom and i mentioned it 3 times today we need to do it. I have asked him to hoover and he hasnt done that ether. So once again games take priority.

I had a half hour phone call with mum after dinner she had been with dad to get new glasses. cost dad £1500 for 2 glasses for both of them. Think he stumbled out rather than walked out the optitions XD

Then I did the washing up, which is jack's job but cus hes gaming til 10pm i didnt want the pots sitting there til 10pm not as theyre fish >.> stinks the house out. I made the dinner as usual. I do everything in this relationship

Im gonna chill out and have Oz out. Then I think I will go bed. Not sure I can be bothered to wait for jack at 10pm then watch inuyasha

Tomorrow

back at work! working from home tho. I have my body book to read and some art to plan.

seeing mia at 9am for a walk tho, highlight of my bloody week.

Ate dinner over at my parents

 Konbanwa~~

I slept better last night

This morning I felt awful and just thought I was doomed to have a crappy health day. But no it just turns out that I had forgotten to take my medication. I took it at 9:30am and eventually felt better then did my exercises which are getting easier

I had a bath and then my lunch

I cleaned the bathroom and found jack cleaning the kitchen! hadnt asked him he just did it, but I had nagged at him yesterday for doing bugger all all damn day. He then came out to help me to clean the garage a bit more. We tackled so many spiders. I cleaned down the units and the door and the door frame. As everything was black. I can not wait to paint the door a really whacky colour. Its round the back of the house so it wouldnt offend anyone. Job for the summer.

We came in and my parents came over. They came to collect their stuff out the garage so we had Oz inside for a bit so he wouldnt be scared. Although I imagine he had a good nosy round  the garage after it was emptied.

I went over to my parents at 5pm as my dinner was already prepped so I took it over and ate with them. My mum couldnt understand why i chose to come over XD she looks over at dad and pulls a face XD

I spent a bit of time with my brother as well. didnt make mum a mothers day card as I realised my glue gun was here and to be honest i was really tired.

I came home and sat with Oz for an hour, eating orange and watching comedy called Gameface, almost finished 2 season!

Now just on my laptop, jack is talking to his friends. I keep joining in sometimes. Mostly to make fun of jack which he friends found really funny

tomorrow

its our weekly shop time~ we need a fair bit too as some stuff has ran out and i also want to try making a couple of different dishes - food i havent made before or eaten!

not sure how else i will pass the day to be honest

tackling cobwebs

 Evening

I couldnt sleep well last night as Jack was snoring >.>

So I was quite tired this morning

But still i got up and got dressed. Mum picked me up at 9:45am and we popped to 3 shops just for a few bits, I managed to spend £22 on hair and skin care. Stocked up 

She dropped me off home and I sat with Oz and had a brew with him. Then I cracked on with my exercise routine, which went well. I was still a sweating mess. I hopped into the bath afterwards. 

We had lunch and then I decided to go varnish my dressing table, cleaned my Oz out as he was smelly bunbun. He was really enjoying my company in the garage and it was mild out so I decided to clean the garage a bit as it is awful. Its full of 50 year cob webs as the ivy had pierced through the brick work and the spiders had come through to make their home. Dad got rid of the ivy for me when we first moved in but all the old spider webs and dead spiders are still there. Along with a load of old tat the previous owners had left for us. They said it was to "help" us. And whilst a spade does help. Old garden products that have turned from a liquid to a solid, do not help us. So I binned it all really and sweapt it out and cleaned the window as it was filthy. 

I came in and had a bit of a rest. But I was so hungry so I made some biscuits.

I have done house work as well. And just exhausted. I had dinner to do as well

Jack has done literally bugger all today, literally just gamed. Told him its a waste of life and I have done so much. Doesnt seem bothered

After dinner I went online to look for joggers and managed to find another pair.

Now just drawing digimon and pokemon, whilst talking to theo and harvey and jack

tomorrow no plans as of yet, might tackle more cobwebs

beat him again

 Konbanwa~~

I slept pretty well last night, Jack got up and released Oz for me whilst I made him a coffee ^^

I didnt feel up to my usual standard this morning, just really worn out. But wanted to do my workout so after breakfast I did - somehow - crack on with it

Then had a much needed bath, I cant get over how much i sweat. I feel I can do some of the exercises a bit easier now tho.

Mum came over from 7 houses down at 11:30am I made her a tea and we had Ozwald in. he likes to see mum and mum likes seeing him. He was feral last night and this morning so I offered for mum to take him back with her XD

Me and jack had lunch then I went to bed, I didnt want to but I have just been struggling to get through the day after working out and on my diet. So I had a good sleep then when I got up Jack dragged me out for a walk but it was nice to get out for fresh air, I just found it hard work!

We got back and had Oz in for a brew as usual

then when he went home, Jack insisted on re-matching me to triomiones i brought him. as I won the first round we have played. And what happened....Jo won is what X3 he does not like losing. Personally I aint that bothered XD

we had dinner then jack went upstairs to go play online D&D for the first time in a few weeks. I havent been up to see him

I sat watching a comedy episode eating my pomegranate ^^ then I got Oz in and ate oranges with him. Now I am just on my laptop watching a few jpop videos. I was gonna do some drawing but unsure what I want to draw and I dont really want to sit on my computer chair ether

Tomorrow

I wanted to go shops with Jack today but he didnt seem overly keen. So I text mum and she said she might come with me tomorrow. So we might do that in the morning. Then I will do my workout then I need to do some house cleaning I guess. Kinda would like to get things in order before school.

p.s. we threw the maid costume in the bin this morning....jack said he will acquire a better quality one...

It is getting easier

 Evening

Last night I stayed up til gone 11pm watching Inuyasha with Jack. I even had a hot chocolate made with water not milk and it was alright but it wasnt as big a deal I thought it was gonna be to me, to say I havent had sugar or chocolate in weeks!

I slept quite well but woke up late for Oz at 8:20pm

I thought I would get off to my mum's around 9am but my stomach had other ideas. I spent half hour on the toilet whilst the world fell out of my arse. Awful stomach upset. The only thing I can think it was, was the hot chocolate as everything else I have been eating is the same.

So I got to mums at 9:40am she was out shopping so I wrapped my brother's birthday present

and she arrived, I helped unpack and then we sat having a cup of tea - always fruit tea for me tho on this diet T^T god I miss tea!

I went to go work on her 2 projects

she wanted a new mask made of this pig fabric i had made her ipod case from, and she also wanted a new door stop for the toilet. Both I made before lunch ^^ no templates or measurements needed I just got on with it~ 

We had lunch together as I brought my own soup over to have with her

then I left at 1:30pm as she had an appointment. I came home, after receiving a cute video of Jack spending time indoors with Oz, its nice having someone else care for him as much as I do. I have never had to share a rabbit before so its a new experience to me. As I have never trusted anyone else with my rabbits. But Oz has a tendency to walk all over Jack XD Jack had ended up having Oz inside a lot longer than he planned as he couldnt get hold of Oz he kept running off and jumping out his grip. Doesnt dare try that with me!

I did my exercises which I felt today had gotten easier actually 

also I weighed myself at mum's and since I started my diet I have lot 3.4kg/7.5lbs

I wish to keep losing weight in the hope I can look at myself in the mirror

but also to gain muscle. And obviously heal my stomach

I will keep going with my work outs tho

we both had baths when I had finished. 

then we had a cup of tea inside with Oz

went for a short walk which about killed me off

dinner was easy as it was leftovers

so before dinner i was online looking at videos and gift ideas for mum on mothers day.

think I have a few things now I can give her.

I died after food, just mega tired so I ate some fruit and then some nuts, had Oz out

now its only 8:30am and I am shattered!

Jack says we can watch Inuyasha early, and we might end up going bed early but him playing on his switch in bed. Just so done

Just hope I sleep!

tomorrow

I have no plans~