did pussycat doll dances

 Evening

I got off to sleep around 10pm, I woke up a few times cold in the night tho as it was like -2c

Oz was happy to come in and frisked us for carrot

School was ok and Jack was fine about going, he said he was going to apologise to head of science about how he went about what he said but doesnt take back what he said kinda thing. But I was glad he wasnt worried about going anyway. 

School was busy tho, how has this week been so busy? just never ended. I got to talk to julia's daughter for a bit tho which was nice. I think she looks forward to talking to me now ^^

We came home and brought Oz straight inside, originally I was gonna let him out but the fog from this morning has not budged all day! its sooooo thick. I couldnt see the playground at school. So everywhere is cold and damp and didnt want to put Oz out in that to be honest. He was happy to come in. We had a cup of tea then did an early dinner.

My mum usually sees me on a friday but she txt to say she was full of cold and didnt want me to get it. She had also done a covid test last night and this morning and shes ok. It is just a cold. But you can never be too careful these days >.> so I didnt see my mummy. But I told her that depending how she is at the weekend I might come see her.

We had dinner then jack went to wash up and have a shower as hes got gaming to attend. I was with Oz and very tempted to sleep. I was shattered

But I got up and exercised. I did a pussycat doll dance by growithjo it was good actually. I wore weights and then this song came on I used to do at zumba years ago! I had no idea what any of the songs were at zumba but obviously one was pussycat dolls. So I challenged myself and I could infact remember the choreography! I mean it is well easy but I did surprise myself! Then I did the kettle bell video so I did just over 30mins of exercise

took Oz home after I fussed him. Then cleaned the bathroom, had a lovely leisurely bath and pamper. Then doing my diary. I am gonna have a hot chocolate and be quiet then go bed. Jack can come to bed whenever. He says he finishes at 10pm but its never on time its ether finish before or after so I just do my own thing I dont wait round for him.

I am tired and ready for bed

tomorrow I am seeing mia for a dog walk at 9am. I am hoping its not freezing as its still -2c out there. I get to give her her birthday present! then I have Oz to clean out as well. Might have some time to myself!

I did a bit on my drawing last night

Jack got a telling off

 Evening

it took me a while to sleep last night, I mean we were in bed for 8:30pmm with the intention of playing on switchs but when I got into bed I was just so done. I fell asleep around 10pm. Poor Jack going to bed so early tho ><

We did covid tests this morning as it was still hard for me to breathe. Could be cold weather or the black mould who knows! But we were both fine

So this morning our living room was still trashed from Oz, so we left earlier in the hopes of getting into school early - leaving early - getting home in time to tidy up before mum comes over!

I walked into the prep room and it only felt like a couple of hours since I had last been there. Jack said "well if you think about it youve not had many waking hours away from here" tis true. Feel like I live there sometimes

School, I got plenty done

I went to my lesson which was an hour of Luke talking -____- too much information it was very hard going. It was also FREEZING in that classroom. I was so cold even with my coat on.

So I got to my office, shut the door and window, put the heating on and laid under coats for 20mins as I was just so numb. I was not feeling good

Jack came back from wherever - I had hardly seen him today - he came back and said he had just had a go at head of science in front of a biology teacher....my stomach flipped and I no longer wanted lunch. Jack has been stressed and pushed and today was a bit like breaking point.

So he was told to see head of science at the end of the day. I was tense as I was hoping Jack would keep it together and not kill him. I did not want things to be bad at work

He got back and said he had been told off - not formally. And that stuff after 2 years of asking is finally going to be changed. I think it took saying it in front of someone else for it to get done.

He got told off for having a go at him in front of another member of staff but i think he didnt like that because its made him have to actually do something whereas usually he fobs Jack off and nothing gets sorted. So I think stuff worked out ok. I am glad Jack didnt rage off at him.

we got home and had a mad clean of Oz' stuff! Mum came over and I had a tea with her and jack too a whisky up to his computer....

I had dinner with him and he had chilled out. I used my kettle bells and went to epilate before my bath, had a bath, took Oz home who has trashed the place again T^T its not being naughty hes just enjoying his toys but its making mess!

I might do a bit of my drawing tonight as I only got 2mins at it yesterday

yup a whole 24 hours and i got 2 mins to myself !

but this is it so far

tomorrow

last day of the week thank god...

messy bun

 Evening

I fell asleep so fast last night, I was shattered -_______-

I woke up at 11pm needing a wee, got into bed and slept until the alarm. That weighted blanket is amazing I love it and prepared to worship it.

We got up and I did the stew, jack changed the bed. Oz waiting in the living room for carrot XD

School was busy and I was struggling to breathe, I have no idea why. Just really bad asthma day. I was using the inhaler A LOT I was feeling dizzy as I was panting so much. It was wearing me out if I am honest! I wanted to go home and rest but I had far too much on for that. I couldnt leave Jack to all that. I got all my work done and even provided a bit of support in Luke's lesson with his bottom set class doing a practical. I was dead at the end of the day. But Lizzi came down to see us which was nice

We got home and we hoovered up where Oz plays, put a clean blanket down - still warm from the radiator and brought Oz in. The MESS he has left is untrue. He's had too much fun making mess there. Menace bunny he is at times. I did some bunny yoga for 40mins. He kept licking me. 

I had a bath and we had dinner with Oz in our pyjamas 

I might get round to a bit of drawing now. 

This is my rough doodle of what I am drawing. I am unsure how it will go yet

tomorrow

is school and see mummy after school thats about it really

actually managed some digital drawing on a monday night

 Evening

I managed a tiny bit of digital drawing last night before bed!

I did my work out again last night, had a bath and was in bed after anime for 8:50pm

I think I had fallen asleep by 9:30pm. I was shattered. I slept well too

that weighted blanket is a gods send 

This morning my intestines hurt still and once again I have a headache. Not sure whats up with me

we went to school and I had plenty to be getting on with. The day was ok on the whole but I just wasnt feeling it you know? Like just not in the mood for it all. I even went to see lizzi just to escape science talk. I had had enough of science talk and school talk. So I went to talk to lizzi for some normal convo

after school mummy had arrived early to let Ozwald out so he got to have a hop round and did toilet outside. He soon sat on his fort - his way of saying he wants to come inside >< 

mum stayed til 5:30pm I booted her out telling her I wanted to have my dinner

dinner was so easy and soooo tasty. Jack helped me too :) 

Now I might go on just dance for a bit. No more kettle bell for a day as it hurts to walk damn it!

then I will have a bath and stuff, the usual

tomorrow

its wednesday so stew morning and changing bed sheets before school! its always a rush on a wednesday but worth it. Got a few practicals as well tomorrow 

Jo was teacher technician :3

 Konbanwa~~

I slept pretty well last night apart from waking up at 11:50pm to Jack butting me - literally. he was man spreading big time. I got up for a wee and thought he would move by then. No

so I faced him and leaned my arm against him and eventually he moved. yeesh

This morning I felt ok about school, just didnt want to go! XD

we were just starting up and then at 9am we got a call from reception

"jack theres someone here to see you"??

what it was - months ago we agreed to train a science technician in microbiology. But we never wrote the date down of when this technician was coming

well today was the day! we had totally forgot that the technician was even coming ^^;

poor woman turned up and we had NOTHING sorted for her ><

whats more is that it was mircobiology so I had agreed to train her T^T

so I was on the go til midday teaching her one to one, luckily she was a nice person so it wasnt too bad and she had an idea of what stuff was - more than me when I started!

just when I thought id catch a break - julia's daughter came to have lunch

and we started talking and i ended up talking to her for the whole of her lunch

so til 1pm I had been giving out my best energy to people

leaving myself drained ><

but its fine. 

After lunch I cleared away, prepped for tomorrow, and rested with what time remained

I WAS DONE

we got home and brought Ozwald in, he was happy bun

I had easy dinner to do thank god 

just had dinner, my stomach feels off tho. Ive had a bad headache since yesterday, this morning I felt rough and now I am tired, achy, headache and stomach feels weird. Last night my intestines hurt. Today my intestines felt a bit better but I also have stomach muscles hurting a bit from kettle bells.

I want to have ago with kettle bells again today if I can

then have a bath and go bed early

i cant even keep my eyes open. I thought about skipping exercise but I will do it, somehow....

It was nice tho today being able to teach - as a technician. It shows how far I have come as a technician. At first I knew nothing now I can teach ^^ but I am still learning. It also made me grateful for my prep room and labs, when I hear about other school's set up our school looks like luxury. Our prep room and labs were designed by the previous technician team as the building is 11 years old. So they knew how they wanted it

tomorrow

school, 1 practical which is easy enough. Seeing mummy after school

Ozwald's cake

 Evening

Last night I couldnt sleep. Just could not sleep. So at 11:20pm I went to fetch Jack and he came off without me even asking, all I said was "i cant sleep" and he left theo and came to bed. I slept around midnight.

I woke up at 8am and woke Jack  up

We did our food shop, I was totally fine about shopping and I was excited to pick mummy up some flowers and we dropped them off to her on our way home. She was not expecting it and was very happy ^^

We put all the stuff away and got in for a cup of tea with us. I then spent the next 90mins in the kitchen making soup, sorting meat, sorting fish, making biscuits. It went on and on!

I was shattered after my lunch! I went to bed and got Jack to wake me up at 2pm which is when I got up and did mummy's birthday card so thats all finished now and I have all her presents too. All 100% guinea pigs XD

I didnt want to go for a walk today I just couldnt face getting cold not that it was even that bad today but I just didnt want it, Im gonna try my new kettle bell tonight instead for my exercise

I started some digital drawing but didnt get far

I ordered some bits online

had a brew with my two men at 3:45pm

we did dinner and I cooked a load of meat as well. I was on my feet for 45mins doing dinner T^T but I am hoping it helps me now do other meals this week as I am usually shattered after work and have little time. So its all to help me.

Oz is just being a loaf, he seems fine today much to my relief. I am gonna work out with him there then put him home when I go for a bath

so its not been an exciting weekend by any means but what was needed after my first week back! mia offered to go a walk today with me but I asked if we can go on saturday instead

tomorrow is school

ugh school >.> just dont wanna go! but I will be wearing some dark red leggings mummy gave to me as she said she couldnt get them on and they fit me with room to spare. I hope they stay up without me having to pull them up constantly. 

Here is Oz's cake that mummy made ^^ it was sooooooo good

Oz got his vaccinations

 Evening~~

Last night I slept pretty well. I was certainly ready for bed. I thought about setting an alarm but didnt bother, id be up for 8am right?

Woke up at 7:30am but decided to shut my eyes. Next thing I know my door bell is going

"its not that time all ready is it!?"

yup it was my mum at the door at 8:45am

she was like "have you just got out of bed!?" to jack as he opened the door to her XD

mum did us an absolute solid this morning she got Oz in, fussed him, sorted his carrying case out and whisked him off to the vets, leaving us to get out the house for 9:15am

I drove like a mad woman and got us there for dead on my optician appointment at 9:35am

we got there and the woman - who was a massive stuck up cow

said "your appointment was at 9:25am"

i said "no the woman said 9:35am, I have it written down"

she said "9:25am would you like to rebook?"

bitch

so i was 10mins late apparently and despite 2 members of staff standing around - no one could see me. like WTF

I made another appointment. the next one being 26th february

yup seriously

good job I aint blind in it!!!!

we drove out of there and I said to jack "lets go shopping"

i had an hectic morning of running mental round my house, having Oz whisked off to the vets, having a bitch of woman stick her nose up and me and telling me to do one

I went homesense and brought candles - which i was in need of a restock

and I brought my first kettle bell ^^ only 2kg

then we went dunelm for fresh cushion inners for the cushions for the sofa as they are no longer any shape never mind square....

we came home and found Ozwald  in his hutch and brought him in for fuss

i rang mum and she let me know how it all went

he was good boy apart from growling at the vets ^^; he usually licks them! and the vet said due to his age hes prone to crooked back teeth so I need to watch him. She said he showing signs that his teeth could do it but thats just his age nothing I have done

he came outside with me to clean him out and then I had lunch, laid on my bed with my eyes closed next to jack whilst he read for 40mins then I got up. We went for a walk. I had a massive go at jack and we were only 2mins from the house!!!! I had a go at him for saying all these things he says he will do but never does but for games hes like there. I felt awful afterwards, well i felt better but then I felt awful XD think jack was quite taken back by it all. There was no need for it all. I apologised. but didnt feel any better about it all.

he said I had been grumpy all day. I did not realise

maybe it was my morning that had set me off >< 

the walk did me good

I painted a birthday card for mum and painted an earring for jack (an experiment) 

did dinner, had a bath and yeah that was my day really

I am hoping Oz is ok tomorrow after his jab

tomorrow is food shop and cooking