Pokemon Narrative

 Evening

I couldnt sleep last night, I had tummy ache of course I did. Then i was aching and Jack was snoring a bit so I got up ti 11:30pm but even then it took me while to get to sleep after I went to bed. I woke up at 6am after watching someone get stabbed with a sword a metre away from me. Yeah god knows what I was dreaming of. So I gently woke my Jack~

I think another reason why I didnt sleep was that I had just confessed my sins to Jack in bed, that I have been weening myself off my pain killers and dropping 1 a week. I am taking 3 a day now not 8! He was disappointed I had kept it from him and he worries about me. I wanted to surprise him and tell him I have completely come off them but yeah...

I got the stew on which was a gravy stew - not done one in months as I went off it but Jack has been missing them.

We got to school and school wasnt too bad. I was having a play with copper sulphate I was seeing what I could throw in it to see if it would coat it in copper. Been ages since ive had a play with science! I saw Lizi too and I put a display up so not a bad day. I was tired tho, needed sleep

I got home and had to sit on the toilet as I had stomach pains, I ate lunch then returned to the bathroom >.> not fair having stomach ache before AND after food. Jeez. I ate dinner with Oz and left him in the living room as I went for an hour's sleep. He had been asleep on plush pad -____- such a lazy bun

I then did a bit of painting. All I have left to do is the text!! But I think I know what I want to do for my next painting. I got my digital art work done yesterday and uploaded it today

I want to do other pieces like this but I might do something for my cousin's birthday first. Not sure.

I did a bit of a work out. Wednesday is a more easy day for my work outs - I usually do yoga but I wasnt in the mood for yoga. So I followed 2 videos on grow with jo, which were for sore muscles and stretches so I did that for 30mins. 

I broke my flower vase outside taking the flowers to the wheely bin. Yup smashed all over the floor. Watched it in slow motion. I am not too disappointed as it was old and came with the house XD I have been meaning to buy a new vase and this has just made me actually do it. So I will keep an eye out. I didnt want to spend money on a vase as I didnt NEED it you know?

Jack came home, I made biscuits and did the dinner and it tasted really good. When I checked on it at lunch it looked insipid and I wasnt looking forward to it but with 5 more hours of cooking it was actually good and Jack enjoyed it ^^

I will go for a bath soon, then maybe start my next drawing

tomorrow

school then coming home to have lunch with mummy

Made better Tteokbokki

 Evening

I slept pretty well last night, I was dead to the world! Didnt wanna get up tho as it meant school. I didnt get stomach ache after breakfast luckily.

The whole hour that Oz was in this morning I didnt get to see him as he spent the whole time doing toilet on his blanket, that rabbit is obsessed. Toilet obsessed.....

School was ok, wasnt stressful but plenty to do, couldnt wait to finish. 4 hours is ENOUGH

I came home to find mummy here with Oz in her hands

we had lunch and a catch up then she left. I had to die on the toilet from lunch tho >.>

I struggled to get motivated with my afternoon as I was a bit tired but didnt want to sleep. I had a look for jobs. I did a tiny bit of painting then I fell asleep for 45mins

I started dinner and prepped the stew so I could get dinner on when Jack came in we had Tteokbokki and I had it with noodles instead of rice cakes as I discovered I did not like rice cakes and I enjoyed it much more this time and I made enough for Jack to take for lunch tomorrow. He was happy about that and really enjoyed his dinner. 

I am gonna do a work out for 20mins then have a bath and do some drawing as I am so close to finishing a picture! I should get it done really. I have plans for other pictures too.

tomorrow is school

not seeing mummy tho as she is busy but that is fine it just means I will get on with my own stuff quicker 

had a good pamper this weekend~

 Evening

yesterday was a write off. It was a bad health day. I felt like death

really did not feel well and wasnt up to anything. I managed food shop and that was it. I did pretty much nothing all day it was a total waste of a day. I didnt exercise as I literally couldnt. I did give myself a bit of a pamper. I did face pack, face sheet, bleach eyebrows, dyed eyelashes.

I was up til gone midnight last night as my stomach just wasnt happy. My stomach is having so many issues as of late. Think its my inhaler as it says it can do that it is still making me a bit shaky and giving my palpitations.

I woke up at 8am and found Jack and Oz in the lounge together. I was dreaming about being a vampire. Think its cus of playing Disgaea - the main character is a vampire. Oh speaking of my switch I won on ebay last night for £28.37 brand new Pokemon Shield. I have got sword but I need something to play after Disgaea and I fancy playing that. I chose pokemon from the pokedex today for my party and gave the list to Jack for him to catch/hatch for me XD

I didnt do a great deal this morning just had a rough morning really. Boy was I pale....

I think the whole stomach isnt helping how I feel

I cooked my meat for the week. We had lunch then I did a 10min work out before mum came over to dye my hair ^^ it was good to see her and now my hair looks much better just did it the usual blondy brown to freshen it up. You cant really tell but it makes it shiny and bouncy. 

I did a 10min weight work out, some drawing, made biscuits, did the dinner. I had omelette, sausage and beans and I did my Jack a full English X3 He loved it, very much his kinda meal that.

I have a shower and done my exercise, which feels weird doing all that in the afternoon! 

So I guess I can just sit and do art til anime? Oz is just loafing. I might need to go water the garden as Jack put plants in and it hasnt rained this weekend despite what it forecast. Weather peeps know nothing as per usual.

tomorrow

school

ugh

its been so nice having that extra day off~~

mum says she will come have lunch with me

my hair wouldnt have been washed since 2pm so I am hoping it doesnt look like a greasy chip but I could always wash my fringe in the morning and tie my hair up. See how it is

then I might actually get some painting done as I havent been able to do any cus Jack is round the house. I would like to replace some current art work up in my hallway but I havent got any ideas as of yet for it. Mum put the cacti canvas up this weekend in her kitchen ^^

I cant remember if I ever uploaded photos of Jack's sisters bunnies but here is skyla and thumper

up from 2:55am

 Evening

Its only 4:40pm but I wanna get this outta the way

I played on my switch til 9:30pm but I was so tired. I didnt know when Jack came to bed

Last night I woke up at 2:55am as my stomach was not happy. I sat on the toilet but nothing happened - just pain. I was then sat in a ball on the sofa with the hot bag on my stomach listening to explosions happening in my intestines. God knows what was going off in there. My own WW3 I think. It was not pleasant. But because I was up for so long, I got hungry and had pain killers too, before I knew it I was no longer able to sleep - I did try going back to bed but I was just too awake by this point. So I got up and did some drawing. Got Oz in at 7am and woke Jack up at 8am. He said he went to bed at midnight.

This morning I cleaned my Oz out, cleaned his poos from the lounge, inside and out the garage. Jesus Oz theyre sodding everywhere >.> 

At 9:45am we went for a walk down the river. Which lead to a little forest trail too. It was soooooo quiet you could hear everything! It was really nice and enough of a walk without making me feel shattered.

We came back and had a cup of tea. Then we went outside with ozwald, I kept Jack company whilst he sorted a few bits in the garden. Oz was so interested!

We did lunch and had it with Oz, then I died with stomach pains. I laid on the bed with my hot bag and actually fell asleep an hour. I woke up and decided what nail art I wanna do tonight, I cleaned the bathroom and made biscuits. 

Going to start dinner soon~ Think Jack might garden a bit after dinner. It got really warm today but its cooling down now. 

Im gonna do my nails tonight and do a hair pack. 

Tomorrow

is weekly shop and bit of food prep and a work out. Think thats about all I gotta do. I have been for a walk today so Im not gonna work out. Body needs a bit of a rest. I am also quite tired now!!! Need actual sleep. I have no idea whats going off with my stomach lately tho.

glad its 3 day weekend

 Evening

I couldnt be bothered with this yesterday

yesterday was a long day, my stomach was off before school and it made me feel drained for hours after. Jack was late coming home, mum came to see me around 4ish for a brew. 

Today it was another morning of dying on the toilet. Maybe I've been more stressed than I thought I was, there has been more things happening lately, more stresses I didnt need.

I couldnt be bothered with school, wasnt in the mood for the pointless practicals and looking happy for people and talking to people nicely

I just about got through school. I was exhausted. I came home and mum came over with the girls. We had lunch then she gardened. Oz helped - of course he did. I talked to mum and I watered the gardened I also did odd things round the house. She had a cup of tea and left at 3. I then sat with my laptop then eventually started my next drawing. Starting is always the hardest part with me. I procrastinate so much but on day 4 of putting off I finally made a start XD

Jack came home and I did the dinner. then did a work out and had a bath, he hasnt got gaming tonight but is playing with Theo online instead. He did ask me and I said he could. So ether way I spend friday nights by myself I guess. Im never up to much in the evenings so I always say to him if he gets a better offer than me he should go. I am with Oz, he can keep me company

tomorrow

its a bank holiday weekend woop. It means you get an extra day off but also means everywhere busy! as saturday looks the best day weather wise, we said we might go for a walk down the river then we have bits and pieces to do. We may go for a walk and go for cake and have a picnic outside

Shiny Slush Puppy Haunter

 Evening

Forgot to do my diary til late last night so I left it

But yesterday I hadnt slept that great so all day I couldnt think straight. I had to get up and stuff cus I was aching and stressing about work. The day actually went fine. I came home and started on outlining my painting and making a card for Jack's nan who is having an operation on thursday.

I woke up drenched in sweat. Jesus. I had to peal my pyjama bottoms off to go for a wee when I woke up. It was bad. I had dreamed about my dead aunty. God knows why. Never think about the woman. So I felt grim this morning I have to say.

School was ok really nothing special. It feels to good to be getting bacteria out the way I have to say. Slowly classes are getting ticked off. Bacteria is growing too. I have done a good job!

I came home to find mummy gardening. She had done so much she is like an actual machine. we need to pull our weight with gardening this weekend! 

She said Oz was really helping her, scurring the mud and eating weeds and sitting on her spade. She says its such lovely company. He is lovely. He kept checking on the girls as mum had put them in my garden pen. I finished the card for Jack's Nan, I think she will like it. I finished my painting to which mum said she would like it X3 thats fine. I had no plans for it and wasnt that fussed about it really. so she can have it next time I see her.

I did a few jobs this afternoon and had a half hour nap on the bed as I was so drained. Jack was home late again. Yesterday he was late as he popped in a shop and got chatting to someone he knew there. Tonight he just did badly with buses. I had brought him some fake grass for his warhammer models as I surprise. Just cus I thought they looked cute and I want to show I support his hobby even tho I have no clue about it!

After dinner I did yet another work out. Then had a bath. Not sure if I will do any drawing or not. I did finish my Haunter picture the other day. Its quite funky. I had found out shiny Haunter has a blue tongue and it reminded me of when you had Slush Puppy as a kid and it turned your tongue blue so I did a Haunter holding a Slush Puppy. Random I know!

tomorrow is school and it looks like it could be a quieter day - do I dare say??

Mum isnt coming over cus shes got an appointment. So it will be a long afternoon by myself but thats fine it will give me time to work on Jack's birthday painting. He will be late home AGAIN tomorrow as science department is getting together 3:45pm to have tea and cake to say goodbye to a science teacher - a chemist - so hes going to that. Im not as I will be long gone by that point!

massive anxiety before monday morning work

 Evening

I slept pretty well last night and woke up 10mins before my alarm so I laid there a little bit then cuddled Jack to wake him up. He says its a great way to be woken up ^^

My anxiety was through the roof this morning

good god

I had to get rid of my stomach content so I was stuck on the toilet just before leaving the house which made us 20mins late for work :( I was dying and sat with hot bag on my stomach on the drive in.

At school I was shaking and felt sick. Amazing what school does to me!

I was stressed out as the door keeping my bacteria in, the battery had gone on the automatic door lock. Meaning I couldnt get in. Meaning I couldnt get on with my day and start growing new bacteria. I didnt need all this and was on the verge of tears.

head of science came in and asked how stuff was going. I said "its horrendous as Im trying to fit 8 hours in 4 hours" he just said "well I have a meeting with Jack in a minute so Ill talk to him" hes not bothered.

I ended up being to talked to by a lot of people today. Time I couldnt afford to give to people but i gave it and ended up not being able to finish all my tasks today. I think I would have got them done if not for the huge delay in getting into the room. Julia had tried the door several times throughout the morning as its next to her prep room. She managed to get in by fluke and gave me a ring so I went up for my bacteria! the door has been fixed but it just offset my whole morning. It was good to see people.

I came home

exhausted

my mum came over to have lunch, she had brought us yet more garden plants and my parcels. We sat and had lunch with Ozwald. I seem to have all my meals with that loaf.

I tried to not go to bed but I felt so drained. I hadnt had the best starts to the day what with anxiety. Then stressing and rushing at work. I think I just had nothing more to give. So I was in bed for 90mins. I got up and did a bit of painting but I didnt feel very productive with my time off. But I have to accept I am poorly and I will get days like this and this why I am part time. I cant think of as not being productive enough I need to think of it as rest my body clearly needs.

I started the dinner as it would take 40mins to cook and I knew Jack would be home shortly

dinner was good and after dinner I did a 20min work out another grow with jo. It was enough. Jack told me not to push myself so I didnt do a 30min one just 20min but yeah it was enough

I had a bath now doing my diary.

Might do some drawing not sure yet

probably watch anime and switch in bed

tomorrow is school and yet more bacteria -____________________-