Good Evening
man I am exhausted
I had work today and the class and school was lovely
just the last half they were being silly really more than naughty
but i still havent recovered my health and voice
but i gave them my full energy
then hit all the traffic coming home - lovely
Here's the draws I have been working on
I finished them last night
I basically covered them in fabric that was all
I finished a dance today which was great to get done
after so many bloody attempts
i kept going wrong and i suck at slow dances
but its done!!! can move onto something more exciting now
my outfit
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CUBGm_X5C-E
I went to the doctors this morning - what joy
I have an issue with my health...
and i have got to go for a 3rd blood test now
to confirm something
basically i will have a condition at some point in my life
and its looking when it feels like starting up
the doctor wants to triple make sure it hasnt started now
as the treatment is horrible and can make you very ill.
18month-2 years of being on the treatment
and if that doesnt work its radiation which i half to drink
please body dont do this to me DX
like i dont have enough on my plate jeez
Tomorrow I have a free day so who knows what i will do~
Evening all~
Today I started my day as a rush
I had to be at the office for 10am
all was fine until Tiffin decided he didnt want to go home =.=
I was trying to drink my morning brew whilst
trying to ask him to come from beneath my bed!
We got there in the end but I was 10mins later
setting off than what i would have liked
but turns out i got to work early! and the first there!
Turns out no one really showed up for the "meeting"
so i pretty much took my kit lesson and left
met a new recruit as well, she was so rude
about my age with pink hair with lots of root showing
she treated me - her senior - like i wasnt there
know not to bother with her!!!
It turned out only 2 out of the 4 schools im teaching
this term start this week
so I didnt have to teach today! which i was quite relived
about as i still havent regained my full voice
so it gave me another day to recover ^^
so i spent time with the pets today
gosh they eat my day up
they were all able to play out including tiffin
he enjoyed his time outside even if it was just 10mins
i sorted out the kit boxes as usual
then i had a rest, i have stitched some bows i made
onto my newly recovered draws which i will photograph tomorrow
but here are the bows - bunnies!!
I also checked out some Jpop and message
about it today
im just gonna have lil dance practice but im sweating
just typing this XD
Hiya~
Today I'm feeling a lil better
I couldnt wait to get the pets in this morning
it was so cold out but it actually wasnt too bad in the shed
the heaters work ^^
but i still brought the pets in as usual for a warm :)
i actually slept quite well last night
so i didnt need to sleep during the day - in the pray
i will sleep tonight ready for work tomorrow~
Today i started drawing! only a lil bit before i got distracted =.=
I attempted dancing and at usual pace i sweat after just 7 mins
i crashed out i couldnt breath i was coughing loads
and i just gave up - 7mins - and i was dripping in sweat
yeh guess im still not well ^^"
but later on i had a 10 min slow practice dance which i managed
To keep my self busy today i sorted out all my mad science stuff
putting the stuff in my car, getting lesson plans together
and sorting out my new bag
as much as i like the bag its a lil small
my purse is quite large - and i dont particularly like taking it round schools
theres no need for it really
so i made a quick little zip purse - did raid my room for a spare purse - no luck of course =.=
it was made from this donald duck plush i robbed from college
it was donated and had had its back removed
to make this purse i used everything on the plush - including the zip
not bad huh - upcycling!!
I then altered a pair of pound shop cat ears
ive been wanting to do a cover of a dance for while
but the dance needs cat ears! so i decided to do mine up a bit
cute arent they
My friend tara-chan told me last night her 9month old hammy
wasnt doing too well he was poorly
she then informed today that he didnt make the night :(
poor lil guy he was a cutie
but then i say that about all syrian hammies!!
i felt sorry for her she hadnt had him long
rest in peace Madras
Tomorrow I have work wooo
my Monday school for this term is a 2min drive away
can not complain huh ^^ local school
anyway sees ya tomorrow
Evening it's 9:30pm
im in my room and tiffin is climbing my leg
and sniffing me wanting attention
so i'll make this quick!!
i'm feeling better today
I even managed a 15min walk
i needed fresh air badly
but i came in and went to bed it killed me off
and i was very cold
colder than it looks outside today!
Today I received a beautiful card in the post
it said on the front "in the loss of your pet"
it was from kippy's aunties in america
i was so touched by this
and they even wrote a lovely message as well to me
i felt so grateful and cared for
wish kippy could see how loved he is
so i wanted to do something back for them
so i rooted through my files and found a video of kippy
and a photo
im hoping they like it
and hope it wont cause them pain to look at them
thanks ladies!!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=18UxYEs854s
My friend tara-chan gave me a bag for xmas
I have decided to make it my "work" bag
and i wanted to make mine more unique
so I altered it~
I made a fox's tail
i added gems on the eyes
a balck heart button for the nose
and a bow on its ear
cute huh
i also stitched on a few school style badges
on my cardigans for when i cosplay as school girls ^^
that was it really not done much else!
played with tiffin a lot
tomorrow my last day off before work starts!!
i want to be fit and healthy ^^
konbanwa~
Today I actually feel worse than what i did yesterday
honestly today has not been good
sorry to be crud but ive been the toilet's best friend today
along side the tissue box...
and probably looks like death
im hoping to get the worst of this out the way before monday
monday i have to be at the office for 10am then teach at 3pm
i dont wanna scare the kids with this deathly face XD
anyway so today i really havent done a lot
but something nice did happen
tiffin had his first taste of the great outdoors
what with it being so mild today we thought "why not"
so i put him in the guinea pen just so he could get used to it all
he first didnt really understand what he was doing
but then he was very happy
so happy he couldnt run in a straight line
he picked up a leaf and ran round with it
he was doing jumps in the air
lovely to watch i gave him 10 mins
then took him home i didnt feel well
but he appreciated his time
i changed my draws today
a job that i have been wanting to do before xmas
i now have a row of pink draws and a row of yellow ^^
before they were pink and blue and all the same material
now they are all different
i will photograph once they are complete
as i am waiting for some bunny buttons in the post :)
and that was all i did =.=
last night i did start pokemon and i loved it :D
sapphire was my favourite generation so i was gonna love it
they've done such a good job updating it~
tomorrow i hope to feel better!!!
good day~
Last night I didnt sleep to bad as far as having colds go
i had some interesting dreams
cold tablets always give me vivid dreams ^^
i dream every night tho
Anyway I started the day like death
man i wasn't good but by the time i had drugged myself up
and had breakfast i was coming round
I wanted to get stuff on my laptop sorted today
i ordered bits on ebay
and sorted out some photos that needed uploading
sorted my youtube page banner
then i spent ages choosing which materials
to cover my draws with - i've decided to change them
but i think when im not feeling good it effects my creative mind
so i spent far more time than normal
i got a dance recorded which was a huge effort for me seriously
i had to practice and get dressed and record
which usually is fun but i found it all so hard work
but when i actually come to recording it i cheer up and enjoy myself
a born performer~
so that made me feel better i had been able to upload a dance
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KfYk1mv1asU
rested and fell asleep this afternoon
i want to start my new pokemon game today as well
and prehaps do some dancing :)
we had a roast dinner tonight which was nice
and now im about to enjoy sponge and custard
a dream~
hope you all had a good night last night
i went to bed at 9:30pn - a miserable old git already!
Today is the last day of 2014
and for my it has ended how it started for me
cruddy
honestly 2014 hasnt been one of my best years by far
but i have also achieved a lot this year
so i cant moan, just a lot of bad things happened
For the past couple of days i have felt off in myself
not feeling right or sleeping well - didnt think much of it
but today i woke up and felt like death
i hadnt slept well during the night
but honest i felt awful
my head hurt on the pillow, my nose was clogged,
i felt sickly and my neck hurt and my face felt pressured
i'd got a cold.....a stinking pointless cold
could not believe it as this morning i had to have a blood test
a blood test feeling the way i did
i just wanted to put myself in a coma for a few days
anyway i had tiffin to clean out this morning
which nakerd me out i had to rest afterwards
tiffin wore me out full stop today
I had the blood test i was kept waiting 20mins
they were running late
great gives me more time to get worked up!
but i was determined to be strong today
i felt so sick with the cold never mind the nausea
brought on by needle fear
i was determined i would not throw up and make a show of myself
no matter how much i felt like i was gonna bring my breakfast up
the woman called me in and each time my mum
has to embarrassingly announce how i must lay down for this
the woman how looked like she couldnt give a crap altered the chair
for me to lay back on
she put the strap on my arm - which instantly sets me off
she left it there and went to go get another member of staff
to confirm what i was being tested for
mean while im getting close to passing out
she stabbed me and im thinkg "ok be over in a min"
no she was a slow as anything i was sweating
mum said she could feel the heat radiating off me
why cant i produce this heat on a winter's day!?
she took the needle out and said "its not working"
so she stabbed again and it didnt work again
at this point i was half passed out i couldnt move my body
or open my eyes i could just hear
she wanted to stab the other arm
to which i managed to say "i need a minute otherwise i'm gonna faint"
she wasnt bothered!!!! she just continued
now it worked this time but how i didnt fully pass out i do not know
i did try to be strong
but my god she stabbed me hard it made me yell out!
it took a while for me to be able to stand
all the time being pressured by this woman to leave the room
"we have to be out of here by 11:45" it was 11:55 - not my problem
she was the one running late not me
besides i had rung up in advance saying i needed a double appointment
cus i take a long time to get my blood pressure back up
she wasnt bothered and said "your better off getting the first appointment"
so basically i cant win get told to go at the end and the beginning
ether way im gonna delay em XD
came home rested after the punishment of being stabbed 3 times
thats the first time they had to stab me more than once
just me luck on a day i feel like crap
not done much today
i made my brother a case for his tablet
he loved it
went to do my skirt but ran out of energy
and i dont have the trimming i need
took a photo of lily and pinky
but they were hard work
even lily my star model didnt wanna co-operate
so i gave up
hazel co-operated the other day tho
feel asleep and stayed in bed 2 hours to rest
id like to dance today but i know its not happening
so i would like to try some gentle stretches some yoga maybe
tiffin had the confidence today for the first time to lay out
when they lay like this it means theyre very happy and content
so a nice way for me to end the day seeing him do that next to
me whilst i'm typing away
not staying up tonight - never do
10pm for me or earlier!
whereas my brother has been to the shop for beer and vodka
hes enjoying his night XD
tomorrow all depends on how i feel
but i believe we're having granny over for dinner
happy new year to you all
