Still Poorly :(

Hiya All~~~~

Today I woke up after a rubbish night's sleep
I felt worse than yesterday!!
I was guttered as I truly though I was gonna be better today
So I have to let Karen know that I wasn't coming for treatment
it wouldnt have done me any favours
I felt awful for letting her down on such short notice I really did

So I had a slow morning, I sat and made a card for my cousin
I was happy with how it came out actually

I drew the girl on it too
I can't wait to send it to her with the Omamori charm :3

Mum then took me out to a shop across town
She got a few bits, i picked up a set of art paper for £1 (reduced)
and I got a new craft book i really like it
was suppose to be £15 but reduced to £3!!! well happy~
I started to feel unwell so we went home
I had a quick bite to eat and when to bed exhausted

later on mum took me down the road to a garden center
helping her choose plants
I wasnt in the mood to be honest but I do need to learn about plants
I want to be able to have a nice garden of my own some day:)

Ive read a lot today
Realy havent done much just cant and Im so fed up
might go craft shop tomorrow pick up the last few pieces
i need for make my brother's camera bag as the material arrived today

I uploaded a dance today but it was one I had recorded a few days ago luckily!

I will get better soon!!!!

More Charms

Evening

Last night I took a sleeping pill that was prescribed to me 2011...
it was probably the best nights sleep ive had in a long time
I slept so deeply and was amazed how fast the night had gone
what felt like 30min nap turned out to be 11 hours worth of sleep
I was shocked but also happy
the only side effect being i have no tastebuds the rest of the day and a rank taste ><

Anyway today I did feel better than yesterday, no head pains anyway
so I started looking at fabric trying to organize things for sewing
but by 11-12 I started to feel tired 
I was annoyed as I was feeling better! and I never did get any sewing done!!

And so I was forced to rest
but I wanted to very much to get out into that sun
what a lovely day it would have been to go derby
so I asked mum to take me to a cafe
so we went to a local cafe, one that opens up onto a patio
which over looks a farm~
I was content with sitting with a hot choc, sun on my skin 
and watching animals
I was so pleased with myself that i had pushed myself to go out
but that little trip was enough for me but it was refreshing

I came home and sat on my floor making myself and Dom-kun
matching phone charms as my doctor who charm had arrived in the post
seeing as my girl friends those Omamori charms I thought I wouldnt
leave Dom-kun out and made him something HE would like
so I ordered this matching pair making a tardis they were
originally on necklaces but I changed all that~

I hope he likes his, im not sure when i will see him next tho ><

Tomorrow I have treatment in the morning, i was gonna have a massage
but i dont feel like someone touching me at the moment so i will
have reflex, even so i dont feel in the mood
i would love to go derby tomorrow

I knew I'd get sick!!

Hiya

I can't believe my luck
I mean seriously =.=
Last night i was starting to feel off
then during the night I was shuddering, shaking
having hot and cold sweats and throat felt raw
So I slept pretty bad
but waking up this morning I had a migrain!!!
Ive never had one before it was awful
I couldnt do anything or hardly open my eyes
my brain felt like it wanted to burst from my skull
so painful
eventually mum realized I was poorly and not just being
lazy in bed, she came to me and brought my medication
I couldnt get up for. Taking them then made me feel really
nauseous because i hadnt eaten, i was starting to panic I was
gonna throw up, but luckily i didnt
so today I have just been on the sofa and in my bed recovering
been a long boring dull day

i knew id get sick tho, what with so many children poorly
in the schools ive been to
but the annoying thing is:
I had to turn down £40 worth of extra work today
tomorrow I am  suppose to be going derby with lynn
and today i was suppose to go out with mum
I FEEL RIGHT SCREWED OVER!!!!!
someone up there is cursing me right now
I would love to go derby tomorrow and stock up
on craft pieces ><

tiffin scratched the hell out of my chest
yet more scars probably on my chest =.=

my cousin was asked out by the boy she fancies in here class
so sweet :3
must be lovely to be asked out by someone you love
i hope he treats her well

anyway thats all really

Tidy and organized

Otsukarare~

8:30pm last night Dom-kun rang me *0*
I was shocked and happy we talked for 50mins
my arm was aching like mad but it was worth it
it was nice to have a catch up with him
its amazing how friends can instantly improve your mood :)

This morning I was in "tidy and organized" mood
so I decided to clean out the awfully dirty box for work
as I knew they wouldnt do it and it actually needed washing
out with soap and water >.>
I had to throw some bits away as they had just been wrecked
by what ever had spilled over in there
but I will tell everyone anyway

Then I headed up to the spare room
it wasnt untidy but more just stuff just laying around
and it was slowly grating on me
so I sorted and polished and threw out
and also hung things on the wall
I like using a hammer!
Mum was impressed with my work ^^

Then I sat with a brew watched anime and idol videos
Had a quick rest before work

Work went ok they enjoyed it and I did too
my final week there >< like the best school ive ever been to
sad
there was soooo many kids off poorly tho
a sickness bug is going round so i pray i stay healthy!!!
altho I feel like I have a sore throat coming ><

tomorrow I have the day off with mummy
wonder what we will do tomorrow
we cant slope off for a crafty hot choc and cake
as we're still doing the "no cake and chocolate month"

my nails this week

Uneventful Monday

Good Day~

Today I woke up at like 6:30am to the sound of my
dad's fog horn of a nose, blowing his nose like mad
god it was loud and irritating but luckily I got back off to sleep

I had to have the pets in this morning as it was pouring it down
Tiffin was right out of routine bless him
I sat with him reading then we sat together watching anime

Later in the morning I did stuff for work which took a while
and in the afternoon I had work, god I hate that school
the kids are so disruptive I start to think "whats the point"
and the state of the box I got this week
it get worse why cant anyone give back their boxes in a tidy fashion!!!
I refused this time to clean it out, each week I spend time
cleaning out the boxes and tidying them. sick of it
moan over

Now this evening not sure what to do really
might dance not sure :/
need a project to work on!

here's a picture my brother took of Tiffin yesterday
looks like he's in the yorkshire meadows XD

Omamori complete~

Good Evening

Man Im so full from my dinner at Lynn's
yes that would be I believe 4 weeks in a row
I have been over to heres for sunday dinner <3
Its so nice and we even had lamb today :D

This morning I woke up battling with my thoughts
Im struggling mentally, im not gonna lie
and I could tell mum knew I was off this morning
but I didnt want to talk about it
I just keep trying to shut the door on those thoughts
but I could have quite easily shut myself in my room all day
and slept
I will not give in tho!!!!
I will need to go doctors about this tho, its getting worse not better
anyway on a better note
My Omamori is done!!!!

Ta-da~
Cute aren't they I'll tell ya who's who's
top left is Helina-chan's, top right would be mine
bottom left is Mia-chans and bottom right is Sarah-chan's
I can not wait to hand these out! Im hoping they actually
know what Omamori is tho ><
I retied the knots this morning I didnt like how big they were

I had a nice time at Lynns as always I gave her the book I brought her from town
she loved it :D

Tomorrow I have work >.>

Omamori

Konbanwa~

Today I woke up and wondered "what should I make today?"
I need something to take over to lynn's tomorrow and sew
so I had a rummage through my head
and found I wanted to make Omamori charms
Theyre japanese good luck charms traditionally used at shrines
but since im like thousands of miles away from a japanese
shrine im gonna have to make my own ><
and I have decided to make one for myself, helina-chan,
mia-chan and my cousin

here's them started

and heres the strings used on Omamori
they took me ages to get to grips with ><
I tried to use like japanese style fabrics to make them
look more authentic, wonder if you guess who's who's

I had a birthday party to do, like 38 kids!
biggest party I have ever done the kids were very well behaved
so it made it go better i was dreading 38 playing up!

Came home and rested
and went for a walk with my mum and dad round the area
i was gonna go by myself anyway so the company was nice
 
made dinner and now Im thinking I aught to shower XD
But I want to do some more work on the Omamori ><