Good Evening~
Today I got crackin' with my brother's camera bag
here's how far I am
probably doesnt look like anything to anyone
but to me this is my plan of attack - how im gonna sew it together
So far all panels have been cut
panels have been quilted (3 layers in total)
and the bottom strap half made
took ages to quilt
by quilting i mean sandwiching 3 layers together and sewing round ever camera =.=
I went on the phone to different places making different appointments
and such, which is a big ask for me
a couple of years ago i couldnt do telephone calls the stress of them
made me literally break down on the phone, yeh i was a wreck >.>
so i pleased with myself i achieved them calls by myself
as i can still have this panic attacks on the phone ><
I went to the shop with mum after lunch and went post office to post the bunny tent
to my friend :) hope he gets use out of it as we didnt
came home and had a short walk, trying to will myself back to health!
mum came with me which was nice :3
Did some dancing and got a dance done which made me want to pass out
i didnt dance for long at all 15-20 mins and my body was shaking and i was dizzy
guess im not up to full health yet
but at least im prepared for friday~
tomorrow I have stinking horrible painful disgusting blood test
9:40 the vampire comes for me
i hate it i hate it i hate it!!!!!!!
And i know because of the way I have been feeling i am gonna pass out
im not strong enough
Konbanwa
Hello~
Today I am feeling much better ^^ about time too ><
I took a sleeping tablet to sedate me
and it worked a treat, i havent used them pills since last year
and i've used 2 in a week!
It because i was in pain during sleeping so my body was constantly
moving positions to get comfy in my sleep and it was waking me up
so i wanted to actually SLEEP last night
and it worked i am feeling better in myself
my voice isnt as bad as it has been ether its going a bit now haha
too much talking XD
I also painted my nails last night and i did mum's too
mum has strawberrys and i have rainbows~
Never done rainbows before, not bad for a first attempt at 9:30pm
i didnt have a yellow sadly
Today I got cracked on with my brother's camera bag its coming
along nicely and i havent made a mistake yet!
i have done the lining and started the outside, well have it all cut out anyway
gonna be good, he best use it >.>
I popped to the shops with my parents for a change
all i got was a couple of nail varnishes, yellow being one of them :3
I refused to go to sleep today so i have been awake all day woo
get stuff done~
I played with tiffin and sat reading with lily mum read with pinky
but they panic after a while being away from one another
tomorrow i plan to continue the bag, im suppose to go into the office
but i dont feel well enough to drive and no one is around to take me
so theyre just gonna have to wait for me ><
I have been doing a lot of reading as of late
and ive learned a couple of dances just got to perfect them
night
Good Evening
God being ill is so soul destroying
Im so bored!!!
and today I don't feel like I have achieved anything really
so I dont even know what to write about tonight!
Last night tho, i had a thought
last week someone at work commented on my fox nails i painted
and asked how I did my right hand I replied "i just paint em"
she was surprised that i was able to do both hands so neatly
so, last night I had ago on paper drawing and writing with my left hand
and it turns out i can
so i googled this and it turns out I am ambidextrous
"someone who is equally good with both hands"
its rare and difficult and i wasnt expecting this
so yeah theres a random fact about me haha
I wrapped my cousin's birthday cards up with her omamori
and I wrapped up a bunny tent im giving a friend in australia
my god it only just fit in the biggest packaging we had
mum helped me thank god
I managed a 20 minute walk by myself so i was very happy to get fresh air
and I drew out templates for my brother's camera bag
but i didnt feel in the right frame of mine to cut material out
felt like id only go wrong
the girls are all soft and cuddly from bathing them yesterday
like new toys :)
see what tomorrow brings
i best be bloody better tomorrow
im well fed up!
an old photo of me
Good day
Today I am feeling a bit stronger
still not 100% by far but best ive been
so I got my act together and started making
the tissue box cover I had cut out a few days ago
ta-da~ made using scraps
mum loves it, its for the spare room which is green
i was pleased i was actually able to do some sewing today
Mum took me too the sewing shop today and i picked up
the final bits and bobs i needed for my brothers camera bag
gonna look good when its made i know it!
Not done that much else really today apart from falling asleep
tonight I think we're having the first BBQ of 2015
i know i should be looking forward to it but i feel
so crummy and cant taste much that im not arsed about it
but i will be grateful
tomorrow I was suppose to be going Lynn's for sunday lunch
but i cant face going over like this and i dont want to spread
my germs to them ether
I hate bank holidays
god knows how i will make it through to tuesday!
Hiya All~~~~
Today I woke up after a rubbish night's sleep
I felt worse than yesterday!!
I was guttered as I truly though I was gonna be better today
So I have to let Karen know that I wasn't coming for treatment
it wouldnt have done me any favours
I felt awful for letting her down on such short notice I really did
So I had a slow morning, I sat and made a card for my cousin
I was happy with how it came out actually
I drew the girl on it too
I can't wait to send it to her with the Omamori charm :3
Mum then took me out to a shop across town
She got a few bits, i picked up a set of art paper for £1 (reduced)
and I got a new craft book i really like it
was suppose to be £15 but reduced to £3!!! well happy~
I started to feel unwell so we went home
I had a quick bite to eat and when to bed exhausted
later on mum took me down the road to a garden center
helping her choose plants
I wasnt in the mood to be honest but I do need to learn about plants
I want to be able to have a nice garden of my own some day:)
Ive read a lot today
Realy havent done much just cant and Im so fed up
might go craft shop tomorrow pick up the last few pieces
i need for make my brother's camera bag as the material arrived today
I uploaded a dance today but it was one I had recorded a few days ago luckily!
I will get better soon!!!!
Evening
Last night I took a sleeping pill that was prescribed to me 2011...
it was probably the best nights sleep ive had in a long time
I slept so deeply and was amazed how fast the night had gone
what felt like 30min nap turned out to be 11 hours worth of sleep
I was shocked but also happy
the only side effect being i have no tastebuds the rest of the day and a rank taste ><
Anyway today I did feel better than yesterday, no head pains anyway
so I started looking at fabric trying to organize things for sewing
but by 11-12 I started to feel tired
I was annoyed as I was feeling better! and I never did get any sewing done!!
And so I was forced to rest
but I wanted to very much to get out into that sun
what a lovely day it would have been to go derby
so I asked mum to take me to a cafe
so we went to a local cafe, one that opens up onto a patio
which over looks a farm~
I was content with sitting with a hot choc, sun on my skin
and watching animals
I was so pleased with myself that i had pushed myself to go out
but that little trip was enough for me but it was refreshing
I came home and sat on my floor making myself and Dom-kun
matching phone charms as my doctor who charm had arrived in the post
seeing as my girl friends those Omamori charms I thought I wouldnt
leave Dom-kun out and made him something HE would like
so I ordered this matching pair making a tardis they were
originally on necklaces but I changed all that~
I hope he likes his, im not sure when i will see him next tho ><
Tomorrow I have treatment in the morning, i was gonna have a massage
but i dont feel like someone touching me at the moment so i will
have reflex, even so i dont feel in the mood
i would love to go derby tomorrow
Hiya
I can't believe my luck
I mean seriously =.=
Last night i was starting to feel off
then during the night I was shuddering, shaking
having hot and cold sweats and throat felt raw
So I slept pretty bad
but waking up this morning I had a migrain!!!
Ive never had one before it was awful
I couldnt do anything or hardly open my eyes
my brain felt like it wanted to burst from my skull
so painful
eventually mum realized I was poorly and not just being
lazy in bed, she came to me and brought my medication
I couldnt get up for. Taking them then made me feel really
nauseous because i hadnt eaten, i was starting to panic I was
gonna throw up, but luckily i didnt
so today I have just been on the sofa and in my bed recovering
been a long boring dull day
i knew id get sick tho, what with so many children poorly
in the schools ive been to
but the annoying thing is:
I had to turn down £40 worth of extra work today
tomorrow I am suppose to be going derby with lynn
and today i was suppose to go out with mum
I FEEL RIGHT SCREWED OVER!!!!!
someone up there is cursing me right now
I would love to go derby tomorrow and stock up
on craft pieces ><
tiffin scratched the hell out of my chest
yet more scars probably on my chest =.=
my cousin was asked out by the boy she fancies in here class
so sweet :3
must be lovely to be asked out by someone you love
i hope he treats her well
anyway thats all really
