Thursday, 28 May 2015

Good Day minna

Obandesu yo~

Today I woke up feeling better~
I started finishing off my brother's bag
i keep having dubbed anime on in the background on my laptop
whilst i work
so far over the last week or so ive watched through
sunday without a god
date a live
now on absoulte Duo

I also finished the 7 book series "wicked good witches"
i loved them books and now got to wait for season 2 T^T

I got my brother's bag finished but when it was photo time
i suddenly realized a huge problem so tomorrow I am going to sort it out
im so peed off about it but what can ya do

At lunch time I started to feel unwell, yet another thing to pee me off
i just came over poorly
i needed to go to the office so in the end mum  took me i was so grateful
i felt like i would have crashed my car otherwise 

arriving at the office, Seth-san was outside playing with bubbles
bubbles he was producing roughly 50cm big 0.0
they were stunning
inside Dan was there being disorganized as usual >.>
i waited ages for my kit i said i wasnt feeling well
hint hint i want to get the hell outta here
but men dont get hints
so i was having to put up a front for everyone which was draining
and they were playing round with  the spark generator, getting me to drink
in a certain way, showing me glasses. i guess its nice they have taken
a liking to me, i couldnt help but feel like i was at the hands of their amusement
guys dont grow up do they i was with Dan, Ernie-san and David-kun
eventually i got my kit and left
only teaching once this week!

I got home and went straight to bed exhausted and felt crap

now I am all ready to go over to Mia-chan's with Helina-chan
I am so looking forward to it
not seen them in a few weeks :)

Tomorrow I WILL have that bag finished!!!
and I WILL be 100% damn it!
A photo a few years ago

Wednesday, 27 May 2015

I survived the Vampire

Good Day~

No yoga tonight D:

I was forced to wake up this morning >.>
the actual morning I was able to sleep through
and not wake up early and i got woke up
all for my stupid blood test

I cleaned Tiffin out before I went
then at 9:40 I was layed out for the vampire
actually i say vampire but the nurse i go to now is lovely
and she does an amazing job
and so i didnt faint or get worked up!
I was well pleased with myself
i felt a bit like jelly and a bit dizzy afterwards
but it soon subsided
mum had got a bag with a drink, biscuits and a flannel
all in case i went bag =.= embarrassing
but luckily i was fine :D

Tiffin has been playing outside like all day today
it has been randomly raining at times too XD
he's one with bloody nature that rabbit
kip was never like that

I have been sewing my brother's bag
most robust bag ive ever made id say

just got to add the flap at the top and its done
i think he likes it, i hope it is some use to him

I went for a short walk today
im still not 100% but getting there
if it wasnt for my illness i would have got rid of this virus
a lot quicker by now >.>
I managed to get a dance done as well, felt great dancing

tomorrow Im off to the office
and seeing Mia-chan & Helina-chan in the evening :D

Tuesday, 26 May 2015

the start of the bag

Good Evening~

Today I got crackin' with my brother's camera bag
here's how far I am
probably doesnt look like anything to anyone
but to me this is my plan of attack - how im gonna sew it together

So far all panels have been cut
panels have been quilted (3 layers in total)
and the bottom strap half made
took ages to quilt
by quilting i mean sandwiching 3 layers together and sewing round ever camera =.=

I went on the phone to different places making different appointments 
and such, which is a big ask for me
a couple of years ago i couldnt do telephone calls the stress of them
made me literally break down on the phone, yeh i was a wreck >.>
so i pleased with myself i achieved them calls by myself
as i can still have this panic attacks on the phone ><

I went to the shop with mum after lunch and went post office to post the bunny tent
to my friend :) hope he gets use out of it as we didnt

came home and had a short walk, trying to will myself back to health!
mum came with me which was nice :3

Did some dancing and got a dance done which made me want to pass out
i didnt dance for long at all 15-20 mins and my body was shaking and i was dizzy
guess im not up to full health yet 
but at least im prepared for friday~

tomorrow I have stinking horrible painful disgusting blood test
9:40 the vampire comes for me
i hate it i hate it i hate it!!!!!!!
And i know because of the way I have been feeling i am gonna pass out
im not strong enough

Monday, 25 May 2015

rainbow nails

Konbanwa

Hello~

Today I am feeling much better ^^ about time too ><
I took a sleeping tablet to sedate me
and it worked a treat, i havent used them pills since last year
and i've used 2 in a week!
It because i was in pain during sleeping so my body was constantly
moving positions to get comfy in my sleep and it was waking me up
so i wanted to actually SLEEP last night
and it worked i am feeling better in myself
my voice isnt as bad as it has been ether its going a bit now haha
too much talking XD

I also painted my nails last night and i did mum's too
mum has strawberrys and i have rainbows~

Never done rainbows before, not bad for a first attempt at 9:30pm
i didnt have a yellow sadly

Today I got cracked on with my brother's camera bag its coming
along nicely and i havent made a mistake yet!
i have done the lining and started the outside, well have it all cut out anyway
gonna be good, he best use it >.>

I popped to the shops with my parents for a change
all i got was a couple of nail varnishes, yellow being one of them :3

I refused to go to sleep today so i have been awake all day woo
get stuff done~

I played with tiffin and sat reading with lily mum read with pinky
but they panic after a while being away from one another 

tomorrow i plan to continue the bag, im suppose to go into the office
but i dont feel well enough to drive and no one is around to take me
so theyre just gonna have to wait for me ><

I have been doing a lot of reading as of late
and ive learned a couple of dances just got to perfect them

night

Sunday, 24 May 2015

I'm ambidextrous?

Good Evening

God being ill is so soul destroying
Im so bored!!!
and today I don't feel like I have achieved anything really
so I dont even know what to write about tonight!

Last night tho, i had a thought
last week someone at work commented on my fox nails i painted
and asked how I did my right hand I replied "i just paint em"
she was surprised that i was able to do both hands so neatly
so, last night I had ago on paper drawing and writing with my left hand
and it turns out i can
so i googled this and it turns out I am ambidextrous 
"someone who is equally good with both hands"
its rare and difficult and i wasnt expecting this 
so yeah theres a random fact about me haha

I wrapped my cousin's birthday cards up with her omamori
and I wrapped up a bunny tent im giving a friend in australia
my god it only just fit in the biggest packaging we had
mum helped me thank god

I managed a 20 minute walk by myself so i was very happy to get fresh air
and I drew out templates for my brother's camera bag
but i didnt feel in the right frame of mine to cut material out
felt like id only go wrong

the girls are all soft and cuddly from bathing them yesterday
like new toys :)

see what tomorrow brings
i best be bloody better tomorrow
im well fed up!

an old photo of me

Saturday, 23 May 2015

Managed to make something

Good day

Today I am feeling a bit stronger
still not 100% by far but best ive been
so I got my act together and started making
the tissue box cover I had cut out a few days ago

ta-da~ made using scraps
mum loves it, its for the spare room which is green
i was pleased i was actually able to do some sewing today

Mum took me too the sewing shop today and i picked up
the final bits and bobs i needed for my brothers camera bag
gonna look good when its made i know it!

Not done that much else really today apart from falling asleep

tonight I think we're having the first BBQ of 2015
i know i should be looking forward to it but i feel
so crummy and cant taste much that im not arsed about it
but i will be grateful

tomorrow I was suppose to be going Lynn's for sunday lunch
but i cant face going over like this and i dont want to spread
my germs to them ether

I hate bank holidays
god knows how i will make it through to tuesday!

Friday, 22 May 2015

Still Poorly :(

Hiya All~~~~

Today I woke up after a rubbish night's sleep
I felt worse than yesterday!!
I was guttered as I truly though I was gonna be better today
So I have to let Karen know that I wasn't coming for treatment
it wouldnt have done me any favours
I felt awful for letting her down on such short notice I really did

So I had a slow morning, I sat and made a card for my cousin
I was happy with how it came out actually

I drew the girl on it too
I can't wait to send it to her with the Omamori charm :3

Mum then took me out to a shop across town
She got a few bits, i picked up a set of art paper for £1 (reduced)
and I got a new craft book i really like it
was suppose to be £15 but reduced to £3!!! well happy~
I started to feel unwell so we went home
I had a quick bite to eat and when to bed exhausted

later on mum took me down the road to a garden center
helping her choose plants
I wasnt in the mood to be honest but I do need to learn about plants
I want to be able to have a nice garden of my own some day:)

Ive read a lot today
Realy havent done much just cant and Im so fed up
might go craft shop tomorrow pick up the last few pieces
i need for make my brother's camera bag as the material arrived today

I uploaded a dance today but it was one I had recorded a few days ago luckily!

I will get better soon!!!!