Konbanwa~
I slept alright last night, and when i got up I decided to weigh
myself and Id lost a tiny bit of weight :/
I can soon put that back on~
After I had looked after the guineas, letting em have a trot round
i went to take them home, tiffin was sat in their hutch!!!! again!!
he wouldnt budge ether and he'd eaten their food =.=
I went upstairs, grabbed a note book and the home phone
put some glasses on and began play secretary~
I rang doctors first and was told to ring back at 12:00
I rang the college, they informed me that I would have to pay in full for
my tuition fees =.= but alwell granny gave me money for that ^^
I then emailed my old secondary school about my exam results as ive lost my certificates =.=
so all a bit boring really
Ive got a stinking blood test on thursday, i just want to cry
i hate it so much
tiffin has got the vets tomorrow >< hes gonna hate me!
Today I did some drawing, recorded a dance in a cute outfit for Kanon Fukuda's Watashi
I went for a walk, and posted 2 xmas cards - karen's and mia's
then got home had a brew whilst reading
since then ive been drawing
i dont feel like ive got very far as ive been reading tutorials on how to shade things
each time i do a digital drawing i like to teach myself something new
so i spend time doing the eyes theyre not finished tho they need photoshoping!
tomorrow i will probably draw and dance and take tiffin vets
same old
Evening~
Man I had a awful nightmare last night
one that paralyzed me then possessed other humans one being
my mum and this thing got her to strangle me. then i woke up
the bed was wet from sweat my heart was really pounding and my mouth
was well dry. god knows why i have such awful dreams
my next dream was i allowed my friend to tattoo me!
This morning the pets were able to go outside which was nice
the wind had died down a lot.
I got drawing and got pretty far, ive been working on ti through out the
day now, and i have got the outline, eyes and base colour done~
cute huh, still gotta name em tho ><
I was able to do a dance this morning, i had a 10 minute
slot to rehearse, get dressed and record!
i did it, dont feel its my best effort but i still enjoyed it ^^
Id like to do some more dancing tonight if i can
I had suffered with my stomach a lot today, mum has said i have
got to go see the doctors now. man >.>
i personally think its my thyroid making too much hormone. so i need
to ring up for a blood test. volunteering my self for a blood test =.=
mum was like "make sure its a time i can take you"
i always need someone to take me as i pass out
i booked tiffin in for his jabs on tuesday ><
I decided to go for a walk, i went by myself
i thought to myself "do the longer walk (45min) you will feel pleased youve done it"
so i did, i got half way when i had to double over my stomach suddenly hurt
and bubbled and made noises. i basically needed to die on a toilet ASAP
so with no phone or communication i was forced to walk home like this
i was dying and thought "grannys house is close i'll go use her toilet it still works!!"
i thought i had saved myself. but getting the key from the code box, i think with
me stressing i wasnt typing in the code correctly = no key to the house ><
so i ended up walking home, as soon as i got through the door i was on that toilet
its getting worse so i know i need to go to the doctors
mum doesnt want me losing weight. i must weigh myself tomorrow
then the rest of day ive spent reading my new book, drawing, pets, 3DS
just a plain old sunday~
tomorrow im gonna stick some glasses on an play secretary, i have quite a few
phonecalls and appointments to make. fun times ahead!
Oha~
I slept pretty well again last night
i'm on a roll~ and woke up at 8am too ^^
I cleaned out the pets as my god were those piggies smelly
the wind has been so bad lately tho it hasnt stopped for 24 hours
its doing my head in as my room is next to rattling fence panels =.=
Then after I finished dying of my on-going stomach ache
i went and did some drawing of my adoptables which is coming along nicely :)
god knows if im doing this all in vein tho
but all well theyre cute and it keeps up my drawing skills
I have finished the outlines, next is the girl's eyes. ive been thinking of names for them
i was something different as theyre imps so i was thinks Trix for one
as lunch time came i started feeling unwell almost like i was running low
on battery power and my stomach just hurt. so i decided to have a quick sleep
in the hope of when i awoke that i would be rearing to go once again
i slept for 2 hours!!!!! what the hell where did that much sleep come from!?
and i didnt feel better =.= so what a waste of time that bloody was
i didnt go for a walk as its so windy out. that windy that some doors you struggle
to close cus of the wind coming in through the windows 0.0
so i didnt fancy getting blown away. that and i felt exhausted
im thinking i might have pushed myself a bit yesterday
i dont want to admit that to anyone tho cus my mum is suggesting
i dont go back to college til april but i want to go back in january ><
she worries that i may not be strong enough yet...
so i did a lil dancing and more drawing, reading and sat with my prince
ohhhh prince tiffin, i also spent some time online
which doesnt take me too long
tonight i made everyone french stick pizza~
i could have quite easily skipped dinner, even more so when its not good for you
but alwell i cant cave into my head everytime
tomorrow i dont have any plans yet but i fancied watching
the lion kind 1 1/2 as i havent seen it in years but where the DVD is i do not know XD
anyway that was my exciting day over :/
