Evening all~
I slept pretty bad last night each time i woke up cus of pain
which i put down to yoga - it was hard work
i woke up starving, like feeling hollow inside, it felt like my stomach
was digesting it's self >.>
In the end i woke up at 9am to and empty house T^T
i had little time to get pigs out tiffin out and get ready and have breakfast all before
my blood test at 10:10am
mum came back from work and picked me up for doctors
i didnt want to go T^T i ended up waiting til 10:20
all the time my heart rate increasing.
then my nurse came round the corner. i was doing so well
i layed down and let he get on with it, the needle killed for some reason
and i think cus i winced i started to panic and there for not a drop of blood came out!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was like "oh damn it!!!!" cus i know that means she has to go in again T^T i hate my life
this time i focuses on breathing and she got the job done, i didnt faint!!!!! yes yes!!!
but i was incredibly hot and sweating, i tried to sit up 3 times each time i almost
passed out, so i had to lay there a lil bit but i was dying to get out of the nurse's room
so she could see the rest of her patients in the end there was a seat in the hall and i managed to
walk to it, the nurse and mum had an arm each, god i must have looked like walking wounded
the nurse is sooo good to me tho, i put on my notes that im only to be booked in with
her no questions asked - cus getting that appt the receptionists were arsey with me >.>
i couldnt thank he enough shes lovely. so when i got home i made her a card
and posted it to the doctors - it was closed
here it is~ i hope she liked it
i sat with pets and things, but after the morning i had i felt drained
so i went to bed for 2 hours =.= damn it i was suppose to rest :/
then ive just been online, sorting out a few sewing bits and i wrapped my brother's
girlfriend's birthday present from us. its a brooch
neatness makes me happy XD
tomorrow I am at work exp :D i can not wait im dead excited ^^
oh i got an interview through for my college course i think its 13th january :)
Good Evening~
I spent my my morning with the pets
and doing the odd thing online then practiced the dance
i learned last night, learned a 4 minute dance in 30 mins ^^ satisfying
At 1pm I headed over to Tara's house
I haven't seen her in a long while so it was great to finally catch up with her
we sat in her bunny's bedroom and watched them play, even her hammy got involved
it was all very sweet and i was fussing over them and giving them treats
its very soothing to my nature to be surrounded by cute animals
Then later we went downstairs and playing on 3DS she was showing
how much you could do for free on the nintendo E store
i never go on it cus i thought you had to pay for everything but not true apparently
then we turned pokemon season 1 on netflix whilst we were playing pokemon on 3DS
i looked at the time 3:30pm
she gave me some pokemon one being a shiny *0* so kind of her ^^
and then her boyfriend came home and he traded with me too XP
so I had fun with them both James is a very nice person and very good with Tara ^^
makes me happy to see them doing so well together.
I looked at the time it was 6pm.... i needed to go home ><
So we exchanged xmas gifts, hers is the first one Ive wrapped this year
and its also the first present ive been given also :D
heres example of my wrapping skills~
neat huh ;) well square things are easy XD
came home showered and going to yoga~
see what position she gets us in tonight!!!
tomorrow at 10:10am i have stupid stinking cruddy blood test *major pout*
Good Evening~
I dreamed I was playing games last night XD
it was fun, luckily I woke up on time to help with the guineas :)
I did a bit of tidying up as i seem to be doing every tuesday
i just like to to help mum out and pull my weight
Then I went and did some drawing and got frustrated
i just can get the hair right!!! and its doing my head in
ive lost count how many times ive deleted layers >.>
i think im getting somewhere with it but i know its crud still
After lunch me and mum popped to some shops
we managed to get a few bits from a charity shop
we popped in peacocks on the way back to look for a wooly hat for my dad
so i had a look round, i dont usually buy from peacocks but i found a couple
of things i thought were good
first off my new hat!!!! its soo cool right :3 mum brought it me £7
it even has a bow on the side i like how puffy it is and the colours ^^
then in the sales was this jumper, its a couple of sizes bigger but it shouldnt matter
it was reduced from £19 to £8! I love anything with a fox on it :3 vixens all the way!
in the first photo im holding my new diary i got today its got a fox on it too! i need tidy long sleeve clothes for work exp and this will do nicely :)
Came home to collect tiffin for his vaccination bless him
he gets so worked up panting and everything
we had to wait 20mins tiffin all the while getting more worked up
when we were called through i put tiffin down on the examination table
and im used to him putting his paws up on me like a dog (the guineas do it too!)
but what I was not expecting was his next move
he flew, like literally took off i was shocked well me, mum and the vet were shocked
all we could do was watch in horror at tiffin launched a meter into the air
then with a sickening bang he hit the wall with a lot of force. then landed
in a heap on the floor. he had stunned himself to say the least
i was shocked and carefully went over to him, my mum was choked up
i could see tears welling up in her eyes bless her.
all i could think about was "has he broken a leg?" so i scooped him up ever so gently and
comforted him, he came out of his stunned mind and hopped off, so he could walk thank
bloody god, we did the rest of the examination on the floor were he sat infront of me
whilst the vet checked him over. as soon as she picked up his jaw i saw blood
i sald "oh my god his lip is bleeding!" so the vet checked it out which revealed his gum too
was bleeding. just bless him, he hit the wall that hard his tooth pierced his lip!
the vet assured me that it was superficial and would heal in time. but if i was worried
about it then to bring him back. god i felt sick. me and mum both left feeling churned up
by the whole thing. he only went for an injection!!!
so i let him chill at home for half an hour. and then got him out to check his lip
its stopped bleeding and hes cleaned himself up nicely
the vet said hes very healthy but doesnt need to put any more weight on!
so hes now just being a quiet bunny in my room whilst i dance
i keep fussing him but i think he's in a mood with me T^T
see what tomorrow brings~
i want to do my nails tonight theyre chipping><
Konbanwa~
I slept alright last night, and when i got up I decided to weigh
myself and Id lost a tiny bit of weight :/
I can soon put that back on~
After I had looked after the guineas, letting em have a trot round
i went to take them home, tiffin was sat in their hutch!!!! again!!
he wouldnt budge ether and he'd eaten their food =.=
I went upstairs, grabbed a note book and the home phone
put some glasses on and began play secretary~
I rang doctors first and was told to ring back at 12:00
I rang the college, they informed me that I would have to pay in full for
my tuition fees =.= but alwell granny gave me money for that ^^
I then emailed my old secondary school about my exam results as ive lost my certificates =.=
so all a bit boring really
Ive got a stinking blood test on thursday, i just want to cry
i hate it so much
tiffin has got the vets tomorrow >< hes gonna hate me!
Today I did some drawing, recorded a dance in a cute outfit for Kanon Fukuda's Watashi
I went for a walk, and posted 2 xmas cards - karen's and mia's
then got home had a brew whilst reading
since then ive been drawing
i dont feel like ive got very far as ive been reading tutorials on how to shade things
each time i do a digital drawing i like to teach myself something new
so i spend time doing the eyes theyre not finished tho they need photoshoping!
tomorrow i will probably draw and dance and take tiffin vets
same old
Evening~
Man I had a awful nightmare last night
one that paralyzed me then possessed other humans one being
my mum and this thing got her to strangle me. then i woke up
the bed was wet from sweat my heart was really pounding and my mouth
was well dry. god knows why i have such awful dreams
my next dream was i allowed my friend to tattoo me!
This morning the pets were able to go outside which was nice
the wind had died down a lot.
I got drawing and got pretty far, ive been working on ti through out the
day now, and i have got the outline, eyes and base colour done~
cute huh, still gotta name em tho ><
I was able to do a dance this morning, i had a 10 minute
slot to rehearse, get dressed and record!
i did it, dont feel its my best effort but i still enjoyed it ^^
Id like to do some more dancing tonight if i can
I had suffered with my stomach a lot today, mum has said i have
got to go see the doctors now. man >.>
i personally think its my thyroid making too much hormone. so i need
to ring up for a blood test. volunteering my self for a blood test =.=
mum was like "make sure its a time i can take you"
i always need someone to take me as i pass out
i booked tiffin in for his jabs on tuesday ><
I decided to go for a walk, i went by myself
i thought to myself "do the longer walk (45min) you will feel pleased youve done it"
so i did, i got half way when i had to double over my stomach suddenly hurt
and bubbled and made noises. i basically needed to die on a toilet ASAP
so with no phone or communication i was forced to walk home like this
i was dying and thought "grannys house is close i'll go use her toilet it still works!!"
i thought i had saved myself. but getting the key from the code box, i think with
me stressing i wasnt typing in the code correctly = no key to the house ><
so i ended up walking home, as soon as i got through the door i was on that toilet
its getting worse so i know i need to go to the doctors
mum doesnt want me losing weight. i must weigh myself tomorrow
then the rest of day ive spent reading my new book, drawing, pets, 3DS
just a plain old sunday~
tomorrow im gonna stick some glasses on an play secretary, i have quite a few
phonecalls and appointments to make. fun times ahead!
Oha~
I slept pretty well again last night
i'm on a roll~ and woke up at 8am too ^^
I cleaned out the pets as my god were those piggies smelly
the wind has been so bad lately tho it hasnt stopped for 24 hours
its doing my head in as my room is next to rattling fence panels =.=
Then after I finished dying of my on-going stomach ache
i went and did some drawing of my adoptables which is coming along nicely :)
god knows if im doing this all in vein tho
but all well theyre cute and it keeps up my drawing skills
I have finished the outlines, next is the girl's eyes. ive been thinking of names for them
i was something different as theyre imps so i was thinks Trix for one
as lunch time came i started feeling unwell almost like i was running low
on battery power and my stomach just hurt. so i decided to have a quick sleep
in the hope of when i awoke that i would be rearing to go once again
i slept for 2 hours!!!!! what the hell where did that much sleep come from!?
and i didnt feel better =.= so what a waste of time that bloody was
i didnt go for a walk as its so windy out. that windy that some doors you struggle
to close cus of the wind coming in through the windows 0.0
so i didnt fancy getting blown away. that and i felt exhausted
im thinking i might have pushed myself a bit yesterday
i dont want to admit that to anyone tho cus my mum is suggesting
i dont go back to college til april but i want to go back in january ><
she worries that i may not be strong enough yet...
so i did a lil dancing and more drawing, reading and sat with my prince
ohhhh prince tiffin, i also spent some time online
which doesnt take me too long
tonight i made everyone french stick pizza~
i could have quite easily skipped dinner, even more so when its not good for you
but alwell i cant cave into my head everytime
tomorrow i dont have any plans yet but i fancied watching
the lion kind 1 1/2 as i havent seen it in years but where the DVD is i do not know XD
anyway that was my exciting day over :/
