Half school day~

Oha~

I slept pretty well last night, i think was shattered
I went to yoga hoping she wasnt gonna mental on us on our first session
of the year. but luckily karen was kind to us and slowly got us
back into the flow. I have been doing yoga over the 2 weeks off
but its nothing like having an hours session.

I got up at 7:15am for school
I had bad stomach ache but managed breakfast
I was working with year 6 as usual
We did some math, poetry work and discussions
but school has changed so much since i was there
the teacher announced it was "news round time" now ive heard
of the program its a childrens version of the news
so the year 5 came into the classroom they had to guess what was
gonna be on the news then they watched it and discussed it.
i was shocked that the cultured the children so young
its fantastic!
Later on the teacher got up Youtube on the screen the kids went mad
i  was bit dumbstruck to what was happening then the kids all stood up
and the teacher put on "just dance - time warp"
its a video from the wii game "just dance" and the kids were dancing to it
they loved it apart from a handful who stood on the outskirts of the room
which i would have done at that age.
its all so different and fun~

it got to lunch time and I go home for lunch but I bumped into
the head teacher and told her i wasnt feeling that good
she told me it was fine if i wanted to stay home as im not officially needed yet.
i told her i expected more of myself. but its no good making myself poorly.
i had never done 1 and half days before so im still building myself up
so when i got home i had lunch and went to bed.
when i woke i was glad that i had stayed home. i was exhausted physically and mentally.
i will go next week tho to get myself used to being there

tonight i am seeing my friend helina next door
were having a pokemon evening~

tomorrow I hope to record a dance and im gonna collect
mum's hair dryer

Back to school~

Evening all~

Its 19:20pm and Ive just turned my laptop on for the first
time today! I have yoga to go to at 8pm as well!

I didnt sleep great and I even went to bed early missing the
great big quiz on channel 4 T^T
Mum woke me up at 7:15am >< 

I got to school for 8:30am I opened the main doors
to find the Head Mistress's guinea pigs in a carrying case!!
What a delight to see ^^ but the carrying case is small and they are big pigs
they looked like a tin of sardines!
So I stroked them

I walked over to year 6 class room, whilst being greated by various
members of staff on the way :)
The Head Mistress came round with her guineas so I got to find out
their names I believe they are called Tim and Martin XD

I decided to stay the whole day as I have got to get used to doing full
days if I want to do my college cource
so I told the Head Teacher that today I didnt have to be for college but
I was there for myself to get my body used to being out for so long
she understands what I have as a member of staff has the same illness
so its all good~

I went home for lunch and mum met me at the door
she had done so well for me, she had cleaned all 3 cages out,
put the pets outside, put some soup on and served it up within 2mins
of me being home and made me a brew!!! Such loving service!
The at 1:10pm I went back to school

I came home just after 3:30pm and went to bed til 5:40pm
I was shattered but because I have yoga I decided it was best
that i went to bed to restore energy

Tomorrow I have volunteered to go in again to
see how I cope doing 2 days in a row
so wish me luck

My nails currently
suppose to be flowers ><
looks better further away!

 

New bargins and new panties X3

Good Day all~

I slept bad once again ><
I have no idea what has happened to my sleeping pattern lately :/
So I was shattered when I woke up, mum brought Pinky
into my room to wake me X3

I got ready to go into the city with mum
we were gonna go round sales~ 
we got into town for 10 I think

We went round the shops and I picked up a few 
things but nothing special, everything was in the sales that I picked up~
i shall show you what I got;
A new t-shirt from Red Herring £5.20 I brought it for work really - gotta be tidy ><

3 pairs of earring which were 3 for 2 and reduced, they were £1.50
from clairs

Also from clairs I got this hair clip for £1.50

Mia is collecting funky xmas decorations for her xmas tree so I found this little
guy which Im gonna give to her at christmas so he's got a long time in storage ><
he was from Accessorize for £2

Now finally from Debenams I got a new bra for £7:40 which is by a make that
suits my body ^^ Also in the sales were pants, now pants from here are stupidly expensive
I've only ever had 2 pairs from here cus of them being so pricey but those 2 pairs
are the most comfortable pants I've ever worn and theyre so pretty
so when I found these all for £2 each I couldnt but them into the basket quick enough!
I dont usually photograph my underwear but these are works of art man theyre so cute!!

We stopped of for a hot chocolate, shared a tuna and cheese toastie and shared a toffee muffin
I was content and full. I left mum there whilst I picked up a present for her - the dressing gown
so now I just gotta pick up the hair dryer and im sorted for her birthday apart from the apron

Came home at 2;30pm I was shattered but played with the pets
then went to bed for 2 hours XD all well

I went for a walk with Mia our first walk of 2016 XD I didnt have the energy
but I did it, now my legs ache and im mega tired but its nice to go and see people
and I talked about my birthday~

Tomorrow Im going school!!! Yay Yay I return to school
I have no idea why when I think about going school I smile X3

Bunny Clock

Evening All~

I slept so bad last night, I didnt get off til gone 1am >.>
then I woke up what felt like hourly. I was just hurting.
So when I did wake up this morning it was a struggle
I only woke up cus pinky was wheeking!

I got all dressed and stuff and headed over to Karens for a massage
my god was I in need one one! I was her first client of 2016 ^^
she said she wasnt looking forward to going back to work but i eased her back in apparently
glad I could be of service, and she loved her presents too :D
I came back and showered all the oils off me ><

I then got guineas out again as they didnt get long to play this morning
and put the soup on, got lunch ready. after lunch i ended up nodding off
for an hour. i was so shattered. but i was surprised i only nodded for an hour.

When I got up I went for 30min walk round the block with mum which was nice
we talk about birthdays and stuff.
then came home sat with tiffin and drank tea and played pokemon~

I sat on my laptop today and booked my birthday~
I didnt realize what stuff went off in this city and I found a place called Logiclock
never heard of them. but basically you and friends/family/etc get locked in room!
you have exactly 1 hour to work out how to get out of the room! using teamwork, keys, 
moving things and stuff not quite sure whats involved but it sounds really fun and different
none of my friends know what theyre doing XD Then I thought go for food afterwards~
It's gonna be me, Mia, Helina, Dom and Tara
Dom text me and said "its suppose to be us surprising you not the other way round!"
haha but I want to surprise them ^^ Im looking forward to it~
I'm glad im celebrating my birthday anyway

Tomorrow I am going into the city with mum, she wants to look round the sales
so were off there in the morning. Her dressing gown for her birthday has come in
and I asked her if it would be ok if I picked it  up to save making a special journey
she was fine with it and doesnt know what it is. I want to keep it that way too!

Here's what Ed got me christmas, I kept forgetting to photograph it

bunny clock from Dublin when he went the other week~
so sweet isnt it!

Start of Apron

Good Day~

I had 11 hours sleep last night!!!!! what the heck ><
I went bed playing pokemon then I read more of my book
which im on the new one now, really into this sorcerer assassin
and his nickname is "Hellequin" how cool is that~

I started cutting out mum's apron and got going with after
i went and checked my emails and the like
my family headed off to granny's house to give the place a spring clean
i wasnt needed so i stayed home and danced til i worked up a sweat

then I continued with the apron and got this far

all thats left to do is to tie the strings off and add the blue lace which
should be coming in the post shortly :)

I didnt go for a walk as it was pouring it down!!
im still waiting for friends to get back to me on weather theyre free for my birthday~
i want to plan something but i need to know how is free
its 34 days til my birthday i randomly found out today X3




i've been struggling with my thoughts a lot today
it tells me how fat i am and not to eat and all that
i told mum and she had noticed the change in me she could tell i was
having internal wars. im just not happy in my own skin
but the doctor says i'll grow out of it, which im hoping will be true
i cant take it much more when its strong like this makes me feel really crap
about myself :/

tomorrow i have a massage in the morning~

Guinea Pig Wall Hanging

Good Day

Today I had no one to please but my self
I love a relaxing day after a few hard days~
I woke up at 8:50am and before breakfast I cleaned all 3 cages out
as mum did them all on wednesday whilst I was with Ed
so its only fair~

Then I had a hot choc for breakfast as Im sick of the sight of food currently,
i started planning out my brother's present and then I started planning
mum's apron which is going well, i have chose fabrics ready~

After home made soup of lunch i decided to go to bed, i was warm
and achy and thought "sod it" i was so comfy lying there i only dropped off
for an hour tho luckily.

Got up and went for a walk by myself which gave me time to plan
more of my brother's and mum's present
yes i dont switch off my brain was going a mile a minute last night

oh yes last night!!! SHERLOCK!!! god it was amazing
not only the story line but it was the costumes, the camera angles and fades
just all beautifully thought of, and sherlock is amazing, psychopaths/social-paths
do fascinate me ever so~ 
So I stayed up til 10:30pm watching that, my family didnt get the plot but I got it 

This is the Guinea Pig wall hanging I made for mum for Christmas
I wasn't sure if I uploaded it or not but here it is

Its based on our guineas so we have
top left - lily
top right - Alice
middle left - Hazel
middle right - Millie
bottom left - Popuri
bottom right - Pinky
notice how theyre all in yoga positions 
mum loved it and got it on her wall really fast X3 it was worth the effort for sure
it took so many hours!

tomorrow I will start crafting maybe

I feel really chubby lately i think its due to the sheer amount
of food ive eaten lately and it plays havoc with my head
its going all the damn time lately and ive noticed ive been on a bit of short fuse
as i have this going on all the time and its hard to blank that out and look happy
it screams for me to lose weight to not eat to exercise all day
i have put a kg and half on but it was only what i lost anyway
but it seems to have put my head into a frenzy its doing my nut in 
i feel like losing the weight just to shut it up, i must say i have followed it today
i have done all it wanted just so i can have some peace and so ive done today what
i should do, is follow my head. i'll be stronger tomorrow
its hard to ignore it when sometimes im feeling mentally tired so what the voice says
seems to make sense. deep down  i know it doesnt but its just been hard past few days

i will get better!

2015 - 2016

Good Evening all~

Last night I did in fact go to bed at 10:15pm
After I had painted my nails which suck so I wont be photographing em
I got off to sleep straight away I was shattered
got woke up tho by selfish people who insist on welcoming the new
year in with fireworks >.> such selfishness right? XD

I got up and had a lazy morning most of it spent watching my brother
playing with his new mini drone  -___- its like watching him when he was 7
years old playing with a remote-control car he loved that too.
I caught up online and got ready to go see lynn.

I had a massive dinner at lynns theres just too much there for 2 people let alone 1
so i was dying of full-ness god im full it hurts and feel sick
i had cake too, what was i thinking =.=
we attempted the button making kit she gave me for xmas but it was well hard
my button doesnt look right so i wont be photographing that!
Came home and just gonna do some dancing and stretching cus ive been sat all day

I was gonna use this blog to look back at 2015 and welcome 2016
if im honest im never into reflecting on the year and celebrating a new one
to me it seems as pointless as celebrating a new month. its gonna happen so just
get on with it, whats the point with "resolutions" and all that crap.

So I'll start with the pets
anyway 2015 was the year we lost our beloved Hazel who was an elderyly
piglet given to me from Miho

We still talk about her to this day, she was a lovely soul

After a few weeks or so mum found Alice in a rehoming cage
and wanted her, so after seeing and holding her mum brought her home
she was 12 weeks old

we love her to pieces even if she is big, stroppy and lazy XD
i think 1 or 2 days later we brought Millie for Alice
we didnt want her to be alone

so we got Millie who is just lovely you cant ask for a better piggie
i love her so very much even if she cant squeak properly

Tiffin turned 1 bless him
hes still a little pest

Lily and Pinky they turned 4, Pinky has had her health issues
but shes still a strong fighter, thats our pinky
and lily still eats us out of house and home

My brother started his degree course, which hes struggling with,
My granny sadly passed away, making me grandparent-less
Mum and dad celebrated there 25th wedding anniversary now usually the tradition here
is to buy something silver for their silver anniversary but instead dad brought mum Alice :D
what an amazing anniversary present that was!

As for myself I turned 23 this year which
thanks to my memory loss feels very much like my
21st birthday so it felt special this year
even tho it technically wasnt a special birthday I spent the day with my best friend Mia

I managed to lil break away's in the UK of course
im not brave or well enough to go outside the UK yet.
I went to Manchester to a anime convention, i hope to return this year!
I went with Mia, Rob, Helina, Clinton, Dom and met my cousin there

and I went to Derbyshire with Ed for a few days

Went to my first EMCON too in my home city which is returning again this year

I quit my job as a Mad Scientist to spent time with my dying Granny
I got a placement at college and at my old Primary school for this year
in the hopes of becoming a teaching assistant.

Im sure theres other achievements and stuff ive done but i cant remember it
all off the top of my head
but i guess it was an alright year really nothing too special but i know right now
that 2016 is going to be a far better year for myself.
just starting school and college is already a fresh start.

Cant wait to find out what else happens this year~
probably not a lot but thats ok :)