Konbanwa~
18 people read my diary yesterday 0.0 shocking
my life is so mundane I cant understand why anyone reads it XD
But thanks all the same ^^
Last night I had a dream about spiders ><
ahhh it was creepy and I ended up waking up
im gonna take after my mum at this rate XD
I cleaned out Millie and Alice as mum had done the other 2 cages :/
I was a bit late getting up I guess ^^;
Then I sat with a brew and played on pokemon, made a change and I enjoyed it
trying to train my pokemon up as my cousin wants a battle.
Hopefully going to battle her tonight and trade with another friend~
I had lunch then I fell asleep for half hour some how
When I woke I went to get some bread with mum then we did
a good hour's walk together. it was enough and my ears hurt in the cold
i forgot my hat >3<
Came home and played on pokemon some more and the pets went out
they were happy.
This evening I cut up a kit mum got me for xmas
kinda like a rag rug bunny. I want to make it before I go to college
so I have it cut out ready
Gonna do a bit of dancing then shower then play pokemon
just and average saturday really :/
I forgot to photograph my apron ><
mums wants a pencil case making for her new pencils X3
Evening all~
I didnt sleep well last night, had a nightmare too that felt
unbelievably real...I woke up panting and sweating
felt so real, I cant remember the last time I was so scared.
After I had done my usual pet sitting, I went on my laptop for
a lil while, I had the house to my self for 45mins so I popped down
to boots and picked up mum's remaining present, the hair dryer
I was very quick which was lucky ^^ she never suspected a damn thing X3
I made lunch for me and mum, using the left over chicken and pork
and turning it into a pasta dish. We down to a few shops were mum decided to
go for a hot chocolate and cake. I was quite happy to leave it as Im not comfortable
in my own skin as it is never mind having extra calories.
the hot choc came in a massive mug 0.0 and we shared a massive piece of chocolate cake
which was just amazing and very sweet.
we decided to make the most of the days we have together cus soon I will be at school
and college so we wont get much time together.
Came home and for the first time in days we were able to put the guinea pigs
outside which was good for them and us.
We left them outside for 30mins whilst we went for a walk, we both felt guilty about
eating cake XD
I was able to record a dance today
Shooting Star by Natural Point
my first dance of 2016
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QcP4nsUDG5A&feature=youtu.be
I got mum's apron finished as the lace arrived in the post today ^^
It looks great I hope to photograph it tomorrow~
Its a good feeling getting everything sorted
I attempted a bit of button making but im not very good at it at all =.=
this is how it came out.....
its not my sort of thing and i dont think i would have even given
it a go if it wasnt for Lynn buying me the kit.
Tomorrow I hope to have ago at this felt bunny kit mum got me
for christmas, i kept forgetting about it til mum reminded me today
Id like to do before i go to college~
Oha~
I slept pretty well last night, i think was shattered
I went to yoga hoping she wasnt gonna mental on us on our first session
of the year. but luckily karen was kind to us and slowly got us
back into the flow. I have been doing yoga over the 2 weeks off
but its nothing like having an hours session.
I got up at 7:15am for school
I had bad stomach ache but managed breakfast
I was working with year 6 as usual
We did some math, poetry work and discussions
but school has changed so much since i was there
the teacher announced it was "news round time" now ive heard
of the program its a childrens version of the news
so the year 5 came into the classroom they had to guess what was
gonna be on the news then they watched it and discussed it.
i was shocked that the cultured the children so young
its fantastic!
Later on the teacher got up Youtube on the screen the kids went mad
i was bit dumbstruck to what was happening then the kids all stood up
and the teacher put on "just dance - time warp"
its a video from the wii game "just dance" and the kids were dancing to it
they loved it apart from a handful who stood on the outskirts of the room
which i would have done at that age.
its all so different and fun~
it got to lunch time and I go home for lunch but I bumped into
the head teacher and told her i wasnt feeling that good
she told me it was fine if i wanted to stay home as im not officially needed yet.
i told her i expected more of myself. but its no good making myself poorly.
i had never done 1 and half days before so im still building myself up
so when i got home i had lunch and went to bed.
when i woke i was glad that i had stayed home. i was exhausted physically and mentally.
i will go next week tho to get myself used to being there
tonight i am seeing my friend helina next door
were having a pokemon evening~
tomorrow I hope to record a dance and im gonna collect
mum's hair dryer
Evening all~
Its 19:20pm and Ive just turned my laptop on for the first
time today! I have yoga to go to at 8pm as well!
I didnt sleep great and I even went to bed early missing the
great big quiz on channel 4 T^T
Mum woke me up at 7:15am ><
I got to school for 8:30am I opened the main doors
to find the Head Mistress's guinea pigs in a carrying case!!
What a delight to see ^^ but the carrying case is small and they are big pigs
they looked like a tin of sardines!
So I stroked them
I walked over to year 6 class room, whilst being greated by various
members of staff on the way :)
The Head Mistress came round with her guineas so I got to find out
their names I believe they are called Tim and Martin XD
I decided to stay the whole day as I have got to get used to doing full
days if I want to do my college cource
so I told the Head Teacher that today I didnt have to be for college but
I was there for myself to get my body used to being out for so long
she understands what I have as a member of staff has the same illness
so its all good~
I went home for lunch and mum met me at the door
she had done so well for me, she had cleaned all 3 cages out,
put the pets outside, put some soup on and served it up within 2mins
of me being home and made me a brew!!! Such loving service!
The at 1:10pm I went back to school
I came home just after 3:30pm and went to bed til 5:40pm
I was shattered but because I have yoga I decided it was best
that i went to bed to restore energy
Tomorrow I have volunteered to go in again to
see how I cope doing 2 days in a row
so wish me luck
My nails currently
suppose to be flowers ><
looks better further away!
Good Day all~
I slept bad once again ><
I have no idea what has happened to my sleeping pattern lately :/
So I was shattered when I woke up, mum brought Pinky
into my room to wake me X3
I got ready to go into the city with mum
we were gonna go round sales~
we got into town for 10 I think
We went round the shops and I picked up a few
things but nothing special, everything was in the sales that I picked up~
i shall show you what I got;
A new t-shirt from Red Herring £5.20 I brought it for work really - gotta be tidy ><
3 pairs of earring which were 3 for 2 and reduced, they were £1.50
from clairs
Also from clairs I got this hair clip for £1.50
Mia is collecting funky xmas decorations for her xmas tree so I found this little
guy which Im gonna give to her at christmas so he's got a long time in storage ><
he was from Accessorize for £2
Now finally from Debenams I got a new bra for £7:40 which is by a make that
suits my body ^^ Also in the sales were pants, now pants from here are stupidly expensive
I've only ever had 2 pairs from here cus of them being so pricey but those 2 pairs
are the most comfortable pants I've ever worn and theyre so pretty
so when I found these all for £2 each I couldnt but them into the basket quick enough!
I dont usually photograph my underwear but these are works of art man theyre so cute!!
We stopped of for a hot chocolate, shared a tuna and cheese toastie and shared a toffee muffin
I was content and full. I left mum there whilst I picked up a present for her - the dressing gown
so now I just gotta pick up the hair dryer and im sorted for her birthday apart from the apron
Came home at 2;30pm I was shattered but played with the pets
then went to bed for 2 hours XD all well
I went for a walk with Mia our first walk of 2016 XD I didnt have the energy
but I did it, now my legs ache and im mega tired but its nice to go and see people
and I talked about my birthday~
Tomorrow Im going school!!! Yay Yay I return to school
I have no idea why when I think about going school I smile X3
Evening All~
I slept so bad last night, I didnt get off til gone 1am >.>
then I woke up what felt like hourly. I was just hurting.
So when I did wake up this morning it was a struggle
I only woke up cus pinky was wheeking!
I got all dressed and stuff and headed over to Karens for a massage
my god was I in need one one! I was her first client of 2016 ^^
she said she wasnt looking forward to going back to work but i eased her back in apparently
glad I could be of service, and she loved her presents too :D
I came back and showered all the oils off me ><
I then got guineas out again as they didnt get long to play this morning
and put the soup on, got lunch ready. after lunch i ended up nodding off
for an hour. i was so shattered. but i was surprised i only nodded for an hour.
When I got up I went for 30min walk round the block with mum which was nice
we talk about birthdays and stuff.
then came home sat with tiffin and drank tea and played pokemon~
I sat on my laptop today and booked my birthday~
I didnt realize what stuff went off in this city and I found a place called Logiclock
never heard of them. but basically you and friends/family/etc get locked in room!
you have exactly 1 hour to work out how to get out of the room! using teamwork, keys,
moving things and stuff not quite sure whats involved but it sounds really fun and different
none of my friends know what theyre doing XD Then I thought go for food afterwards~
It's gonna be me, Mia, Helina, Dom and Tara
Dom text me and said "its suppose to be us surprising you not the other way round!"
haha but I want to surprise them ^^ Im looking forward to it~
I'm glad im celebrating my birthday anyway
Tomorrow I am going into the city with mum, she wants to look round the sales
so were off there in the morning. Her dressing gown for her birthday has come in
and I asked her if it would be ok if I picked it up to save making a special journey
she was fine with it and doesnt know what it is. I want to keep it that way too!
Here's what Ed got me christmas, I kept forgetting to photograph it
bunny clock from Dublin when he went the other week~
so sweet isnt it!
Good Day~
I had 11 hours sleep last night!!!!! what the heck ><
I went bed playing pokemon then I read more of my book
which im on the new one now, really into this sorcerer assassin
and his nickname is "Hellequin" how cool is that~
I started cutting out mum's apron and got going with after
i went and checked my emails and the like
my family headed off to granny's house to give the place a spring clean
i wasnt needed so i stayed home and danced til i worked up a sweat
then I continued with the apron and got this far
all thats left to do is to tie the strings off and add the blue lace which
should be coming in the post shortly :)
I didnt go for a walk as it was pouring it down!!
im still waiting for friends to get back to me on weather theyre free for my birthday~
i want to plan something but i need to know how is free
its 34 days til my birthday i randomly found out today X3
i've been struggling with my thoughts a lot today
it tells me how fat i am and not to eat and all that
i told mum and she had noticed the change in me she could tell i was
having internal wars. im just not happy in my own skin
but the doctor says i'll grow out of it, which im hoping will be true
i cant take it much more when its strong like this makes me feel really crap
about myself :/
tomorrow i have a massage in the morning~
