Good Evening~
After a horrible dream about being RAPED
I got woke up by mum at 7:15am for school.
seriously tho that dream was horrific I felt so powerless
to do anything I was screaming and begging for this random
guy to stop. I did wake up but not soon enough for my liking
I got to school and finally found the chance to talk to one
of the TAs that has been there since I was at school in 2003
I know she now has one of the conditions I have. So I got chatting
with her about how it came about for her and how she deals with it.
We did english and maths this morning
and Im proud to say that even I learned something in maths today!
This method when I was in high school i could never ever understand
but just from watching the kids do the work today
something clicked and i got it!! its taken all these years XD
I went home at lunch time, mum and dad had both
come home for lunch too
dad brought the post in and my Noragami Manga had arrived!!!
Let me talk you through these babies~
Your looking at £45 at least for these 6 manga books
I won them the other day on ebay for a total of £21!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bargin or what!!!!
they said "used" but theyre like brand new!!!! Im so happy
I got 2 volumes for xmas so it makes a grand total of 8 Noragami manga~
I wanna get the collection ^^
Also in the post came the fat quarter I order for mum's
pencil case she wants making
she loved the fabric
I went back to school we did geography
I told the teacher i was coming back on Friday
She told me what I was doing was good.
she followed up with asking me if I would come Tuesday to be
the 2nd adult in taking the class up to the local secondary/high school
that 95% of the class are going up to in September.
That was also the school Mia and Helina went to so im quite familiar with it
Ive been inside and outside numerous times
it will be good to see how its changed.
I came home and collapsed with a cup of tea
then went to bed cus I have yoga tonight
Since then Ive just been sorting out bits and pieces
mainly where the hell im gonna store my manga XD
Tomorrow Im having a craft day!
Good Evening~
Today mum woke me at 7:15am for school
I felt like I had been ran over so I turned back round
in bed in protest and said "im not going" XD
so I didn't, but I do plan on going tomorrow~
The morning was quite slow as I really didnt feel good
I felt wiped out and my head/face was pressured.
but as the day went on I started to feel better thank god
I had a phone call from the college regarding the "functional skills"
course I agreed to do, the good news is its free! The bad news is
I have got to come in for a test on mum's birthday DX
God Im gonna suck bad at that! And ive gotta miss some of mum's birthday
it was ether that date or mid february which too late.
I made myself beans on toast for lunch ^^
And when mum came in from work, I made her a brew as usual.
but today I made her scrambled eggs on toast for her lunch :D
Many times have I come home at lunch and shes done me hot food
so I like to pay back what I can~
We popped to Wilkos as I needed a Lever Arch File and 20 file dividers
for college. I had looked online and folders (for a pretty one not plain) were
a minimum of £6.50 and dividers were £1.99
At Wilkos I got a butterfly folder for £2 and my dividers for 30p
I saved a lot huh!
When I got home, postman had been and I finally received....
My PIKACHU PEN!!!! so cute right :3
it comes in its own box too X3
On the top I noticed this super cute picture of Pikachu
you can just about make it out
I'd like to draw it :3
Tonight Im just with my skamp of a Prince
honestly Tiffin hes so pesky
Tomorrow I hope to go school~
Evening~
Ahhhh I don't feel too good ><
Im shattered and my nose has been burning & running since last night
I'm wondering if I have a cold coming :/
I hope not but my god I am tired.
Today I managed to cut some fabric out for mum's
pencil case, then I had a change of design so I went and
ordered fabric online.
So I had to leave that and I went and did some more of
the rag rug bunny. I did worked on it whilst watching
Inside out, which was good. Im not sure Id be bothered about
having it on DVD myself but I thought the idea behind it
all was amazing and well thought.
I've watched 2 films in 2 days! I cant remember the last time
I sat and watched a film.
I then had to get read for my enrollment at college
I wasnt feeling nervous, I was just praying my brain would
function and I could do the necessary forms and take in information.
So I put a sailor dress on and did my make-up, yay for pink Mascara X3
I got to the college 15mins early ><
I was being enrolled with 5 other people. 4 woman over 35 and one guy in his late 20's
After talking to the tutor and a few members of staff. It became apparent
that my low English grade wasnt helping any matters
and went on to tell me, that, if I agreed to do English along side my teaching
course then I would be able to go straight to Level 3 instead of
doing both Level 2 then Level 3.
Therefore saving me a whole year of college work!!!
I knew it would be a strain on my body, and I know I needed to something about
my English grade so I agreed. Im not sure how I'm gonna cope
but I will try so hard. Not looking forward to doing English tho damn it XD
Last time when I did my first Level 3, they told me now
to worry about my English! Even so the entire class ended up
doing 1 lesson a week of "key skills" which was basically English.
Its annoying that I sat that qualification and can't use it T^T
So yeah it was eventful as I had to go here there and everywhere round
the college talking to people. But im really glad I dont have to do 2 years now.
Level 2 is really easy. The tutor said I was welcome to do it if I wanted
the experience of it all. But I've worked with kids over a year now its not like
its something I NEED to do. Plus it saves me money too~
I was happy with the outcome
but it now means that I still havent enrolled. I have got to
wait for another letter to invite me in to enroll with the rest of the Level 3's
I drove home, got pets out and sat with a brew
whilst I told mum my news~
The rest of the day I felt quite crummy and rested
on my bed with my Prince
Tomorrow I am thinking about going school
but Im gonna see how my health is first
I do wanna go tho :)
Evening all~
Last night I played on pokemon with my friend
we traded and battled, my first eve battle :3
I went to battle and trade with my cousin but she
was no fun so I went and got the pets out
I got up at 9:30am, I didnt sleep well >.>
My stomach still feels off so I didnt each much
for breakfast and lunch. Shuts my head up at least
Anyway today I started the bunny, my god does it take up time!
I havent got that far but theres no rush.
Its looking good tho :3 I sat and watched the Minion film
whilst doing it, yes I actually watched a film!
I have Inside Out to watch as both were borrowed from my
brother's girlfriend. Both I wanted to see in cinema but I dont
cope well in a cinema so I wait for DVD can watch it on the luxury
of your sofa ^^
I went for a walk which was shattering and a lil cold
I bumped into Mia's mum who was walking Todd and Misty
Came home and started planning out fabrics for
my brother's present and mum wants a pencil case making XD
I went to get all my documents ready for tomorrow
I couldnt find my checkbook anyway so in the end I had to ring
up for a new one =.=
I got everything together tho for my enrollment
Im gonna paint my nails tonight hopefully
thinking of doing bunny nails X3
Here's mum's apron Ive done for her birthday~
It has a lil bird on the right hand side
tomorrow Im gonna do some crafting, hopefully watch inside out
and go and enroll
im sure when I have enrolled it will feel more real to me
wish me luck~
Konbanwa~
18 people read my diary yesterday 0.0 shocking
my life is so mundane I cant understand why anyone reads it XD
But thanks all the same ^^
Last night I had a dream about spiders ><
ahhh it was creepy and I ended up waking up
im gonna take after my mum at this rate XD
I cleaned out Millie and Alice as mum had done the other 2 cages :/
I was a bit late getting up I guess ^^;
Then I sat with a brew and played on pokemon, made a change and I enjoyed it
trying to train my pokemon up as my cousin wants a battle.
Hopefully going to battle her tonight and trade with another friend~
I had lunch then I fell asleep for half hour some how
When I woke I went to get some bread with mum then we did
a good hour's walk together. it was enough and my ears hurt in the cold
i forgot my hat >3<
Came home and played on pokemon some more and the pets went out
they were happy.
This evening I cut up a kit mum got me for xmas
kinda like a rag rug bunny. I want to make it before I go to college
so I have it cut out ready
Gonna do a bit of dancing then shower then play pokemon
just and average saturday really :/
I forgot to photograph my apron ><
mums wants a pencil case making for her new pencils X3
Evening all~
I didnt sleep well last night, had a nightmare too that felt
unbelievably real...I woke up panting and sweating
felt so real, I cant remember the last time I was so scared.
After I had done my usual pet sitting, I went on my laptop for
a lil while, I had the house to my self for 45mins so I popped down
to boots and picked up mum's remaining present, the hair dryer
I was very quick which was lucky ^^ she never suspected a damn thing X3
I made lunch for me and mum, using the left over chicken and pork
and turning it into a pasta dish. We down to a few shops were mum decided to
go for a hot chocolate and cake. I was quite happy to leave it as Im not comfortable
in my own skin as it is never mind having extra calories.
the hot choc came in a massive mug 0.0 and we shared a massive piece of chocolate cake
which was just amazing and very sweet.
we decided to make the most of the days we have together cus soon I will be at school
and college so we wont get much time together.
Came home and for the first time in days we were able to put the guinea pigs
outside which was good for them and us.
We left them outside for 30mins whilst we went for a walk, we both felt guilty about
eating cake XD
I was able to record a dance today
Shooting Star by Natural Point
my first dance of 2016
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QcP4nsUDG5A&feature=youtu.be
I got mum's apron finished as the lace arrived in the post today ^^
It looks great I hope to photograph it tomorrow~
Its a good feeling getting everything sorted
I attempted a bit of button making but im not very good at it at all =.=
this is how it came out.....
its not my sort of thing and i dont think i would have even given
it a go if it wasnt for Lynn buying me the kit.
Tomorrow I hope to have ago at this felt bunny kit mum got me
for christmas, i kept forgetting about it til mum reminded me today
Id like to do before i go to college~
Oha~
I slept pretty well last night, i think was shattered
I went to yoga hoping she wasnt gonna mental on us on our first session
of the year. but luckily karen was kind to us and slowly got us
back into the flow. I have been doing yoga over the 2 weeks off
but its nothing like having an hours session.
I got up at 7:15am for school
I had bad stomach ache but managed breakfast
I was working with year 6 as usual
We did some math, poetry work and discussions
but school has changed so much since i was there
the teacher announced it was "news round time" now ive heard
of the program its a childrens version of the news
so the year 5 came into the classroom they had to guess what was
gonna be on the news then they watched it and discussed it.
i was shocked that the cultured the children so young
its fantastic!
Later on the teacher got up Youtube on the screen the kids went mad
i was bit dumbstruck to what was happening then the kids all stood up
and the teacher put on "just dance - time warp"
its a video from the wii game "just dance" and the kids were dancing to it
they loved it apart from a handful who stood on the outskirts of the room
which i would have done at that age.
its all so different and fun~
it got to lunch time and I go home for lunch but I bumped into
the head teacher and told her i wasnt feeling that good
she told me it was fine if i wanted to stay home as im not officially needed yet.
i told her i expected more of myself. but its no good making myself poorly.
i had never done 1 and half days before so im still building myself up
so when i got home i had lunch and went to bed.
when i woke i was glad that i had stayed home. i was exhausted physically and mentally.
i will go next week tho to get myself used to being there
tonight i am seeing my friend helina next door
were having a pokemon evening~
tomorrow I hope to record a dance and im gonna collect
mum's hair dryer
