Good Evening~
I slept pretty well last night, the first time in a about a week
I woke up before 8, but dropped off to sleep and woke up 8:50am
I found mum had put the piglets out, I cant remember the last time
we were able to put them out first thing in the morning
Then mum left to have her nails done which Id arranged
Leaving me to bake her cake :3
Its not my best, decoration wise, as the chocolate wasnt behaving
so i couldnt do what i wanted
so it looks like a 5 year old decorated it XD
but should taste nice hopefully~
Then me and mum went out into a little town
charity shops! I got a pair of boots, they still had their original
tags on and were only £5.99!!! So I brought them as mine are a bit worst for
wear, i have everyday boots then nice boots, and its my everyday ones that
are nakerd, i brought a nice new pair of boots last week in town.
I picked up a file for my english next week, we were asked to bring a file.
We sat and had lunch in a cafe, we shared a tuna panini and had a hot chocolate
it was nice and filling i prefer to share a panini than have a whole one.
The we headed to a sewing shop I frequent as I needed some supplies
for my brother's present.
Came home and i had a quick walk with mum
then I had a lay down as I need my energy for yoga tonight.
Since then I've been online and drawing and reading
someone very kindly showed me a link to LovelyDoll's Twitter page
one of the members had saw my dance and shared it!!!! *0*
I love being noticed by the idols I idolize
it was very nice to be shown this link so I shall share it
it is in japanese tho
https://twitter.com/haruna6haruna/status/692363468796637185
Tomorrow I had planned on going to school
but I have decided to give myself another day to get better
and go school friday
tonight is yoga~
Good Evening~
Last night I found it hard to sleep, I was all excited for the morning
just cus it meant mum opening up her gifts
it was like waiting for christmas day as a child XD
is that sad?
So when we got up and had the pets sorted mum opened her stuff
She liked the hair dryer we got her, and is looking forward to having
her nails done. And the dressing gown went down well and she has agreed
to let me turn her old one into pet blankets.
Her friends got her a purse, handbag, candle.
After lunch I had an english test at 1pm
I was not looking forward to it but it couldnt be helped.
I arrived there and was called in with 10 other people
Looking round there was a couple of older adults, a boy my age and the rest were
foreign. We had to write an A4 sheet on why we wanted to do the course
then we had to do a computer assessment of 32 questions to do with grammar, spelling, punctuation, that kinda thing.
I got 27 out of 32
Which I felt wasnt too bad, it then said I was at the same level I was at when i was at school!!
i didnt realize i was so bad 0.0
but looking round the room others were doing far worse
There were 2 members of staff going round the room
and I could hear them saying a few times "yep thats that class fully booked up now"
I was there thinking "is there gonna be any space for me to join!!?"
They were marking people's A4 writing too, crap I didnt know they'd mark it in front
of you like a teacher ><
oh and a lady walked into the room and i recognized her and when she said her
name it confirmed who she was. she was my old tutor at a sewing course.
she had come for her english + maths. Small world huh
So after I did the computer assessment the lady came round to mark my A4 sheet
she picked it up, wrote my computer score then began reading. When she read it
she said to me;
"do you wanna come on a 3 day intensive crash course? Its 3 days for 5 hours
you do the days plus homework and then take the english test. And if you
happen to fail we can put you in class, by which time there should be spaces free"
I was very gobsmacked by this revelation, more so when she said the crash course
was for staff members of the college.
I thought that maybe she could see I was THAT bad at english and I could pass
this thing quick. I had nothing to lose as the classes were full, I dont need to pay
so its not the end of the world if i dont pass. so I agreed.
why am i always the one to be different?
i can not see myself passing in just 3 days...
I left and came home for a brew
then I was drawing, we went out to eat for mum's birthday
just to a pub down the road. I ate chicken and sweet potato chips
and had ice cream for pudding, pudding i didnt really want ><
i hope me head will be quiet tonight, i didnt eat that much really.
tomorrow I am going to make a birthday cake for mum
whilst she has her nails done
then were going out for a cafe lunch :)
me before i went to college
loving the pink mascara
Oha~
Last night I got 2 hours sleep!
Yep it was one long~ night for me, in fact i feel I've done 2 days today XD
It was awful, I couldnt sleep, then a Nightmare woke me
it was hard to get back to sleep in a damp sweaty bed -____-
Then I was just aching and stuff I couldnt sleep
just me alone in a dark room with my thoughts
not a nice combo
a whole 5 hours of self loathing
How is is possible to hate yourself for so much!?
It was driving me insane
So when I heard my dad get up at 6:50am I was up too
i couldnt lay there any longer
it meant that I coud bring my mum piglets in bed
or as I like to call it "pigs in blankets"
XD
her response was "its not my birthday today you know"
it didnt matter i know she likes them cuddled in bed, we all do X3
So the morning was uneventful, I was on Itunes sorting out my music
I sat and did some more of the rag rug bunny which is very close to finishing
but its soooooo hard to sew up that i walked away from it ><
Mum went for a walk with me
which was very hard work, im still not up to full strength
tomorrow its mum's birthday!!! i cant wait! ive gotta make her a cake :3
and tomorrow I have an english test at college D:
my god am i gonna fail that DX
but i shall tackle it best i can
i hope mum has a good birthday tomorrow!!
gonna paint my nails tonight!
Konbanwa~
I woke up at 10am!!
Another late morning I could not believe it, my sleep
wasnt perfect but even so, 10am T^T
I was feeling slightly better than the day before and my voice
sounds more normal but still not 100%
I havent done much today cus im still wiped out
I did manage a short walk with mum which was killing me
but I was pleased i got out
I sat and watched TV whilst playing pokemon~
I fell asleep for a couple of hours
read my kindle
I did go to do some drawing, my brother upgraded my Manga Studio 4
to Manga Studio 5 I was impressed at how much better it is, colouring wise anyway
but Im so bad with technology and software, I watched tutorials and couldnt get
my head round it all, maybe its cus im not feeling good. but I didnt understand it
and soon realized that on my Manga Studio 4 I always had the Beginners Table open
and MS 5 doesnt have that.
So basically despite all the use Ive had on MS 4 Im still a rookie when it comes down to using it
i can not use any software to its full potential I know that
but I didnt realize quite HOW bad I was ^^;
So ive asked my brother to revert it back cus I cant get on with it ><
I didnt get any drawing done
I did wrap my mum's birthday present so I feel like Ive achieved something
today anyway
My plan was to go school tomorrow
but no way am I going!
Pray I feel better tomorrow!!
Hoya~
I woke up at 10am....shocking
thats like my morning gone!!!!
I didnt sleep well cus colds do that but still 10am
i was disgusted in myself, but felt like road kill so I didnt mind too much
as its less hours to feel like death warmed up.
I havent done much today, I havent even been for a walk
simply cus i dont feel like I could get to the end of the street
I do sound a bit better today, and I can breath a bit better compared to yesterday
so hopefully come tomorrow I would have been through the worst of it :)
i did sleep for 2 hours during the day
to say i had done nothing I was shattered
mum ended up cleaning out the pets for mum T^T
I took a photo of the colouring I did in mum's colouring book
I did this page
I have also been doing a bit of work on Dedenne
its coming along very slowly as im finding it hard to get the curves right
hopefully he will be worth the effort!!
I finished reading Hellequin Chronicles, Ive got to wait for book 6 T^T
Hellequin is amazing, now Im reading another guy type book
no romance!
so thats my day really, nothing special cus i did nothing but rest
i have tried to do some yoga tonight cus my muscles are screaming to be used
if i dont use them it causes pain, i may try and practice my dances once through
which is what i did last night, just so i dont forget them.
im hoping i will be on the mend tomorrow :)
