Evening
Doing my diary a lil later than usual
Today I got up for college~
My first day ^^
It was a miserable day, rain, cold and windy >.>
I got parked about 10 mins from college I had to walk up
quite a steep hill but I dont complain cus I know theres people
out there who have it harder than me~
I met my teacher she was alright and layed back
I was grateful I didnt get a skanky stuck up teacher
there was 15 of us in the class. I swear theres suppose to be 30
We had an activity to do were we had sentences like;
who watches soaps?
who has a red car?
who likes sushi?
and we had to ask round the room these questions til we found someone
who fit the questions then wrote their name at the side.
Ive done this activity with children before XD
There was a sentence 'who read on the toilet'
I told people I do, cus really I have no shame I just get on with life
and my teacher thought that was great XD
We had a break and a room change >.>
then the second part of lesson really consisted of people asking questions
about the course and stuff at school
it was boring me a lil if im honest
but it did make me even more grateful of the school im in
i mean i knew i was lucky and i was grateful but just even more so now after today
some of things people came out with i was thinking 'ive never had to deal with that'
from skanky members of staff to poor conduct
I came home at 12:00pm I was shattered
so i had lunch and went to bed for 1:30 hours
im sick of sleeping so much lately but i will get used to doing college and school
I found out im only in college once every two weeks!!
Well im gonna be in for the next 3 weeks then after that its every other tuesday
which daunted me a lil, cus i always worry if i should need help with my course work
im gonna have to wait a while before i can have help :/
I went to see tara this evening for almost 2 hours
it was nice to have a catch up and we sat with her bunnies and her hammy ^^
since then ive been playing on my DS on the world's hardest game if you ask me
no im gonna watch Supervet with tiffin~
going school tomorrow and hopefully yoga too!
my nails for this week :)
Good Evening
Man am I nakerd -___-
I got up on time for school
I hadnt slept well but I was fine this morning :)
Monday mornings dont bother me~
At school we did maths and english as normal
I helped out 1 girl who got sent out during a mock exam
and I worked with groups of kids
theyre all more comfortable with me now :)
Seeing as my mum knows the head mistress
she asked how I was doing at school
and the head mistress said I was doing really well and I was great
with the kids, she went on to say 'you can tell when someone
is able to fit in perfectly with the children' :D
To hear it come from the headmistress makes me feel so happy ^^
Cus I often doubt im doing the right thing
I walked by the computer suite to see year 1 on the computers
now these are 5 year olds.
I had a look on their screen and even asked the teacher of my suspicions
they were doing CODING 0.0 seriously coding!?
Why on earth would a 5 year old need that skill!?
I couldnt get my head round it at all, surely at that age computer skills arent
that important and if they are teaching em Word or Paint
jeez
I came home and quickly got changed and had lunch
then set off for karens
I had a massage this time as jesus i needed it
she could feel i was tense and knotted up
I felt like jelly after wards~ so loose~
Since then I just been with pets and mum relaxing really
tomorrow I plan to go college :)
I decopauged the front of my note book~
Good Evening Minna~
Today is my brother's 21st!
Not that he seems that impressed XD
He opened his card and present this morning
I got him a flannel with a guinea pig and his name embroided on it
and a guinea plush hes been asking me to make for ages
and finally his cushion. which he was impressed with. So I was glad
as it took many hours! I need to photograph it, I have a photo of it
not fully finished
He opened his surprise which was the 4x4 offroading for 1 hour
which I organized ^^
So we set off there as he was to start at 10ish
we got there and it was mud banks everywhere
The people were nice and tried on several occasions to get me and mum in the damn car
since having my illness i get travel sick well nausea anyway
So we let my brother and my dad into the range rover
me and mum just watched them, we did on 2 occasions get in the car
and my brother did really really well i was surprised cus it didnt look easy
i couldnt wait to get out tho. i felt the blood drain out of me, i felt sick and my legs were
weak and shaky -___- but I continued to follow them round and get a few snaps and photos
he enjoyed i think, my dad also had a go behind the wheel
he used to own a range rover before i was born
After we finished up there, we went to a cafe/diner
to get my brother his beloved bacon buttie XD
I had beans on toast
then we came home and had birthday cake
I then went to bed for 2 hours and didnt want to get up
something has gone wrong in my body, i dont usually sleep this much
since then we have all just chilled, had pets out which are all well!!
my brother has just dashed off last minute to the city to go bowling with
college mates which i thought was nice, it does him good to celebrate with
people his own age and not his family
Ive started another doodle
and thats my day really, different.
i want to paint my nails tonight, i have been watching nail tutorials for ideas
tomorrow i am going school in the morning then karen's in the afternoon!
