Giant Button!!

Good Evening~

I had some really strange dreams last night, one felt so real

this thing was in my room kinda human but not and it was small as a child

but it was crazy like literally bouncing off my bedroom walls

it was nuts and wanted me to get out of bed and play with it

but it's version of play was just werid

it could throw up stuff like raw meat and some fell on my chest 

whilst i was still dumbstruck in bed. It was gross and other wet stuff

it spewed up landed on my arms. So gross. I leaned on my bed board

to look outside to my parents sitting in the garden. i wanted their help.

But this creature was still going mad and pulling on its hair. it went to 

lick my face and thats when i woke up.

I woke on my side  panting and sweating thinking "did i seriously just dream that?"

then I could feel something wet on my leg and my heart stopped

but then i realized it was my very sweaty palm ><

I got up at 9am mum had cleaned the pets out >.>

So I just had an easy morning then set off to go meet lynn at 10:40am

I met up with her and it was lovely to see her

we went for a brew and had a catch up then her husband den came to meet up

with us. they always feel like my new set of grandparents.

very different from my actual grandparents tho!

We went round a few shops I picked up supplies I needed to make the Rin top.

Then we went in this new craft shop thats opened which probably contains

every button known to man!

I picked up a button and this little wooden button. It was only £1!!!

Im gonna paint it and use it as a drinks coaster. They had a big version like the size

of a steering wheel!! It was amazing I did love it. Den was like "why dont you get it?"

I said "well i dont really have an income so im i dont wanna buy unnecessary stuff"

I mean it was only £4 but i couldnt justify it. Then as we left the shop after Den

had paid for lynns bits & pieces he picked the giant button and brought it me *0*

I was so happy ^^

just check the size of this beast!

to put it into perspective heres my hand on it 

not entirely sure what its purpose in life will be or even what it will look

like in the future but i will find a home for the bugger

Then we went into another cafe and they treated me to lunch and cake ^3^

I came home and fell straight to sleep i was shattered

i think 2 days without a sleep and decent night's sleep had caught up with me

when i got up i was straight on my sewing machine doing my rin top

which i got finished at 7pm a lot later than i planned as i kept going wrong >.>

But im pleased with it^^ gonna wear it for school tomorrow :3

Tomorrow just at school~

tonight gonna watch supervet ^^

Didnt need to be worried

Thats's 2 days straight without a mid day sleep X3
Good Evening~

I got up at 7:10am after a rough night's sleep
It was college~
I was feeling anxious still about my homework
until i came to the realization that quite a few people are foreign in my class
so therefor english isnt their native language so i cant be any worse than them
surely?....

I got to college and people got out their homework
and most of them had written the same amount as me
but I didnt read anyone's as i didnt want to do that to myself.
The teacher was once again unprepared and didnt explain things well enough
god forbid anyone put their hand up to ask, so i feel like im doing all the asking
all the damn time. as she misses a lot of needed info out!

She gave us our next work which was to plan and give a lesson
of our own making to a small group of children.
No sweat. She then said over the holidays if we want actual coursework
to write up to do this particular unit. theres loads!!! 
I sat there thinking "well my first lot of homework hasnt been
marked yet so how do i know im even doing the work right?"
so i was loath to do anymore incase its all wrong.
but luckily she said it was optional as we would be covering it in class anyway
so thats me not doing the homework~
 
Came home and had lunch then dashed off to Karens
for treatment i felt so much better and looser afterwards :3

Came home and sat with mum having a brew
i read and finished a series finally, it ended how i thought it would
i wasnt amazed at it. now started a new book
been playing on my  DS with Tiffin too~

After dinner, Mia picked me up and we went to her house for
a much needed catch up ^^
I stayed there for 2 1/2 hours
good to see her, she was telling about buying a new car this week
and i convinced her to cosplay at next month's convention :D

Now i want to sit with pets then paint my nails~
get rid of my easter ones

Tomorrow I am seeing Lynn in a small town
which im glad about as I havent seen her since January
also i need some sewing bits from that town ;)
as I wanna make this jumper of Rin's from Lovelive
i randomly printscreened the anime XD

 

Alice's 1st Birthday :D

Evening~

Honestly its almost 7pm and now the sun decides to come out....

just as the bank holiday has ended

bank holidays in the UK are guaranteed to be wet and depressing

and this weekend has not failed to deliver

we had to keep the pets inside today just too wet and windy for the outdoors

but now as the weekend has ended its really nice outside

typical

Anyway today I woke up at 10am...what the hell is with all this sleeping lately!?

I spent the morning with Tiffin and then I remembered i still needed to take photo

of Alice as it was her birthday on saturday. her first birthday no less

and i didnt get round to her T^T

I felt awful really. So I took photos of her, altho shes not very photogenic,

not like Lily anyway. Lily was a model in her former life!

So here we have Alice on her first birthday

and this is when we first got her

a lot of difference as shes grow fawn colouring

and shes biggggggg pig 

we love her even tho she can be snappy and moody

I didnt get round to drawing I had mangastudio up all day

but never did do anymore dont think i was in the mood

so i read a fair bit

went for a walk by myself

and now im just gonna do some dance practice and have a shower

got college tomorrow

im a lil anxious about it. as its the first time we've been assigned coursework

and i just know- that being the youngest in the class- my work is gonna suck

compared to everyone elses, i just know the conversation will

Me "can i read yours"

classmate "sure"

my forehead hits the desk "yours is soooo good!"

secretly burns my homework under the desk

that will be it tomorrow

then Im off to karen's for treatment~

My Mii

Evening~

I didnt sleep well, i had nightmares, one of tiffin running away
and another was i walking Mia's todd and a guy came up and tried
to take todd away from me so i started on him and i got into a fight
and struggle with the guy. i woke up cus i was kicking my bed sheets -____-
cus thats normal
Had stomach from start to finish today
sick and tired of it. So ive agreed or more like finally caved in
and gonna go doctors about it. 6months is a long time to put up with
something. But i just know what a time waste doctors are >.>

I didnt do much today, i just wasnt in the mood
or had the energy or motivation 
But I did read the final Jyu Jyu manga!!! Its finished T^T
it was a really good story and ended really nicely so i was happy
and satisfied ^^

I went for a 40min walk by myself my god was it windy
i was holding my hood round my face cus the wind was strong and annoying
i layed around for a bit mainly reading

Did some drawing, watched some more LoveLive! 
and I went on my 3DS I decided to change my Mii character a bit
it havent changed it once since I got the 3DS so i have changed a lil since then
so now I look like this~

It's like for like isnt it XD

tomorrow im not sure what to do yet
im praying i have more energy

New Tags

Evening all~

I woke up at 9:20am not knowing what day it was
or what time, but i soon woke up XD
Last night I kept saying a mantra to myself
"you have a hair cut tomorrow!"
"you have a hair cut tomorrow!"
 "you have a hair cut tomorrow!"
I did not want a repeat of last week
So when I got up this morning I announced it to my
family that I had a hair cut at 11:30am
Mum cleaned out the pets today so i wouldnt get distracted like last week :3
Nice of her but i didnt need her to do that for me

So I went for a trim and i felt so much better for it
my hair felt limp but now life has come back to it
even if it was just a trim as im still growing it a lil longer
i dont think i want it too much longer tho.

Got home and layed with piggies on my bed
and they happily layed down with me after they had finished snapping and 
jabbing one another. then mum came in and took them off me
saying "your gonna make them hot" >.>

Later on mum had an appointment in the city to pick up her new glasses
and since dad was wrapped up with his work i decided to go keep her company
it was werid heading off into the city at 3pm
my god was it busy everywhere! but mum got her glasses then we went to
a jewelers - the jewelers i actually got my ears pierced 10 years ago
I wanted some more gold hoops. Fashion earrings arent good for my ears
and in the end they got flaky and can ache. Once i left none gold fashion earrings
in my ears for 4 days straight and the back of my ear lobe turned green 0.0
So lesson learned i can only wear fashion earrings for a few hours but even so
its taking a toll on my ears and my lobes have gone flaky -____-
When this happens i have to put my gold hoops in to basically let my ears heal
but the hoops stop the hole from healing up.
But Ive had my hoops for 10 years and theyre a bit bent outta shape and stiff
I checked online yesterday and for the size i wanted they were £40+   >.>
winds me up that i have to wear gold. Most people dont have allergic reactions 
to earrings. mum is the same
So today we went into the jewelers and we asked for gold hinged hoops
theres plenty of gold hoops but finding hinged ones are tricky
The guy wasnt sure if they had any in or not i was thinking
"great where am i gonna try next" then i spotted a pair!!
I loved them and they were £20!!! So within 2mins of being in the store we
brought new earrings

When we got home mum put them in my ears ^^
We call them 'tags' we got the idea from when you see animals
that have got plastic tags through their ears to identify them
mum says shes 'tagged me' XD 
So now I have new tags and theyre actually 1-2mm bigger than my old ones too
Im happy ^3^

Since then Ive been drawing and playing on my 3DS
tomorrow will be a dull day im guessing
its easter tomorrow~

kitty jumper

Evening~

I had an awful dream last night, an all consuming, end of the world
kinda dream. I couldnt wake up i knew i was dreaming i kept blinking
and wishing i could wake but i couldnt. i came to realize the only way
im gonna wake up is when mum wakes me. And that is what happened
mum woke me at 9:10am she could have woke me earlier T^T

I spent my morning browsing online for new kindle books
and stuff to do in manchester. I found 10 new books ^^ only one of which
i had to pay for :D
I did find a couple of things in manchester but it was mainly stalls and markets
not activities so to speak. But i dont mind what we do just spending time
away and with a friend is good enough for me :)

In the afternoon I started doing some sewing, i decided to make a skirt from
a size 20 shirt. I attached it onto some old shorts of mine. Yeah they look alright
took me all day really. me and mum went to visit granny & papas grave to
clean it up a lil.
Fell asleep and couldnt be arsed to get up but i did
and now just doing some drawing

I got a new jumper I ordered online for school
just £6 cute huh

 

Koi Carp

Evening~

I got up for another school day today~
I had one of those mornings with plenty of time to spare ^^

I got to school and saw the dept head and she told she would speak
to me late morning >< nervous
I helped the children with their maths and then english
Two girls were cleaning the piggies out so I helped them ^^
Then it was time to sit with the dept head. Shes alright really
Ive just always felt a bit uneasy round her but im sure once we get
to know each other it will be fine
I spoke about my course and the odds thing that worries me i need help with
and it was good i have just basically got to tell her all the time when i need something
and not to be afraid to ask as they cant predict what i need obviously.

Lunch time came and I saw the receptionist trying to round the pigs up
so i went to help her and got them for her - i am the school's guinea lady XD
I asked her "what are you doing with them?"
She said "im having them over this 4 day weekend, I did ask to have them over
easter but your having them arent you?"
I suddenly felt awful "yes i am but you can have them by all means"
She said "no its fine its worked out well as i only have them for 4 days not for 2 weeks"
So i helped her take the cage and pigs to reception.
I will still be having the piggies in easter :)

After lunch we finished the english then got out Sketch books...
they have sketch books!? since when!? ive been there since december
and I havent seen their sketch books before! shows how much they use em
and theyre pretty sparse too. We did some drawing of easter eggs
which was mainly me helping kids draw bits and pieces

Home time and i went straight to bed - mentally and physically exhausted
I did remember to take a photo of the Koi Carp keychains I made for 
me and Ed tho :)

Cute huh, its a pattern from Choly Knight that I apply for each month
so when I show her this photo in April I will get April's pattern ^^

Tomorrow not sure what to do yet ^^"