Peach Sei Fuku!

Otsukaresama deshita~

I didn't sleep well T^T
I kept waking up on my back again
but also there was a party going off til all hours on the street behind us
so I kept waking up to that. I had a paralyzing dream also >.>
I woke up feeling shattered

I got started with my sailor t-shirt from yesterday
all I needed to do was sew the chiffon on and the collar
took me a lil longer than I thought but I wasnt doing much else
so here it is~

I am pleased with, Im gonna wear it for school for sure
mum said its very neat ^^
Since this photo I have added a little white lace so its not quite as low cut
I dont do low cut tops, i knew id be forever checking if my bra is showing
that and my chest has so many scars on it I cant be doing with people looking and asking about them.

I have an idea what Id like to make next
I found a tutorial on how to make a llama sock plush
and seeing as its father's day next month I think Im gonna make dad one.

Ive been with the pets today as its rained
and also dad was drilling and everything else outside making a lot of noise
so we brought the pets all in
Tiffin was in my room and Alice and Millie was on my bed
I put my pajamas over them to make them feel safe
and they just got comfy and dozed off I think

Happy Piglets, I could not resist a photo X3

Im still feeling a bit crummy but Im determined to drag myself
to school on monday even if it kills me!!!!
I hope to start my homework tomorrow~

I won a jacket today
its a bear one or something. only £4 anyways
I need a different one as my fox one is looking a bit tired now
I found some old shelving i like too~

Started peach sailor top

Good Evening~

I didnt sleep well, kept waking up on my back -___- 
When I awoke my head killed
I groaned and went to turn round and go back to sleep despite being 9am
but 10seconds after I woke up mum came in
so extra time in bed went. Good job really otherwise it would be late when I got up
and I hate wasting the morning~

I slowly got ready
I was gonna go chiropractic clinic with mum then from their go
to a few shops. So I was in the waiting room whilst mum went for a good snapping
I played on 3DS which I havent done in a good week. I enjoyed myself
and there was tea and biscuits available for free!
So I made myself an earl grey brew and had a biscuit
I was well happy haha mum's half hour treatment went well quick XD
Then we went shops
I checked a few charity shops out but no good pickings
then I went boyes to pick up some ribbon for my top I wanna alter

When I got back mum went out with dad to go fetch their new car 
its a nice blue colour. Whilst they were out my top I wanted to alter came in the post
it wasnt in a great shape so I just put it straight in the washer for 15mins
when it came out it had loads of muck of on it. Muck from the filter
that muck only got there from dad's work clothes >.> damn him
so I told him when he got home and he cleaned the filter
I had to try scrub the stains out and put it in the washer again ><
But it came out clean finally
I measured up and started making the sailor collar for it
Im added a chiffon frill to the bottom of the top too as its a lil short >.>
Here's how far I got today anyway-going for a peach theme~

Ive ordered a sailor bow for the front of it but god knows when
it will actually arrive. I want to continue with it tomorrow anyways.
It was nice having something to do actually.

I sat with alice and millie on my lap in my bedroom today
tiffin came up to us but alice saw him off she can be very offensive when she wants to be
tiffin ran off. wuss.

I uploaded a dance today
one that wasnt too much of a strain on my body to do. I miss doing faster paced ones tho

I have still been on the hunt for shelving
The one I did find, i really liked it. But at £50 it was just a lil too much for me to pay
So I found another which is 3 grey crates thats as far as I have got
my parents have been too busy to ask 'what do you think?'

Tomorrow is the weekend
Im hoping to be fully recovered for monday
Im gonna continue sewing and hopefully buy a shelf!

As for stuff I put £2.60 on stuff on ebay
I won 3 things but 1 I got refunded for so Ive only got 2 so far
the rest comes off tonight~

My wet Prince

Evening~

Today I thought 'the world hates me so sod the world'
i stayed in pajamas til 6pm muhahaha
I was by myself a lot today
i was soooooooo bored
I am feeling a bit better my head isnt quite so poundy 

Mum came back from work as told me about a lady she works
for also has M.E. like me, and shes tried this oxygen tank thing
and worked wonders for her and given her much more energy
Mum passed the leaflet on to me. Looks kinda strange and I already
began to feel nervous about it, mum asked "do you want to give it ago?"
I said "yeah book me in i'll try anything"
5mins later i was booked to go on monday for my first session which is free!

I havent done much today
ive still been on the hunt for shelving
i just cant find anything its ether, too big, too small, too expensive -_____-
didnt think it'd be THAT hard you know?

I was suppose to see mia for a walk tonight
but it has decided to pour down
i was eating dinner at the time, tiffin was outside - he can go home whenever he chooses
but no he chose to sit out in it
so here we have my wet prince, he was rather pleased with himself i might add

i brought him inside to dry off
he was more bothered about his carrot -___-

Tomorrow not sure what im doing yet
probably watching more youtube tutorials - might as well learn something >.>

Drew kitty heart

Evening~

Not happy >3<
Im fed up of feeling crappy im on day 6 of this now
and had a head pain for 6 days running with no relief
its doing my head in - literally 

I woke up this morning at 9am after having a dream that
i was unable to give granny great grand children
random but at least i got to see her in my dreams ^^

Today it has poured down
ive had no desire to go outside in it
me and mum briskly cleaned out the pets
we've had to be inside with them today they havent been able to play out

I tried doing a bit of dancing just to try and improve
my energy levels, or lack of
ive  done some reading and browsed the internet for book shelving
after asking my dad to make me some shelves he said the design i chose wouldnt
be possible for him so to look for some online

I fell asleep to just be unconscious for a while
I drew a picture which i original saw in magazine whilst in the doctor's waiting
room the other day
so here's the one i drew

and heres the one i took a photo of

i like how cute and simple it was :3

I went out after dinner with my parents, they needed wood and i wanted to get out
we went round home stores and hard ware stores so i decided to look for shelves
but found like nothing >.>
just cant find anything good
just from going round 3 stores i was shattered
and admitted defeat to mum that i will not go school this week
she doesnt think i should go, id be making myself worse
and i need to rest up
so i will. i wont go school this week T^T so sad
im praying i pick up tomorrow at least be done with the head pain

Yet more homework!? seriously!?

Good Afternoon~

I had college today :)
I was hoping for a more productive lesson than last time
I handed my homework in, a satisfying feeling
I hope its good enough though.
The lady sat next to me and she said she had wrote 5 pages (her font was bigger than mine too)
and I had wrote 8 pages so im feeling a lil confident 
But my happiness soon faltered when my teacher announced more homework
and it was another lengthy piece T^T why oh why!? I didnt want another big chunk of homework
so soon -____- but i gotta suck it up and get on with it
luckily it is 5 paragraphs less than the last one so I suppose theres one good thing
only 1/3 of the class handed homework in
the others using every excuse in the book
My teacher was ok about it as we realized we dont have another lesson for like a months time!
just the way certain holidays fall and her teacher training. So its giving us longer to do the work
and she says there will be no excuse for us all to have finished both pieces by then.
So yay I get longer to do the work!

After a pointless break we did group activities I worked with 2 ladies i usually work with
1 of them hasnt got children like me we're the only 2 in the class without kids
i laughed a lot with her and she called me first a 'pixie' then a 'cow bag'
at 'cow bag' i burst out laughing i said
"ive never been called a cow bag before!"
she laughed as well, yeah our conversations werent about the work XD
Well my head was killing me i couldnt think straight and we had to sort out paragraphs
of children's milestone developments and i tried but i did let the other 2 in the group
do most of it i just checked to see if it was correct with teacher's answers

Then home time came
i was glad cus i was shattered, i have no idea whats up with me as of late
I got home and had a quick snack, waited for mum to home then i went to bed
i just couldnt keep going.

this afternoon i havent done a lot, i won a top on ebay haha thats something i guess
i drew out a design of some shelving im thinking of dad to make for me...its having
the courage to talk to him and show him my doodle - which wont be good enough

Im quite proud of this week's nails

they were really simple to do but they look difficult
people at college noticed em and liked them ^^
wonder what the kids will say about them on thursday

tomorrow im hoping to get some dancing recorded!!

Natsume came~

Good Afternoon~

I slept pretty bad again last night thanks to my hurty neck

I woke up and felt pretty rough and my neck needed support 

just to get it off the damn pillow -___-

so I went through and told mum she told me

"your not going school then" DX no fair!

At the time I wanted to protest but thought better on it

i just hate letting people down and i stress about doing the hours at school

My parents told me to get to the doctors

since ringing up on a monday morning is a nightmare

so I got there when they opened up and got an appt for 10:10

which turned out to be more like 10:30am theyre always so late

I saw the doctor told him whats what

he quickly checked me over and said i have a inflamed all the muscles in the left of my neck

i looked at him confused thinking 'when the hell did i do that!? 

and wouldnt i have felt it happen?'

I wasnt convinced to be honest as why did i have a bad headache

 and aches and tiredness?

so he gave me some tablets and i was on my way

should clear  up in 2 weeks he said

i hope bloody not, 2 weeks like this sounds like fun

but im not convinced ive inflamed my neck muscles i think he just couldnt be arsed with me

Ether way its not gonna kill me so im gonna go college tomorrow

its only a few hours so im sure i can drag my butt there

I painted my nails last night and im well impressed with them ^^

I havent done a great deal today, just felt off really.

I did go to bed to catch up on sleep

i did feel relieved i hadnt pushed myself through a school day

Natsume stuff came in the post today!!

my 2 manga books - i have already read the first 1 this afternoon X3

and nyanko-sensei keychain

basically there was about 9 keychains for sale all in different positions

all of em had bids on and this one did i felt sorry for the little fella some how

so i put a bid on it and won it for £2 brand new and everything

i love how small his little ears are, so ive put him next to another nyanko-sensei keychain i have

Tomorrow i am going college if it kills me

i didnt do all that coursework to not hand it in on time!!!

Cleaned and sorted out

Evening~

Last night lynn sent me a txt to say she wasnt feeling to good and had been sick

so i wasnt to come over as she didnt want to pass it on to me

in a way i was relieved i didnt have to go over

since thursday ive had a bad headache or head pain

and i thought yesterday it was on the way out

but during the night my neck hurt loads like my pillow was a concrete block or something

When I woke up my head hurt more than yesterday and my neck hurt

like the actual spine bit and the muscle round it is super sensitive to touch

it hurts when i eat and move it around

just what the hell is all this about!?

my parents seem to think my glands have swelled up in my neck

i ache all over too

Im praying im fine tomorrow and not worse cus i wanna school and i have college too

I decided my room needed cleaning

i had meant to do it last weekend but ran outta time ><

So I got to it but took my time. I wanted to rearrange things too

so on the whole it took me a lot longer than usual to clean my room

I swapped figures over in my little box shelves

here we have natsume figure with my 2 nyanko senseis

Then misaka with little chibi characters in the other box shelf

my top shelf has been dominated by mikus XD

next shelf down is all my girl figures apart from misaka but shes a bit smaller

im seeing how these work up here i can always move them

this left my bottom shelf empty D: so I put some plushies on there

if i see anything good in the future i can use this shelf

im thinking of asking my dad to make me a book shelf for my wall

as i took a load of stuff down off my wall today as well

but good to have a shelf for my manga altho i know it wouldnt contain them all

i just like seeing them on display how they should be

I fell asleep as i was exhausted from this illness and lack of sleep last night

i didnt want to get up i hurt too much ><

i sat with tiffin today as my dad was hammering in the garden and tiffin wasnt happy

so he came in my room with me for a bit ^^

apart from that not done a lot else really

Im gonna paint my nails tonight and i got all my stuff ready for school tomorrow

im gonna treat it as a normal day but if i wake up worse my parents

tell me i have to stay off school and go doctors >.>