Otsukaresama deshita!!!
Man I have a stinking cold!!!!!! >w<
life just aint fair sometimes
So I hardly slept cus I couldnt breathe >.>
And it was first day of school today I didnt want to miss it
i wanted to be there for everyone's first day
so I dragged my sickly corpse to school
The day was extremely tiring to say the least
the morning we did some maths and english - nothing like breaking the kids in with boredom!
the year 6 class im working with are lovely, honestly really good bunch of kids
during my breaks i went to go help out at the youngest class
as the teacher looked rushed off her feet cus obviously the new 4 year
olds she has to teach no nothing of school so she has to do EVERYTHING!
so I went on all my breaks to go tidy up the classroom and help out which
they appreciated. I wanted to see what new children we had but also i knew if i sat
down i dont think id get back up cus i felt so crap
the class was happy to have me which was lovely actually
loads of them openly spoke to me and hung round with me
and asked me so many questions
the main repeated ones were
"what days do you come in?"
"how long you staying til?"
"do we have you for the whole year?"
"your only staying in our class right?"
lunch time was peaceful as not many members of staff ate in the staff room ^^
so i sat quietly and read a book, a book not my kindle
reading about psychopaths cus i like reading about what makes people tick
after lunch was art!!!!!!!!! actual art!!!
they had to draw pictures of lions for a wall display
so i ended up drawing quite a few lion out lines XD
then they had to do their names in bubble writing for the cloak room
so once again i was doing outlines
I did my nails last night
and loads of the class noticed and liked them
i came home, showered (cus it was roasting), had a brew
and went to bed for a couple of hours
i was shattered and looked terrible
tomorrow i shall see how i am feeling
Evening
Ahhh Im coming down with something T^T
Think I've got the start of a cold D:
Typical we go back to school and I become sick
so I've felt off all day ><
I didn't do a lot today
but.....I did get my pikachu drawing finally done!!
With a little photoshop help from my brother
(i couldnt get the image inside the dream bubble><)
I guess im pleased with it
did take me quite a few hours
and I drew all of it too, no google images or copy and paste
I went to see tara and give her her birthday present which
was the pikachu cushion
i cant wait for her to open it :D
we chatted and sat with her rabbits and hamster
Tomorrow Im going school whether im like death or not im going
its first day back after all ;)
ganbarimasu!
Otsukaresama Deshita~
I slept like crap last night
the night i needed sleep and it just didnt happen -____-
So i was awake at 7am before my dad had the chance to
bellow his wake up call
I got ready for school
checking out my hair as it was dry
you can tell its darker underneath now ^^
School was alright, it eased me into things once again
although a few staff asked why I was in today I told em I was told to come in
I hung round the year 6 teacher and my favourite TA
then I decided to go find out from the dept head which class
i would be in this term
i said i wanted ether 5 or 6
she walked me round to year 6 class room as it was the closest
she asked the teacher if he would have use for me
and before she even finished her sentence he replied
"yes!"
so yeah it was nice to be wanted i guess and I was relieved in a way
cus i prefer him and his class to the year 5 teacher and class
so i was doing odd jobs like sticking names on trays and sorting
out new equipment and such
the year 5 teacher comes through
"jo which class are you in this term?"
"year 6"
she turns to the teacher "and how have you managed to bag jo?"
Me "i was offered up to him"
her "well you werent offered up to me!"
as nice as it is to be wanted i do get the feeling id just be her lacky
where as he is 2 years older than me and treats me as an individual
we got talking and his dad was one of my old college art teachers
small world huh
i didnt have the heart to tell him what a very boring and dull person his dad is tho XD
Later on i was doing a display
literally a title that was my task
but took me a long while as i couldnt get it how i wanted it
in the end i did it and it was alright actually, different
the year 5 teacher comes round again
"wow you've excelled yourself this time" talking to the TA
TA "no no that wasnt me"
she turns to the teacher "check you out getting all arty"
he said "no it was Jo actually"
she just says "oh bloody hell" she pouted cus yeah she wants me XD
i said to her "if you ever need a hand or me just say and i'll come"
"why cant i just have you!?"
yeah right missus i aint daft
It was lunch time
the staff room was full
and i mean full
extra chairs were brought in
it was noisy and crowded and all in all i decided to skip lunch
so i went and did some more jobs
at 2pm a meeting was held with all the staff
i wasnt invited luckily cus it went off til 4pm
i went to go eat my lunch in peace then i went home at 3:30pm
completing my day
came home for a brew
went out to karen's for 4pm
nice to see karen, she could tell my depression was better
since then i havent done a lot
i feel like im squinting my eyes to keep em open
im shattered
tomorrow i shall please myself
and seeing tara at 5pm to give her her birthday present
it's lynn's birthday today
here are my hair clips i made
cute right :D
Good Evening Minna-san~~~
I slept for 12 hours last night ^^ Such satisfaction~
I had some good dreams too :D
I didnt do much in the morning
did some dancing and that was about all really
and played pokemon
I cleaned my room gave it a good seeing too
and it smelled so much better for it
not that my room smelt ><
Currently I am doing a few hair clips
cus i felt like i wanted to make something with my hands
I was looking at make-up online
and watching a few tutorials
I went out and brought hair dye
darker this time
and mum very generously did my hair again for me
it is noticeable this time luckily
i shall take a photo
I looked at my recent photos and my dance recordings
i am having a moment in time where i dont think i look good
i feel like i look fat, i feel i loke blokish
im just not a pretty girl and im not sure what i can do to help myself
my head tells me to lose weight but when doesnt it
so yeah not in the best of minds past few days
tomorrow i have school!
i feel ready to go back now
then I have karen at 4pm~
Tadaima~
I've had a very packed few hours
Im so tired but it was blast and i enjoyed it ^^
When mia came over we talked over a brew then played
pokemon, i witnessed 2 of her pokemon evolve ^^
Then at 6:30pm we decided to go out for food~
We arrived in the city center, which was busy with people on the friday night
it felt really strange for me to be in the city in the evening
We got to the Thai restaurant and there was a table luckily
the decor was really cool, it was like set in Thailand streets, like we
were in some sort of shack with another table, it was really different
The food was amazing!! Oishi~~
Mia had some beef noodle
I had chicken and vegtables with a side of coconut rice
cus my god i love coconut rice it is a rare treat for me so I have to get
it when i go thai restaurant as its the only place i can get it
I was soooo full after wards
even more so as mia had ordered us a cocktail each
Mine was called 'Full Moon' just tasted fruity and refreshing ^^
My first ever cocktail~ Mia let me try both and pick which one i wanted
as she would drink what ever
then we spur of the moment kinda thing decided to go round a few bars
something else I have never done
but its the start of celebrating out 20 year anniversary so I guess i gotta try these things
dont wanna be stuck in my hermit ways
so mia took me round a few places
i told her i didnt wanna be anywhere that had ridiculously loud music
as i just cant cope it stresses me out and makes me feel sick
she we avoided them
we went into this pub/bar called Squares
I've been in for a meal during the daytime once
but at night was a total different experience
there's bounces on every bar/club door in the city
these 3 guys certainly thought they were it
this black guy took my ID (driving license) and laughed at it
he turned to one his colleagues "you seen this?" and showed him
yes its an old photo and yes i was in a dark place then but come on!!
thats rude!!!
I said "yeah well i used to be a man" Mia was sniggering
the bounces just looked at me like i had grown a 2nd head
i snatched the ID and walked inside
idiots, they didnt get the joke ether but me and mia found it funny
we got a photo taken for £2 inside
Then we finished our night in a place called 'Pit and Piano'
which was in an old church with a few old pianos around
mia brought 2 cocktails again and gave me option again
but they were both really nice, strawberry and pinapple
I went with strawberry
it was amazing watching them being made :D
Then we set off home and got in at 10:30pm
we were in bed for 11pm
mia told me i was calling her name in my sleep and said please and thank you
i cant go one sleep over without embarrassing myself!!!!!!!!!
In the morning I had a hair cut appt
mia is late for EVERYTHING in life
always has been
we watched anime whilst eating breakfast
and i fussed Todd whilst she hopped in the shower
the plan was for her to do my make-up it never happened as she
takes so long to get ready as she faffs and she knows she does
her sister, partner and son came over. luke is only 3 and im always always making
an effort with him as i want him to like me
ive held him as a baby and always tried to play with him
and he played with me more today and even said my name!! hes starting to knowledge me!
He shocked me by being able to tell me how long we had left before my appt time
as in he read the clock! 0.0 that is so impressive as they dont start learning the time til double
his age even so ive met 10 year olds who still cant tell the time!!!
I got to my hair appt
late
by 5 mins
but Joanne wasnt bothered as she was running late also
She said she had to have a sit down as i had shocked her
as shes never seen me in make up or with my legs on show XD
She said how pretty i was and that i had amazing legs ><
we got off to the vintage fair
it was £8 to get in!!! £8! most ive ever had to pay for a vintage fair
but it was also the biggest ive been to
there was loads it was great but the weather was terrible
it hammered down and a lot of stalls we outdoors
i felt so bad for the sellers as a lot of them had humped over furniture and it was all
getting soaking wet
i brought some fabric nothing much mia got a shirt, necklace and sun glasses
we had a pizza between us
a cup of tea with an amazing piece of cake
mine was salted caramel mias was vanilla rainbow
then we went home which i was glad of as i was damp and cold
mia dropped me off home she stayed half hour then went home
leaving me to die
and thats been the start of celebrating our 20 years of friendship
on 7th september it is our anniversary
on 17th september we are going away to manchester to complete our celebration!
Good Day~~
It's 3pm
I thought I'd blog now as I wont have time later
I got up at 7:30am this morning >.>
did not appreciate being woken up from my awesome assassin dream
I also dreamed I shared a house with mia and rob and they left to look
after their daughter!!! So strange I was looking after this 1 year old about crapping myself
in case anything went wrong, they had named her abigail
gonna tell mia later XD
I went to meet my teacher at costa 10 mins from here
i was only with her 45mins she went through all my stuff
im totally up to date with my studies ^^
She said I will be done for christmas, she asked if i had started job hunting yet
i told her i had but my parents want me to graduate first so not to make myself
stressed and ill, she said "thats fine they know you best and dont want to see you sick again"
so i was glad she was cool with it, after that we talked a bit about mental health
she said i appeared a lot better than last time :)
I came home and went online
then I started making this button hair clip I wanted to make yesterday but forgot
then I did one better and added dripping chocolate X3
so this is it finished so easy and cute :3
Then I went shops with mum
I got a dark brown hair dye and these red & black striped shorts from
charity shop for £1.99! and theyre practically new!
Mum also brought each of us something from the bakery ^^
Mum dyed my hair
basically spur of the moment decided to dye the under neath of my hair
dark brown, we got a colour that wasnt too drastic and we didnt put too much
dye on ether, basically not wanting to make a botch of my hair
but its wash out anyway
so far my hair is currently still drying so i cant tell at the moment
later mia will come over
i will get ready to go out and get my sleep over stuff ready
and my stuff ready for vintage fair also
then i wont be back home til tomorrow
gonna be great :D
i will miss my pets tho
it's ed's birthday today i feel i should be going out to dinner with
him instead of mia, he wants to go abroad with me 0.0 id be nervous as hell
anyway mate ne~
Good Evening all~~
I had some vivid dreams last
I first dreamed that I had decided to go to America by myself
and the trip went terribly wrong and i panicked as i was by
myself and no one knew where i was
i dreamed about granny
then about papa
as sweet as it is i get to see them again in my dreams it is saddening and teasing
sometimes i feel like balling like a baby cus i want to give my granny a hug
its coming up to the first anniversary of her death actually
Today I decided I wanted to make a mini pokeball
so here it is
I showed it mum
mum "it's good, why have you made it?"
me "cus I want to hang it off my dungarees and stuff"
mum "your gonna look like those pokemon Go geeks"
me "pfft Im way cooler than those geeks"
mum gives me look as if to say 'really Jo really?'
XD
I did some dancing and enjoyed myself
then I decided to pamper one's self
so~
I bleached my eyebrows to a shade light - i hate my black eyebrows >.>
I did a face pack
I used a hot oil on my hair
shaved my legs - man they were worse than i thought XD
rubbed body butter and face moisturizer after my shower
i felt like a new person ^^
I had yoga tonight
it was good there was like 15 of us so the room was really full
i did well tho, my energy levels have been pretty high today
surprisingly
tomorrow will be a great day it has alllllll been planned
9am i meet my college teacher in costa
come home and may go out with mum
mid afternoon meeting up with mia
dinner time going out with mia to a Thai restaurant in the city center
sleep over at mia's house
the morning mia is coming with me to hairdressers
then we're going to a vintage fair together
come home and die
thats the awsum plan!
