Hiya~~
I had 13 hours sleep last night!!!!
13!!!!!! I can't get over that
I woke up at 11:30am
jesus, thats like the morning gone just like that
I woke up feeling and looking like a corpse
safe to say its time to pay for my holiday time
so today i have done nothing but recover
literally just sat and read or played pokemon
that was my day
whilst my head was on full patrol with calorie counting
i sat with my pets
cus since i have come home
tiffin has not left my side
honestly its really cute but i feel guilty even tho
i know he is fine when i go away as mum does an excellent
job tending to his needs
he just needs me X3
I went to karens for reflex
that knackering and since then done nothing
probably done 100 steps today compared to about 15,000 per day
at the weekend
speaking of the weekend holiday i thought id show you my purchases:
I got a Pikachu necklace from Afflecxs £4
A watch from claires to tide me over for school was £15 I got it for £5
A t-shirt from Afflecxs again reduced from £16 to £5
A t-shirt from disney store reduced from £15 to £5
and some manga from forbidden planet 3 for 2
and finally 2 hair clips for 30p each from Afflecxs
I got some converse too for £14 but forgot to photograph them
so i didnt go mental with my purchases :)
I'm Back~~~
So fat and struggling
going through a lot of self hate right now
its at its worst currently, always is when ive been away
but this time i have consumed a lot of sugar
sugar = fat
fat = weight
weight = self hate
not a great start from coming back from my travels i know
but its how it is
anyway my travels~~
mum and my brother dropped me and mia off at the train station
its about 100 mins travel
we talked the entire way XD
we followed mia's iphone to the hotel
which turned out was next door but one to a club called G-A-Y
facing it was a painting of batman kissing spiderman
and round the back was another club - painted on the door was 'take it up the rear'
so its safe to say we worked out we were in manchester's gay district XD
we laughed saying 'people will probably think were lesbians!'
the hotel was shocking
seriously
i cant get over how crap it was
the bed was half finished, it was stuffy as hell, it was a basement room with a tiny opaque window, the air con was tiny and incredibly loud, the kettle didnt work you had to hold the button down whilst it boiled for it to work, dusty, the plumbing my god the plumbing! every time you used the toilet, sink, shower did this horrendous noise happen - it would scare a young child for sure and we could hear it happening round the hotel too so it wasnt just our room. the door could support my entire weight and still wouldnt close so mia had to slam it damn hard, as did the rest of staying the basement. it was just grim really 2nd worst place ive ever stayed in
i wanted to complain but mia wouldnt let me!!
anyway we hit afflecxs palace and had fun a picked up some bits
had peanut butter ice cream which was sooooo sickly but good
and went round other shops
we went for lunch and both had tuna baguette which was the best
one i have ever eaten - no cheap but bloody brilliant
that evening we looked round for a place to eat
being friday night places were busy
we walked in one, it was soooo loud i couldnt hear mia so we walked out
cus i felt it would have been an effort so we walked to an american diner
which had the worlds slowest service we had meatballs on chips? weird combo but alright
we did plan to go for a quick drink but we both had belly ache
so we ended up at the hotel room playing pokemon and tired
in the morning we went in cruddy shower and tried our best
to get ready to the little light we had that time of day
very hard to do make up!
we walked to a cereal bar in afflecxs palace
both of us have always wanted to have ago
and it did not disappoint its called - black milk - i believe
basically they have every sugar cereal available
you choose from
a small bowl
a large glass bowl
a chocolate EDIBLE bowl
we both obviously wanted to eat our own bowls so
we had white choc bowl
you choose your milk, i had fudge mia had banana
then choose your cereal combo
and any sauces/trimmings
we both had reece and kelloggs clusters and other bits
mine
mias
it was very sickly
in fact i just wanted to throw it all up
too much that time of day
we hit the shops
we bumped into someone wearing a giant pikachu outfit
so of course i asked for a photo!!
we went to a cafe for a drink and sat in weird furniture
well practically every cafe in manchester is quirky in someway
then mia took me to Krispy Kreme as ive never been before
my god
all they do is doughnuts and i was blown away
that way the best every doughnut i have ever eaten
so i was sure to bring one home for my brother and he was very grateful
later on the plan was to go for thai food then go for a drink
we had a 30 min wait for a seat at the thai place so we had a drink there
we got a table ordered and food arrived in 10 mins!!! hows that possible!?
really good tho i had yellow curry duck and veg with a side of coconut rice
mia had some beef noodles
but we were so tired
we had not stopped all day
so we ended up going back to the room
watching youtube on mias iphone and playing pokemon
this lead to today
the day we would have to leave manchester T^T
our train was at 2:47pm so we had time to kill
we busied ourselves round a cafe and a few shops and another cafe
mum and my brother picked us up
and thats it
i'll update tomorrow on my purchases
ed txt to say can we go away this friday 0.0
Evening all~~
Daijoubu desu~
I just couldn't be arsed to go on my laptop yesterday
I had about 30 mins to go on it and chose not to basically
there was nothing special about yesterday
just school and yoga and being knackered really XD
Today I havent done a lot
I've packed as far as I can for Manchester tomorrow~
I went round a few shops with mum - got a purple mascara :3
not as good as my pink mascara tho I have to say - which is a hit with the kids XD
I slept and ate biscuits
and mum dyed my hair
its now shiny, soft and full of life ^^ thank you mummy! X3
So tomorrow my mum is kindly dropping us off at the station
were leaving at 9:10am to pick mia up
plenty of time but Id rather be early than stressing as mia is late for everything in life
I am looking forward to my little trip away with my best friend
but i cant help but feel a little bit anxious about it all
its strange but when im with ed i feel safe and looked after
but i dont with mia some how shes very much an air head so i have to
watch out for myself and plan things
which can be exhausting
im also anxious about food but that always makes me anxious when I go away
it will be good tho
ive charges up my phone, camera and 3DS - we plan to play on the train X3
I will be back at 5pm monday
i hope we have decent weather today it has rained loads
anyway see you all soons~
Good Evening~~
I managed to wake myself up on time this morning 8:15am
mum wanted to set off for swimming 9:20am
at first i thought "yeah swimming! lets do this!!"
as the morning went on my enthusiasm wavered
I did 18 lengths, it was hard and i was forced to stop
as my head was banging and my stomach lurched and i thought
i was gonna be sick, i think my breakfast hadnt gone down
so i got out before i made a scene of myself
but still 18 is good for me~
by was i knackered tho!!!
Came home and had a sweet cup of tea cus i needed it
then i collapsed reading on my bed
fell asleep as it goes ^^;
mum was like "what time do you call this?" when she walked into
my room at 1:30p woops ><
she said "are you that bad today"
me "yeah im shattered and aching but i'll come out"
so i grabbed some lunch then went pet shop, boots and TK MAXX
with her, i tried some different styled shoes on
and i just looked werid if you ask me haha so i didnt get em
but i did get a new pot for my plant for £4!!! comes with scissors too!!
I was amazed at it, sales are always worth checking ;)
there was some cute rabbits in the pet store ><
i just pray they go to bloody good homes
came home and went and did some homework
started drawing a picture
deleted it and started another one but not sure if i will finish it :/
I went outside with tiffin to re-pot my plant
he obviously cant resist being nosy cus its tiffin
he managed to rob a leaf from my plant!!! so i picked off
the only dead one and gave it him and he was well happy XD nice
i enjoyed re-potting her cus shes been well over due now
and now she looks amazing ^^
gives a good feeling~
tomorrow its gonna be another hot day
so im prepared with loose clothing for school~
i havent been taking any photos lately
nothing to photograph
might photograph my plant now shes happy :3
Good Evening~
Today mum woke me at 7:30am
she came back at 7:40am realizing I hadnt got up XD
I just really couldnt wake up this morning but I got for college >.>
Upon going to college I saw a class mate - one I like to sit with
at the reception desk finding out where class is
whilst we were there the receptionist said our lanyards are 'out of date'
so we needed new ones, last time i had managed to get 2 different colours
orange and pink, unstitched them and resewed em so they were 2 colours
no one elses was like mine ^^
but this year they havent given us a choice of colour everyone's is
black -___- how soul destroyingly boring is that!?
i was disappointed but i thought "well only 3 months to go anyway"
what made it worse was that she took away my lanyard and student card!!! 0.0
usually in the past you get to keep them and i like to keep them
they have a photo on, theyre a memory
but.....she doesnt know that i have my second card and my second lanyard at home X3
so im keeping them :) i didnt bother having my photo updated i look the same from february haha
We got a few units ticked off which was good
and we worked in a group of 4 which was ok
the class chose to not have a break time!!! D: shock!!! so we worked through
and finished early which was good as it was hot in that room!
I got back and had lunch and collapsed on my bed its really hot and humid today
said it was 31c but it wasnt that hot im pretty damn sure
i had doctors at 4pm
he gave me details how to refer myself for therapy and i have to go
back to see him in 2 months so yeah that was all fine
hes never arsed about me anyway
then i was sorting out pieces and my itunes
and then i went out for a walk with mia and toddie which was nice
we talked about manchester which is saturday!!!!
we both cant wait :D
tomorrow day off
going swimming in the morning
then shops with mum - we need pet food!
Otsukaresama deshita~~
Man I worked hard today ><
I got up at 7am for school
I put on a peach white polka dot shirt
matched with pale blue dungarees and skin coloured tights with stars on
as I left the door, mum said "careful how you bend down"
I said "why whats wrong?" - instantly worried about my appearance
"well you can see your pant lining sometimes when you bend over"
"ahh, i never wear these usually with skin tights usually i wear em with black cus they are
a little bit short, do you think i should change?"
"no you look lovely just watch yourself"
I did not want to go to school inappropriately
but as it turns out i got a few compliments about my outfit ^^
i am the most stylish there~
The kids were happy to see me and had been asking
where i was on thursday, i have drill it into them im not there all week ><
but its nice to wanted, i get a lot of "help me" "sit next to me"
and talking to me about any old stuff
its nice they feel so comfortable around me already
the day started with maths *groans* i hate maths
id missed the start of the lesson as i was helping a TA with a display
we did some english with the head and dept head which was quite intense the say the least
it was like they had their 'hard heads' on
felt sorry for the kids actually
i found out 12 members of the class were going up to the secondary school
to have ago on their new table tennis court
i offered to go, another adult was not needed but i went anyway
it works out 1 adult per 15 children and only the head was taking the 12 children
so she appreciated my assistance
so we walked up after lunch and the suite was pretty amazing actually
considering it was in just a school
and 2 Olympians had come to 'coach'
they started off showing their skills cus lets face it everyone wants to see an Olympian play
it was impressed and fast! then it went on a bit this rally til i felt like saying
"ok stop showing off now" -__-
someone had to come say "right ok lets stat with a few tips shall we?" ^^;
cameras were there for the local news channel and another primary school joins us
everyone mixed up and played, a few year 12 were there playing against the kids
it was nice and i went round taking photos on the school camera
not sure what came out tho it was just a blur haha
during half way a girl came to me
"i need the toilet"
"sure lets go"
so I pointed to the only toilet she walked in
came back out
"is that wee?!"
i peered in, and it looked like someone had basically weed whilst being blind folded
it was everywhere
the girl looked as disgusted as me
but as the adult i have to take charge of the situation so i grabbed loads of loo roll
and mopped up, then seriously disinfected my hands
she went to the toilet and i waited outside for her
whilst wondering, who could leave such a bloody mess
we walked back to the courts and she was telling her friends and we all had a giggle about it
i love making them laugh
we walked back and there was 45mins left of the day
which went quickly enough i guess
i came home and went to bed
since then just showered and relaxed im shattered
i have college tomorrow
joy
and the doctors too
even more joy!
my kids liked my nails this week - zip nails
Konbanwa~
Coughing woke me up.....
was not a way I wanted to wake up to the day
but it was only 7:30am and there was no chance of getting
back off to sleep after that coughing fit >.>
Today I did the Llama/Alpacasso sock plush!
I learned it from a video on youtube and just took my time
making the little guy
Im not sure how pleased I am with him tho cus I think he looks
like a dog, mum says a sheep -___-
But still dad is getting for xmas wether he likes it or not!
My parents were coming back at lunch time today
so me and my brother made sure the house was clean
if its only slightly untidy mum comes home and is instantly stressed
my brother said today "she can find dirt in a bottle of bleach" XD
didnt take long to tidy up was we had been clearing up after our selves anyway
i made pasta for lunch and saved half of it for lunch tomorrow at school~
I sat watching some nail tutorials
deciding on what design to do this week
and i am gonna do Zip nails :D
ganbarimasu!
parents came home
and it was good to see my mummy home in one piece
she had missed pinks
I did some hoola hooping outside whilst chatting to my brother in the sun
which was nice
i rested for a bit cus i want to be back to full strength this week
mia txted and she has got a cold too! so we both didnt meet up
so we could rest as next saturday we're going manchester together!
need to be well!
tomorrow it's school
im just about to choose what to wear
today is Tara's birthday and she loved the pokemon cushion and her card ^^
