Konbanwa~
I got up at 8:15am this morning
I sat with girls and had a brew as usual
mum cleaned the pets out as it happened ><
I had my brother following me taking photos
So I just got on with the day
I made a pokemon hair bow ^^ its cute
I listed 4 things on Ebay which took some time
what with photos and descriptions and stuff
Then I started my coursework and got it half finished
I went out with mum for a very short walk and collected my
medication
Came home and went for a 20min walk to which my brother came
which was nice
When I got home I randomly decided I wanted to
draw a digimon pokemon cross over picture
there is hundreds of characters to choose from but I chose rabbit looking
ones as bunnies are close to my heart
so we have Pokemon Buneary on the left
and Digimon Lopmon on the right
cute right? Didn't take me long at all actually :)
I ache real bad so im gonna do some yoga now
have a good session
and i think my brother maybe photographing so of my yoga ><
tomorrow I havent planned for!! D:
Evening~~~~
I got up at 8:30am with a start
for a second I thought I had over slept for school
til I remembered school was yesterday ><
I had an easy morning
did some drawing and got the chibi finished
It's ok not my best ever work but it was just for a random kid
in australia wasnt like for a friend or anything
I can go back to drawing pokemon now ^^
I emailed a few people - something ive been meaning to do ><
and I emailed my teacher some coursework
I have a piece of coursework shes asked me to do over the weekend :(
I cleaned my bedroom this morning
it wasnt bad but I was in the mood to get it done
After lunch I went with mum to a town just for a look round
Mum got a few clothes I got an amazing 3/4 sleeve black shirt
it says 'happy halloween' and has a sequin pumpkin in the center :D
I love it so much and im gonna wear it to school on halloween for sure!!!
it's soft too~
Came back and I was achy and headachy i think from yoga
as i worked pretty hard
so i decided to go to bed actually
i had 50 mins then when i woke i was lovely and warm so i actually stayed
there for an hour just happy in the moment staying between sleep and consciousnesses
After dinner i went over to helina's for a couple of hours
having a catch up with her which was nice
tomorrow my brother is gonna be stalking me....
he's gotta take photos of 1 person for a day
kinda see what they do and how it makes them, them
i think i get it anyway
but i dont mind one bit
does mean that im not gonna be able to lounge about in joggers
i will look presentable and do a lil make-up ><
Good Evening~~
its 8:30pm I dont feel as though ive stopped today
I got up for school this morning and got there early actually ^^
I started my day in year 3 which was alright, about half the class like me now
and know my name which is nice. I will win over the other half~
I was asked to do a halloween picture, not why I cant remember the reason
but yeah i had to go do it
so i enjoyed myself doing that
I did a dark blue background with white water colour for mist and a slither of a moon
then a hill side silhouette with a willow tree which then leads on to a grave yard
with tombstones and pumpkins, a witch flying in the night
teacher was pleased with it
im a bit like "meh" with it really. Given the time and equipment available it was good
but i just know i can do better with more time and better stuff
I had worked through my break doing the halloween piece
after lunch - some of which i spent laminating
i was in year 6 for art~ they had to do a christmas card competition
early i know, but it was because they needed to be posted off or something
so it felt weird doing christmas so early
the teacher had planned out to do a water colour wash background then to paint
penguins over the top on snow kinda thing
i lost count how many water colour wash backgrounds i did
they couldnt seem to grasp the concept of WATER colours
you need WATER
i started 2 pictures for myself both i ended up giving away to students who 'had gone wrong'
I did do one tho, just cus its nice to sit and paint and it keeps the kids happy and going
if you sit and do one with them
I showed Nienka and the teacher the portrait i did
nienka said it was amazing but im not that thrilled
teacher said it was good i showed a couple of kids and it blew their minds off
they were amazed. I said "ahhh it killed some time" the teacher just laughed
not sure why
but here it is anyway
its supposed to be murota mizuki from angerme
but the real thing looks better than the scanned image i have to say
I came home from school and died
then went to yoga were i really worked hard this week
came home and ate dinner, showered, sat with a face pack on with tiffin
now gonna sit with tiffin and the girls
tiffin is currently snoring on my carpet whilst i type this
tomorrow im gonna finish that chibi i think and may go out with mum
i have 2 jackets i wanna sort out and list on ebay on saturday :)
Konbanwa~~
I got up this morning and cleaned my pets out
I was left home alone for an hour which was nice
I started drawing a chibi a random 14 year old girl from australia asked me to draw
I have other things I wanna draw but I didnt seem the harm in doing this
chibis are easy enough
I had an early lunch with mum
so we could head off into the city center
Mum needed underwear I just wanted new joggers really (tracksuit bottoms)
So we went round a few stores and I helped out mum
but we didn't find anything :/ I felt sorry for mum
I did find something, in Debenams - where I usually get my underwear from
they had offers on so I brought a bra which is sooo cute and girly and frilly
it was reduced from £18.99 to £5.10!!
and a pair of pants that was originally £7.99 reduced to £1!!
So I got mega mega cheap underwear and very good quality
theyre cheaper than what you can buy at discount cheapy stores and they'll last 10x longer
I didnt need underwear but I pick them up when theyre on offer cus I'll need em one day
I managed to find 2 pairs of joggers ^^ they were like £12 each -__________- but I was
able to use my student discount! Yay student card :D
Mum did find something in the end thank god
we came home and brewed up
had the girls inside as it was raining
then I went over to tara's house for a few hours
had a catch up whilst sitting with her bunnies which were very lively
they are very comfortable round me now which is nice
and they snatch food from my fingers XD
I was telling tara this
There's a guy who is 1 year older than me and lives 6 doors down from me
he went to my primary and secondary school
but i dont recall ever speaking to him really
and I noticed he's suddenly round the neighbourhood so maybe he's moved back in with his mum cus i havent seen him in years
anyway so me and mum drove by him walking his dog
mum says "you used to play fight with him at the top of the garden" *jaw drops*
me "no I didn't"
mum "you did"
me "mum I think i'd remember that, I dont even remember speaking to him. He's always so quiet and by himself"
mum "no it definitely happened, you used to be friends and he'd come round and you'd play fight cus thats how you were" - she has a point i'd fight anything as a child
but I seriously dont remember knowing him
so its bugging me
im sooooo desperate to bump into him just so i can ask "hey do you remember having a play fight with me in my garden when we younger?"
I really really really wanna know if he remembers
but I havent bumped into him in fact i havent seen him past few days :/
So I checked facebook - something i hate doing
he does have facebook
now my question is....do i contact and ask him?
I asked tara she said I was weird for even stalking to see if he had a facebook -____-
she didnt seem that impressed and nether did mum
but im more for it than against it
so maybe i will
i need a backbone XD
tomorrow I have school~
taking my portrait in ><
I updated my profile picture to try and look more mature
Afternoon~
it's only 3:50pm
but I thought id blog now as I wasnt up to much really
Today marks the day that last year
my granny, my last grandparent, passed away
I cant believe its only been a year it seems like 3
seems like ages ago she left us
I can tell mum has been fragile today
to distract her from this day she took the day off work
and so did dad, me and my brother had college to attend
dad took mum out but hes been in a fowl mood all day
which has been hard work for mum and i find him being
very selfish, we all know he'd prefer to be at work than have a day off
but this is day for mum and hes being so selfish about it all
I had college this morning anyway
I got there and my teacher told us that there wasnt really that many lessons
to do now so she booked the library computers to do work on -_______-
those computers are seriously crap i cant express that enough
so i sat down at one with my friend and we talked til my teacher came round
she pointed to a unit i hadnt done but i felt like i had done it
so i flicked through my folder and i had done it
and in the end she told me she needed to take my folder away and mark it really
as ive done a fair bit
she took my folder and told me next time i need to come in it's 1st November
feels weird not taking my folder home and not having any project work to do
but its nice~ Ive worked hard and ive almost done my 300 hours at school
ive done 288 so by next week i would have finished that too~
I came home and had lunch in the peace and quiet
then i rested and then txt people
seeing mia for a walk tonight
tara tomorrow
and helina on saturday
i havent socialized properly for a bit so i thought i best to
i didnt sleep much last night
i was thinking about granny
i also had a dream about dom
this isnt the first dream ive had about him ether
i want my friend back, but he has strayed from me
pretending to be someones he's not
and i want my dom back
i know things and people change but dom was a rock to me
and i do miss him
so i was awake thinking of what happened to our friendship
tomorrow think im going into the city with mum
here are this week's nails
theyre loads better
Otsukaresama Deshita~~~~
I got up at 7am for school today ><
But dad actually put the heating on so I wasnt freezing my butt off
whilst getting ready which was nice :)
But the cycle to school was very cold
I put a thicker jacket on
I got to school and 3 members of staff told me
that I would be covering for TA who was poorly
I have never covered for a member of staff before
so it was nice to be trusted with that
it did mean I had to be in year 2 all day.....
yeah it took some patience to say the least
We did the usual maths and english
but I was put with one girl most of the day
one to one on a single table
i felt bad for her it almost singled her out but I know she likes interaction
but my god it was hard work just real hard work
i got asked the same questions over and over again by her
"whats your name?"
"what time is is?"
"when is it lunch time?"
"when is it home time?"
"when is my mummy coming?"
and if i heard "I want my mummy" one more time i may just explode
its days like this that reaffirms that i prefer working with the older ones
I saw the Dutch girls it was good to see them :)
I told them I drew a portrait at the weekend but I wasnt so sure about it
but they told me i have to bring it in no matter what -_____- wish I hadnt said anything ><
I got home and sat for half hour
eating the other half of yesterday's cake :)
then I went for a walk
half way round i saw my brother on his BMX so he went home with me
walks go quicker when you're with someone~
since then ive been with tiffin, i was with him this morning
the mornings are cold and i cant bare to see him outside the back door
so i scoop him up and bring him in the warmth ^^
dont know as if he always appreciates it tho XD
tomorrow I have got college :/
i can never be really that arsed with college really
but I go its never too bad i guess
wearing a jumper for sure tomorrow
here's my wall displays in year 3
although today the head teacher told me i may get to do another this week
fingers crossed!
anyway this is one to with english and halloween
making your writing magical
i did everything other than the 4 A4 sheets and 'english'
Then this one is natural disasters i did all of this
theyre ok i guess
i have fun doing them ^^
Good Evening~~
Today I was up at 8am
doing my pet duties but then went onto cleaning up
When all was tidy I put on ITV hub Joanna somebody's Japan
she did 3 episodes of traveling Japan and I missed the last one
2 weeks ago, I don't like her but the program interested me
so I sat watching it whilst stitching buttons on to my jacket
which I can say is actually done!!!!
It's such a good fit to say i made them template by myself
and its so warm like a dressing gown :3
Looking forward to wearing it for sure ^^
I did some better photos XD
Last night I ended up watching 8 out of 10 cats does countdown
im not too fussed on it anymore i think its gone on too long
but i'll watch it if nothing else is on, i watched it with tiffin
gogglebox is dull now its very samey Im hoping theres gonna be
some good programs this Autumn
anyway I started doing the jacket
and I got in finished literally as my parents walked through the door
they had an alright time i think, they brought me back a cake which ive eaten
half of, i shall eat other half tomorrow~
mum was happy to see pinks X3
Then I continued on with my portrait
ahhh i got it done but im not exactly thrilled about it
but my family says its really good :/ I shall upload it this week
not sure whether to photograph it or scan it
may take it into school seeing as the class is doing portraits
or is that showing off?
I havent done any exercise today
i have sat on my butt all day XD
but im gonna do some yoga tonight in my room
followed by usual sunday painting of nails
tomorrow is school!
I weighed myself today
for the first time in god knows how long
id stopped weighing myself as it set my head on over ride with eating
but i felt strong enough today to do it
and it turns out i havent put on all that much weight
i was 8.4stone now im 8.5 so yeah that was ok
might calm my head down a lil
