Good Evening~
This morning I was left home alone
at this point I thought
"should I record a dance?"
knowing it would be the only opportunity Id get before friday
and i didnt. I just couldnt get myself in the mood
all well
Instead~
I realized Id marked on my calender this friday/saturday to list stuff on ebay
for the final time this year
I thought list them for 2 reasons
when they come off it will be start of december when people start thinking more
about christmas and presents and secondly its the start of the month when people
usually get paid
so I thought 'good chance of selling'
maybe anyway
so I photographed an anime figure i no longer want really
a police tardis lamp that has never even been opened
was brought for dom as a present but he's skanked off as left me
ironically its his birthday on friday - when im listing his would-be present
then a lolita bunny bag i made at college and never used
when you have to carry meds and a drink round with you it just doesnt hold enough for me
lastly a shirt i picked up for £5
never wore it and i googled the brand today and the brand is well expensive!!
so who knows that could be worth listing
give it a go
and it took me a while to achieve all this what with photos and writing, photoshoping
its all ready now for listing :) probably do it saturday
Next I went through a load of old photos
trying to find the perfect photo of my grandparents
basically i found a really nice xmas decoration on line for £5.95
it comes as a snow flake and in the center is a circle printed with your photograph
and says something like "remembered at christmas" it comes in a little pouch
i thought about doing one for mum as an early xmas pressie to hang off the tree this year
so i found a photo, photoshoped it, send it, brought the snow flake
and yeah i'll give it her when the tree is up
so all in all today i never did get drawing and sewing done!!!
i had lunch then she dragged me out to a home store
i could have happily stayed home but no i got cold -_____- then she dragged me round
a super marker which was freezing! I swear they had the air con on in there!!!
I got home and wrapped myself in my bed
to warm myself up basically
i was happy reading
the phone goes >.> who dares disturb me!?
some agency
saw my CV online and want me to come sign on
i decided to as actually they did sound like the best out of the 3 of them
so im going into the city center on friday morning to do that
ive already printed out the form and filled it in so when i go i shouldnt
be long there at all!
i got up and printed off templates to make 2 christmas plushies
i wanted to at least have cut them out today but just didnt get round it to it
but theres no rush really
im gonna re-do my nails tonight as i wasnt happy with sunday's attempt
i have a cool fan idea in mind :)
tomorrow is school
i have the french lettering to finish off
not sure if to do both year 3 and year 6 or just year 6
might see who's doing what with their days or what staff is around in the classes
but in december they will lose me, Neinke and Anouk
thats 3 members of voluntary staff gone
oh and my news for the day................
i had a txt message this morning from my teacher
she said my coursework is totally fine and i passed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so not only have i passed with 4 months to spare
i never had to re-do a piece of work and my folder was fine first time round
my 3rd level 3 complete ^^ I have a lot of qualifications ><
im so pleased tho ^^
Otsukaresama deshita!!
Man did I have some weird dreams last night
it was this dream that kept switching as fast changing channels
first it started out me in my bed and i could here people in our garden, i went to get dad
"dad theres people in our garden"
"ok well I'll give em half hour then go out. dont you go out"
I looked out my window and saw the shed door open (pets in shed)
that was it, like a switch i just turned completely savage cave woman charging out the house ready to literally pull heads off i think
but then the dream changed
i was a dog, i was growling all the time in my bed and I couldnt help but think 'am i growling in my sleep?' i have no idea but in my dream i could fell my shorter legs and and arms and also my different teeth. i was trapped in my bed sheets they were wrapped round me i was thinking 'man my bed is gonna be such a mess in the morning!'
next the switch went a few times
the last one I recalled was turning into a bear...
yeah werid
i could feel my face and mouth changing shape and arms lengthening
but i could FEEL all of these dreams
so strange
i woke up after the bear and asked myself 'what am i on?!'
Dad woke me at 7am -______________________________-
i didnt wanna get up ><
it had rained all through the night and it didnt stop the heavy rain til 4pm -__-
I got ready in my comfy clothes ^^
I went to the doctors that was meh
arrived at school - grateful to have my car!
no one noticed i was late what with the load of people there
we had staff, kids for 'holiday club' and then a load of adults from other schools for the training
i saw Anouk and Nienke i wasnt expecting them but they said they were invited for the training...
where the hell was my invitation!?
a few staff were like "why you in today?"
I just kept saying "im here to do display work"
So I got to work on the french display which took me longer than i thought ><
Then with the teacher's permission i was let loose and was able to tear down a display
and put it up fresh
all the walls in year are shades of blue so i went for red with a cream border
but when i put it up i realized the lettering i did 2 weeks ago is red
red on red hmmm
so i decided to put the lettering on some bunting flags - cream
and it looked really funky
the teacher wanted a title 'water' on this great big wall
so putting a poxy little title wasnt going to cut it
so
i splatted shades of blue paint on white paper
when it dried i cut letters out of it 'water'
then i stuck the letters down on blue paper and cut them in the shape of tear drops
i made a few spare tear drops
then i hung them from the wall using string
yeah it looked different and filled the space :3
lunch time i sat with the holiday club kids
i do feel sorry for kids having to go in on inset day
even if it just to play you're still in school
but they kept me company and i drew some pokemon for them XD
during lunch all the people for training went to get the food that had been
catered for them
i wasnt arsed as i had my lunch
til i realized there was cake and biscuits
safe to say i had my fill of free sweetness~~~~
so when i finished it all it actually was home time
i went to leave and told the teachers what i had done for them
the year 6 teacher saw me before i went
"thanks for your hard work today"
"you havent seen my hard work"
"no but ive seen you working all day so you must have achieved a lot"
he was right
my back is killing and i ache i have worked hard i hardly breaked off today
but when i thought it about i had just done a day of art and design
so i couldnt complain really!
i got home and sat and read with tiffin in my room
tomorrow i will ether sew or draw~ day off anyway!
heres the bow i stitched on to my coat the other day
Konbanwa~~
Last night my parents and brother got up at 1:30am
They needed to take my brother to college at 2am so he could
get on the coach to the airport as he has gone Prague with Uni
I woke up the time they went and came back but also had a rough night in general
i hope my brother is safe i truly do
i know he will be looked after by his teacher and friends
doesnt get back til friday >3<
last year's trip was to france and the day he arrived home the bombings happened
and they stopped the Eurostar my brother was sooooo lucky he got out just before it kicked off
it felt surreal that just 24 hour the bombings happened my brother was right there were they exploded
so when it came to him going away again i felt a lil anxious about it
but he has rang us and said hes fine, tired, and the hotel is terrible XD
So this morning I had Tiffs in as it had rained through the night and morning
i went into my brother's room and cleaned up ^^ cus thats the sister i am
i took his rubbish out, tidied stuff up and whipped out the polish
my god the dust was thick!! I dusted everything from doors to wardrobe
i pulled a smelly in and opened the window a crack to keep it aired and smelling fresh ^^
Then I went and did some sewing
I am gonna go school tomorrow and finish that french display
i decided whilst i had some spare time and scrap fabric that i would make a bit for the display
so I made 2 suffolk puffs (yo yos)
I tea stained paper and wrote a french saying
I made a french flag (there are sticks at school im gonna use for the 'handle')
i think they will look good when they're all up
i just hope tomorrow i can do more than just that 1 display~
Im wearing my sweats tomorrow ^^
later on both me and mum rested in bed
both tired and still getting rid of the cold >.>
about 4:30pm mum dyed my hair for me :D
It needed doing and it was feeling a bit tired limp and lifeless - a bit like me i guess!
so i dyed it now its shiny, glossy, silky and yeah im happy ^^
tomorrow for school im gonna wear down straightened with a headband
i never just wear my hair down and even more so for school
always tie it up for school = less chance of catching head lice!
i just hate having the hair around me and enjoy tying it up :)
when i finished doing the french stuff
i stitched a bow for my pink coat
i sorted out how im gonna alter the charity shop dress
and i started making 2 toast plushies :3
tomorrow morning im at the doctors just to talk
about my change in anti-depressiants really
thats at 8:40am so i will be a lil late to school but meh only by 10mins and its an inset day
shouldnt matter much
i will have my car tomorrow which will make a change~
usually i cycle~
Konbanwa#~#
Today I woke up at 9:30am
I did take sleeping tablets last night
it was refreshing to have a long sleep~~
I was txting mia about when to meet up
she had been let down by rob and went to ask me if i was actually
free today. i had some sewing to do but i chose to go out with her instead :3
I wasn't arsed about my appearance i felt very much like 'you cant polish a turd; today
I was satnav~
we went into a cafe - had i known we were going into a cafe i would have dressed smarter -___-
then we hit the charity shops
then we went to another town down the road for some more charity shops
i got 2 thick wooly leg warmers - i can only just get the buggers on!
I got a lovely tartan dress which is red and black with a white peter pan collar - im gonna alter it
i got 2 hair bows as they were going soooo cheap 49p!!!!!
i picked up 3 nail varnishes mainly for mum cus they were her colours and going cheap :)
and that was it
in the cafe i had a brew and a lemon muffin :3
we came home at 3pm
we made a brew and sat and talked til 4:30pm
she spent 30mins of that talking to me about dying her hair -_________- i have patience!!!
its long conversations like that when i think 'wish i was guy so i could escape these conversations'
but i love her so i let her bend my ear XD
she left then i was doing a bit of craft
hand sewing and cutting out for sewing tomorrow really
ive been making a few things for the french wall on monday
looking forward to going into to school on monday in my track suit X3
all the teacher on inset day wear casual
and that was my lovely busy day
made a change to see a friend on a weekend!
me and mia have planned to go to the city on thursday she has the day off work
im gonna switch my days so i can have thursday off (usually at school)
here is my piece of happiness that arrived yesterday~
matt and gabumon figure
ahhhhh so content seeing them on my shelf ^^
matt came with a spare head which i didnt know about but i like this version :)
Otsukaresama Deshita
Today I managed school!!!
I got early which my body protested against
as I was cold, didnt sleep well and ached from yoga ><
But I got there and straight away the year 6 teacher
asked if i was feeling better ^^
I started to see the odd student and something odd was certainly going on...
they were in non-uniform...eh?
I was thinking "why? whats special about today?"
then I saw loads of spots on some kids and then Pudsey the bear . . . ahhhh children in need day
i totally didnt know!!!!
spots seemed to be the theme
i looked at my outfit, i was wearing a sailor collar top (the collar i made) and I was wearing a POLKA DOT skirt!!! Oh my god! did I have psychic powers this morning!?
so I felt rather lucky that I didnt stand out cus all teachers had some sort of spot theme
my morning consisted of maths with year 6
and random cover for TA in year 3 whilst she went into a meeting
i also got to test a couple of kids outside the classroom with a math test muhaha feel the power!
as it was children in need day there was a cake sale happening
i cant tell you how many cakes had arrived from the children wether home made or shop brought there was just hundreds we could have fed 3 schools i reckon
i didnt have any money but i didnt want anything anyway
so me and the year 6 teacher stood this one out but it did give us an extended break time :)
During lunch I called an agency up as i had 3 missed calls from them
i spoke to my mentor about it all too
After lunch year 6 were doing philosophy which is basically them sitting in a big circle
and talking about any topic they wanted. topics that involve them
so todays was social media
i knew i wasnt needed for this lesson
so i went to year 3 and asked if i could do anything she told me the old year 6 trip display needed taking down and a french display going up
so i went and took it down
then upon putting a new display up i seemed to have acquired 3 year 3 helpers XD
in the end there really was nothing for them to do but i told them they could talk to me if they wanted to and they were more than happy to do that X3
a few year 6's came to see what i was doing
seeing i was pulling the old year 6 trip down the instantly thought "yay my class trip is going up!"
nuh-uh im afraid. head teacher wants a french display
year 6 were not impressed
so i talked to their teacher about giving them a display
and he told me the photos have been lost, he had a few on his camera but theyre not brilliant
so we shall see. sad if they have been lost.
so the french was
i put up white-ish wallpaper which had the odd white flower on it
then i did a red and blue border - the french flag colours
then they said something about an Eiffel Tower, im good but im not that freakin' good
i went onto google and found a creative Eiffel Tower
drew it onto the wall - free hand no tracing for Jo ^^
and i have got to go over it in black paint yet i will have to take some of my paint in as theirs is too thin and watery
then i will put up anything they want up
monday is an inset day
i have doctors in the morning and forgot to tell school that i will be slightly late in the morning ><
im gonna go in and maybe do a half day
just gonna do display work really get that done
then its one day less next week i need to do
make the most of a quiet school!
i got home and crashed
ive not done anything
but something very nice came in the post for me today
i will photograph it tomorrow in the light
but for today i present to you
T.K./Takeru dressed in Patamon Kigurumi/onesie
Good Evening~~
Tomorrow I am gonna go school!!!! Yay some normality finally!!!
I didn't do a great deal today
the wind was mega strong and it was a bit rainy
didnt fancy going in it
so in the morning i was looking at clothes online and searching through my wardrobe
i have a few jumpers but theyre looking tired
i have plenty of wooly jumpers for real coldness its like i dont have much
between t-shirts and wooly jumpers
so I had a look and found an AMAZING store on ebay
i swear if it was an actual shop here in the UK i would be visiting it regularly
i found loads of stuff id happily wear
but i showed mum and i got her opinion some stuff dwindled away and some stuff just seemed so big and shapeless but she said i could have some for xmas :D
I changed my bed today and put on it this feather mattress cover its to keep you warm
but it pads the bed out like mad so now i have a very puffy but comfy bed ^^
We chucked out 2 bed sheets cus they were wearing out and i had rough sheets
i had 2 left and 1 new one in the cupboard - ready for use XD
but I noticed pokemon have released some new sheets
i fancy myself some pokemon bed sheets for xmas
so i might talk mum round X3
I slept in the afternoon for an hour
then I got up and brought all my make-up and hair stuff
into my bedroom ready for helina
it was nice to see her and we chatted whilst i worked
i gave her soft curls with plaits going down the side dutch braids i think theyre called
then i gave her an autumn make up as she wearing a red dress
i lent her a red hair bow :3 she looked pretty
she did her eye liner and i really wanted to take it off cus it was too much
so instead i tried to blend it in with eye shadow
she was very pleased and i hope she has a good night
my good deed done for the day :) i enjoyed it ^^
then we had yoga which went really fast!!!
i just felt like it was only half hour
some weeks i feel the whole hour
karen the teacher said in march theres gonna be a course on teaching childrens yoga
shes gonna let me know cus she keeps pushing me forward to teach children yoga -__-
I went through my hats, scarves and gloves today
seeing what needs a freshen up and what can be binned
i found a few hats 2 of which i photographed and emailed my cousin
cus shes into beanies currently and i said she could have em as ive barely worn them
i ordered some gloves on line theyre like cat paws
im still waiting for my damn converse laces to come in the post!!!
tomorrow going to school
im sure its gonna wipe me out but i want to go :)
