Evening
I woke up at 8am i was really coughing all morning and blowing my nose
its all come back with a vengeance!
Anyway I got ready to go out with Adam
I used peach make-up infact I was really pleased with my make-up this morning
I didnt have to use much of a base ether (concealer, powders, cover stick) - dont use foundation
My skin feels pretty clear at the moment! Shocking!
I met adam and off we went
my car got so dirty! it was kinda raining in the air
yesterday was sunny what happened to that!?
all well
we got parked up and I paid for 2 hours
we started on our walk
now i feel like i have inner compass and inner sat nav kinda thing
im really good at finding my way its like a natural talent
i asked adam how good his directions are and lets just say i made a note to self not to relay on his directions XD we walked and walked
it was really muddy
and after a while my pain got up to a high notch but i didnt complain
i did want to rest and cry tho
I started to guide us back towards the center and my car
but adam kept pulling me in the opposite direction!! so we were going further and further afield
i put my foot down and said "no seriously! this is wrong!"
I turned and asked a runner who just happened to be there thank god
asked him directions and yup who was right?
miss.built-in-compass
oh yeah point to Jo ^^
so we set off home
lets just say i walked none stop for almost 2 hours
i was whacked
i took us to a pub
i had BBQ chicken on a cob with chips
i didnt eat all of it and told adam i do struggle with eating
it just hasnt gone away
he was fine with it plus hes on a diet also
we left towards home and then called into a cafe we went to the other day
i had a hot chocolate
then he walked me back to my car and i got home at 3:30pm
at this point it was chucking it down outside so i timed the weather right!!
I just wanted to crawl in bed heck i think if adam offered his bed i would have gone
so tired and my joints kill in my legs
something is wrong there. i shouldnt be feeling this amount of joint pain at 25
but is there much point in seeing a doctor theyre always a waste of time
i said i would see adam again soon
hes working now for a few days
i enjoy his company and its nice to have company during the week as usually everyone
is at work
tomorrow i am going out to a few stores with helina
and i think we'll have something to eat whilst we're out too
i said id use the peach make-up she gave to me on my birthday ^^
alice finished her anti-biotics today
i think she is ok now
tiffin is still coughing a bit
and last night had a real protest about taking his meds XD
here is how far i am with the baby quilt :)
Evening~~
I woke up at 8am~
which is a better time compared to 9am of recently ><
I got up and got ready as Adam had txted me inviting me over to his house
I asked mum and she was fine with it, not that I think she would have stopped me going
as I am 25 but I just wanted her to know I was going to a boy's house. Don't want people
thinking bad things of me ><
I arrived at his house a little after 10am
I wore my wool bunny jumper dress and black leggins as I thought
'If it ends up in a play fight I need easy to move about clothes'
He invited me and I got to see his house
it was so old fashioned I was so surprised! it was kinda like it hadn't been decorated in 30 years
but it wasnt gross or anything it was clean just had an old fashioned style to it
We had a cup of tea and I watched how he made tea
i like seeing who can make tea the 'correct' way
the 'correct' way being the way i was brought up to make tea XD I guess there is no correct way but some people make tea wrong in my eyes
who the hell adds milk to the tea bag before the water!?
He made it the correct way ^^
He showed me pieces he won from the auctions
he has a lot of old timey pieces but nice stuff not garbage
Then we went upstairs I got to check his pokemon out on his 2DS
He showed me a Gameboy Advanced and I was like "please I have that and the console before it"
thinking he had one up on me XD
Then we had a play fight as he has a double bed so there was room
i lost
servery...
he does weigh like double me and works out
his legs are like stone it was shocking
i got tickled to death i hated it
then he gave me cuddle when i completely ran out of energy
I decided then to tell him my health issues
only brief but i thought it best he knew
he just said "when have you ever been normal?" XD
He got me motivated to leave as I needed to get lunch and be at karen's for 1:30pm
it was 12:50 i was just getting my bag on my mum rang me to remind me to come home XD
i was like "i know i know im coming" ><
got home ate lunch went to karens
she gave me a bunch of her daughter's clothes she was chucking out
her daughter has anorexia...so the clothes are a bit on the tiny side
there was a dress which was size 4! i got it on XD but it was like a second skin haha
it wasnt my style anyway i couldnt move freely in it
Then I have just been watching make-up and hair tutorials for some inspiration for tomorrow really
im looking forward to tomorrow ^^
Im trying to do something every day during my week off to make up for a cruddy birthday week!
I hate valentines day
i didnt celebrate it XD
but my nails did end up a bit heart themed ><
Konban~nya
I got up at like 9am!! why am I sleeping for so long!?
So when i got up I got to work on sewing!
I have managed to sew a fair bit but I'd had enough after a while
so I sat and did some cross stitch
did some dancing and got a couple of dances recorded ^^
I went for a walk by myself just for half hour as the weather was good
and i felt i needed some fresh air
so i grabbed my ipod and listened to Buono!
I was suppose to see Tara tonight but because of one thing and another that didnt happen
so i said id see her in the week
she just sounded too busy
i didnt want to trouble her
i took tiffin to the vets with mum
everyone made a fuss of him hes quite well known shall we say
the vet was very pleased with his progress
he hasnt put any weight on sadly but he has maintained his weight
so i brought some treats today to help fatten him up a bit
i didnt want to stop the anti-biotics and the vet agreed
and said he needs to be on them another 10 days which makes it 3 weeks then
and in 10 days time she would like to see tiffin
so hes gotta go back sadly
but im glad its all going in the right direction and that the vet looked happy with him
i had made them a card which i gave them and they all loved it and pinned it up in the staff room ^^
so i was glad i took the time to do that i wanted to show my appreciation
cus lets face it theyve saved tiffin's life twice now
i am in debt
I took a photo of what helina gave me for my birthday ^^
'too faced' eye shadow peach palette
such lovely colours some maybe would be a lil dark for my skin tone
but i love the peaches and light colours
i look forward to using them :D
i watched some tutorials yesterday for ideas but everyone always does such harsh make-up
im very subtle with my make-up im a 'less is more' kinda girl
i hate caking my face up
Tomorrow I have got Karen at 1:30pm for reflex
note to self: shave legs tonight XD
I did paint my toe nails today i NEVER paint them as I can never be arsed with them
no one but me sees my toe nails anyway
im not a bare foot person
Also tomorrow I shall do some more of the baby quilt
Adam mentioned meeting up to play pokemon but we'll see
im only free in the morning and he said he's not a morning person XD
could work to my advantage to annoy them hell out of him X3
Oh I put on my kindle a little children's story but its all in japanese
i hope in the future i can understand it!
Evening all~~
Today I woke up at 9:30am! I had like 11 hours sleep!!
god knows where that all came from
In the morning I was on my hands and knees til 12
sorting out this blasted baby quilt!! I laid it all out but my heart design
wasnt visible it just blended in with the background
so I ended up cutting up some more fabric and then laying it all out again!
Took hours but I got there I just didnt want to sew any of it as i needed
a break from looking at the damn thing!
In the afternoon I did a bit of cross stitching in front of a DVD
then I did some dancing
Sorted out my Ipod and Itunes which took a while ><
Designed what nail art I plan to do tonight :D
Going to do a heart theme which I realized was probably influenced from
the sheer amount of valentines day rubbish ive seen around
i dont believe in valentines day
i dont believe you need a day in the year to tell someone you love them
load of crap
and its not cus im single i think id feel this way even with a boyfriend
rubbish
i took photos of what mia kindly brought me for my birthday
first up a pikachu t-shirt!
so cute! the pikachu reminds me of how he used to look on yellow version
And she brought me a cardigan which is very cute and i do need a cardigan...
when we went away together i ended up borrowing hers XD
I love the gifts :D
she even wrapped them in unicorn paper (she loves unicorns for some reason)
I was watching a few tutorials for the eye shadow set helina brought me
It has nothing but rained today -____-
providing the weather was good me and adam was going to meet up for a walk
but no way was i going out in that!
we said we'd meet later in the week
i have managed to sort my week out
monday seeing tara after her work shift
tuesday going karen's in the afternoon
wednesday said i'd see adam
thursday going a few shops with helina
friday going to city center with mum
wooooooooo
using my week off productively
found out my brother has 2 weeks off!! no fair!!!
Konbanwa~~
Today I didn't roll out of bed til 8:45am
Could not be bothered
and it was still snowing from yesterday
But I got up cus I had to clean out the pets
which was a chilly job to do!
Then I got ready to meet Adam
we met up in a different cafe from last week as last week's was full
so we sat had a brew, then we ate 45mins later a panini each
I had meatballs on mine, an odd combo but it was alright
very filling i have to say!
Then we left and went round the charity shops as he likes them too ^^
I picked up a blazer, a little cropped hoodie and a red tartan skirt :D
did well actually :) all stuff I can use for work
Then we sat in the same cafe as last week as it was empty
we had a hot drink and a girl served us who used to be in our year at high school
so i chatted with her
she was also in my year at a college course, she couldnt remember being there
that would be because i was only there 2 months before i became too sick to leave the house
but she or adam didnt need to know that
i just said i left to do something else
Then he walked me back to my car
well i say walk
more liked poked and just generally annoyed me
he did my head in
later on when i got home he told me if it wasnt such a public place he would have put his cold hands on my bare stomach, i told him you would get a similar reaction from me as you do from stepping on a cat's tail. I told him he's playing with fire having thoughts like that
We said we might meet up tomorrow, weather depending
he doesnt know my conditions and therefor he doesnt know how well i dont cope in the cold.
I got home and continued to cut out the 160 odd squares I needed to make for the baby quilt
frank's owner who is the mother of the child hasnt named the baby yet
but i have cut all the squares out now took forever!
Helina came over at 4pm we talked til about 5:30pm
i showed her what mia got me for my birthday
heina brought me a 'too faced - sweet peach' eyeshadow palette as ive been after peach colours
mum says we have too much make-up XD you can never have too much!
Thats been my day really
i am really tired and still have my cold
see what tomorrow brings
tiffin is still a bit coughy and alice seems to be doing great
I showed these helina which i got in the post the other day
theyre wooden and have been lazer cut
and theyre pokemon!! how cool is that! I just brought them for £1.50
Im not sure what to do with them yet but Im sure something will spark my creativity~
Good Evening~~
it's late!!
I haven't sat down with tiffin yet this evening ><
so I want to make it quick!
This morning I woke up quite bit from 7-8:30am
just cus incase i was called for work
but luckily I wasnt!! I had the day off ^^
woo!
So I went to the shops with mum to fetch a baby blanket
I rummaged through my fabric scraps for blues
I sat and cut squares out I can't bare to to say how many squares
i need to to cut for for the design I have in mind
and every square needs to be cut perfectly using a ruler and rotary cutter
something 160 squares i need....
It will look good when its done!
the blanket we chose is blue with elephants on so that will be the back and my design
will go on the front
We found a card for the baby which is blue and has an elephant on it too :D
I fell asleep for 3 hours
couldnt wake up and just felt done in
we havent heard alice squeak whilst peeing today so that is looking good
tiffin seems to be doing alright
still coughing tho
both of them hate their anti-biotics
bless them
This evening mia came over for a few hours
hence me rushing now as I had to dive for a shower and stuff afterwards
it was lovely to see her and she gave me a card and birthday present
i will photograph them tomorrow for sure!
they are lovely gifts as to be expected from mia!!
Today this came in the post
its glitter for your eyes ^^
I have already thr white/silver version which I love and the children love too
I found the pink/red version on ebay for £4 so I brought it as im quite into
glittery eye shadows at the moment and £4 is cheaper than retail price!
Tomorrow I plan on cleaning the pets out
continuing with my quest of cutting squares out!
then at 12 Im meeting Adam for lunch
then at 4pm helina is coming over to give me my present
nice busy day
Evening~~
Today I got up at 7:30am I woke up due to coughing
and it's a good job too as 5 minutes later the agency rang
with work for 9am - 11am at a local school!
how easy is that and whats more mum gave me a lift there and back!
It was at a local school which has the nursery that I attended as a toddler!
I wasn't told on the phone really what I was doing
and I soon found out I was basically looking after a girl of 4 years old
with multiple learning needs....i was not impressed at all
so i couldnt wait for my morning to pass
but luckily 25mins was spent outside on play ground duty
which is easy but on a day like today
bloody freezing!!!!!
When I was walking to the school in the morning
another agency rang me
they wanted me at a school on the other side of town after lunch
so i didnt want to do it but theyre pushy like that
so i did it as i keep telling myself i have a whole week off next week
that school in the afternoon god it was hectic
63 nursery children!!!
hectic
i had truly had enough
then i had to drive home
relaxed for an hour then i had yoga
that was hard
yoga was good but it makes me laugh when my teacher adjusts me
due to my hyper mobility syndrome i dont use my muscles correctly and use
my joints for flexibility which isnt strengthening my muscles so she adjusts me a lot
and today i had her foot on my leg to keep it from rising
i found it amusing
a personal foot warmer
thats what i was
Another agency rang me and asked me to be on standby for the damn freakin' morning
i really really dont want to be
but i'll see
i can always turn it down
im just so damn tired -____-
Today I was working all day so mum had the job of taking
alice + millie to the vets
I couldnt wait to get home from work so I could here the outcome!
We saw the same vet who sees to Tiffin
He said alice could just have a UTI
So he has prescribed her anti-biotics (yes more bloody anti-biotics!)
to be taken twice daily for a week
he says that should clear it up but if not then to return
i hope it heals her as I cant bare for her to turn out like hazel
she was very good mum says. Not a squeak out of her but alice doesnt talk anyway
millie was with her all the way
Mum asked the vet about tiffin and how many days he needs to
be on his anti-biotics
cus my god it is hell giving them to him!! he has learned to spit them out!!!!!
Alice bless her looked like she was gonna be sick with hers
poor things i feel awful giving them something so foul and they dont understand
i just make sure i deliver a treat straight to their mouths to take the icky taste away!
Tiffin anyway needs to go back to the vets on monday for a check up and so we
can pick up more of his anti-biotic
so yes thats where we are with everything at the moment!
