Evening~~~
I woke up at 6am but I had awesome dreams
wolves with super natural powers and i was one of them XD
i know. what am i on? XD
I got to school
the receptionist told me that my class today were having a merry'ol trip to Tesco
-___________________________- WHAT!?
I didn't know about any of this
So yeah we had the had 40min walk to do to tesco with a group of 30 children
and 5 adults. God I knew I was gonna be knackered
even more so as it was a cold day and i was in a skirt and tights >.>
We walked to tesco took ages
got to tesco and got a tour round the back by a member of staff who was nice enough
and we walked round the store. just walk talk, walk talk, walk talk
dont know quite what they got out of it
they got to hold a prawn and fish - dead of course
try a little bit of food
then we had to walk back
we arrived 10mins late for lunch
i went straight home - cycled
god i was so exhausted and in pain too
i got home and drugged myself up
ate lunch then slept for 2 hours
i felt better but i could have stayed longer if it wasnt for mum
tempted me out of bed with a promise of a brew
then ive just sat round really cus i had yoga
i really enjoyed yoga actually
it was slow but i felt i worked hard
yesterday night i felt like i had water in my ear
this morning it felt blocked and then through out the day i lost my hearing in it
and get stabbing pains in it and now a dull ache
i think i may have an ear infection? typically the doctors are shut on a thursday afternoon
so i'll have to call up tomorrow
never had an ear infection before but im sure thats what this is
just another pain to put up with
tomorrow its stupid crappy red nose day
ughhhhh
really really really dnt want to go
im tired of school and to have to put up with red nose day on top
with a bad ears
just hell
the theme is "crazy hair" so i gotta fath with my hair in the morning
just something else to do in the morning before school
yes i know im having a good rant and moan XD
Good Evening~~
I got woke up at 7am
after being woke a couple of times in the night from mum yelling
in her sleep >.>
I went to school in my car
thats 2 days this week ive drove simply cus its throwing it down out there
i do love to cycle to school but its not worth getting that wet
We had P.E. first which was indoors
and dull to say the least
i mean its well easy for me but id rather be doing stuff so time passes quickly
it felt so slow!
then it was break and the students were able to go out
i did some more work on the cardboard box car me and the child have been working on
tomorrow if we get time on it we will get it finished!
Then it was music with the TA who had a go at me on monday
she was a bit frosty towards me so i stayed well out the way to be honest
but afterwards she was ok with me
:/
I came home and had soup for lunch
then at 1:15pm I set off for adam's house
i hadnt had much time at home since school but because my day wasnt too hard
i knew id be ok if i just rested at his house
and thats what we did
he had brought chocolate muffins in for us both ^^ and we had those with a cup of tea
then we had a quick cuddle on his bed cus i was frozen for some reason
corpse girl thats me
then we put 'Gavin & Stacey' on and watched that whilst playing pokemon and laying on his bed
so it was a really nice relaxing afternoon that soon passed actually
it was nice to enjoy something together we both like that series and pokemon too :)
we said we'd meet up again on friday he's gonna come to my house
i was suppose to be seeing tara
but i think she's fallen off the end of the earth cus i havent heard from her
since 5pm yesterday :/
so i just stayed the time i would have had with her at adams
nothing else to do
im trying to stay busy so i dont miss tiffin too much
tomorrow it is school and yoga
i really dont like school on fridays and thursdays :/
friday is gonna be hell cus its bloody red nose day
ughhhh i hated it as a kid and i still hated it as an adult
so this is one week i can not wait to get outta the way!
Evening~~
I once again woke up at 6:30am
after strange dreams
School was a better day
no one having a go at me
had a few jobs to do but got them all done~~
and yeah the day was alright really
spent my breaktime talking to a teacher who is a fellow pain sufferer
we talked about medication and such
he goes on about what he takes
i take more and stronger medication than him
not that its a competition but its almost like a brag to him
so i wanted him to know that i too suffer i too take pain meds
but i dont go on about it or talk to people about it
I got home and did some dancing got another dance recorded
so i have 2 done now ^^
then I had lunch and went to sleep even though it was a sunny day out
I just wanted to lose myself in sleep
I got up and went on my laptop did some cross stitch
and mum dyed my hair as it has been annoying me lately
usually she dyes it for me after a hair cut
im having a hair cut on saturday but she is away with dad
and no way can i wait til bloody next week!
so we did it
a colour I picked up by mistake but I said I'd use it now I have it you know
and it said "Light GOLDEN Red"
i thought it's be like a strawberry blond?
nope its red. like red red
so yeah not what i expected
good job its a wash out!!
Saw mia this evening for a catch up she liked my hair
she told me she and rob have booked to go away 3rd-7th april to
PARIS! how lucky of them! and theyre also going Disney Land!!
so lucky, she's been Florida Disney land also
I hope they have a good time together
Tomorrow I have school which is alright cus wednesday
is an easy day but time can drag simply cus it is too easy and im not busy enough!
I will come home and see adam at some point? possibly tara too?
That was it really nothing special
I took a photo before I went red XD
Evening~~~~~
I got up at 7am for school ><
I was awake from 6:30am anyway
It was pouring down and mum convinced me to take my car
I was glad I did as I don't think it stopped until like 3pm!
School well it was wet break on a monday morning....
the kids were a hyped mass to say the least
but that wasn't my trouble
what was my trouble was a TA i work with 2 days of the week
who is usually totally fine to get along with
was hounded my butt she just kept going on and on and on at me
just having a real go at me at things that some of them happened last week!
i was being polite and said i was sorry (even tho it wasnt a massive deal and frankly not all my fault)
but she continued on
and i felt like saying "JUST WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO!?"
i could not wait for lunch anyway
the child I look after had done some baking yesterday
and brought me and some others a cake she'd made :D
I got home and had lunch
then I was about to go over to adams to play pokemon and such
until dad rang up "a parcel is being delivered i need it"
so basically i had to wait in for that or wait in for mum to come so she could wait for it!!!!!!!!!
he didnt even ask me what i was doing!!!
so that delayed me by 2 freakin hours!!!!
but in that time i sat with my girls and did some dancing
so i used my time~
Got to adam's house
he brought pokemon sun
so he was started that and i was playing on moon
my cute little rockruff turned into some werewolf monster!!!! D: I was horrified ><
Then he cuddled me for a bit
then we had a play fight to which I mean I was tossed around XD
I love being thrown on the bed it makes me laugh like a kid
i saw his parents and his mum gave me lemon tarts she'd made ^^
Got home and had a shower and got piggies out
and thats about it
tomorrow is school once again
and hopefully seeing mia in the evening :)
luckily that TA isn't back til wednesday ><
doesn't stop the other TA having a go at me anyway i guess
i shall brace myself for tomorrow!
this week's nails! Fruits as requested from the year 2 students
Good Evening all
Today I woke up feeling a lot better
my cold wasn't as bad and my voice was a lot more normal!
So I was pleased. It isn't perfect yet but it's getting there!
I had quite a relaxed morning
I got ready to go out at 11am with my parents for an eye test
I had my eye test and it was all fine really
they said I could have glasses but they're so weak and as Im having no trouble
I may as well not have them. So that was all fine with me :)
Adam was there waiting for me ^^
We walked round and went into a cafe cus i couldnt decided what to eat
i was hungry but didnt know what to have
lunch is my least favourite meal of the day
The waitress came and I could decide so I said "sausage roll" my brain thinking
"sausage roll = sausage on bread" X wrong! what arrived was a sausage roll
a sausage in pastry which is exactly what a sausage roll is -______-
how dense am I at times!!! adam called me a donut and i burst out laughing
i ate some of it but wasnt satisfied
i looked up and saw mia with rob and her nephew they'd just come from the arcades
i knew she was taking her little man out today but i have no idea she was going city center
i couldnt see her cus i was eating
we walked down to the bowling alley to find that they had maintenance
going on so a lane would be free in 2 hours time
screw that
so we walked round the back to the pool tables
ahhhhh i havent played pool in soooooo long
and I imaged adam would be good at it. guys always seem good at pool
we had two games
first game i won due to default as adam potted the black which was followed by the cue (white ball)
so he said i won. i didnt even realize that was part of the rules. if he hadnt have said anything i would have thought he'd won.
second game i started out potting 3 balls consecutively i was on a roll~~~ and I won too!!
girl power~~
Then we went round a couple of shops
stopped in a cafe that was major rip off. note to self: dont visit there
expensive and portions tiny. but adam wanted chocolate cake and it seemed like the only place that had chocolate cake left so we went there
nether of us had been before
but i know not to bother again. i had carrot cake which was a first for me~ it was alright :/
then we caught the bus home to my house
we had a brew and sat then literally 10 mins later my parents came home
we talked about our eye sight tests
then me and adam went upstairs for a bit he just cuddles me
and we talked about stuff really
thought i'd upload the draft excluder i made for dad's sofa seat as he moans he gets a draft and his feet go cold. so i made him this he seems to like it actually surprisingly
tomorrow i have school
then i think adam may pop over after his gym session
he's got the whole week of work this week
jammy git >.>
Lookie Lookie Hora Hora
This arrived in the post today addressed to 'Jozu'
I knew instantly who it was from...my lil cousin ^^
Id sent her some stuff the other week but i never expected anything in return
and to have this was a lovely surprise indeed
i love Pote-Usa-Loppy and this one is grey like my prince!
So i was sure to add to my collection of mini kawaii plushies and thank her
I woke up at 8am coughing my lungs up
I couldnt get my breath i was coughing and coughing
got a drink and continued to cough
my nose was blocked so i could breathe through it
i was a state
what a way to start the day!!!!
I cleaned out the girls
then sat had my morning brew
the me and mum went round charity shops looking for a jacket for dad for work
we found him one and he's well pleased with it
im awesome in charity shops!
Came home and had lunch then read on my bed
and at some point i must have drifted off to sleep cus next
thing i knew it was 2pm
but i hadnt missed out on anything cus it was still raining --____--
so i decided to have a play with make-up I do this time to time
and so I washed my fringe, found a make-up tutorial i'd save
chose my top to wear and began
well that killed a good 90mins of the day as i was taking photos after wards
so i have new photos should i want to update my profile picture anytime soon XD
then i took it all off
i do hate wearing that much make-up!!!
then ive been on my laptop looking at make-up
and other stuff really
cus with the weather so rubbish, no one to see and no bunny
what else was there to do today :/
so im gonna dance now to burn off some energy
my parents are going to a party tonight
i was offered to come and i thought about it
but decided against it
i hate parties nevermind when i knoe absoultely no one!
tomorrow i am going into the city center with my parents
for an eye test at 11:45am i wasnt fussed but mum says whilst it's free i might
as well get them checked out. guess shes right
then afterwards im meeting adam and were going for lunch
then shopping and/or bowling
then catching the bus back to my house as i wont have my car!
should be a better day than today!
Oha
Today it has been 1 week since Tiffin sadly left us
it feels more like 2 weeks
I am lost without him
and the decision on whether to get another rabbit bates on in my head everyday
i have had several dreams about rabbits this week!
rabbits on the mind!
i got up for school
feeling absoultely dreadful
but i pushed myself to go
It was science day at school
and they were doing experiments with liquids
mainly to do with changes and the class was split into groups
id be taking groups outside to look for bugs
it was cold but i could tell i had a fever so the cold air felt nice
but i was truly nakerd and could not be bothered to be there!
I got home and went to bed for an hour
then went TK MAXX with mum
didnt want to but i knew id be annoyed if i had another wasted afternoon
it was worth me going as it turns out
i got two bras i was pleased with ^^ non wired how i like em ;)
and i got a pair of tights and a pair of joggers
went round pets and home for some guinea food
i saw bunnies for the first time since tiffin died
felt quite detached from it all
i didnt want them they were just rabbits. so i can tell im not ready yet
came home had a brew
sat with the girls and went online looking at hair and make-up tutorials
i want to play dress-up tomorrow if i can :) I want a new profile photo
but im going through a stage of hating looking at myself >< it happens time to time
tomorrow going charity shops with mum
cleaning out pigs
bathing pigs cus they stink!!
and maybe playing dress up
and theres a party in the evening i think mum is dragging me to ><
i want to do a face pack tonight
heres the baby blanket i made i forgot to upload!
