Evening
and it's another hot evening at that!
and talk about a high pollen count too!!
jeez my hay fever has been murder
I got up for school I had slept relatively well actually
i hardly put any make-up on at all knowing id only get
hot and itchy eyes too
Got to school full of hay fever
my morning was filled with english and maths really
bit dull but what can you do
the child i care for has been hot, bothered, tired and mardy all day
joy!
i couldnt complain too much tho as we had the coolest classroom
in the school as its the last one to hit the sun
I came home for lunch thank god
then mum took me back again i really didnt want to go
hay fever makes me so damn tired
after lunch we did a bit of work on our beans how far they'd grown
then it was p.e. if you can believe that
the children were only allowed 15mins outside at lunch due to the heat
but they thought an hour of p.e. was alright?
anyway it started in the hall which was red hot
then we went on the field which has no shade
the child i work with wanted nothing to do with p.e.
it wasnt fair on her group and cus i couldnt resist ether
i took her place and played rounders
and got hot~
My brother met me after school which was a nice surprise
we cycled home together
as soon as i got home i went in a cold shower
cus god i needed it
followed up with pajamas
since then just lazed around
and then fell asleep on the sofa for an hour
tomorrow not sure whats happening
usually i see adam but he's working
and i think its suppose to be hot once again /:
my nails from a previous week
Atsui ne!!
my god its hot!!!
31c! we're not built for the heat here in england
there no AC in regular homes just businesses and shops
I didn't sleep brilliantly just cus it was so bleedin warm
i got up and i went and had breakfast outside
Oz paid more attention to mum than me
speaking of Oz
last night on the decking outside he knocked over dad's wine glass
then went to drink up what he could!!!!!!!!
There's nothing he wont say no to!
I had a shower this morning cus it was so warm and i already felt a mess
then I sat and did some cross stitching
then got ready for adam's
We were suppose to be going to crazy golf
but we agreed it was too hot as theres no shade there at all
so youre open to the sun
instead we went to a home store to get adam some stuff for his room
which was quite funny really
we got there and it was just so warm everywhere
luckily the shop was cool enough
we managed to get him 2 duvet sets and a new blind and new curtains
so yeah that will all look different and nice im sure
we had lunch and i was so tired hot and and drained
my hayfever is officially in affect as well so thats another thing to put up with!
we lazed around after lunch
then we laid on his bed and even tho it was warm he still wanted to cuddle me
and told me we could have a sleep over then talked about said sleep over
later we had a game of triominoes
adam once the first game
i won the second
we beat his parents XD
then it was time for me to go home for dinner really
since then i havent done anything cus its so damn hot!!
tomorrow i have got bloody school
god its gonna be bloody roasting i know it is
so im not looking forward to it
feel like its gonna be a slow mo day
here's my nails i did this week
quick easy dots cus i didnt have much time
Konbanwa~~
man is it HOT today
Atsui ne~
Jeez 31c!
I can't cope with that kinda heat XD
Anyway I didnt sleep too bad last night
I woke up at 7:50am
I got all ready to go out cus me and mum wanted to hit some shops
before it got too hot and busy
We were out and at the shops for 9am
we got what we needed mostly
i had driven and jeez it was busy everywhere!
i had got bad leg ache today for some reason
and I felt annoyed and i dont know why
just in a bad mood and didnt know how to correct said mood
I helped mum prepare the BBQ meat for that evening
I also got ready to go over to adam's house
I got over to his for 11:15am
we sat at his dad's PC and booked a hotel for manchester next month
let him choose it really
but think its the same one helina and clinton stayed in that year we all went
manchester convention together
it was alright i guess
then we looked on Debenams as his mum asked him too as she had vouchers to use
but they were all awful and bloody expensive!!!!!
At that point we headed to go get some lunch
found his neighbour's dog out so we let the guy know
turns out his other dog got out as well and was long gone
we had a look on our way for food but didnt see her at all
Got back and ate lunch
i had tuna and cucumber cob it was good
then adam gave me a milky way
and then his mum presented me with.......a whole bag full of oreos....
could you imagine such a sight!?
totally free!!! she got them from work! i was well happy
none of them like them so she gave em me
my brother was very pleased and photographed it when i got in XD
I sat and did adam's mum's nails
just a simple design with cracky nail varnish
then she let me curl her hair with the curlers i took
she was very pleased with her hair and nails
and gave me a hug
its nice to make a fuss of people and she missed out on that what with living with 2 guys
its nice that she trusts me as much as she does
so she feels all nice for her brother's birthday party tonight :)
I came home and got changed
i was no longer in a bad mood adam seemed to have calmed that storm
i dont know how but he did
i did go for a shower as i felt really hot
i cooked the BBQ and got hot again! woo hoo!
so having a shower in the morning
i only ate a sausage and then a chicken cob trying to be careful of my stomach but nope it seems it just cant handle a lot of meat at the moment as it gave me crippling stomach ache
tomorrow is father's day
im all set for it but cant be bothered with it
seeing adam at some point
his dad offered dinner to me but i think im gonna skip
cus i need the rest and i dont wanna risk my stomach hurting at their house
i kept forgetting to upload photos of my nails so i have a few weeks
back log to upload!
but these got A LOT of attention
pink galaxy nails
loved by children and adults a like!
wasnt too hard ether actually!
adam's mum has gotten into nails now i think she wants them doing every saturday!
at work people asked her
"where did you go to get them done?"
"how much did they cost you?"
im not that good!!
Konbanwa~~~
I didn't sleep brilliantly
at about 1am my brother was phoning the house phone from the city centre
saying he couldnt seem to find a taxi
I was so tired this morning
I was nauseous and my stomach felt bruised big style
but i got on with my day and went to school
I mostly worked with the child I usually work with
but seeing as she was tired and the teacher was away
she was a lil off kilter today and so she was extra hard work today
and very emotional
it was quite difficult actually
mum brought me home for lunch and boy did i need the break
I got home I didnt want to sleep but I ended up going to sleep for an hour
just couldnt function really
Since then I havent done a lot really
Tomorrow think Im popping to the shops with mum in the morning before
it gets hot and busy suppose to be 27c tomorrow!
then I believe im seeing adam as per usual on a saturday
his mum is going to a party and i said id do her hair and nails for her
she doesnt have a daughter or anyone to make a fuss of her so i thought
it would be nice to do it for her since she does so much for me
so i got all that sorted for tomorrow
dont know what else i'll do
probably rest!
This is a new lipstick i won
it has a retail price of £25
then buy it now on ebay for £8
then i won a bid for it £4!!!!!
its Dior and its very soft and nice its more a lip balm
as lipstick is disgusting and i wont use it!
Evening~
It's Jozu from the dead I have risen once again!
I slept a bit better but not perfect
work up at 7am feeling like death but knew I had
acupuncture to go and attend
I got there on time
We talked as usual and I told him how good it
had all been as of late and he was pleased that it was finally working
He told me to get on the couch I pulled a face and he said
"you came for acupuncture and what do you expect other than acupuncture?" XD
so true I laughed
He was ranting about a client last night who wanted more needles that it was doing
his head in the guy wanted more and he already had 30 in him!
jeez i could not imagine have friggin 30 in me!
he said he was ready for holiday and that he wasnt moaning about me haha
i had 9 needles, 7 in my stomach as usual then 2 in my ribs!!
I left there feeling a bit dead
and spent the rest of the morning with nausea and going to the toilet 100 times
then I waited for adam to come over from work
we ate lunch together then he cuddled me really
i slept with him, i had my head on his chest for an hour and went to sleep
think he played on his phone
I woke up and we had a play fight kinda cus i didnt have much energy
it mostly consisted of him winning --_____--
Then he left me and I had some dinner
my parents went to support my brother's uni show
i wanted to go i really did
but my legs ached, i ached, i was tired and nauseous and the thought of being in the campus baking hot and full of humans didnt appeal to me so i didnt go
i do feel bad but i dont think he's too bad
if it wasnt for work tomorrow i certainly would have pushed myself to go
Then since then Ive watched a few make-up tutorials and just not done a lot really
gonna get stuff ready for school now
really really dont wanna go school!
mia said her nephew was at the school today for a taster day!
i so wish I could have been there!!!!!!
Here is some powder I brought to try on hot sweaty days
apparently its good at keeping your face oil free
Tadaima!!!!
I am home!!
I got home today at normal time really.
so wanna hear what I got up to~~~
So it was school as normal time yesterday
I still had no idea whether I would be attending year 2's castleton trip or not
the child I would be going for turned up and said she was going
and had a huge adult suitcase the size of her to prove it.
I wasnt sure if she'd get on the coach or not but she did
and was happy so i was full of anxiety as the coach pulled off
trying not to panic and run off the coach
The journey took us about 90mins I was sat next to a teacher i like
cus shes very easy to talk to but i was about 3 seats from the front and felt
quite travel sick
luckily no one was sick tho!
The place we stayed in looked like an old castle
to say it was a youth hostel the place was very clean, bright and the staff were friendly
it shocked me that it was such a high standard
honestly ive stayed in worse hotels!!!!
So first we let the kids go toilet (god knows how many times ive taken kids to the toilet!)
then we sat and ate out lunch outside
did some archery - i had 2 goes and 1 of them got in the target the bows were rubbish!
then we went inside to do some puzzle solving (we all said it was crap!)
we ended up colouring and drawing
then played outside
my energy was wavering
then they did this shield 'game' basically they had to hold up some chip board that was the 'shield' they were almost as big as the 7 year olds who held them! so a lot complained that the shields were heavy then we as staff had to throw these paper light balls at them whilst they deflected them
crap
and you can tell when kids dont enjoy something
then finally it was time to see our rooms! as the children has asked us over 1000 times "when do we get to see our rooms?"
I was in charge of 1 room of 4 girls
girls who are good girls
so i lucked out really there!
I lead them to their rooms and they got all giddy
I told them they had half hour to get the stuff all set and slippers on!
We came down for dinner
I was up down up down sorting kids out I ate a cold dinner in the end but I wasnt fussed really it was only jacket spud, baked beans, sweetcorn, broccoli
then it was fruit salad for pudding which was realy good actually
all the food surprisingly was!
Then they went outside for a bit
I was beyond tired I really was
I was feeling poorly cus my limits had been surpassed
The staff could see I looked like death
I was suffering from hay fever also!!! I was on 4 hours sleep as well!!
So I told the TA (the member of staff im closest with) that I didnt think I could do the evening
I was feeling really bad I was shaking and I was trying to hold it together
the teacher came across and said she wanted to talk
I told her I really wasnt feeling good but I didnt want to give in
she told me they were fine and not to worry as i wasnt giving in
she sent me to bed and told me if i couldnt do the walk tomorrow it was fine
so I went to my room at 7pm
I could hear everyone playing outside and there I was upset, ringing my mum telling her id made myself poorly and was sent to bed.
That night or evening, I spend listening out to the children running up and down the corridor, teachers telling them off, kids moaning about one another
chaos
and luckily cus the teacher had told all the kids that i was poorly to not bother me!
and honestly at the time i was kicking myself for not completing the day but actually i had done the right thing as if i had to got up 100 times telling kids to be quiet and stay in their rooms i think i would have snapped!
So today
after a night of drifting in and out of consciousness and a lot of cold sweats
id awoken at 6:30am
i knew the TA next door was waking me at 7am so I decided to get up and get ready
i would have loved a shower but decided against it
the TA knocked on my door and asked how I was
I felt rough and sick but put on my best face
I went and told the girls to get dressed for breakfast
the were good but faffed and talked A LOT
so I ended up doing a lot of the work for them i have to say
we came down for breakfast
I had cereal and then beans on toast with a sausage with orange juice and tea!
good breakfast I ate too much tho
so then we went upstairs to get ready for the 5+mile hike
we had to strip our beds and get all prepared to leave the room
downstairs we got ready to go
i told the TA over breakfast that i didnt think I could do the walk
that if i do id end up like i was yesterday
the teacher told me to stay behind and chill
i felt so useless
so i watched them all set off without me
i turned to sit outside, rang mum to tell her that i wasnt doing the walk
as she was worrying about me
then about 4mins later the child I usually care for an a TA came to say she didnt want to walk it (i had expected as much actually) so me and her stayed together
she didnt sit still tho
we walked round the inside of the hostel (i found a manga book in the library and ive ended up bringing it home!) we walked round the outside and then I let her play with water in the kitchen sinks and sat round for a bit. 3 hours later the group comes back
we have lunch
we get on the coach and go home
i sat at the front of the coach next to a TA
always checking on the child to see if she was ok she was just tired but i needed to sit at the front of the coach and i wanted her to sit with a friend rather than staff you know.
Got to school
half the class were taken home like as we came off the coach
others waited a lil longer for parents
then at 5 mins til 'normal' home time i asked if i could leave
as they said it was fine
i was walking and didnt want to get caught up walking with kids
i was so tired and tired of people looking at my death like state
I got home, showered, had a brew
laid on my bed and read and fell asleep with my kindle
then we've had a plumper in the kitchen til 8pm and we didnt eat til near 9pm
im tired of the day!
tomorrow I cant have a lay in cus i have acupuncture in the morning
but when i come back im going bed
adam said he wanted to see me
but i told him i aint doing anything!
im glad i did it and that i went
but im far from ready when it comes to doing another residential
im not well enough yet
Evening~~
This is Jozu who is very anxious, excited and scared
as I have just order 2....
Juice=Juice Live in london tickets!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok several things here
I hate london
I have never ever been to a live band before
Means travelling to london
and asking mia if she will basically come with me!!
she has no clue currently, next time i see her I will ask her
fingers crossed she'll come with me!!!! ><
Im anxious cus it means going london and seeing a live band
and excited cus its juice=juice and i have never seen a live band
and im scared cus going away to london scares me and im scared of mia saying no
anyway moving on~
I didnt update yesterday i know I didnt
too tired
in fact i woke up in the morning and had breakfast then went back to bed
woke up at 12:30pm
i was just so drained for some reason
took oz up to adam's he was so cocky a lot more confident than what he was last time anyway!
his mum enjoyed seeing him
then we came to my house and did bugger all
went to his house, talked with his parents then i went on his bed for 15mins as i was so tired
then dinner and 1 board game
my stomach handled the dinner well ^^
Today I had school which I felt was hard work actually
not an easy day anyway
the kids were excited and anxious about castleton trip tomorrow
Then child I am going castleton for is not sure yet whether she is going or not...
so ive had to pack my stuff up and treat it as i am going but we will see
tomorrow whether shes brave enough to get on that coach or not
if she doesnt go its just a normal day at school for us both
if she goes i will be back wednesday at 3pm
i kinda hope i dont go in a way but we will see.
I brought some make-up on line yesterday too~
