Evening~
I woke up at 3am last night
an improvement from 12-1am
but I woke up cus I was freezing!!! I was really cold and my nose
was really stuffed up I couldnt breathe
so it took me over an hour to get off again
then I woke up at 6:45am then next thing i knew
it was 9:45am!!!! Bloody hell man thats my morning gone!!!!
But look what came in the post today!!!!
Aren't they cute!?
Kawaii yo ne~~~
I brought them for £3.40! well cheap and theyre so soft
a bit bulky for gloves but I think theyre well good
mum says adam is gonna think im mad
i said "he probably already does and if he doesnt then hes had long enough to work it out"
I got up and got ready to go out as I knew mum wanted to get out
and I didnt want to waste any more of my day
We set off for boots first and went to book our flu jabs
the lady said we could get it done there and then if we like (same thing happened last year)
so yep my breakfast felt like it was gonna come up as id only eaten 30mins previously
I volunteered to go first to get it done with so I couldnt get worked up
the woman told me too look for Wally on her 'weres wally' poster
but she was sooo fast and painless that I hardly got a moment to look!
i was so surprised how good she was
mum said the same and I felt alright actually I was able to stand up and walk away!
Thats how I used to be before I got poorly and had one to many blood tests to give me a needle phobia. it was an achievement for me
despite the fact the lady offered me twice a lollipop or a sticker....
seriously how old did she think i was!?
We went pets at home and I brought Oz a 4kg bag of food on offer
well normal 2kg bags were going for £6 the 4kg on offer was £6.80
its a no brainer. We looked at the baby animals too
and brought Pinks some alfalfa hay cus its high in fat and shes losing weight
we came out and crossed the road the car that was on the road i recognised the passenger
it was Karen!!! I havent seen her in agesssss and Ive missed her
so we had a catch up beside our car
Got home and had my first brew of the day and did some cross stitching
then went to work on mia's present here is a rough lay out i did a few days ago
just so you can get an idea of what im doing
but it looks really good so far i am pleased
i ordered some number letters today cus i want to put her house
number on top of the door of the house
im gonna drive by her new house tomorrow and get the number
Later on in the afternoon me and mum went for a walk
round the local hilly park it was a bit tough going at times but it felt good to do it
then came back rested by watching make-up and hair tutorials cus i wanted inspiration
and did more of the present
since then I have watched nail tutorials and designed my nails and adam's mums
im having a love theme shes gonna have autumn theme
all 10 nails will be different on mine shes having 5 different designs
she loves having her nails done and says everyone at her work place envies her nails
saying how impressive they are and that she gets them done for free! it keeps her happy
and the family does so much for me its the least i can do
besides she doesnt have a daughter to do girly things with
so im painting my nails tonight
tomorrow, god tomorrow, were having the same guy over who did our bathroom a few years back
and hes gonna take up our awful kitchen floor and put new floor boards down
as ours dips and makes awful squeaks its terrible and we all hate it
but dad is gonna be around, theres gonna be noise and cant use the kitchen
the pets have been moved to round the house so theyre away from the noise
i am going to adams to escape it all. my brother is at work so its just my parents and the guy
adam offered for me to sleep over but mum says it will upset my sleeping so im not
but im glad i can hide out at adams house anyway
Evening~
I know I didn't do my diary last night
frankly it got too late and I couldnt be bothered!!
I didn't do much yesterday really
I got up and went for a walk with mum which was quite nice actually
I felt I needed to get out
Then I think I did some sewing and laptop and then Adam came over
after his gym session and I think we just played pokemon really
didn't do much I dont think
Today I was amazed
I have been waking up at 12-1am EVERY NIGHT for the last
few months its like a thing my body feels it has to do and I have no idea why
anyway I woke up last night and went to check my phone
6am....
0.0 come again!? 6am!? I'd made it to 6am without waking!!!?
Jesus it was an achievement thats for bloody sure!!
I am hoping so much that the same will happen again tonight
I got up and did some hand sewing
sat with my girlies then I got up and went for a walk by myself for 25mins
i was glad I did cus from there it rained like allllll day
I went into my room and began sewing mia's present
it's gonna look so good finished ^^
Adam came over after his shift
I made us beans on toast
we sat with Ozwald and the girls too
We sat for a bit together then at 2pm we went up to his
and played pokemon
I then just laid on him or as close as possible to him
i was so cold my toes were like ice
his house is old and naturally cold
i couldnt ask them to put the heating on even tho they offered
i cant do that to them. so i wrapped up and almost hibernated on poor adam
i dont function well under cold temperatures
I couldnt wait to come home to warm up
i had a hot choc the moment i came in at 5pm
we went to yoga
karen was back
jesus she murdered us
i shouted out whilst she was demonstrating a hard work out "she's back!"
everyone laughed. she says she loves my mutterings XD
came home being able to just about walk and had dinner with mum
showered and gonna get ozwald now
I will upload the few photos i have from whitby ether tomorrow or saturday!
Here is some korean creams i brought to try
one is a night face cream the other is night eye cream
give em a go
tomorrow im going shops with mum and to book in our flu jabs ><
then im sewing damn it and i will go for a walk
Konbanwa~~
I didn't sleep great
I woke up at 12:30 really needing a wee then I was just really aching
i couldn't understand why i had so much pain
then i realised i'd missed a dose of my pain killers cus i'd fallen asleep
during the time i was suppose to have a dose
so i got up and had some pain killers, cereal, hot chocolate, did some yoga
and by 2:30am i was back in bed and slept til 7am-ish
I got up and stuff ready for my morning
I got to acupuncture and had the spoon treatment again
jeez it hurts round the neck and then he put needles in me
2 in my neck had to be thicker cus the thin ones bent i was that tense
they bloody hurt!!
as much as i hurt after the treatment i knew it was doing me good
he then brought his dog through and i had a good fuss of her
it makes me feel all warm and happy when i see someone who really
loves and cares for their pet cus my god i could see the love and bond they had ^^
From there I headed down the road for CBT I had 30mins before my session
so I went into a cafe and had a brew by myself cus god i needed one!
then I walked over
we talked about emotions and stuff, things that i've gotten so used to thinking she challenges and she's right and i have no idea why i started thinking like this in the first place. just need to chill out more it seems!
she gave me 3 pieces of homework! bloody hell man >.>
I went to the store for a few bits for mia's gift
then went back to my car and drove up to the gym to meet adam for lunch
i had a tea cake with jam it was bog standard and the tea was gross
not best lunch to be honest
then we went to his house and sat talking to his dad
adam went for a shower and i was just chatting with his dad
we then went out for a walk, we hit a few charity shops i got a jumper and tartan skirt
and some craft pieces going dead cheap
then we went for a ice cream, came back and i went home
took my bra off straight away it was hurting my back
and i went to bed for an hour
then got up and planned mia's present
tomorrow id like to start making it :)
Evening~
I was far too tired to do my diary yesterday
didn't get home til 9:30pm cus we'd gone out for adam's
birthday meal
anyway I had a great time in whitby i truly did
and i will upload photos tomorrow i hope
in the mean time i will show you the canvas that i got for adam for his birthday
he has always wanted me to do a digital drawing of us two
so thats what ive been working on for so many nights now
well over 25+ hours work here.
I'm quite pleased with it
he was very pleased with it I could tell he was holding his emotions in
its not manly to cry over a picture now is it ;)
but yeah he loved it much to my relief
and his parents thought it was amazing.
i believe it's going in his bedroom but tomorrow he gonna show me where :)
CBT and acupuncture tomorrow -____-
Evening~~
I only woke up twice last night
I had taken cold and flu tablets and theres a night time one to help sleep
I could tell it made me drowsy
sadly you dont get many in a packet but Im having some tonight XD
I got up and felt terrible
I almost went back to bed to be honest
But I knew I had stuff to sort out
for example I had to see if everyone had paid on ebay so I could ship stuff off
also I managed to sell my Juice=Juice tickets to a random stranger on facebook
The concert company didn't take refunds so I had £32 worth of tickets
but I managed to sell them to this girl for £30 I was very relieved
So I've made a bit of money this week to say I havent been at work
it's a nice feeling and the money is needed as I am going away tomorrow!
I needed to write Adam's birthday card
I thought I'd google ideas but my god they were ether dead sappy or damn right smutty
so in the end I made my own up but I just wanted inspiration that was all
I put stuff on charge and got the case from the shed
and began to pack~
it wasn't difficult the hardest part for me is choosing what to wear
I need to be comfy and warm if we're going to the seaside in september
but it's all sorted :) I can't pack anymore til I've used the items tomorrow morning
like toothbrush hairbrush etc
Mum took me to post office earlier and to the pharmacy for my meds
so that was a good job done :)
I sat and watched a few hair and make-up ideas
did some cross stitching
went to sleep
then I had yoga which I just about survived!
Tomorrow I am going away~
I have done some fresh nails
Chocolate sprinkles over strawberry and vanilla
I have taken nail varnish with me as Adam's mum wants them done
She doesn't know it yet but shes gonna have seaside nails designed by me ^^
I am off to Whitby with Adam and his parents
we are driving there and staying in a cottage a couple of miles outside of whitby
I will be back on Sunday which is Adam's 26th Birthday
I haven't stayed in a cottage since I was 16 I think.
Should be good I am looking forward to it, a lil anxious but I always am when it comes to going away. I will see Oz as much as I can tomorrow
Anyway Laters~
Evening~~
I didn't sleep through the night but then at least I wasn't
cold in the night, I'd remembered to sleep with my pajama bottoms on ^^
But this morning my god did I feel rough
definitely coming down with something
My voice is horse, im tired, achy, feel sicky and hot and my nose wont stop running
I swear why on earth do I get cursed with illnesses
I'm going away this weekend!!!
Anyway me and mum decided to get off to the city centre
just cus we thought might as well
god it was a massive effort tho I have to say
I was just so weary
I got some new socks from primark so now I have 15 new pairs ^^
thank god too cus mine were dying
I got 2 chokers from there too a black one with a black pompom and a pink fluffy one
both me and mum picked up a snood as they were so soft and only £4
and I got 2 pairs of slippers, 1 for here when mine dies and im gonna take the other pair to adam's house he doesnt know it yet but sure he wont mind im sick of having frozen feet at his.
mum picked up various stuff from beauty stores
we came home and had a brew
i cleaned Oz out he doesnt get cleaned out very often simply cus he doesnt need it
my god he was everywhere!! he even tried jumping out the top of his cage as the roof was off luckily I caught him! otherwise that would have been a nasty accident. cocky rabbit
I had lunch with mum then I painted my nails and went to bed I felt awful
Woke up and didnt feel any better
but I refused to sit and do nothing so I got some fabric out and paper
and made adam a birthday card. Mum has brought him one and it has a rabbit on it and I thought 'i want a rabbit themed one too'
So I've done an abstract picture of a rabbit I will photograph it tomorrow in better light
I packed away and sat with my girls
I designed adam's mum's nails for this weekend as she still wants them done
even tho we're away XD so im doing some seaside themed ones as we're off to whitby ;)
I received an email today from Boots - which is where I have ordered adam's canvas from to be printed. It said
Thanks for your recent order from BOOTS Photo. Your order is being processed and shipped and is ready for collection from the store you selected after the estimated pickup time.
so I took this as it's been shipped and ready to collect despite it saying when I ordered it that it would take 2 weeks. So I rang up the store I'm to collect it from and they said it wasn't in. When I re-read the email it really doesnt make sense. In one sentence my canvas is being processed, shipped and is ready to collect. Well it's ether being shipped or ready to collect, which is it? what a stupid email, someone's english skills suck alright. I will ring again tomorrow just to see if it has arrived be brilliant if it has!!!
My stuff sold on ebay
It all totalled up to £44 so it was worth putting on anyway :)
Obviously I have postage to minus from that. The packaging I managed to re-use from previous packages my dad received. He always gets big parcels. I hope people pay up and I can take it all tomorrow. 1 out of 3 people have paid.
Tomorrow I have yoga if I can make it to yoga
I'm gonna have to pack for whitby also
post office at some point
didn't offer to see adam as i knew id just be pushing myself and we've got the weekend together
not sure what else i'll do to pass the day. I know I need to rest a bit before I go away.
My back kills from acupuncture yesterday. I havent looked at it today
Here finally is the lamp my partner in crime adam brought for me
I had seen it in shops but they didnt have any in stock but that was a few weeks ago
last week he'd surprised me with it. I didn't ask for it he just gave it me =>.<=
But it needed a very specific bulb so I looked round stores and came up empty handed
I had to order online, wait for it to come, fit it and voila!
Super kawaii am I right ;)
I love it its so cute and replaced my boring old lamp
I am grateful for it but he really didn't have to ><
Evening~~
I didn't sleep all that well
as per usual really!
I luckily woke up at 7am ready for acupuncture
What I wasn't ready for was the treatment he was gonna give me
I got there a couple minutes late due to school bloody traffic!
But anyway, I told him I did feel better for cupping he did last week even tho
it was painful for days after. He said "well let's do it again then"
was not expecting that 0.0
my bruising had just about gone so I was kinda gutted to hear that it
would be coming back
so he started with the cupping which I have to say was a lot easier
he said "eventually no bruising will happen you'll just go pink as all the inflammation would have gone so there will be no pain or bruising" so I said it did feel easier
then he whipped out a chinese soup spoon and do not under estimate the spoon
i can not believe the pain that one spoon could make!
i have a high pain thresh hold so i was able to grin and bare it
until a bit on my neck really hurt and i told him so, i mean i would have endured it but i thought id let him know just to go a lil easier there, he said "i'll use my thumb there then"
i said "you thumb is worse than your spoon!!!!" jesus his thumb hurt
his massage is far more intense than karen's thats safe to say!
he then put needles in me after wards a whole 13 of them
jeez I was done for! safe to say i have a colourful back now and a painful one at that
Got home and had a sweet cup of tea with the girls on my knee
then I did some cross stitching until I had to go out for CBT
CBT wasnt too bad and I did understand it all
I got to read my referral form she's been filling in and thats going to be sent off this week.
I left there and went up to the gym to collect adam
then we went back to where CBT was and went round shops
I didnt get much but I didnt need anything I was made to buy this card for adam's dad's birthday which is in december
adam's dad HATES squirrels and I often see him chasing them off and swearing at them XD
so adam made me buy it. thats it get ME into trouble >.>
i was happy making him a card damn it!
We came back to my house and played on pokemon downstairs whilst talking to mum
then we went upstairs just so I could have half hour shut eye as i could not stop yawning.
then got up and sat with Oz downstairs, played pokemon, then home
since then I've been thinking of stuff I ether want to draw or make~
Tomorrow not sure what we're doing as of yet
also tomorrow my things on ebay end and so far the stuff has reached a total of £30
so it was worth doing!
