Evening
I got to sleep at midnight and mum woke me at 8am knowing i needed to check Ozwald and i was seeing mia for a walk
Oz hasn't eaten anything
I was not impressed and quite distressed
So I said I would syringe feed him
mum held him whilst I did that and to say he hasnt been syringe fed before he was quite good
i just literally added water and probiotic to his pellet food - wait for it to mush down and spooned it into the syringe, which is what we did for tillie last month
I have since fed him again at midday and im now gonna go give him his last feed
he has eaten about an inch of carrot, a treat, and some grass
so he is trying, he isnt drooling and poos are coming out so im very unsure what his problem is and im giving it a few more days until i see the vet
id like to sort this out myself without stressing him out taking him there
I went to meet mia at 9:15am
we walked her dogs and i played with them throwing the ball and cuddling them
i love her dogs and love being round animals so it suits me
and theyre pretty well behaved just a bit hyper
we came back to her mums and had a brew then i came home at 11:30am
i sat and with Oz and did his feed and then had lunch myself
my weird table arrived today and my coasters!! i was so happy to see them i love them
well happy it was worth the effort it really was
i want to do more art work for the house!
I did some dancing and got hot and sweaty
then i looked online at houses and sent one to jack which doesnt look too bad actually
so i think we might ring for a viewing
its not our style but has potential and i like the area
I sat with Oz for an hour bless him
i could hear his tummy and he was holding himself like he was in pain or discomfort
i am loath to take him to the vets for pain relief tho as it usually upsets their tummies and he has only just got rid of the runs so i dont want to upset it again
im hoping he will recover especially if im syringe feeding him to get his stomach stimulated
i did that cat drawing for Luke and sent it him this morning
he loved it and said he was going to get it printed so i said if that was the case, would he like anything changing. he asked for an eye patch (the poor thing before it died had an eye removed at only 4months old) so i drew that for him and sent it
he loved it X3
so i was happy i did that for him
tonight i want to try get back on my switch
its been over a week since ive picked it up
just havent been in the mood and have gotten out of playing and i want to finish pokemon
i only have 5 badges!
tomorrow i am seeing mia
i am going over to her house
we will do a walk with the dogs
then i am gonna bring home the table she took for rob's grandads so i can take it apart and decopauge when the magazines arrive - woo!
Evening~
Yesterday I didnt sleep well
ended up getting up at 3am feeling sick so went and ate some cereal
and crawled back into bed til 7am
I saw my Ozwald and cleaned his cage out
I did my morning dancing and was sweating
made sure to sit with Oz before I left
he had eaten very little but had managed to eat something and had done poos
so i felt i could leave him but told mum if he doesnt look good for whatever reason then i will just come straight home
I picked jack up at 10:45am
we went round a town between my house and his flat
he picked up a couple of books from charity shops
we walked through a park and then went to his flat really
Harvey met up with us and we walked to the park near jack's flat
the 'adult's gym' had re-opened its basically just exercises on non-electric free to use frames
and Theo has been waiting for it to be open again
i went running over to theo cus i wanted to join in
harvey and jack watched whilst eating brownies XD
i did about 5 or so minutes but my joints started hurting so i stopped
i was quite surprised how sensible i was actually
i came over to jack with my tail between my legs and said "its hurting my joints so ill stop"
he said "oh Jo, but probably for the best"
i said "i want to do more, i like seeing what i can do"
he said "its not worth it tho is it"
i said "no its not and were doing a walk and i did 30mins of dance this morning, so im good"
then we sat in the shade in the park
i couldnt sit for long cus i ached but i tried
me and jack left theo and harvey and went to rest at the flat and get my pain killers
then later on we headed for boots as i wanted to print my art work off but sadly cus of the virus that service has been cut off so i was about to leave when i decided to look for at the offers
andd they had bath salts on offer a 1kg bag of ones suppose to help muscle pain
i asked jack if i can put them in his bath - as i dont have a bath tub
he said it was fine so i brought a sack
we made food later on
and then i wanted to try my bath salts as i was aching from doing those 5mins worth of exercises...and my god that felt amazing i felt soooo good after i came out the bath i was well happy. best £5 ive spent in a long time
and then the three of us watched lion king the CGI one
or as we were calling "Live action version" XD
my brother brought me the blueray for christmas and i havent actually watched it yet...
so yeah we watched that and it was alright, we all said we liked the cartoon version better
then we went to bed
me and jack couldnt sleep cus there was a few drunks outside til like 1am
so we were tired
this morning i woke up at 8:30am and needed pain killers
i sat beside jack after id gotten up for a wee and brushed my teeth
he didnt stir
i cuddled him, he muttered "I love you jo"
still didnt stir
so i was right near his face
still didnt stir
so i thought "huh maybe hes had a rough night, he usually wakes. i will leave him"
i went up stairs for pain killers but i didnt eat with them as i didnt want to eat without jack so my stomach quietly rotted away -_____-
an hour later a rather sleepy jack arose
he was like "Im so sorry Jo, how long have been up?"
i said "an hour"
he was like "oh god im sorry. i bet you want you meds dont you?"
i said "ive had them"
he said "is your stomach rotting" i nodded
he said "why didnt you wake me. or next time make breakfast its ok you know. dont suffer"
i told him about trying to wake him he said "dont remember saying i love you" XD
turns out he had slept he just couldnt wake up XD
we had an easy morning but i was tired if im honest and i drifted off to sleep whilst jack was in the shower, and he left me - sometimes im sure its cus he likes the peace and quiet
i got up and showered and then had lunch with jack
we took some cookies and went to a park and sat by the lake and ate them
it was soooo warm and so many people around
we called into a carpark on the way back and looked at the shops but there was plenty of lines of people waiting to go into the shops - shops just arent worth the hassle of going in anymore now theres a limit on how many humans can enter each shop at a time :/
so we headed back
we relaxed on the bed i was shattered
then i came home
checked on Oz as soon as i came in - didnt even take my shoes off
he was happy to see me in the garden
he eaten a little bit again and done small poos
but im glad he hasnt had the runs for about 5 days now
im keeping a close eye on him
i did 30mins of yoga and then had dinner
had a shower and did a face sheet and my diary
now im gonna sit with Oz then paint my nails
just doing simple sparkly ones this week
feel the need for sparkle
seeing mia tomorrow for a walk hopefully
then i will dance then god knows XD
Evening
I had to get up last night as I couldnt sleep and started scratching my skin
so my face is a bit sore ><
I stayed up til 1am
then a neighbour rang the doorbell at 7am, git >.>
got woken up damn it, i like my 8am starts XD
I was aching a lot today
so I went for a walk with mum to try get things moving but it didnt help
and it all felt like a massive effort but somehow i did 30mins of dancing
i was dripping afterwards
i went to bed afterwards
i was tired and fed up of being in pain so early in the day
i got up and had lunch and stuff
then i started doing some drawing
i had a could of files to sort
drew a cat for Luke as it's his birthday on monday and he sadly put his 5month old kitten to sleep this week so i thought id draw the kitty for him
i hope he likes it
ive sat with Oz a few times
he has had a clean bottom all day and done normal poos too so its looking good ^^
im gonna keep him on the limited diet and probiotic
he seems a bit grouchy today tho so i dont know if he has tummy ache or anything
i cut his claws which he wasnt too impressed about but he let me get on with it
i looked at stuff online as well
i ordered 2 cushion covers they were only £3 each! and theyre soooo weird XD
jack has no say in anything so far XD
the cushions i brought one has ghost on it and the other has a scarecrow
as you do
then i was talking to mum, and i told her mia had robbed me a coffee table from rob's grandads house. its just plain wood nothing amazing
i was looking this morning at how to decopauge furniture and i told her i was thinking of recovering the table in japanese fashion magazines. i showed her the magazines online and she said i should have ago. gives me something to do. and it should cost me around £20 to do
and considering i havent paid for the table i think thats alright.
so that will be another project
im gonna tell jack all this tomorrow
he has no say XD
tonight i will get my stuff ready to take to jack's tomorrow
as i am seeing him at 10:30am we are going into a town and just having a wonder round and might get some lunch and go for a walk then just go his really
nothing amazing but gets us out the house a bit
i'll be back sunday night as im seeing mia monday morning.
dont know what else i have planned for the weekend tho
we shall see.
Evening
I went over to jacks last night
we didnt do a lot
we sat and talked to theo whilst drinking hot chocolate
and then we talked in bed as its been a week since we have seen one another
i can tell he had missed me
i told him i had needed space really, just to mong out and relax
not space from him
i kinda slept but wasnt a great nights sleep to be honest
so i was a bit tired this morning
we woke up at 7:15am and then stayed in bed for 10mins
he wanted to cuddle but i wanted to get up but i decided to give in and cuddle X3
school was fine i literally spent my time painting display work
so it was nice
i spoke to hannah luke and chris
all my plants have black flies on them, they are covered in bugs....jack says we will get new ones and throw these away. im still sad about it.
and we actually left on time for a bloody change
got back and had lunch and stuff then i died on his bed for a while
we talked when i woke up and stuff and yeah then i went home
he offered for me to stay for take away but i wanted to get home and check on Oz
mum had kindly txt me at 8am saying he seemed fine but hadnt checked his bottom to see if he was clean or now.
I got home and mum said that Oz had been at his water bottle
i was worried the propbiotic in his water might taste funny then put him off his water
but it has had the opposite affect
he has guzzled X3 hes drank 50ml in one day!! i didnt even know he could drink that much in one day. he is gonna be be peeing for england. im not complaining tho as i want him to have the probiotic
im gonna go sit with him in a minute
i havent done a walk today as it has poured it down alllll day
i did 30mins of yoga
and been too tired to do anything more
i will catch up and do exercise tomorrow tho
tomorrow not sure what to do
i was thinking of drawing me and jack as creatures
i said to him id be an imp and when he thought about it and even googled it, the creature he was most like was a goblin XD or other cave creatures. i was like "im not drawing you like that!"
i asked chris and then theo's opinion on the matter and they both said "yeah a goblin is about right for jack" my god man XD what do i go out with
so unsure on tomorrow
mum is on about spending the day with me but i dont know what to do
if my netting comes then im making my hammock
Evening
Got to sleep around 1am
Woke up at 8am by the sound of Molly squeaking her face off in the hall....
I got woken by guinea wheeking, there could be worse ways to wake up X3
she was begging for food - why else does a guinea wheek
turns out mum was getting the food, she just wasnt doing it quick enough for molly's liking X3
I did some dancing this morning, i was dripping
it was good tho
my mum came in from going shopping, saw the state of me and told me to shower XD
i was coming to help her with the food bags but she didnt want my help she just wanted me to shower, said i was disgusting ahaha
then i did a few jobs really, like putting stuff in the attic, changing my bed, cleaning Oz out
we went out to the shops and got a few bits nothing amazing just shampoos and such
i got some lace to finish my hammock with - whenever the fabric feels like arriving
we came back and I cleaned my car both inside and out and now its all fresh
but its pouring it down outside so it does feel like somewhat of a wasted effort!
then went for a walk with mum and we bumped into mia taking the dogs for a walk
it was the first time mum had seen winnie she thought she was very cute
im glad mum got to see her whilst shes small
ive sat with Oz throughout the day
he has the runs still but hasnt gotten himself in a mess like he has been doing
he had a right face on him and attitude this morning when he couldnt have his morning carrot
his probiotic - which i ordered last night - came today! that is rapid delivery
so i made that up and put it into his water bottle, i hope he drinks it, and i hope it helps him too
i was looking at art work, seeing if i could get inspiration from anything
i feel i have ideas going round in my head but not 100% sure on it all
im thinking of doing me and jack as creatures/folklore kinda thing as i always say im an imp, as im small and get up to no good and have little horns on my head no one can see XD
so i might run it by jack see what he says about it and what creature he would be, and maybe do an art piece for the house
there hasnt been any new houses pop up
nothing id want to go view anyway
so its bit rubbish and come to a stand still really
im about to have a shower, sit with Oz and then go to jack's
i havent seen him in a week and we have school tomorrow so its easier for me to stay over as im taking to him to school currently
not fussed on staying over and i have somewhat lost my confidence in driving in and out of his carpark, i think im just gonna get him to watch my car as im driving
look like a woman who cant drive you know!
so tomorrow is school and anything else i wanna do
im shattered tho, i hope i sleep at jacks
i havent stopped today
Evening
Couldnt sleep so i got up at midnight I was just scratching myself
which is what i do when im stressed, annoyed and in pain
I stayed up til 1am and took yet more pain killers
but slept well after that
i got up at 8am and left the house at 9am to go meet mia with walt and winnie
we went for a walk round the woods which was nice and they were well behaved
then we sat in her mum's conservatory and had a brew whilst supervising the dogs
my god their energy just doesnt end, but thats puppies for you
then i went home and got a shower and had some lunch
it was pouring it down at this point so i got comfy in my bed and began reading
think i read 1 or 2 chapters and fell asleep, must have been warm and comfy XD
I got up and packed up the things i brought for the house yesterday
they are to go into the attic at some point
The rest of the afternoon I spent doing my coasters and i got them finished and ordered! my god i have been working on these buggers for ages now and it feels good to get them actually finished to be honest. i cant wait to have them in my hand as the finished product!
I sent the images over to jack and he thought they were really good
I got my car back, theyve done a great job
im pleased with it and glad i go it done
just avoid jack's crappy car park like the plague
did 15mins of yoga tonight just to stretch out a bit really
im gonna do some dance learning in a minute
im learning fairies - mr blue sky
its coming along well :)
i havent actually learned a new dance for over a week now just cus i do it in the evening and ive been busy or tired or both!
tomorrow
probably dance in the morning then spend the day doing whatever
and then ive got to sleep over at jack's cus we have work in the morning
but im half tempted to not sleep over and just pick him up thursday morning
he has got the drunks outside his bedroom again since the pubs have opened again and i think "do i want to deal with that?" ive gone so long without having that, that it will probably keep me up. and ive said this to mum but she seems to think that jack would be a bit hurt if i havent seen him all week and skip out on sleeping over there like i usually do. i shall see
Oz has the runs for over a week now
he has done actual normal poos i have seen them so i know he can do them
but a lot of the time he is just in a mess like a literal mess
i have to hold him whilst mum cleans him up
its not pleasant
but i have no idea what is causing it
we have taken bits out of his diet that we thought could upset him but i have decided now that its just food and grass/hay + 1 small treat at night
so no different types of pellets, no treats in the day, no morning carrot, no snacking on the girls food. and see how that goes. i have also ordered him some probiotic you mix in with the water bottle. just anything to try settle his stomach. the vets would only say to limit his diet and give him some expensive probiotic, i may as well try sort it myself and not stress him out taking him to the vet. as you still cant even go in with you pet. i dont think ether of us could bare the stress!
if he is bad tomorrow then i dont want to stay at jacks as i want to be there for him
Konbanwa~
God I could not sleep last night
I was up til 2:30am and then I got up til 4am as I felt sick with pain and pain killers
so I went downstairs and had more pain relief and cereal woo
then I got rudely awoken at 8am by my mother - reminding me I needed to get up
to go take my car to my dad for body work repair >.>
so we did that after we saw the pets - cant begin your day without seeing the pets
then we went to one home store - Dunelm
where Jo spent a crazy £180....yeah moving house is expensive 0.0
i mean people say moving out is expensive and to stay at home for as long as you can to save up
good bloody job i saved up huh 0.0
it was just on things like towels and bedding and a new kettle and few kitchen utensils
that crap you know
we were gonna go to another home store but we didnt need to and my purse was in pieces....
we got back and i felt so tired from shopping an hour and just everything
that i went to bed
when i got up I had my lunch and met mia and her hounds for a walk which was nice actually
we talked about different things and she told me what she had managed to get for me from rob's grandads house too, cant wait to see my free goodies after today's spendage
Jack did offer to pay some money towards it all but its up to him, im not forcing him to do that
its my choice what i decided to buy - some things i could get cheaper but i knew wouldnt last as long or be as good quality like the bed sheets and towels for example
i came home after sitting with mia and her dogs in her parents garden where we watched them wrestle each other. i mean i would have happily have got down and wrestled them too XD
i did 15mins of dance but i was too hot and tired so i stopped
and i had my dinner
then started work on the coaster
i can happily say they are all ready for the photoshop stage!! thank god -___-
been doing them for bloody forever!
they do look good and i do like them but at the end of the day its just a bit of art for a coaster XD i think i started them when i decided i was moving out NEXT year not in the next few months. so i thought i had shed loads of time to waste on such things
now i have other stuff i need to make and draw!
i ordered fabric to make a hammock to put my plushies in as i know that i will have a double bed in the middle of a room, not a single against a wall. therefore theyre all gonna fall on the floor T^T i can not allow this to happen so im making a hammock to keep them safe :3
tomorrow
in the morning I am seeing mia
we are going for a walk with her dogs, she said i can come to hers after for a brew but i dont have my car back yet - it took longer than thought (hitting like £100 mark)
so i can still go over i just will need to walk back to here and it depends if i have the energy or not
i shall see how i feel tomorrow
then i will probably work on some form of art i guess
feels like its gonna be an expensive month this month
