Yo~n
I couldnt sleep I was aching and restless and felt so so sick
I got up at 11:30pm as i started scratching
I was up til 1am, two bowls of cereal and pain killers later, i was playing pokemon
wasnt all that bad I guess
I woke up at 7:30am
i wasnt hungry after eating so much cereal in the night XD
but my god i needed yet more painkillers
I waited til i was home alone and did 35mins of yoga followed by 25mins of dance
didnt stop at all not even for a drink
i wasnt too knackered ether actually
quite enjoyed it
i had my music blasting so i didnt need to listen to my joint click and crack
i had a brew with mum and Oz then lunch
then popped for a shower and went to have a hair cut! my 2nd hair cut of the year!
i had never met mum's hairdresser before but she was fine
and her room in her house was really good actually
so i waited for mum to have the foils put in her hair, god i had to sit and hour for that
i wanted to murder anyone for a pain killer
then she cut my hair
i said to her to take off what she needed to in order to make it healthy again, thinking id lose at least 1 inch of growth but no, she hardly took anything off. and showed me the back of my head - something i never ever see - i was shocked at the shear mass of hair i have!!
it felt good to be trimmed
i walked home leaving mum to have her hair washed and cut
Throughout the day I sorted my table
i applied a seal then 3 coats of matt varnish, so its all done! just needs the legs reattaching
i like it, its certainly different and weird XD
i had a brew with mum when she came in
jack txted me to say he had been hospital and the nerve in his leg was just damaged and should heal but he needs further nerve tests. he had also placed an off on the bungalow!!
its on for £240,000 but we've placed £212,000 as its been on the market 7months, the roof leaks and has damaged the inside, its got damp, the walls are cracked both inside and out. Yet we still like it! its also beyond old fashioned. our bid will probably be rejected but we have to start somewhere. we are prepared to raise it if need be
i had Oz with me and fell asleep on the sofa
woke up about an hour later, moved and found Oz where i left him....
he hadnt moved at all. I looked at him cus i thought "hes still alive right?"
and yeah he was
just a very lazy bunny or very well behaved XD
i tried doing some designing tonight but it wasnt happening really
i did buy a couple more things for the house
did some dance practice
tomorrow
got no plans not even any crafting!
but tomorrow Jack starts his driving!!!!!!!!! my god, only waited over a year for this moment
Monday, 27 July 2020
Sunday, 26 July 2020
Started paper mache my table
Evening
I slept alright, woke up at 7:30am and got up
and i had breakfast in peace then when I heard my mum wake up at 8am
I decided to take the pigs to her in bed X3 she appreciated it
After sleeping on it and letting it digest i did feel better about the whole putting in an offer on the bungalow thing, Jack said he is happy with ringing up tomorrow and placing an offer. I do feel good about it, its just easy to get overwhelmed by it all
I did a good walk again but took me ages to get motivated
i could have quite easily have gone back to bed
but I went, then I came back and showered
Over the afternoon I started paper mache my table
took me a few hours as i had to choose bits i wanted out the magazines, cut them and then choose how i wanted the composition then actually paper mache it to the table, whilst making a neat flat look, no one wants a bumpy table XD
i like it
it just needs to fully dry then a few coats of varnish, i will get a coat applied tomorrow
I fell asleep on my bed for an hour
i had just had enough and i was aching
after dinner i did some yoga outside, which Oz found most amusing XD
he kept coming over to me on my blanket and giving me licks then doing giddy hops
he was dead happy and its lovely to see
of course every day i have brews on the sofa with him and i sit with him on my knee at night for half hour, but extra time with him like doing yoga with him is always a bonus
i spend a lot of time with that bunny
no wonder he sulks and misses me when i go over to jack's
I sat and watched Keyakizaka46 live performance from the other week, someone had kindly uploaded on youtube. Its strange without Techi but the performance and production was really good
tomorrow
oh my tomorrow i am having a hair cut, thank god
my last hair cut appointment was in march - first day of lock down to be exact - therefor it never happened!!! So my last actual hair cut was in January can you believe!!!!
I have to condition my hair every damn wash otherwise i literally cant get a brush through it.
its the longest its ever been in my life, its like down my shoulder blades!!
i am so so desperate for a hair cut. I have been counting down the days til this appointment. If it doesnt happen tomorrow for whatever reason i will literally cry XD
I am not having my usual hairdresser tho. Back in June my mum's hairdresser contacted mum asking if she wanted and appointment. Mum then said "want me to book you in Jo?" as i didnt know at the time if my hairdressers would even open in July so I was like "YES!!"
so im having someone cut my hair i have never met before, but hey as long as those dead ends are off i dont think i will care too much!
I slept alright, woke up at 7:30am and got up
and i had breakfast in peace then when I heard my mum wake up at 8am
I decided to take the pigs to her in bed X3 she appreciated it
After sleeping on it and letting it digest i did feel better about the whole putting in an offer on the bungalow thing, Jack said he is happy with ringing up tomorrow and placing an offer. I do feel good about it, its just easy to get overwhelmed by it all
I did a good walk again but took me ages to get motivated
i could have quite easily have gone back to bed
but I went, then I came back and showered
Over the afternoon I started paper mache my table
took me a few hours as i had to choose bits i wanted out the magazines, cut them and then choose how i wanted the composition then actually paper mache it to the table, whilst making a neat flat look, no one wants a bumpy table XD
i like it
it just needs to fully dry then a few coats of varnish, i will get a coat applied tomorrow
I fell asleep on my bed for an hour
i had just had enough and i was aching
after dinner i did some yoga outside, which Oz found most amusing XD
he kept coming over to me on my blanket and giving me licks then doing giddy hops
he was dead happy and its lovely to see
of course every day i have brews on the sofa with him and i sit with him on my knee at night for half hour, but extra time with him like doing yoga with him is always a bonus
i spend a lot of time with that bunny
no wonder he sulks and misses me when i go over to jack's
I sat and watched Keyakizaka46 live performance from the other week, someone had kindly uploaded on youtube. Its strange without Techi but the performance and production was really good
tomorrow
oh my tomorrow i am having a hair cut, thank god
my last hair cut appointment was in march - first day of lock down to be exact - therefor it never happened!!! So my last actual hair cut was in January can you believe!!!!
I have to condition my hair every damn wash otherwise i literally cant get a brush through it.
its the longest its ever been in my life, its like down my shoulder blades!!
i am so so desperate for a hair cut. I have been counting down the days til this appointment. If it doesnt happen tomorrow for whatever reason i will literally cry XD
I am not having my usual hairdresser tho. Back in June my mum's hairdresser contacted mum asking if she wanted and appointment. Mum then said "want me to book you in Jo?" as i didnt know at the time if my hairdressers would even open in July so I was like "YES!!"
so im having someone cut my hair i have never met before, but hey as long as those dead ends are off i dont think i will care too much!
Saturday, 25 July 2020
Think we want the bungalow
Evening
I slept pretty well
but this morning I felt soooo rough
i hurt EVERYWHERE
Like a bloody crippled old woman.....
but I had so much to do today I couldnt let it beat me
massages always take it out of me
So after breakfast I did 40mins of yoga
it was a hard effort but i did feel looser for doing it
then i went for over and hour's walk by myself
just walked and walked the pain felt less whilst i was moving
so i did a massive walk
the last 5mins tho it poured it down so Jo got soaked ><
i went straight in the shower to warm up when I got in
i didnt have a jacket or anything so i was quite wet....
After my shower i dyed mums eyebrows and eyelashes
she did my eyelashes and i bleached my eyebrows
so i have ginger eyebrows X3
had my lunch then i went to pick Jack up
we came back here and had a quick minute catch up on the sofa
then it was pretty much time for the 2nd viewing of the bungalow
mum and dad both came with us, we walked round as its a 5min walk from here
mum and dad liked the bungalow and both said it needs a lot of work and we should try reduce the price as otherwise we literally cant afford it.
but they were very supportive of it and could see the potential
we all talked about it when we got home
i struggled to cope with it all to be honest
it is overwhelming at times
im buying a house here! im moving out!
so it is scary
i was shattered and in pain and wasnt in the mood for it all to be honest
but i got there
we had a brew and a sit with Oz and i tried to chill out a bit
me and jack talked and we think we would like to put an offer on the house
so next week we will go in with an offer lower than the asking price...
scary....
i took Jack home as i think he had plans tonight he wasnt sure himself what was happening
but ether way i just needed to be alone
so i dropped him off and went straight to tk maxx
i looked at their skin care range, ready the ingredients in them
i like looking at skin care i find it fascinating what they put in them and what effects it has on the skin. i needed to do something really mind numbing really nothing to do with houses or serious stuff. so i ended up buying a few skin care things as mine have about ran out and it will be weeks before my order from korea will be here
so i have different things to try
i came home and finished my picture
its alright it gave me something to do
then i made myself dinner
the whole time it was pouring it down outside
and i didnt see Oz run home...i was not going out there for him i would have got soaked in 10 seconds. he knows where his hutch is
when it stopped raining i went out to discover one very wet rabbit under the bush....
so i heated a warm bag for him and put it round his back end, covered him with a towel and dried him off, brushed him and sat with him. very cute. hes a lot drier now
i shall sit with him again before bed time see how he is
he was all over jack earlier tho XD like i didnt exist
tomorrow
i want to work on my table as i didnt get chance to today
so thats all really
I slept pretty well
but this morning I felt soooo rough
i hurt EVERYWHERE
Like a bloody crippled old woman.....
but I had so much to do today I couldnt let it beat me
massages always take it out of me
So after breakfast I did 40mins of yoga
it was a hard effort but i did feel looser for doing it
then i went for over and hour's walk by myself
just walked and walked the pain felt less whilst i was moving
so i did a massive walk
the last 5mins tho it poured it down so Jo got soaked ><
i went straight in the shower to warm up when I got in
i didnt have a jacket or anything so i was quite wet....
After my shower i dyed mums eyebrows and eyelashes
she did my eyelashes and i bleached my eyebrows
so i have ginger eyebrows X3
had my lunch then i went to pick Jack up
we came back here and had a quick minute catch up on the sofa
then it was pretty much time for the 2nd viewing of the bungalow
mum and dad both came with us, we walked round as its a 5min walk from here
mum and dad liked the bungalow and both said it needs a lot of work and we should try reduce the price as otherwise we literally cant afford it.
but they were very supportive of it and could see the potential
we all talked about it when we got home
i struggled to cope with it all to be honest
it is overwhelming at times
im buying a house here! im moving out!
so it is scary
i was shattered and in pain and wasnt in the mood for it all to be honest
but i got there
we had a brew and a sit with Oz and i tried to chill out a bit
me and jack talked and we think we would like to put an offer on the house
so next week we will go in with an offer lower than the asking price...
scary....
i took Jack home as i think he had plans tonight he wasnt sure himself what was happening
but ether way i just needed to be alone
so i dropped him off and went straight to tk maxx
i looked at their skin care range, ready the ingredients in them
i like looking at skin care i find it fascinating what they put in them and what effects it has on the skin. i needed to do something really mind numbing really nothing to do with houses or serious stuff. so i ended up buying a few skin care things as mine have about ran out and it will be weeks before my order from korea will be here
so i have different things to try
i came home and finished my picture
its alright it gave me something to do
then i made myself dinner
the whole time it was pouring it down outside
and i didnt see Oz run home...i was not going out there for him i would have got soaked in 10 seconds. he knows where his hutch is
when it stopped raining i went out to discover one very wet rabbit under the bush....
so i heated a warm bag for him and put it round his back end, covered him with a towel and dried him off, brushed him and sat with him. very cute. hes a lot drier now
i shall sit with him again before bed time see how he is
he was all over jack earlier tho XD like i didnt exist
tomorrow
i want to work on my table as i didnt get chance to today
so thats all really
Friday, 24 July 2020
Finished school!! + New Ring
Evening
So wednesday
me and mum headed straight for jack's in the city centre
after he let us into the carpark me and mum went round jewellers
we both wanted rings
mine to mark my 10th year of surviving through my illness
mum's for her 30th wedding anniversary
we checked quite a few and i was blown away by the sheer expense of some rings
i mean i saw one in a 2nd hand jeweller for £32,000! 0.0 who can justify that!?
i wanted to pay no more than £350
we both saw one we liked in one jewellers and ended up coming back to that jeweller and trying the rings on. We both liked our choices and decided to place an order. They have to be made to your finger size.
Strangely we went for similar rings! Both white gold with diamonds
mine was £295 and mums was a bit more but hers is bigger
i liked mine as its soooo thin like 2mm thick and as its going on my pinky finger i wanted a small ring. I cant wait to get it, I should get it in 3 weeks time!
we left there to go collect my jack
he was still half asleep XD
then when we got home we had a brew then me and jack went to go view the bungalow
we both came away saying the same thing
"I want to like it, but its knackered..."
we did both like it but it had been purchased 30 years ago and the owner hadnt done a thing to it since....so it was quite tired and dated
it would need a lot of work doing to it but we both did like it
we came home and had lunch then i died on my bed for a bit
i managed to somehow get jack to book some driving lessons....thank bloody god - ive only been trying for a year 0.0
we did a walk and we had dinner then went to jack's and just chilled out before bed
Thursday morning - our last school day!
school was totally fine and easy
to be honest i spent most of my time talking XD
it was good to see people before we break up
chris had some amazing news that he has applied to get AC in our science room office :D
even tho that benefits him in no way hes done it for us *0*
we came home and had lunch then i had a bath it was soooo good
we went to a shop and then a walk and then we had the take away of the century XD
i havent had takeaway for months! jack and theo have had one every week since march....
so i decided on my final day of school id had takeaway too!
we ordered from Wagamama so thats japanese food
i had a curry which was very similar to a thai green curry i have to say
jack had spicy katsu chicken curry we shared 2 little plates of pancakes
theo had two little plates and a normal katsu chicken curry
we ate it whilst watching Truman show as none of us have seen it since childhood and we quite enjoyed watching it
at 9:30pm we ordered dessert - course we did XD
i had white choc chip cookie dough with custard
jack had cake with ice cream and then a massive sundae/milkshake thing it was heavy anyway
theo had cookie dough, cake, ice cream, milkshake
yeah he did look full
he suddenly got up,farted and ran to the toilet XD
we went to bed at midnight
this morning
i kinda slept at jacks
i woke him up and then sniffed him
"jack, youre literally sweating curry mate. like i can smell it on your skin"
i was sniffing his shoulder at the time and yeah he was sweating it out XD
we talked in the morning about the bungalow
jack and theo didnt have breakfast surprise surprise
saying they were both full still XD
i had to have breakfast as if i take my meds on an empty stomach i feel awful
i didnt want to eat but it was the lesser of two evils
we had an easy morning and then went to his mum's for lunch
we had sandwiches and cake with his mum, step dad and 2 sisters
it was nice but i couldnt stay long as i had a massage booked so i came away with jack
dropped him off home and came home
saw Oz then went for my massage which was utter heaven
i have booked one for just before i return to school
i came back and showered and had dinner
and thats my day
im shattered
not really done much exercise today but we all need our days off i guess
tomorrow
i am picking jack up and were going with my dad for a second viewing of the bungalow
dad thinks it could be a good buy if they are prepared to drop the price
we just would need to literally gut the house and start afresh with it
and then thats it
im staying home im not sleeping at jacks
So wednesday
me and mum headed straight for jack's in the city centre
after he let us into the carpark me and mum went round jewellers
we both wanted rings
mine to mark my 10th year of surviving through my illness
mum's for her 30th wedding anniversary
we checked quite a few and i was blown away by the sheer expense of some rings
i mean i saw one in a 2nd hand jeweller for £32,000! 0.0 who can justify that!?
i wanted to pay no more than £350
we both saw one we liked in one jewellers and ended up coming back to that jeweller and trying the rings on. We both liked our choices and decided to place an order. They have to be made to your finger size.
Strangely we went for similar rings! Both white gold with diamonds
mine was £295 and mums was a bit more but hers is bigger
i liked mine as its soooo thin like 2mm thick and as its going on my pinky finger i wanted a small ring. I cant wait to get it, I should get it in 3 weeks time!
we left there to go collect my jack
he was still half asleep XD
then when we got home we had a brew then me and jack went to go view the bungalow
we both came away saying the same thing
"I want to like it, but its knackered..."
we did both like it but it had been purchased 30 years ago and the owner hadnt done a thing to it since....so it was quite tired and dated
it would need a lot of work doing to it but we both did like it
we came home and had lunch then i died on my bed for a bit
i managed to somehow get jack to book some driving lessons....thank bloody god - ive only been trying for a year 0.0
we did a walk and we had dinner then went to jack's and just chilled out before bed
Thursday morning - our last school day!
school was totally fine and easy
to be honest i spent most of my time talking XD
it was good to see people before we break up
chris had some amazing news that he has applied to get AC in our science room office :D
even tho that benefits him in no way hes done it for us *0*
we came home and had lunch then i had a bath it was soooo good
we went to a shop and then a walk and then we had the take away of the century XD
i havent had takeaway for months! jack and theo have had one every week since march....
so i decided on my final day of school id had takeaway too!
we ordered from Wagamama so thats japanese food
i had a curry which was very similar to a thai green curry i have to say
jack had spicy katsu chicken curry we shared 2 little plates of pancakes
theo had two little plates and a normal katsu chicken curry
we ate it whilst watching Truman show as none of us have seen it since childhood and we quite enjoyed watching it
at 9:30pm we ordered dessert - course we did XD
i had white choc chip cookie dough with custard
jack had cake with ice cream and then a massive sundae/milkshake thing it was heavy anyway
theo had cookie dough, cake, ice cream, milkshake
yeah he did look full
he suddenly got up,farted and ran to the toilet XD
we went to bed at midnight
this morning
i kinda slept at jacks
i woke him up and then sniffed him
"jack, youre literally sweating curry mate. like i can smell it on your skin"
i was sniffing his shoulder at the time and yeah he was sweating it out XD
we talked in the morning about the bungalow
jack and theo didnt have breakfast surprise surprise
saying they were both full still XD
i had to have breakfast as if i take my meds on an empty stomach i feel awful
i didnt want to eat but it was the lesser of two evils
we had an easy morning and then went to his mum's for lunch
we had sandwiches and cake with his mum, step dad and 2 sisters
it was nice but i couldnt stay long as i had a massage booked so i came away with jack
dropped him off home and came home
saw Oz then went for my massage which was utter heaven
i have booked one for just before i return to school
i came back and showered and had dinner
and thats my day
im shattered
not really done much exercise today but we all need our days off i guess
tomorrow
i am picking jack up and were going with my dad for a second viewing of the bungalow
dad thinks it could be a good buy if they are prepared to drop the price
we just would need to literally gut the house and start afresh with it
and then thats it
im staying home im not sleeping at jacks
Tuesday, 21 July 2020
Got my table!
Evening
My god I actually slept!
Do I have to do 2 hours exercise each day in order to sleep?
I woke up at 7am tho ><
Oz has been fine today ^^
This morning I went over to Mia's
we went for a walk round near her house which is the first time I have
done that with her in the 2 years shes lived there XD
the dogs were their usual hyper selves
god i dont know how she copes!
we came back and had a brew and then she showed me her amazing art
and then the stuff she got for me from Rob's grandads
I managed to bring my table home!
its better than i thought!
i mean the top surface is worn but hey im covering over that!
its solid oak! its really heavy for just a coffee table!
so i happily put that in my car
and my brother later on sorted me out a screw driver so i can dismantle it
i came home and i had lunch with mum
slept cus for some reason my body was so heavy and tired today
even after a sleep and sugar i felt no better...
i was about to lay down on my bed again when my mum asked if i would
go for a walk with her
so i did that even tho i was tired it was good to be motivated and moving
i came back and did 30mins of yoga and then a shower
so once again i have done 2 hour of exercise!
i couldnt face dancing today tho i have to say
just too done in for whatever reason
ive had a fair bit of food today too and sugar
but nothing is helping
probably due another session of acupuncture...
this evening i have been working on a piece of art work
i had the idea come to me yesterday on my walk but i did other stuff yesterday so i didnt get round to starting it, but ive drawn it out so far and applied liquid masking tape
im doing a girl whispering saying in japanese "you absolutely cant tell anyone"
see how it turns out, could be crap
tomorrow~
me and mum are going into the city centre, we are using jack's carpark XD
mum has never seen where jack even lives
she also hasnt been into the city since lockdown which was like march time
we are going ring shopping~
something i have never done for myself, but have accompanied mum on a few times for her own jewellery
i have wanted to buy a ring since the start of the year, cus basically this sept/oct will mark the 10th year of me becoming sick. and whilst it is not something to celebrate it is something for me to be proud of. I have endured 10 years of pain, struggle, hell and turmoil and come out stronger and still fighting. I want something special to mark such a feat
originally i was moving out next year - so this year id have the money to spend on a ring
but as things have fell, it looks like a ring and a house have come hand in hand...
so i asked mum "should i still be paying out for a ring if i have a house to buy?"
she said "yes, its important to you i think you need to do it"
but i still felt guilty to be honest
so when i mentioned it to mia she said "you need to totally do it. You need to be able look down on your hand and see that ring when you're having a crap day and be reminded just how far you have come"
and i kinda thought "yeah shes right"
so im gonna go through with my 'anniversary ring'
i hope i can find one tomorrow but i wont rush into it, got to be right
and its going on my pinky finger so i will have less choice as its got to be a thin band
mum is buying a ring as it was her 30th wedding anniversary this year, her holiday got cancelled which she was gonna celebrate it on, so shes opted for jewellery - courtesy of dad's wallet naturally XD
then we walk back to jack's flat, collect him and me and him will go to the house viewing
we're viewing our first bungalow!
then were staying here, having lunch and dinner then going over to his for the night
as its the last day of school on thursday!
My god I actually slept!
Do I have to do 2 hours exercise each day in order to sleep?
I woke up at 7am tho ><
Oz has been fine today ^^
This morning I went over to Mia's
we went for a walk round near her house which is the first time I have
done that with her in the 2 years shes lived there XD
the dogs were their usual hyper selves
god i dont know how she copes!
we came back and had a brew and then she showed me her amazing art
and then the stuff she got for me from Rob's grandads
I managed to bring my table home!
its better than i thought!
i mean the top surface is worn but hey im covering over that!
its solid oak! its really heavy for just a coffee table!
so i happily put that in my car
and my brother later on sorted me out a screw driver so i can dismantle it
i came home and i had lunch with mum
slept cus for some reason my body was so heavy and tired today
even after a sleep and sugar i felt no better...
i was about to lay down on my bed again when my mum asked if i would
go for a walk with her
so i did that even tho i was tired it was good to be motivated and moving
i came back and did 30mins of yoga and then a shower
so once again i have done 2 hour of exercise!
i couldnt face dancing today tho i have to say
just too done in for whatever reason
ive had a fair bit of food today too and sugar
but nothing is helping
probably due another session of acupuncture...
this evening i have been working on a piece of art work
i had the idea come to me yesterday on my walk but i did other stuff yesterday so i didnt get round to starting it, but ive drawn it out so far and applied liquid masking tape
im doing a girl whispering saying in japanese "you absolutely cant tell anyone"
see how it turns out, could be crap
tomorrow~
me and mum are going into the city centre, we are using jack's carpark XD
mum has never seen where jack even lives
she also hasnt been into the city since lockdown which was like march time
we are going ring shopping~
something i have never done for myself, but have accompanied mum on a few times for her own jewellery
i have wanted to buy a ring since the start of the year, cus basically this sept/oct will mark the 10th year of me becoming sick. and whilst it is not something to celebrate it is something for me to be proud of. I have endured 10 years of pain, struggle, hell and turmoil and come out stronger and still fighting. I want something special to mark such a feat
originally i was moving out next year - so this year id have the money to spend on a ring
but as things have fell, it looks like a ring and a house have come hand in hand...
so i asked mum "should i still be paying out for a ring if i have a house to buy?"
she said "yes, its important to you i think you need to do it"
but i still felt guilty to be honest
so when i mentioned it to mia she said "you need to totally do it. You need to be able look down on your hand and see that ring when you're having a crap day and be reminded just how far you have come"
and i kinda thought "yeah shes right"
so im gonna go through with my 'anniversary ring'
i hope i can find one tomorrow but i wont rush into it, got to be right
and its going on my pinky finger so i will have less choice as its got to be a thin band
mum is buying a ring as it was her 30th wedding anniversary this year, her holiday got cancelled which she was gonna celebrate it on, so shes opted for jewellery - courtesy of dad's wallet naturally XD
then we walk back to jack's flat, collect him and me and him will go to the house viewing
we're viewing our first bungalow!
then were staying here, having lunch and dinner then going over to his for the night
as its the last day of school on thursday!
Monday, 20 July 2020
Done over 2 hours of exercise today
Konbanwa
I got to sleep really quick but was thrashing in my sleep which eventually woke me
it was because i was aching in my sleep and was trying to get comfy
i dont get any relief from my pain even in my sleep!
so I got up for an hour at 1am and dosed myself up with a hot chocolate
i managed to get back to sleep and woke up at 7:30am
went straight to Ozwald who was fine ^^
he seems totally fine today
so i am glad
i think it must be this new treat i brought him as that is the only 'new' thing in his diet as of late so im not gonna give him anymore as i think thats what is upsetting him
i hope anyway as that is a quick fix
i was suppose to see mia for a walk this morning
but she txted to say she had drunk too much yesterday and was feeling rough XD
so i told her we would walk tomorrow morning instead
i went for a good walk followed by 35mins of dancing
and had a shower then sat with mum with a brew as she came home
had lunch and started making Julia's daughter's face masks she had asked me to make
then i conked out on my bed for a good hour as i had dosed myself up
i was tired and felt like escapism
i got the masks finished tho they look alright
i was left home alone so i made myself a cob and sat and ate it in the quiet
then i went outside with the picnic blanket in the garden and did 30mins of yoga in the sun
it was such a lovely evening, Oz was everywhere XD it was nice to interact with him like that, he had a stretch and a yawn on the blanket X3
i came in and took my nail varnish off as i think im gonna do them tonight just simple dots i think im not in the mood to do much else XD
tomorrow hopefully i will go for a walk with mia
and get my table!
then im not sure what i will do after that to be honest
not really thought about it
photo of Oz with Cherry the Melon plushie (I named her)
I got to sleep really quick but was thrashing in my sleep which eventually woke me
it was because i was aching in my sleep and was trying to get comfy
i dont get any relief from my pain even in my sleep!
so I got up for an hour at 1am and dosed myself up with a hot chocolate
i managed to get back to sleep and woke up at 7:30am
went straight to Ozwald who was fine ^^
he seems totally fine today
so i am glad
i think it must be this new treat i brought him as that is the only 'new' thing in his diet as of late so im not gonna give him anymore as i think thats what is upsetting him
i hope anyway as that is a quick fix
i was suppose to see mia for a walk this morning
but she txted to say she had drunk too much yesterday and was feeling rough XD
so i told her we would walk tomorrow morning instead
i went for a good walk followed by 35mins of dancing
and had a shower then sat with mum with a brew as she came home
had lunch and started making Julia's daughter's face masks she had asked me to make
then i conked out on my bed for a good hour as i had dosed myself up
i was tired and felt like escapism
i got the masks finished tho they look alright
i was left home alone so i made myself a cob and sat and ate it in the quiet
then i went outside with the picnic blanket in the garden and did 30mins of yoga in the sun
it was such a lovely evening, Oz was everywhere XD it was nice to interact with him like that, he had a stretch and a yawn on the blanket X3
i came in and took my nail varnish off as i think im gonna do them tonight just simple dots i think im not in the mood to do much else XD
tomorrow hopefully i will go for a walk with mia
and get my table!
then im not sure what i will do after that to be honest
not really thought about it
photo of Oz with Cherry the Melon plushie (I named her)
Sunday, 19 July 2020
Photo of Ozwald and crashes
Evening
So yesterday I had slept really well
Sad thing was that when I got up I discovered that O had majorly had the runs
he was in a state like jesus it was bad
so i had to wash his bum with mum and syringe feed him
bless him I think it was one too many treats
he sat in a ball looking unhappy....
I got ready, put a skirt on and make up and went to collect jack
we went to sherwood pines and had a walk round there which was nice
a bit cold
and incredibly busy i dont think ive ever seen it that busy and ive been going my whole life
good to see people out tho i guess
after the walk we had our picnic which was nice
i was getting cold tho and we decided to come away
the line for a cup of tea or any food/drink was huge so i couldnt even warm up round a brew!
as soon as we got in the car it hammered it down it was such good timing!
we got back to my house and i went to see how Oz was doing
once again he was in a mess...so i had to clean him with mum
jack watched which i didnt expect him to but i guess it gives him an idea of what he would have to help me with if such a thing happens when the 3 of us live under one roof
but Oz seemed alright and he had eaten so i didnt feel the need to syringe feed him again
i just felt sad that he had got off stomach again...
i showed jack all the bits and pieces i had been buying for the house
he loved it all ^^
we rested a bit as i was dead, i was so done in
i left jack with my parents outside whilst i grabbed a quick shower to wake myself up
and we had a bbq
me and jack sat outside on the grass with Oz and ate
Oz seemed alright just a bit quiet
jack said I didnt need to stay over at his if i would rather be with Oz
but there wasnt anymore i could do for him and said i would wait for a message from mum at 8am and then i could leave then and there if i needed to
I took this picture of him today
such a glutton!
we left for jack's around 8pm after i had put Oz to bed
we had a hot chocolate and biscuits but didnt stay up long i was so tired
we did howver play on switchs! i havent been on mine in over 2 weeks!
it was good to go back on them
we were in bed for 10:30pm tho
i managed to doze off a bit as it took a while cus of selfish humans outside jack's flat
but luckily it rained so people did sod off
i woke up at 2:30am and realised there was a light
i looked and jack was reading on his phone - dimmed
i said "have you been asleep yet?"
he said "no i just cant sleep"
considering we had been in bed 4 hours i thought 'get up'
so i said "lets get up jack it does you good to get up and come back to bed"
he said "you dont need to get up you dont sleep as it is, you stay here"
but i got us up, we had a brew and biscuits and came to bed an hour later
but there was noisy people back outside.....
i fell asleep cuddling jack
i woke up on the other side of the bed cuddling Hammington XD
it was 7:30am when i woke up, i went to get comfy again and a massive noise happened outside
i about jumped out the bed
jack in his sleep stroked me and said "its just the bin men jo"
i said "i dont think that was the bin men"
i got up to look out the window and couldnt see anything so got back to bed
couldnt sleep - needed pain killers, went to leave Jack in bed
i went to the patio doors and opened them
thats when I saw this
so a BMW driver had come hurtling round the corner at 7:30am, lost control going over the speed bump and hit the bin and a lamp post. his air bag had gone off, windscreen cracked, wheel off, suspension off, the damage went on and on
i saw the driver just casually waiting there for it to be cleared away he looked 30ish
and was like fine
ID BE A BLOODY WRECK!!
god id be panicking about needing a new car, the expense, charges, MY PARENTS....
he didnt look arsed!
so i went downstairs to jack and said "jack come see the destruction!"
he got up and was impressed. this was 10metres from jacks bedroom window! no wonder it made such a noise. so we watched the scene eating breakfast - the police showing up, the car recovery, the council took the bin, power guys came to sort the lamp post
i said "i hope he gets charged for the bin and lamp post repairs, the arsehole"
the corner he came speeding round is a T-junction so you HAVE to stop - he clearly didnt if he could achieve that much damage. good job no one was around they would probably be dead
we were both shattered and decided to go for a walk to wake ourselves up
whilst we were out we had to go pick up jack's step dad a birthday present up
and jack is taking it over tomorrow
i came back to the flat and had lunch with jack and a rest and came home at 2pm
i had received a text message from mum at 8am along with footage of Oz so i could see how much food he had eaten and if he was ok, she told me he was doing well and had firmed up XD
i came home and sat with Oz who wasnt in a mess, had eaten and done normal poos
so all is well
i rested all afternoon as i was dead to be honest
before dinner i went for an hours walk
had food and a shower and then did 15mins of dance practice
tomorrow seeing mia in the morning and hopefully getting my table to recover!
So yesterday I had slept really well
Sad thing was that when I got up I discovered that O had majorly had the runs
he was in a state like jesus it was bad
so i had to wash his bum with mum and syringe feed him
bless him I think it was one too many treats
he sat in a ball looking unhappy....
I got ready, put a skirt on and make up and went to collect jack
we went to sherwood pines and had a walk round there which was nice
a bit cold
and incredibly busy i dont think ive ever seen it that busy and ive been going my whole life
good to see people out tho i guess
after the walk we had our picnic which was nice
i was getting cold tho and we decided to come away
the line for a cup of tea or any food/drink was huge so i couldnt even warm up round a brew!
as soon as we got in the car it hammered it down it was such good timing!
we got back to my house and i went to see how Oz was doing
once again he was in a mess...so i had to clean him with mum
jack watched which i didnt expect him to but i guess it gives him an idea of what he would have to help me with if such a thing happens when the 3 of us live under one roof
but Oz seemed alright and he had eaten so i didnt feel the need to syringe feed him again
i just felt sad that he had got off stomach again...
i showed jack all the bits and pieces i had been buying for the house
he loved it all ^^
we rested a bit as i was dead, i was so done in
i left jack with my parents outside whilst i grabbed a quick shower to wake myself up
and we had a bbq
me and jack sat outside on the grass with Oz and ate
Oz seemed alright just a bit quiet
jack said I didnt need to stay over at his if i would rather be with Oz
but there wasnt anymore i could do for him and said i would wait for a message from mum at 8am and then i could leave then and there if i needed to
I took this picture of him today
such a glutton!
we left for jack's around 8pm after i had put Oz to bed
we had a hot chocolate and biscuits but didnt stay up long i was so tired
we did howver play on switchs! i havent been on mine in over 2 weeks!
it was good to go back on them
we were in bed for 10:30pm tho
i managed to doze off a bit as it took a while cus of selfish humans outside jack's flat
but luckily it rained so people did sod off
i woke up at 2:30am and realised there was a light
i looked and jack was reading on his phone - dimmed
i said "have you been asleep yet?"
he said "no i just cant sleep"
considering we had been in bed 4 hours i thought 'get up'
so i said "lets get up jack it does you good to get up and come back to bed"
he said "you dont need to get up you dont sleep as it is, you stay here"
but i got us up, we had a brew and biscuits and came to bed an hour later
but there was noisy people back outside.....
i fell asleep cuddling jack
i woke up on the other side of the bed cuddling Hammington XD
it was 7:30am when i woke up, i went to get comfy again and a massive noise happened outside
i about jumped out the bed
jack in his sleep stroked me and said "its just the bin men jo"
i said "i dont think that was the bin men"
i got up to look out the window and couldnt see anything so got back to bed
couldnt sleep - needed pain killers, went to leave Jack in bed
i went to the patio doors and opened them
thats when I saw this
so a BMW driver had come hurtling round the corner at 7:30am, lost control going over the speed bump and hit the bin and a lamp post. his air bag had gone off, windscreen cracked, wheel off, suspension off, the damage went on and on
i saw the driver just casually waiting there for it to be cleared away he looked 30ish
and was like fine
ID BE A BLOODY WRECK!!
god id be panicking about needing a new car, the expense, charges, MY PARENTS....
he didnt look arsed!
so i went downstairs to jack and said "jack come see the destruction!"
he got up and was impressed. this was 10metres from jacks bedroom window! no wonder it made such a noise. so we watched the scene eating breakfast - the police showing up, the car recovery, the council took the bin, power guys came to sort the lamp post
i said "i hope he gets charged for the bin and lamp post repairs, the arsehole"
the corner he came speeding round is a T-junction so you HAVE to stop - he clearly didnt if he could achieve that much damage. good job no one was around they would probably be dead
we were both shattered and decided to go for a walk to wake ourselves up
whilst we were out we had to go pick up jack's step dad a birthday present up
and jack is taking it over tomorrow
i came back to the flat and had lunch with jack and a rest and came home at 2pm
i had received a text message from mum at 8am along with footage of Oz so i could see how much food he had eaten and if he was ok, she told me he was doing well and had firmed up XD
i came home and sat with Oz who wasnt in a mess, had eaten and done normal poos
so all is well
i rested all afternoon as i was dead to be honest
before dinner i went for an hours walk
had food and a shower and then did 15mins of dance practice
tomorrow seeing mia in the morning and hopefully getting my table to recover!
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