2nd Anniversary

 Evening

Today marks mine and Jack's 2nd Anniversary~

Yup we have survived 2 years without killing one another!

I actually cant imagine life without the guy now, he honestly feels like family

and of course I love him so much <3 even if he is patience trying at times XD 

So this morning I was hoping on a lay in as I didnt sleep well, I basically kept waking up in pain

We had to get up at 7:45am as mum had messaged me last night saying Matt was gonna come fit our blind and repair a couple of bricks on the outside of the house he had to knock through but couldnt get the same bricks when he was last over, but now has them. Of course we didnt know WHEN he was gonna come so we got up early just incase

he didnt come over til 9am, and it took him an hour to fit a blind....cus hes such a perfectionist. I know my dad would have done it in under 10mins XD But hey we have a blind, and a further hour was needed to fix the brick work. so he left just after 11am. I had basically had a lazy morning of being with Oz and then on my bed, as I was dead. But still keen to do the work out!

Which is what I did when Matt left, I got the videos up and got to work

Jack laid on the sofa eating crackers and cheese -____-

I sweated so much, by video 3 i had to mop my face as the salty sweat was literally stinging my face 0.0 yes I am that gross 

I had a much needed bath, then jack had a bath then we had lunch

we popped out for a walk along the river and through a village

then popped into a shop on the way home for jack's cider and a few bits and pieces nothing special.

We came home and had a brew with Oz

Then I made some of my banana biscuits, then decided to make some biscuits for jack but it was a recipe online and i am not impressed with them but jack says they are edible.

then I made dinner which was pork burgers and chips, all homemade. I of course cant have the bun so literally burger and chips for me but it was nice. Lamb mince is far nicer but the shop didnt have any so we had to get pork. and i think it laid heavy on both our stomachs as we were both done for afterwards XD so we had to literally rest and digest

then we played 3 rounds of the triominoes I brought for jack for his anniversary present. I WON! my god I never win board games especially against jack, I could tell losing left a bitter taste on him XD

we had Oz in during the last round and he couldnt understand why we didnt have our full attentions on him, bless him.

I took him home after I shared the usual satsuma with him.

Ah yes jack's present to me >.> need I go there

it was literally lace

honest to god that is not an outfit!

he said "i didnt think it was as skantly as that" yeah right!! its a maid costume, but not much of one - literally. So i feel its more a gift for him XD however i said i will try it on....but in the bathroom. I might show him. its just nothing i have worn before! i feel it would rip apart with the slightest touch!

he found it more amusing more than anything

but its been a nice day anyway, a slightly different day anyway

its 9:30pm and I am tired.

I said as a treat I will join him to hot chocolate tonight when we watch Inuyasha

I had a cup of tea on my birthday, I can have a hot chocolate - made with water not milk - on my anniversary.

Here's to many more years ^^

Oh I also finished the picture for him. Which is officially his desktop picture~

He really likes it and says its for his eyes only XD

tomorrow I am going over to mum and dad's

i was taking Oz but as of this evening a fence panel has broke and fallen down so the garden is no longer safe for Oz so he is staying here with Jack

I will be coming home after lunch around 1:30pm

I just need to make a few things for mum which is why i am going over for a while.

i hope to do my workout in the morning before I go over tho

Thought I was fitter than that 0.0

 Evening~~

So last night I did in fact start these workout

a series of 4 videos ranging from 11-14mins long

oh      my      god

I was a sweating, dripping, shaking mess

I could barely keep going, I have no idea how at 8pm I did these videos. I was listening to the videos thinking "theres a whistling sound on the background music" but when I paid proper attention I realised it was my asthmatic breathing! I was obviously struggling! But I kept going. My legs were like jelly. I honestly thought I was fitter than that!

I was watching during video 4 by Jack who laid on the sofa, scrolling through his phone, finishing off the 100b butter toffee chocolate he had started an hour previously.....I told him I hated him XD actually it made no difference as I am working for myself, a chocolate bar would not help this. 

I ran a bath after my work out and did I need it. My hair and clothes were soaked. I sweat a lot in the day anyway never mind after such a work out.

I came out the bath and I hurt, I hurt everywhere T^T but I didnt moan too much or ask for sympathy as it was all self inflicted.

We went to bed after watching 2 episodes of Inuyasha, jack had finished gaming at 8:30pm instead of 10pm so we had a bit more time

I woke up at 7:30am after having weird dreams about murderous sheep

and as soon as I opened my eyes, my body......god it hurt. Like I had been beaten all over with a baseball bat in my sleep! But still I got up and it was all go til 9am when Mia showed up as basically we had to get the stew on which I make from scratch - like all my meals - and I put my soup on which I left in jack's capable hands whilst I went for a walk with Mia which was nice. I just bloody hurt XD

I got back and found jack had done my soup for me ^^ I sat with him and Oz and had a brew as I was a bit cold. I had a good rest and at 11am I decided to do day 2 of my workout. Jack stayed in the room in entire time but I didnt mind. 

Once again I was a mess but felt I did a bit better than the night before. I was running short on energy as I had only had a turkey steak and an apple and I had done an hour's walk previously

But I did it and Jack ran me a bath after I had finished. My clothes were wet and hard to remove XD

He said  I was disgusting but I said "well I need that bikini bod dont i?" XD 

After my bath it was lunch time so we sat down to episode 3 of digimon season 1 as we have decided to watch digimon when eating lunch. I havent seen it since I was a child! so I have little memory of it.

Mum came round as soon as I finished eating. Her bathroom is slowly getting done but she had the electricity off today and got cold so she came for a warm and a brew. 

I rested on my bed after she left as I was just done and hurt sooooo much

I got up at 4pm and had Oz in for an hour.

We had dinner which was really good ^^ Jack didnt speak during his meal so I know he was enjoying it.

Now we are just on our computers. He is playing with Harvey and Theo online I am logged into discord so I can talk too but I have been doing other things on my computer. However after an hour I am getting bored as usual, computers dont entertain me for long! so I might go do something else. But jack will be on here til 10pm. I will need something to pass the time as it is only 8pm!

Tomorrow is our 2 year anniversary! 

there isnt a lot we can do tho! We have brought each other a present for something we can do together. I hope Jack likes my gift. I also finished the hammington picture for him so I have that to present to him. We might go for a walk by the river. Not sure what else we can do really cus theres literally nothing to do in a lockdown! But I am sure we will pass the day. We did a lot of chores today so we wouldnt have to do them tomorrow anyway. I will not be skipping out on my workout anyway

week of working out

 Evening~~

I didnt sleep that well last night, kept waking up as I wasnt comfortable but I still managed to get back off to sleep each time luckily. We got up at 8am and by 8:45 we had set off for the shops. I can actually say we were the first ones to enter the supermarket this morning, odd experience XD we got what we needed, unpacked at home and I cleaned Oz out all before 10am! Woo!

I had a much needed bath as I did go on just dance last night, got a bit sweaty and went to bed XD I was grim

Afterwards I did a few house jobs and had Oz in

after lunch I went over to mum and dad's and sat with them for a bit then did a bit of yoga there. Sat with the girls as well which was nice. Then I came home to show Oz his new hay basket that had arrived at mum's he was really happy with it, standing on top of it eating it -____- cocky git

what also had arrived was our anniversary presents! Mine was a fair size box as its to fit a board game in, jack's was a small, light packet. So i said to him "if it is a kinky outfit, it cant be more than a few strings its so small and light" he laughed and said "yes jo its a present we can both enjoy" i said "I feel if i was wearing a few strings, YOU would be getting more enjoyment out of it than me!" perv >.> so i have some strings to look forward to on tuesday!

I rested on my bed thinking of what I can do during the holidays

mum had asked me today what it is I want to do, I thought "what could i do?"

so I came up with something

seeing as I havent been working that hard on my yoga and dance as I have been trying to get out to walk more for fresh air, my muscles have been suffering and usually after dance or yoga I hurt the next day. It shows I have worked - yes, but also during the time I was dancing and doing yoga more, I never got aches after I had exercised. So this week I would like to do a workout every day. I found from a while back that theres someone called Chloe Ting online and she does good workout videos, i wanted to do a 2 weeks program ages ago but always chose to dance or something instead. Now I have the time and free space to follow a program. It says to do it for 2 weeks but I only have a week off. But I might start it tonight if I have the energy. Be a good goal anyway.

tonight jack is gaming so I need to once again entertain myself

I am thinking of having Oz out and then when I have put him to bed i will do this workout, then bath as I imagine I will surely need a wash. Then I might paint my nails. Im sure I can pass the evening

I know its valentines day but yeah it means nothing to me. Jack kindly sent a text to harvey and theo at 8:30am saying "happy singles awareness day" I said "Im sure they really appreciate that jack, stop being smug" but he sent it anyway -____- he said they would do it to him XD

tomorrow

seeing mia for a walk in the morning i think at 9am

then unsure after that, got that workout to do i guess, the hammington picture to finish as well if i am gonna give it to jack on time. Oh and my soup for the week to make.

Got the hammington picture almost done

 Konbanwa~~

We watched Inuyasha and went to bed last night and I slept so well. I didnt wake til 9am! but we had gone to bed at practically midnight >< Jack luckily got up at 7:30am and let Oz out for me :D 

I showed Oz his floral toy today and he wasnt that impressed T^T snobby bunny

This morning I did a few jobs round the house, then decided the weather didnt look that bad so I wanted to go a walk, Jack hasnt done any exercise all week so I dragged him out and we went for a good walk. It was freezing, there is still snow in places as it hasnt come above freezing for days now. today was -4c and we walked in it! I was so cold even tho I had really wrapped up. didnt stop my back from sweating tho. Jo is a sweat machine. We got back and had a hot drink with Ozwald then had a bath. So I was warmed through. We had lunch then I had a sleep, then had Oz in again. I varnished my table and now the whole house stinks of like solvent. I mean it stinks and i mean the whole house. despite me locking myself in there and locking the door afterwards. Potent stuff. We will both probably have headache come morning.

After dinner we went on our computers. I needed to crack on my picture for Jack as I would like to give it him for the anniversary on tuesday. So i managed to get the actual drawing done I just need to photoshop it a bit and give it a background as its gonna be his PC wallpaper XD

But i think it looks ok, very different to my usual pictures!

I have also been talking to harvey and theo whilst drawing which has been nice, nice having someone different to talk to.

Im about to go and play a bit of just dance and then sit with Oz, quite enjoyed playing just dance last night on my first turn in almost 2 years I got 4/5 stars! Jo still has it X3 on my 3rd dance I got 5/5 stars~ like the only game I do semi-well at!

Tomorrow

we are getting to the shop at 9am for our weekly shop, we are gonna get in during the key worker half hour so it should be dead, then come home and unpack it all. It may be valentines day tomorrow but it literally means nothing to us both just some stupid holiday so we wont be acknowledging it. I am unsure how we will pass the day tho. think mum would like to see me

played an actual board game

 Evening

I got up for work at 6:45am for a bath before work

we dropped Oz at mum's for bunny day care~

Work was ok, just sat in a room whilst colouring really whilst there was 2 other members of staff and 3 students. Mad. I felt poorly so I had 20mins to myself in the office but picked myself up eventually. The last lesson of the day I was left the whole hour with the 3 children. It was no bother as theyre only 11 years old and just normal boys really. Full of energy tho as they have just been behind a screen all day so I let them play a few games together like rock paper scissors and various things that didnt involve a desk.

We came back to mums and had a brew and picked my Oz up

I got one of his toys in the post, that quick, its his little bouquet of flowers made of crepe paper, cant wait to show it him tomorrow ^^ Mum says I have spoiled him but I said its because he is doing so well with his diet. Honestly when I picked him up this morning he felt thinner around his chest. Bless him. Hes doing better than me! I've only lost 2.5kg >.> doing this diet for bloody nothing

we left with my Wii as well, which jack kindly set up for me when we got home

I had dinner but Jack didnt as he had a massive lunch of pizza and chips so hes just going without tonight but brought back his cake from lunch from school so hes currently snacking on that.

we played some sort of boardgame after dinner as we said we would have ago. I HATE board games with a passion, jack enjoys them and does really well at them. The game was dull I didnt enjoy it and it was the best of his collection to offer. So we finished up and he won - obviously - now I just came online to do my diary but I am gonna sit with Oz now and then I might go on Just dance then have a bath and watch Inuyasha

I have no plans for the weekend tho 0.0

like nothing at all

Just dont know what to do. its hard to know what to do you know? although I know I can now varnish my dressing table! which will be done in the craft room with the door firmly shut as the varnish stinks the whole house out its potent stuff. but its something to do. might do my nails as well. Its valentines day but that means nothing to us. Its just commercialised rubbish

Had a good day and spoiling Oz

 Evening~~~

I slept well last night, I heard my alarm go off but didnt get up XD I let Jack get Oz out~

I had a nice day today actually ^^

I danced, I had a bath, I had a nap, I had lunch, I painted, I had a cup of tea with my mum, Played with Oz, and did more painting. Yeah its been a good day to be honest!

We had an easy dinner too, which was leftovers for me and stuff out the freezer for jack

We finished watching derry girls too but luckily there will be a season 3!

Now were both on computers but I think I will go and sit with Oz and share an orange with him, which is our usual night routine~

Tomorrow

We are off to school~

then I will pick Oz up as he will go to bunny daycare whilst we are at school

then not sure after that what we will do, we are thinking of setting my Wii up and playing dance games XD

oh and speaking of Oz, he has been enjoying this cardboard box in the living room but soon the box is needed in the spare room, so he wont have anything to chew, so I am looking for actual pet alternatives! so far I have ordered him a tent to sit in if he wants, I have always waned one but never had the space. Just need a chew toy next~

secret presents

 Evening

Yesterday I worked from home and we did my appraisal and mum came over for a walk, a walk I was reluctant to do as it meant day 3 of walking whilst it was snowing! it absolutely came down as well, i felt like it was aiming for my face I literally couldnt see! so i was cold and aching and had enough, the sun came out as we were on our way home -_____-

In the evening I had a bath and fell asleep on my bed woke up at 9pm >< and got Oz out of course

This morning I got up for a bath before school, i hurt. my joints hurt and its from walking in the cold and snow. I dont want to do it anymore! we dropped Oz off at mum's

school I was grouchy just cus i was grouchy, especially when i realised I had left my sketchbook and paints at home!! so i had to go and rob stuff from the art department and luckily i did get what i needed but i still prefer my own stuff

I basically sat all day painting a volcano! easy day, it does feel a bit pointless at times but yeah its easy enough.

after school we went farmfoods which basically sells frozen food, we didnt get much and what we did get was for jack

I dropped him off with the goods, got changed and went to mums for a brew and Oz

I did half hour of yoga as well whilst Oz snored on the sofa

I came back and did dinner which was stew I put on in the morning

then we took our separate ways. as its our anniversary on tuesday and as there is literally nothing we can do i suggested we both by something in secret, something we can do together - sex toys not qualifying.  I have gone with a board game I know i can play as  i know jack enjoys board games but i refuse to play them with him as he takes it too seriously as is just far superior at them than me. I have picked Triominoes 

now gonna have Oz out and such

tomorrow working from home really

got given my book from school which classes as training as you cant go anywhere for training so they ordered me a book and i might read some of that!

Oz inside yesterday morning enjoying his morning carrot with us, usually he has it in the garage or shed at mums