Just 4 more days to go

 Evening

Last night Jack finished at 9pm with harvey and theo which I was rather glad about as I felt like I squinting just to keep my eyes open, so we watched inuyasha and went to bed. We were in bed for 9:45pm I told jack to leave me alone, I was comfy so I didnt want to be touched and I had nothing else to give so I didnt want to talk or listen. Did not take long for me to fall asleep. The alarm was needed. I'd had a horrible dream that I had gone to have the covid vaccine, I am dreading that needle. Just cus I keep seeing people around me have it and are quite poorly for a day or two. I hate needles and I hate being more poorly than I am now! But I know realistically its the lesser of two evils....

School was very quiet for me. I got all my work done, all my printing and I managed to read a chapter of my body book too :)

Mum sent a nice picture of Oz playing outside next to the girls. I must take some photos off my phone but I have been using my laptop downstairs for 2 weeks now, my cables are all upstairs at my desk. My desk that must be collecting dust now! 

She said she had made too many cookies (no such thing) and that she has some for Jack. She said "im sorry so ill give you some strawberries!". I offered to come collect Oz but she said she hadnt been out the house today so she wanted to come over for a change of scenery.

We finished school and a science teacher gave us cake from his birthday. i said I was on a diet so didnt take any. So jack has been given birthday cake and home made cookies today >.> 

We got home to find mum had just arrived, we had tea with her and Ozwald. I had my strawberries.

for dinner it was left over stew thank god as I was too tired to do anything. Mum said I looked a bit pale. After food I fell asleep on the sofa, with Oz in the room >< Jack had gone to game but i think I was only napping for half hour. Jack is playing dungeons and dragons online but says he should be done 9pm. I died on the toilet whilst Oz was alone and he was on the computer.  Dont know what had upset my stomach now, honestly this diet doesnt feel worth it at times!

Mum had brought her scales over, i usually use on a saturday or sunday morning but i thought i might not have chance for my 'weekly weigh in' time so she let me borrow them. I was suppose to be going for a walk with mia tomorrow morning but she forgot i have the carpet lady coming and arranged something else so shes coming over on sunday. So tomorrow i will go to mums - typically she needn't have brought the scales - and then come home at 11am for the carpet lady. Have lunch and do whatever really. I havent actually planned my weekend! Sunday I will see mia in the morning then do my chores I guess. Hopefully I will get some rest time over the weekend. I need it.

Only 4 more school days to go before we break up for 2 weeks for easter~ 

Bit stressed in new carrying case

 Evening

I managed 2 chloe ting videos last night and had a good bath afterwards, it was just the perfect temperature somehow. Jack had it after me and enjoyed it too. We watched Inuyasha and went to bed. I was so done. The alarm was much needed XD

This morning Oz travelled in his new carrying case, he was abit stressed in it and was scurrying the sides. but its because it was new he will get use to it. I had put it in the living room for him to play with yesterday but he wasnt interested. So I tried to show it him but he wasnt arsed >.>

I had died on the toilet that morning ether which was nice! I kept food in for a change!

I have still been peeing a fair bit tho today.

School for me was better as I didnt feel as drained as I had done all week. I mean i still didnt feel 100% by far but felt better than what I did. I had an easy day. But then everyone kept handing me stuff to print T^T and julia and jack needed a lot printed too so I volunteered to do it as I set the printers going, stay there and just keep taking finished work out every so often and topping it up with paper. I was reading my body book between all that. I had a good lunch. I struggled with the heating being broken -_____- I had my coat on most of the day! Just so damn cold, what with the doors and windows open....

We left on time and jack and julia was grateful I had done all their printing. I had also printed out 29 A3 sheets of paper with an outline of a wolf on it, I plan to selloptape it together and then cut it like a stencil and maybe stencilling it onto my garage door - when I have painted it. Our house directly faces the close/street when you pull into it so it would be good if i could make it look decent. I have the ability to artist I will use this ability!

I went to pick Oz up, jack had a tea with mum but I thought I would wait and have one at home with pain killer as mum didnt have any fruit teas in i like. we only stayed for half hour. Oz was a bit stressed coming home and weed in the carrying case which isnt like him so I had that to quickly clear up as we came home. It was only in the carrying case but I wanted to get it up before it soaked through.

We got on with dinner, I had omelette and chips. mum gave me some chicken she cooked on tuesday so i had that with my dinner, jack had junk food out the freezer. He is playing with Harvey and Theo tonight. I am just with Ozwald, he isnt doing much now hes found all the treats jack hid for him.

i will do my 2 video work outs which is only 30mins but its enough then grab a bath.

Tomorrow is friday. Thank bloody god. Need a break!

New carrying case for Oz

 Evening

I managed 1 exercise video yesterday as its only 10 mins long and requires sitting down. I went for a shower afterwards as I had had enough of being hot so I didnt fancy a hot bath

Me and jack were early sitting down so watched 2 episodes of Inuyasha then went to bed. I would have gone to bed after 1 episode but felt i wouldnt have been able to sleep at 9:15pm

I woke up at 6am needing a wee, as it actually hurt. And my god it went on for ages, made my eyes water XD So then as it was early I pounced on jack and woke him up, he asked for 5 more minutes but i told him we needed to get the stew on anyway so he got up. It was a good job we were up early as my stomach decided to rebel. So 3rd day in a row I am stuck on the toilet dying. I havent digested food properly for 3 days now. Shattered!

We took Oz over to mum's and went to school

School, I just wasnt feeling it again. I could have quite easily have not turned up. I just felt so tired and drained. I couldnt think straight and just wasnt in the mood for it all.

I spent a lot of time on the floor ether resting or reading. Ether way  I dont feel I have pulled my weight but Jack told me not to worry as I had prepped all my lessons. I sat at the end of the day painting. School finished at 1:50pm so teachers could get home to do their online parents evenings. I asked jack if we too finished at 1:50pm but no such luck. However he did let us go home 15mins early as no one was in school.

Mum very kindly brought Oz over and a lot of packages for me! 2 skirts for work and Oz's new carry case. Its too good for that spoiled bunny! But it should be a lot more easier to carry him in it as its more flexible and a bit smaller. I have let him sniff it and put treats in it but he simply stretched inside and grabbed the treats without actually going in it >.>

We had a brew with mum and then mum left so I could serve up my thai stew at like 5pm XD I get earlier with dinner but its because I am hungry and I dont have much to snack on other than fruit.

I sat with the massager after dinner and left the clearing up to jack.

I am now just sitting with Oz, hes happy boy but also quite lazy XD 

I might do a bit of exercising in a bit then have a bath or shower, I shall see how I feel.

I can not believe how much I have peed today. I went for a wee 8 times at work thats like once and hour! and im just the same at home! whats up with me! I would be interested to see how much water i  have shed today especially given that massive wee this morning. I had no idea I could hold so much water. Wonder if I have lost any more weight this week.

Tomorrow is school, same old really. Nothing of interest going off.

In the garage all night

 Evening

I managed my exercises last night, then had a quick bath as I had stomach ache and didnt want to need the toilet whilst naked! 

I sat with Jack watching Inuyasha I had asked him to come off his games with harvey and theo at 9:30pm as I was just so tired, so we were in bed early

Jack went to go release Oz in the morning, but turns out i had left his side door open so he was sat happily in the middle of the garage floor once jack opened up the garage. lord knows what hes been up to all damn night >.>

This morning I just felt off, and had to get rid of my stomach twice before leaving the house, the stomach I had last night had chose before school to strike me not once but twice. Making us late for school but only by a few minutes as luckily traffic was on our side. I did feel drained after it all tho

School I just wasnt feeling it and was making so many stupid mistakes like going to photocopy something and not taking the sheet i was gonna photocopy with me! stupid annoying things like that. I had stomach pains like burning and i was just tired and achy and would have happily have spent the day in bed. I did all that I needed to in the morning, died under my desk before lunch, ate lunch then sat reading my body book for the rest of the afternoon. Couldnt wait to go home. Just had  enough. so tired

mum kindly brought Oz over to me, he had been sleeping all day in shed, girls were outside but Oz chose to sleep in the shed -_____- He laid inside with us whilst we had a brew. Once mum went I had my leftovers for dinner and jack had my soup which he said was really good ^^

afterwards we did a few house jobs, i made him do more than me tho as I am so tired.

I am with Oz now who has just been snoring in his hay basket >.> what a bloody life. Im sure he's tired cus hes been up all night in that garage you know. Thank god its safe and locked up. I normally check his doors and for whatever i slacked off last night. I will be more on it. But hes safe in garage. Hes probably been loving it

I dont think I will do my exercises tonight. I might do the 10 min thigh burn as i think i can manage that. Then I will go wash the sheer amount i have sweated today from all the hot sweats I have had.

feel quite disgusting if i am honest! Jack was suppose to play with harvey and theo but i had said could he come off at 9:30pm but theo wont get home from the outdoor gym til almost 8pm then hes got to eat so realistically jack will only have an hour with them so he said its not worth it and he wont bother.

we will have an early night ^^ i am not gonna argue that. just so shattered and drained.

tomorrow

school and in the morning we have the job of getting the stew on, always a mad dash on stew day!

other news

my cousin, born Sarah, is now Remi

she has officially and legally had her name changed. So she can be more 'gender fluid' 

gonna be so weird next time i see her not to call her sarah. Just hope shes happy about it and doesnt regret it in later life.

4th thing i've missed out on damn it

 Konbanwa~~~

I was tired after my work out last night, but stuck to doing just 2 videos, I had a bath and did a full pamper session of body scrub, hair mask, face pack. Yup the bath water was grim! I did galaxy nails too

I fell asleep pretty fast, I woke up 10mins before my alarm and tried to sleep for those few remaining precious minutes but I needed a wee >.> so i got up

We dropped Oz off at mums, when I was taking him from Jack's lap I saw how much fur he left behind, think he is starting to shed his fur. Therefor his new carrying case - when it arrives - will be a godsend as he can travel in that and shed his coat all over my car interior!! Also if he travels with that he has the option of who brings him home - me or mum.

School was ok, it was easy biology wise, and i did go hid out in chris's office a couple of times as he was by himself all day and all week in fact. I did help julia with a massive sorting job it took me like 2 hours which is quite depressing as half the students i know wont look at what i have sorted out to give them. revision material for exams. Id be grateful but hey im 16 and know better XD

I was quite tired and achy tho, my stomach had been off in the morning and it left me with stomach pains and sicky feeling. I did get to have an actual cup of tea tho as someone had baked brownies in science over the weekend and kindly brought them in, so thats the 4th thing ive missed out on in less than a week! sod this im having a tea! which i enjoyed ^^

Mum txt to say she had been over to my house and collected Oz's carrying case and she would bring him over to us! it was really nice of her to do it :D

so when we got home mum arrived about 2 mins later, she sat and had a brew with us. Oz had treats inside whilst we had tea.

Mum left so i could do dinner which was burger and chips. everything hand made of course. jack, who usually cuts up the sweet potato for me was taking an age in the bathroom so i cut it up and banged it in the oven then made the burgers which came out ok. I grilled cheese on top of jack's burger ^^

I let him do all the clearing and washing up I was done I needed a break. I sat with the massagers for 15mins on my back which was nice and needed, then the 15mins on my calves killed me and hurts to walk now!

Jack came sat with me whilst I looked for birthday gifts for my dad which is less than a month away. Think I have sorted now. Then he went to game so I got my Oz out. He has frisked me for every snack and treat going, and is still hungry so I will take him home soon hes been with me an hour now.

Then I will crack on with my exercises I guess. Only doing 2 videos I think tonight but its still a good 30min work out. Don't wanna wear myself out for the rest of the week of work :/

School tomorrow

not got much going off again at school really, its revision mainly so nothing in the way of practicals 

Good thing is Julia made it into work today after her covid jab yesterday so i am sure she will be in tomorrow also :)

mum and dad survived the covid jab

 Evening

I was so done last night, I dont feel like  I was paying much attention to inuyasha I was just ready for my bed! I slept really well and needed my alarm to wake me for the food shop. We got there on time tho and the shop wasnt too bad, its nice to be in and out like ninjas.

On the way home I called in at mum's gave her a hug and handed her some roses for being so brave with her covid vaccination and she looks after Oz she was very happy, then I got back in the car

We came back and unpacked then sat with Oz inside with a brew, hes been in loads today XD

Jack helped me cut stuff up for my soup which I then left bubbling, I went to clean Oz out, he loves being cleaned out X3 I came in and finished my soup then had that with jack for lunch.

After lunch I cleaned the bathroom then we filled out the census thing everyone has got to do, then we went for a good walk. 

I got back and was exhausted, it was 2:45pm and I brought Oz in and had a tea with him. We then had Oz snoring on the floor, Jack played his switch and I fell asleep curled in Jack's dressing gown. And thats where we stayed for an hour! Its like the 3 of us were just done XD

I took Oz home and started to do some dinner, we had fresh salmon and chips like every sunday. But I flavoured it different and it was damn good!

jack cleared up whilst I sat with the massager and then he had a go with it, bloody brilliant.

I got my stuff ready for school tomorrow, new uniform! and new cardigan!!! ^^ 

Currently I have my Ozwald in, he has had so many treats today, so much fuss and a lot of time inside with us but I love spending time with him and just watching him ^^

I was gonna do some drawing or painting today but I ran out of energy hence the sleep earlier! so i am a bit disappointed I didnt get anything creative done today but I got some done yesterday I guess.

I will take Oz home soon and do my work out, promised jack I would only do 2 out the 3 as I am quite tired and we did a good walk.

Then I plan to do face packs and hair packs :D and my nails. I like having a pamper before my grind of work for the week.

tomorrow is work :/

Julia has had her covid vaccination today and she says she feels ok so far but she will let us know how she feels tomorrow if shes coming in, a lot of people have been poorly with it. Luckily my mum and dad seem to be doing ok. Just have sore arms. I really really dont want to go and have it!!! but it will be a way off yet.

so hopefully we have julia tomorrow or me and Jack have quite a bit of chemistry to do!

Got all my jobs at mum's done

 Evening

I did my work out yesterday did all 3 videos which I think takes it to 40mins, i was exhausted and a bit dizzy from it all and so i had a warm bath not a hot one as  i didnt want to push things!

After my bath, jack had the bath and it was quite late by the time we sat down to inuyasha so i was in bed for 11pm, I woke up at 6:30am thinking "god no" then 7:30am thinking "nah"

it got to 8:30am and I got up as I didnt want to waste the day and I was seeing mia at 9;30am, she turned up on time and we went to take the dogs for a walk which was nice as the weather wasnt too bad.  It was good to have a female to talk to as well.

I got back and didnt bother taking my shoes off as I went straight over to mum's

I got there and had an actual cup of tea with her which was amazing

I did my weekly weigh in which I was pleasantly surprised to see I was back at what I was 2 weeks 64.2kg, not complaining as long as its coming off slowly. 

then I got to work!

I cut the guinea's claws and they were all squealing at me even tho i didnt nick any of them. mardy sows today they were.

 I then Did my brother's hair. we are still unable to get a hair cut and my brother's has gotten so long he cant do anything with it. So I took jack's clippers over to the side then i cut and blended the top for him. I have given him a cracking hair cut, it doesnt even look like a home job. mum was impressed and he was grateful

Then I had my lunch which i took over

then I did my mum's nails i did a nice spring design on them for her. she was pleased with them, once they had dried a bit i dyed her eyebrows for her as she had tried the other day and hadnt managed it

Then I finally was able to sew my new uniform! I added lace along the bottom and a small yellow bow on the back, simple and cute~

my massager arrived 30min before I left so I let each of my family have a go they were impressed, mum and my brother want one XD

it was nice to spend time with mum and my brother. They appreciated my hard efforts

i came home and a bit of a rest with jack and Oz

then I went outside with Oz to paint my garage door which I have managed to do! took me 40 mins but looks good i took a photo. i got quite cold in just a t-shirt tho.

I came in to thaw out, we watched an episode of black cat and then I laid on my bed for 40mins as I had exhausted myself. 

I did the dinner, we ate that and then Jack cleaned up whilst I sat, I got Oz out and went on my laptop whilst he had a big wash. I have managed to buy a new carry case for him! its been used once and I got it for £14.30! instead of £30-£40 they seem to be. So thats good ^^ also bought another skirt, its white with cherries on :3 I bought a bralette as well.

Now I am still with Oz an hour later! I will take him home shortly as I need to do my exercises. I can see the start of a 6 pack! Jo is getting stronger and more toned! I am trying and I am still enjoying it but I know I want to tone more or lose more. Not happy yet. But it is nice being able to look in the mirror at myself once again :)

Then I will bath and sit with jack later to watch inuyasha

I have had a productive day today tho :) Jack has done all the chore I have asked of him.

I need to upload photos on to my diary but I keep bringin my laptop downstairs so I can sit with Oz and do my diary.

Tomorrow is chore day

I have the weekly shop to do in the morning, Oz to clean out, soup for the week to make, bathroom to clean. then I have the rest of the day to do as I wish :3