actually managed some digital drawing on a monday night

 Evening

I managed a tiny bit of digital drawing last night before bed!

I did my work out again last night, had a bath and was in bed after anime for 8:50pm

I think I had fallen asleep by 9:30pm. I was shattered. I slept well too

that weighted blanket is a gods send 

This morning my intestines hurt still and once again I have a headache. Not sure whats up with me

we went to school and I had plenty to be getting on with. The day was ok on the whole but I just wasnt feeling it you know? Like just not in the mood for it all. I even went to see lizzi just to escape science talk. I had had enough of science talk and school talk. So I went to talk to lizzi for some normal convo

after school mummy had arrived early to let Ozwald out so he got to have a hop round and did toilet outside. He soon sat on his fort - his way of saying he wants to come inside >< 

mum stayed til 5:30pm I booted her out telling her I wanted to have my dinner

dinner was so easy and soooo tasty. Jack helped me too :) 

Now I might go on just dance for a bit. No more kettle bell for a day as it hurts to walk damn it!

then I will have a bath and stuff, the usual

tomorrow

its wednesday so stew morning and changing bed sheets before school! its always a rush on a wednesday but worth it. Got a few practicals as well tomorrow 

Jo was teacher technician :3

 Konbanwa~~

I slept pretty well last night apart from waking up at 11:50pm to Jack butting me - literally. he was man spreading big time. I got up for a wee and thought he would move by then. No

so I faced him and leaned my arm against him and eventually he moved. yeesh

This morning I felt ok about school, just didnt want to go! XD

we were just starting up and then at 9am we got a call from reception

"jack theres someone here to see you"??

what it was - months ago we agreed to train a science technician in microbiology. But we never wrote the date down of when this technician was coming

well today was the day! we had totally forgot that the technician was even coming ^^;

poor woman turned up and we had NOTHING sorted for her ><

whats more is that it was mircobiology so I had agreed to train her T^T

so I was on the go til midday teaching her one to one, luckily she was a nice person so it wasnt too bad and she had an idea of what stuff was - more than me when I started!

just when I thought id catch a break - julia's daughter came to have lunch

and we started talking and i ended up talking to her for the whole of her lunch

so til 1pm I had been giving out my best energy to people

leaving myself drained ><

but its fine. 

After lunch I cleared away, prepped for tomorrow, and rested with what time remained

I WAS DONE

we got home and brought Ozwald in, he was happy bun

I had easy dinner to do thank god 

just had dinner, my stomach feels off tho. Ive had a bad headache since yesterday, this morning I felt rough and now I am tired, achy, headache and stomach feels weird. Last night my intestines hurt. Today my intestines felt a bit better but I also have stomach muscles hurting a bit from kettle bells.

I want to have ago with kettle bells again today if I can

then have a bath and go bed early

i cant even keep my eyes open. I thought about skipping exercise but I will do it, somehow....

It was nice tho today being able to teach - as a technician. It shows how far I have come as a technician. At first I knew nothing now I can teach ^^ but I am still learning. It also made me grateful for my prep room and labs, when I hear about other school's set up our school looks like luxury. Our prep room and labs were designed by the previous technician team as the building is 11 years old. So they knew how they wanted it

tomorrow

school, 1 practical which is easy enough. Seeing mummy after school

Ozwald's cake

 Evening

Last night I couldnt sleep. Just could not sleep. So at 11:20pm I went to fetch Jack and he came off without me even asking, all I said was "i cant sleep" and he left theo and came to bed. I slept around midnight.

I woke up at 8am and woke Jack  up

We did our food shop, I was totally fine about shopping and I was excited to pick mummy up some flowers and we dropped them off to her on our way home. She was not expecting it and was very happy ^^

We put all the stuff away and got in for a cup of tea with us. I then spent the next 90mins in the kitchen making soup, sorting meat, sorting fish, making biscuits. It went on and on!

I was shattered after my lunch! I went to bed and got Jack to wake me up at 2pm which is when I got up and did mummy's birthday card so thats all finished now and I have all her presents too. All 100% guinea pigs XD

I didnt want to go for a walk today I just couldnt face getting cold not that it was even that bad today but I just didnt want it, Im gonna try my new kettle bell tonight instead for my exercise

I started some digital drawing but didnt get far

I ordered some bits online

had a brew with my two men at 3:45pm

we did dinner and I cooked a load of meat as well. I was on my feet for 45mins doing dinner T^T but I am hoping it helps me now do other meals this week as I am usually shattered after work and have little time. So its all to help me.

Oz is just being a loaf, he seems fine today much to my relief. I am gonna work out with him there then put him home when I go for a bath

so its not been an exciting weekend by any means but what was needed after my first week back! mia offered to go a walk today with me but I asked if we can go on saturday instead

tomorrow is school

ugh school >.> just dont wanna go! but I will be wearing some dark red leggings mummy gave to me as she said she couldnt get them on and they fit me with room to spare. I hope they stay up without me having to pull them up constantly. 

Here is Oz's cake that mummy made ^^ it was sooooooo good

Oz got his vaccinations

 Evening~~

Last night I slept pretty well. I was certainly ready for bed. I thought about setting an alarm but didnt bother, id be up for 8am right?

Woke up at 7:30am but decided to shut my eyes. Next thing I know my door bell is going

"its not that time all ready is it!?"

yup it was my mum at the door at 8:45am

she was like "have you just got out of bed!?" to jack as he opened the door to her XD

mum did us an absolute solid this morning she got Oz in, fussed him, sorted his carrying case out and whisked him off to the vets, leaving us to get out the house for 9:15am

I drove like a mad woman and got us there for dead on my optician appointment at 9:35am

we got there and the woman - who was a massive stuck up cow

said "your appointment was at 9:25am"

i said "no the woman said 9:35am, I have it written down"

she said "9:25am would you like to rebook?"

bitch

so i was 10mins late apparently and despite 2 members of staff standing around - no one could see me. like WTF

I made another appointment. the next one being 26th february

yup seriously

good job I aint blind in it!!!!

we drove out of there and I said to jack "lets go shopping"

i had an hectic morning of running mental round my house, having Oz whisked off to the vets, having a bitch of woman stick her nose up and me and telling me to do one

I went homesense and brought candles - which i was in need of a restock

and I brought my first kettle bell ^^ only 2kg

then we went dunelm for fresh cushion inners for the cushions for the sofa as they are no longer any shape never mind square....

we came home and found Ozwald  in his hutch and brought him in for fuss

i rang mum and she let me know how it all went

he was good boy apart from growling at the vets ^^; he usually licks them! and the vet said due to his age hes prone to crooked back teeth so I need to watch him. She said he showing signs that his teeth could do it but thats just his age nothing I have done

he came outside with me to clean him out and then I had lunch, laid on my bed with my eyes closed next to jack whilst he read for 40mins then I got up. We went for a walk. I had a massive go at jack and we were only 2mins from the house!!!! I had a go at him for saying all these things he says he will do but never does but for games hes like there. I felt awful afterwards, well i felt better but then I felt awful XD think jack was quite taken back by it all. There was no need for it all. I apologised. but didnt feel any better about it all.

he said I had been grumpy all day. I did not realise

maybe it was my morning that had set me off >< 

the walk did me good

I painted a birthday card for mum and painted an earring for jack (an experiment) 

did dinner, had a bath and yeah that was my day really

I am hoping Oz is ok tomorrow after his jab

tomorrow is food shop and cooking 

Ozwald's 5th Birthday!!!

 Evening

So my Jack got into the city centre around 9pm He then said he missed the bus back home by 30seconds and the next bus wasnt until 9:30pm! My poor Jack was out in -2c in the city. I offered to pick him up. I was already in bed by this point but I didnt tell him that. He said it was fine

so I got out of bed and ran a hot bath, not knowing how much hot water would be left, I was also boiling kettles to add to the bath. I climbed back into bed. He got home around 10pm. Went for a warm bath which he was very grateful of and I had put his pyjamas on the radiator too.

He climbed into bed, cuddled me for a minute then fell asleep!!! How unfair T^T but it shows he warm and relaxed. I fell asleep after 11pm.

I got up for school, asked Jack about his evening. He had enjoyed himself and was grateful for everything I did. He said he went to bed warm and content.

we got Ozwald in, jack wished him a happy birthday as my Ozwald turned 5!! hes like 55 in human years so  hes like same age as mum XD hes done so so well. We fussed him a lot, gave him extra carrot! he was a happy bun

school was ok, had a practical which went fine. Prepped another one for monday. Did other jobs and lost all energy. I usually feel better for lunch but today I felt awful. I thought I was coming down with something thats how I felt but I didnt say anything to Jack I just kept to myself.

After school I brought Oz in and mum arrived, she fussed him. We gave him extra carrot >.> and his tube which he loved and mum had baked a cake in his honour and it was really nice, she brought some over for us ^^ so we had that with a cup of tea. Mum left and I did dinner I didnt really want it. I was happy with the tea and cake. Felt very much like eating for the sake of eating you know?

After dinner Jack sod off for his gaming night, I had half hour on the bed as I had nothing to give. I got up and spent 40mins on the lounge floor just fussing Oz. He was so happy and showing me his new tube over and over again ^^; I got LOADS of licks from him. I got quite cold on the floor for that long but he was happy and it was his birthday. I put him home with a treat.

I then cleaned the bathroom, went on just dance for 25mins and had a bath. I came out the bath at 9:50pm which is when Jack came from gaming.

Ive come to do my diary even if it is like 10;15pm. I wanted to write that it was Ozwald's birthday ^^

My Oz tho, I love him so much. hes just a massive massive part of my life. I keep going for him so he can have best life possible. I love his personality and how much he loves Jack. Hes so friendly and loving. He never has moody days hes dead chill. I love him. I dont know what Id do with out him. When days are bad, I hold him and inhale his smell and its the most comforting thing ever. I hope he can celebrate many more birthdays <3 <3

tomorrow

a lot on in the morning!

mum is coming over around 8:45am as shes going to see me then shes taking my Ozwald for his yearly vaccinations. I so want to go but I will be leaving at the same time to go to my own appointment at the opticians. For an eye test as its been some years and work is paying for an eye test. Mum will bring Oz home for me when shes taken him. Sadly due to covid owners cant even go into the vet room with their pets! so I dont feel too bad as I cant hold his paw anyway. I will just be worried about him. I hope he feels ok after his jab as they can get upset tummies sometimes.

we will come home and I bet it will be around lunch time then

I have Oz to clean out but apart from that I MIGHT see some free time....

school night with just me and the lad~

 Evening

I didnt sleep too bad last night actually

but woke up with bags under my eyes and feeling tired. Everyone said I looked tired. Just because its getting towards the end of the week. I need rest and sleep!

I was doing ok at school, I had my lesson too which I understood what was going off, I also managed the questions by myself ^^ I was on it. Despite feeling really out of practice with it all!

I got very cold tho so I needed recovery time >< not ease sat in my coat for an hour with the windows open and its been minus like all day. ah covid times -_____-

I didnt come home with my jack. He went straight to the city centre as hes going harveys. It feld weird not coming home with him but I was fine~

I got in and had a cup of tea with mummy and Oz

had my dinner with Oz

did my yoga with Oz

fussed Oz

yeah Jack is easily replaced XD

I also got a fair amount of jobs done - ones that Jack usually does. So he wouldnt have to do them when he gets home. If he gets home

he kept saying "i dont plan on coming home late"

i said "youre meeting at harveys at 6pm. You have to order, wait for food, eat food, catch the bus to the city, catch the bus home, walk home" yeah he is not coming home before 9pm.

I told him not to stress tho, enjoy himself. Hes had a crap first week back and I want him to see his friends and enjoy himself.

After I put Oz to bed I had a bath, doing my diary. Then im gonna have hot chocolate and go bed~

its 8:55pm and Jack just txt to say hes on the bus into the city. so he will be here around 10ish at a guess. and hes got to have a shower yet!

I said to him, if i dont sleep well then I am working from home tomorrow! he ruins my night, I ruin his day XD

so tomorrow is the end of our first week at school, thank good

I havent got a busy day. Just 1 practical and its for 9 children so not too bad at all.

but on a much better note

IT'S OZ'S 5TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my little boy <3 <3 <3

I have his pressie ready but might give it to him after school

slept through the night, a better day, home alone tomorrow

 Evening~~

We went to bed and I didnt feel like playing on pokemon so I just crawled up in bed, I drifted off sometime after 11pm. But I slept through the night which is a result!!! I was still tired in the morning as Id like more sleep that at T^T

we got up and I did my thai stew, jack changed the bed. Oz loafed in the lounge 

We werent greeted by rotting meat today which was a better start

I had a mad dash as soon as I got in tho as I had practicals to shift out

Nothing hard, but all takes time

I went to see Lizzi around lunch time, kinda just wanted to be in art and talk. I was in the mood to talk to people. Usually I am drained and want to save my energy but I just needed to be away from science....

I had lunch and my afternoon was a slower pace. My last 45mins went to reading my book, got another chapter done :) 

We came home and had a cup of tea, well I had a cup of tea - jack has rum....school has turned my jack to drink >< bless him. Hes been stressed out.

I then went on just dance for 25mins 

Had a bath then made biscuits whilst Jack was in the bath. Then we had dinner which was nice actually and now I am doing my diary whilst Jack clears up and does his lunch too

He had a txt from his friends asking if he wanted to go Harvey's tomorrow at 6pm for takeaway. I encouraged him to go but told him I wont be attending. As i will be too tired for that, no time for anything else i.e. Oz and exercise. So hes going straight to the city centre after school to go round a few shops then going Harveys then he will come home. He asked if I would be ok. I will be totally fine. Less stressed this way. Sad but true. If it was the weekend id do it but I cant cope with a mid week social event. I have zero energy for that.

Later we will play pokemon in bed and watch anime

really enjoying our two current anime's 

toradora

bungo stray dogs

tomorrow is school

mummy should be seeing me after school ^^