It's 5pm here a bit earlier than I would normally blog
but I'm going zumba then seeing mia-chan to
do girly face packs and nails :D
Yesterday was the absolute worst
I have 2 schools to attend - so thats 2 hours paid work
so why was I out the house for work for 7 hours?
thats because the schools were so far away
a ridiculous amount of miles away
So I took the satnav and prayed for my safety
I managed to arrived at my first school fine
the satnav didnt know where I was at one point
but I guessed where I was
the children were lovely so things were going well
then came the next school i typed it in my satnav
only 50miles away.....0.0
I just thought "right lets get on with it" kinda thing
I set off for work at 11:30am arrived home at 6:30pm
i got so utterly lost and upset
I didnt know where I was nether did the satnav
I was frightened - Im not confident at all being
in far away new places by myself
some people are fine with it - i am not
I found the school - the staff were nice and the children were alright
just the school like the tuesday one were just in the middle of no where
i got back into my car at 4:45pm rang mum sobbing
i couldnt face coming home
i couldnt face getting lost
i couldnt face sitting in endless traffic
i got lost it was pitch black and raining
i do not know how i did not crash into someone to be honest
i got home - dont know how
mum ran me a hot bath and i soaked in it
sat with kip and popu and hazel on my bed
9pm i went to bed and woke up 9am this morning
12hours sleep shows you how worn out i was
got to work today at the office like every friday
i was waiting to express my feelings about traveling
but Amanda-chan was saying exactly what I had just said
we both even said we put at least £30 of fuel into our cars this week
and already its gone she had been doing places more that 90miles
we had both done 90miles in one day
we said when we worked it out that we are actually working
for less than minimum wage
i felt so relived that i wasnt alone
so my manager has tweaked a few things for us and explained to us
why this term is so bad - traveling wise
next term - january - wont be as bad - apparently
but we will have to see
I have now told my manager i will not be traveling to
those schools in the other cities i am staying in this city
my parents do not want me going that far by myself again
they were as stressed as i was - well mum was anyway
other than that i washed my filthy car from going down
stupid narrow country lanes
been with my pets, sat around relaxing and reading
and off to zumba shortly
today's dance upload outfit https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1-7lOqTkih0
i also found a load of pet vids on my camera today
so im gonna upload up in time!
bye for now
happy to be alive!
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