I have just been watching anime on my floor with Tiffin
whilst trying to guard my mat which he keeps attacking =.=
honestly I cant have anything with him around
anyway moving on, Today is my last day of being 22
where has the time gone XD
actually if I'm honest I feel like I am going to be 21 tomorrow
truly feels like my 21st
and I think its because from my illnesses which started when
I was just 18, it put me into a coma like state
I can not remember 2 years of my life
I know they happened but I was so poorly I cant remember
so even when I "celebrated" my 19th and 20th
It felt like someone elses birthday as my own "life clock" had stopped
I wasnt growing or moving on I had simply stopped
now I feel my life is ticking once again, but I am in the body of 20 year old
I hope that kinda makes sense, but basically 2 years of my life, of my youth
were taken from me
Ether way I'm still celebrating tomorrow but it certainly doesnt feel like my 23rd
I am seeing Mia-chan tomorrow for shopping and lunch~
Then I'm going out to dinner with my family just 5 of us
to a pub I have never been to before so Im hoping it will be alright!
Today I practiced some sewing nothing special
then I had work and it was the last time I had to see them brats
so yay!! I was very happy to not see them ever again!
Got home and had dinner now just with Tiffin
I uploaded a dance today - special as I recorded it outside
with my Tiffin :D
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BaFA9WG6PRQ
my outfit
Anyway thats me signing out as the 22 year old Jozu~
maybe I should upload some old photos tomorrow /:
cringing thought XD
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