I got flowers in my room :)

Yay Oha~

Today I woke up on time ^^
I didnt do a lot in the morning
I sat and did some work to one of Mad Science's lessons
im gonna show everyone what i did tomorrow I hope
they approve of it all, just me trying to make
life easier for everyone :)
I also recorded a couple of dances
I have a few to upload now!

In the afternoon, before work I popped
to the garden center with mum, saw some
cute bunnys and guineas there ^^
but we came for plants, not pets
I found a reduced section - like always X3
and there was loads of mother day plants just sitting there
I felt sorry for them as they were all in such cute pots
so I adopted one

Here she is my little Momo
She was the last one of this type of pot and plant
so i felt she was special
so i brought her home for only £3 reduced from £11
I watered her and took of the dead leaves
and she looks great now on my window sill 
its nice to have a plant in my room ^^

Tomorrow I will be sure to upload a dance
and one on saturday also~
might do some drawing tonight
got mia's brushes in the post today so tomorrow
I am gonna make a little bag for them for her

My Retro Quilt

Konbanwa~

Today I woke up late....9:30am
and I woke up to the sound of mum making a lot of noise
swearing and distressed
so immediately i woke up grabbed my Pajama bottoms from the floor
ended up with my eyes still half shut and rushing i put two legs
down 1 pajama leg and went flat down on the floor
eventually i got down the stairs and it turned out tiffin had been naughty
 mum had taken pinky home turned round to get lily home
and found in that split second pinky on the floor!! tiffin was in their cage!!!
he was in there much to everyone's shock especially pinkys
he had attacked her - pulled out her fur - and she went back and fell out the cage
mum was swearing and distressed to the point of tears
luckily pinky was ok we made sure she could walk and things
but both piglets were very very quiet i think it shocked them
despite lily being in the hall whilst this all happened i think
we the noises and rushing round it frightened her
so we got tiffin out and took them home after a few minutes
it took a while for them to come out of their bed, poor girls
we got them out a few hours later and when we took them home
they were really wary. but now they seem to have forgotten about it all
thats a guinea memory for ya

i went over to grannys before lunch with mum
it was ok but she has nothing to say so its hard work
but i said id help do her garden in the summer 
depending on my work load of course

then i had work down the road which was ok
a lil stressful but not bad and i have work tomorrow also

heres my quilt i did
its nothing special technically as there isnt any
patchwork used or applique but it means something TO ME

this fabric was found in  a charity shop, it was a bedsheet
one i used to have myself when i was 10 and held onto
it til i was 14, but sky, my first bunny chewed it all up =.=
so to have it back is really nostalgic 
all i did was sew it to a mega soft blanket and quilt round
a few of the characters it was hard tho as the blanket was too soft
for my machine to even grip ><
its done now and i will be using it in the summer probably to sleep with

tonight I have yoga~

Got stuff finished and done

Good day~

This morning I got my quilt finished
and my room polished and tidied 
Also before work I got my picture of a "red kite" finished
yes jobs are finally getting ticked off my list!

heres the buzzard

took quite a few hours but im sure Katey will like it
its not the best tho I know!
but my drawing probably hasnt changed since secondary school

I had work today which went really well the kids there are lovely
and did the work to the best of their abilities 
apart me calling these to girls, boys =.= why cant i tell children's
genders apart!?

tonight I plan to dance, i need to practice for friday
i got another dance uploaded today and i have already recorded
another short one for next tuesday. theyre so quick and easy to learn!

I went to the shops with mum
brought a drinking glass which is 2 shades of blue
for when i do candle making with tara-chan
and brought a vest top for work as im sweating like a pig
in my lab coat i have to wear ><

tomorrow I have work and yoga~
and I'll show you my quilt tomorrow also

Evening at Tara-chans

Oha~

Last night I had a rough night
and so I woke up at 9:30am =.=
I couldnt believe it. I had missed mum and the guineas this morning
so it was a different morning for me
I went and ate breakfast in the garden with tiffin
ive been doing that last 3 days actually

Mum decided she wants a canvas of hazel in the living room
so we're gonna get that ordered, we looked at the photos
we have of her and chose the one my brother took of her

its a nice one and will go nicely in the living room im sure
im looking forward to it ^^

I got my cousin's cosplay finished today which was 
a weight off my mind, im not uploading any photos yet tho

I had work which was stressful and the traffic was bad also

then i came home ate a quick omelet and went over to Tara-chan's
ive just come in actually, had a nice time with her bunnies
theyre cute and so much bigger than tiffin!
she showed me all the candles she had been making
theyre amazing! especially her gel candles
and she said that we can do one together :D YAY

tomorrow I am gonna do some drawing and I have work again~

Tiffin's outdoor fun

Good evening~

I have had a productive day today ^^
I got a lot done on my cousin's cosplay 
i have only got to make one more piece and thats if 
she even wants it making
I wont upload any photos til she sees it tho
dont want to ruin the surprise for her

I also did more on the vulture drawing
so dull drawing that buzzard but its for Katey-chan
i wasnt sure about the quality of my sketch but mum says it
looks really good. we shall see when its finished ><

i finished an anime Mia-chan asked me to watch
now I need to find another english dub anime to watch
i like having them on in the background whilst sewing 

i went for a walk in the forest which was nice and refreshing ^^
I came back and spent some time in the garden with Tiffin
he was enjoying the garden and the many plants it has on offer
>.> the amount of times i hear mum shouting at him for eating plants
so i took some snaps of him and of hazel's grave
its the one that says "i loving memory" because she was loving
the black guinea pig ornament is where popuri is buried so theyre 
next to one another

tomorrow I am gonna do some more of the drawing
and i have got my lesson to seriously plan out!
i was suppose to clean my room today as well but I didnt XD

last night i learned a Precure dance in like 15 mins ;)

My attempt at Japanese style food

Konbanwa~

Today I started the drawing of the red kite (bird)
I'm doing for Katey-chan :3
its going ok but not great I do suck at drawing animals ><
I will get it done and sent to her!

Then I started my cousin's Natsu cosplay
I got the shorts finished
and I have made a start on the skirt bit
im coping it will all come together easily!

I was left home alone for a while
so I did a bit of dance practice
but also I did this

Apple Bunnies!!!
I always see this in animes!
so I googled it and found out how to do it
took me ages tho XD
Then I tried making Tamagoyaki
basically and omelet rolled up

came out alright and tasted good too~

I had work today, just a 1hour b/day party
which went fine but the boys at the party were
rude to say the least i felt like telling them off big style
Seth-san was ill I hope he is resting now
He gave me this little magic trick he does for the kids
it was so nice of him ^^ and he told me he hasnt given
anyone else one :D 
He asked me if I have a date lined up for tonight....no
I was like "I don't date!" he doesnt believe me tho!
just because the time he actually asked what I was doing
after work and I said I was seeing dom-kun
then the next time he asked I was seeing Mia-chan
to which he thought I was covering up for the fact
i was meeting with a boy instead! ahhhhhh i think he 
just does it to annoy me XD

came home and had dinner
tiffin is playing outside Im gonna go out to him now actually
as mum and dad brought hazel a gravestone today
so im gonna see were we can place it now mum is home :)

tomorrow I must clean my room!

Projects I want to make!

Good Evening~

My feet hurt>< I just came in from Zumba
which I enjoyed I sweated so much XD
Mia-chan came also ^^
so it was really fun, we always make each other laugh

This morning I was having one of those days were I was getting
a lot done, remembering a lot of stuff and getting things organized
these days are rare - remembering to do stuff is a weak point
im organized to a T but my memory sucks
Anyway I came up with a few project I want/need to do
1. is to make my cousin's Natsu cosplay
2. Make a bag for Helina-chan's Asuna cosplay
I said I'd make her one as an early B/day pressie
3. do a drawing of a vulture for Katey-chan in America
4. Make a make-up brush roll up holder for Mia-chan
ahhhh so much to make, brings so much happiness ^^
I like having little goals :)

So I have made a tiny start on each project
but somethings I am waiting on so I cant complete them
but they will get there I'm sure :)

Oh I drew this for Nikola-chan at work

she loves cats and her kitten is similar to this
and she loved it so i was pleased 
I drew it randomly for her only took an hour

I had to go to meeting at work today
bit pointless and the traffic was incredibly fustrating
but what can ya do
I uploaded a dance today~

Tomorrow I am going to get on with these projects
and I have a birthday party to do at 4:00-5:00 with Seth-san
so that should be alright

nighty night

Arranging their doubles

Good Evening~

This evening I have just been on a walk
with Mia-chan and Helina-chan
it was nice and good to see them both as I have been
feeling a bit low this week
and especially after this morning
hazel's original owner gave me such a nasty comment
about hazel which made me cry actually
mum came home and talked to me which stopped me crying
i miss hazel...
I have been spending the time I would usually spend with
her with the girls and tiffin
but i miss her little face
mum and dad took the her cage over to my grans house tonight
we're keeping it just incase any piggies need our help :)

I asked my brother to put the hazel toy i made mum 
in hazel's comfort bag, like shes still there
so my brother arranged this in mum's room

hazel toy in the bag, popuri toy next to her
pinky toy on top investigating and lily toy out the way
just how it would if they were real

I had work today which after getting lost
went really well with only 9 students in my class
it was bliss so i enjoyed it just didnt enjoy the city traffic >.>
anyway that was my dad really OH and..
I have this to look forward to tonight
mum made a late bday cake for my dad 

Present made

Good Evening~

This morning just wasnt the same without Hazel
we cleaned out her cage
and kept her bag and her bowl
i even dreamed about her last night
i dreamed that i had put her to sleep but not buried her
and she was laying so still with me i couldnt let her go
i woke up and i had been crying in my sleep
i miss her so much

so the morning, i had to distract myself somehow
so i started making a present for karen-san's birthday next month
i wanted to make her a bag to put her money in 
as usually after people pay her for their treatment she whips out
a clear freezer bag and i thought "she deserves better"
so i made her a lil bag to put her money in

i'm pleased with it, and i made sure to put a tag on it
stating its for her treatment room!

I finished it when i got back from work

I uploaded a dance as well, want to learn a few short dances

Me and mum went out for a crafty treat~
i treated her to a hot chocolate and a white choc carmel shotbread
i have never had a white choc one
i was in heaven i cant tell you how good it tasted!!!!!!
 
work was a bit stressful but i cant complain as i was
suppose to be doing a school on the other side of town
instead this morning i got switched to a school
less than 5mins from me infact the post code is almost the same
thats how close it is

and got yoga tonight

My dear Hazel RIP

Oh my Loving, sweet beautiful piggie Hazel
how we all are going to miss your little face
the past few months I have known you I have
treasured you and done my best to treat
you like the princess you are
thank you for everything Hazel you will always remain in my heart

I came back from the vets half hour ago
we made the decision to have Hazel put to sleep
it was the kindest thing
the vet felt her and hazel peed on her she was that terrified of the situation
and the vet felt the same lump she felt last week
it was looking like what could have been poo was actually a tumour

the options for hazel were:
Major surgery to remove what was in her
or take her home and be on pain relief
or put to sleep

i could tell the vet was leaning towards putting her to sleep option
it would be major surgery to remove this lump
and shes 4, terrified and not the strongest
i had prepared my self for the worst case scenario
i had sobbed before work whilst cuddling her
today i have cuddled her none stop
spoiled her rotten, taking photos and videos of her
so i had plenty of memories with her

the medicine she gave us last week
it was strange cus a few times i saw her pee
she didnt squeak which got me thinking it was a urine
infection after all and she would be fine
but these last 2 days shes really been squealing in pain
for the toilet. also i noticed over the past week
shes clicking her teeth which means her teeth could be long
and so if that is true she would need the rasping
which means she would need anesthetic

her outlook just wasnt looking good
and i wouldnt see go down a steady slop getting worse and sick
she deserved better than that
so thats how we came to the difficult decision
i have sobbed so much today my face is stinging
i loved her so much and gave her so much time

when she arrived in my life, she was so very timid
she would hide from us, not even speak we didnt hear
her voice for a long time, she wouldnt eat infront of us
but from bonding with her i got her to talk so much that
she wouldnt shut up! she had 3 years of talking to make up for
she would eat food whilst being handled and she happily sat
and watched TV with us. she smiled, she was happy
and thats all i ever wanted her to be was happy

Coming home from the vets i thought I had lost tiffin
I couldnt find him anywhere....
my legs started to go weak and i was so close to becoming hysterical
but luckily my brother called out and i came rushing
he had gone under a bush, as in chewed his was under
you could just see little parts of him through the bush
i would never have found him
how long has been working on that!?
so i am completely drained  now and want the day to end
all photos and video were taken just hours ago

Hand-made lanyard

Good Evening

This morning I woke to an empty house ><
I got the pets out and did my duties
and I made the house look presentable 
for my parent's arrival
Got ready for work, I had training at 11am

I arrived at the office and 90mins worth of training
not many showed up for training tho
Got "new" kits/lessons to do with detective science
so it made a change
I was also give an extra after school club for this term
so working no mondays to thursdays
i was also given a bday party for this saturday
this week is a gonna be a busy one!

I came home to find my whole family had returned home
so that was nice, i had lunch - still eating that leak & potato soup =.=
then I had to set off for my after school club
which went well, the staff were nice and the kids were pleasant 
and i was teaching a new kit so made a change for me
the traffic was mental tho

oh i made this like a month ago i only found the photo last night

this is my lanyard i wear for work
i brought the pikachu lanyard off ebay
then i designed/drew the card myself

got it printed onto plastic
i was personally very proud of my ID lanyard
so I wear it all the time at work

Tiffin is in a bad mood today seriously >.>
im getting bitten and growled at left right and center

hazel, well we talked about hazel and im still no wiser
but basically she had 2 days of me thinking "wow the meds are
actually helping her" but now it seems shes back to being in pain
when she pees. its very difficult as she is fine in herself
she eats, plays, talks shes happy to put her down just cus
it hurts to pee seems such a waste of life
but i wont see her have any operations/anesthetic
so unless the vets have another medicine to try
im not sure what to do
i'll talk more about it to mum tomorrow

ok ive gone on enough now!

3 friends on 1 day, what were the odds?

Good Evening all

Man I'm soooo tired
I've been up since 7am and I didnt sleep that well
but i cant complain as I've had a nice day and things

My day started with Mia-chan, it was so lovely to have
had company because how lonely and quiet I would
have been with out her. Whilst she spending her usual hour
of getting herself ready (by which time I had got dressed, 
done my hair and make-up and played with my pets)
Dom-kun came over at 10:30am which was nice of him to come over
but my god he was early, i was hoping to have cleaned my pets out
before he came over. 
anyway Mia-chan left us at 11am to meet with her boyfriend & cousin
so me and dom had a lil catch up then Helina-chan popped over
as Dom-kun was buying her XBOX360 off her
so she stayed for an hour catching up with us
but they became fixed on a topic "what would Jozu be like drunk?"
so they were practically begging me to have a drink with them
when we go manchester. *sigh* dont know what im gonna do there
i HATE alcohol but they assure me that the 3 drinks I have tried
were terrible and theres far better out there, do I believe that?
I mostly dont drink because Im on A LOT of medication
some of which state not to drink
so we shall see >.> 

Me and dom had the soup I made on friday for lunch
then we headed into a town and he treated me to a hot choc and
a walnut & coffee muffin, all because I said he never talks to me
and I think he felt guilty, which wasnt my aim but alwell
the excuse "im too busy to text" never sits right with me
how long does it take to text!? like 1mins if that
Then we went round a garden center and I brought a pot and plant
in the sales costing me a total of £4.99 for mum
and when i got back I potted it ^^ I hope she likes it.
I'll photograph it sometime
Then at 4:30pm I dropped Dom-kun off into the city
so he could meet with his mate and return to London
he told me he likes spending time with me and he will come
back and go out for the day with me
Jozu felt loved ^3^

Then since then I cleaned the house and did my pet duties
literally havent stopped today im exhausted 
so im gonna take it easy now as I have work tomorrow
training at 11am then an after school club

photo of me and dom in our college days XD
my hair is sooo short!

Yay my first sleep over with Mia-chan

Good Afternoon~

Going to quickly blog my day
Last night Mia-chan slept over for the first time!!
Usually there's no room for anyone to stay
but what with my parents away, i can have their bed :)

So we woke up and went into town and had a great day
the weather is so nice and refreshing ^^
I made some good purchases as well :D

New tights from charity shop, only a £1 each - bargin

Earrings which were £2.99 each I got 2 for £1!
cute arent they

A second hand crop top I'm gonna use for work

Cute little wooden like bunny & fox
the fox was really cheap cus he's lost and eye but I've given
him an eye now - a pin :)
theyre on my ceiling

now this was a personal bargin of the day

my new winter 2015 coat
my coat is looking a lil tired its done 2 winters
and i made it myself
i said to myself if i saw something decent enough, id replace it
and here it is from Dorothy Perkins.
was £65 i got it for......£20!!! bargin for such a good quality coat

then Mia-chan picked this up for me randomly
and we did photos together
she also got her ear pierced as well

so yeah a good day
shes sleeping again tonight
then tomorrow Dom-kun is going to visit me :)
busy busy busy
im shattered to be honest! 

Im home alone!

Good Day~

Today is my dad's birthday
not that hes the celebrating type, far from it
but this morning we sat with him whilst he opened his card
and the presents I brought
despite being the only person to have gone out their way
and brought him presents, I didnt receive 1 thank you =.=
does he dislike me that much!?
Then I went into my room watching anime
whilst finishing my Fox plushie

Ja-Jan
I have named her Flix
Flix the Fox :)
I made the string round her neck and tied diamonds on and bell
to make her feel owned rather than a wild fox XD

At 10:30 my parents left for their holiday to Norfolk
they return on Monday
at 1:00 my Brother left for Center Parcs with his girlfriend
they also return Monday
so til Monday I'm home alone!!!

I used  my afternoon making Leak and Potato soup from scratch
and recorded 2 dances!!

Tonight Mia-chan is coming to stay over to keep my company
I was going to see Tara tonight but she just text to say
shes got in from work to find her Bunny is unwell :(
bless him I hope Nutmeg gets better soon

Tonight I have Mittens the hammy to play with again
he was a good boy last night, so cute!

Tomorrow I am spending the whole day with Mia-chan
and we're going shopping!

Sewing Day at Lynn's

Good day~

Today I woke up absoultely crippled haha
I had been to yoga, granted I didnt go full out
but still I really hurt this morning and it took me a 
while for my body to get going
but at 11am I arrived at Lynn's house

We have been sewing like all day
I didnt get anything finished to show
but I thought I'd show the clay earrings I sat and made yesterday

Fox and Poke'balls

Lynn made me a cheese and ham toastie for lunch
and gave me a piece of chocolate cakey also ^^
always spoilt there ><

I came home and flopped on the sofa
i have no energy left im still recovering from tuesday sadly
but I would like to practice a dance tonight so to get it recorded tomorrow

should have an easy day tomorrow hopefully

my hazel seems to be doing better too
oh and we have Mittens my brother's girlfriend's hammy to stay

It killed me off

Good Morning

and please excuse my absence for yesterday
Basically yesterday was too much for me and 
i never went online at all

I was up at 7am and left the house 7:30am
it would be the first day in my entire life
that i would have worked a full day
i know, 23, it doesnt sound like much
but when you have 3 illnesses such as myself
its a massive thing and i wanted the challenge
i needed to know how well id cope

anyway i arrived at 8am and helped set the room out
with tables and chairs and greeted the few  children that came
i also met Matt-kun a new mad scientist who is 31
he was a good laugh and does yoga ^^
all 27 kids rolled in for 9:30am
and from there i just never stopped
typically i was on the biggest table of kids so big
that i had to keep leaving my seat to walk round
and help the kids which used up more energy
the site was next to a park so every play time
i was out playing with the kids which is just exhausting
by the end of it i was dead
3pm i was certainly ready to come home but i knew it wasnt over
Dan-kun ever asked if i was ok i was feeling a bit wobbly on my legs

finally 5:30pm came and i was allowed to leave
Matt-kun said i looked tired, i said i was shattered
he was like "you've only played all day, why you so tired?"
i replied "I know thats why i love my job"
really what i wanted to say was "you try having 3 illnesses and 20 pills each day"
but i couldnt and wouldnt 
i drove home god knows how and as soon as i came home
i went to bed
had dinner and a shower when i got up, and saw tiffin for half hour
then went to bed, slept for 11hours and today i hurt all over
my illness is bad today

so all in all i can safely say a full days work is still
too much for me to handle but one day i will manage
it one day i will be able to work 9 til 5 monday to friday
just like all my other friends 
i will be normal one day!

today im gonna take it easy as thats all i can do really