and please excuse my absence for yesterday
Basically yesterday was too much for me and
i never went online at all
I was up at 7am and left the house 7:30am
it would be the first day in my entire life
that i would have worked a full day
i know, 23, it doesnt sound like much
but when you have 3 illnesses such as myself
its a massive thing and i wanted the challenge
i needed to know how well id cope
anyway i arrived at 8am and helped set the room out
with tables and chairs and greeted the few children that came
i also met Matt-kun a new mad scientist who is 31
he was a good laugh and does yoga ^^
all 27 kids rolled in for 9:30am
and from there i just never stopped
typically i was on the biggest table of kids so big
that i had to keep leaving my seat to walk round
and help the kids which used up more energy
the site was next to a park so every play time
i was out playing with the kids which is just exhausting
by the end of it i was dead
3pm i was certainly ready to come home but i knew it wasnt over
Dan-kun ever asked if i was ok i was feeling a bit wobbly on my legs
finally 5:30pm came and i was allowed to leave
Matt-kun said i looked tired, i said i was shattered
he was like "you've only played all day, why you so tired?"
i replied "I know thats why i love my job"
really what i wanted to say was "you try having 3 illnesses and 20 pills each day"
but i couldnt and wouldnt
i drove home god knows how and as soon as i came home
i went to bed
had dinner and a shower when i got up, and saw tiffin for half hour
then went to bed, slept for 11hours and today i hurt all over
my illness is bad today
so all in all i can safely say a full days work is still
too much for me to handle but one day i will manage
it one day i will be able to work 9 til 5 monday to friday
just like all my other friends
i will be normal one day!
today im gonna take it easy as thats all i can do really
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