month of sweetlessness over

Good evening~

Today marked mine and mum's last day of the sweetlessness challenge
a month we had to go without cake and chocolate in the hope to lose weight
well i weighed myself this morning and had lost a couple of pounds to my surpise
mum had stayed the same, coming to the conclusion "cake doesnt make a difference in a diet"

I woke up at 9:15am having slept rubbish even tho i needed the sleep damn it!
I had to have tiffin indoors as it was pouring down outside
so he was round my legs whilst i was trying to get things ready
to take to lynn's house, he wanted fuss and i gave it him X3
his behavior has been miles better as of late ^^

I arrived at lynn's around 11am
we did some sewing but as soon as i arrived she gave me a tea and a piece of brownie *^0^*
i was so happy my first bit of cake all month!
I finished a t-shirt I was making for Dom-kun i will photograph it tomorrow
and I started a cushion for mum
so i got a fair bit done, i didnt come home til gone 7pm ><
oh also i got 3 little cakes after my sunday lunch which was just heaven
and i took Todd for a walk with her :)

So i have had a nice Sunday
next sunday I should be with Dom-kun :)

oh here's my brother's bag
like I said photos dont do it justice

Great day out to Derby

Good Day minna~~~
^^

Today I went to Derby with Lynn~
ahh what a great satisfying day
I got up at 7:30am to get ready and left at 9am

I met Lynn and we headed to derby
I picked up quite a bit of stuff, all craft related 
as its cheaper there and far more variety the people are friendly too
I also picked up some dried apple and coconut slices for tiffin
its the only place i get them from as anywhere else is a total rip off
so i picked him up a good big sack the woman looked at me gone out
when i told her they were for my rabbit XD

we had lunch I had a baguette with tomato soup
i managed to ask her about relationships as she was once friends
with her husband and they decided to take it further then they married
and i just wondered how it came to be and how they over came the
awkwardness of being friends to lovers
she was telling me if Dom likes me i should go for it
everyone is telling me the same thing so now i was excited
to see dom on friday now im nervous damn it!

we came away at 1:30pm as we had both had enough and got what we needed
it was around 3pm when i got home tho and i went straight to bed exhausted

got up and bleached the top for Dom as the t-shirt arrived in the post today
which i was mega happy about as it meant i could do my bleaching ^^

sorted out my bits storage is a serious issue =.=

we're having a BBQ tonight
tomorrow going to Lynns~

heart to heart with friends

Good Evening~ :D

Last night I was over at Mia-chan's house with Helina-chan
it was nice to have a catch up for 3 hours
we girls sure can talk  XP
I painted their nails too

helina had cat faces mia had a gradiant
and simply painted hearts on mine as no one would paint mine =.=
claiming they were "no good at nails" alwell XD
mia would have no doubt painted mine bright mustard colour or something anyway!
We talked about a lot and relationships im concerned for helina
well i have been for a while but she so afraid of confrontation and 
not upsetting anyone that she keeps everything to herself and is just a YES girl
she goes with the flow sos not cause conflict
but its not doing her any good she, well i could tell she was holding back tears
yesterday bless her, her boyfriend and her relationship is no good for her
we told her what we could see as she can no longer see things
so she SAYS she will talk to him but weather she will or not who knows
Mia is doing well with rob as always their relationship is solid its amazing
i only wish i can be the same one day, to be loved and wanted
and not taken for granted 
they got on the subject of Dom, poor Dom he gets laced into when im not
with him to tell everyone to shut up haha
helina was like "he wants to go out with you!"
me "what he actually said that?"
helina "well no  but he says youve put him in the friend zone"
me "yes thats because he is my friend!!!!"
yeesh what am i gonna do here
im seeing dom at the start on june so im gonna talk to him
so i can put this matter to rest so nether of us get unwanted attention
i do like dom i do but i have known him 7 years of course im gonna like him
hes a good friend to me, to love someone is different and im so dense that
im unsure when i do love someone i dont think ive really experienced it before
so how do i know when its happening? >< 
if he turns round to me and confesses his love to me thats another thing
i would be tempted to give it a go as i know he is a gentlemen and would treat me right
but if he sees me as a friend im totally cool with that
i will just find it hard to adjust if i ever saw a girl hanging off his arm
which is a scene i have never seen
we're both not experienced relationships  so we're bad as each other really!

i came home at 9:30 saw tiffin for 10mins but he wouldnt settle

today i was determined to get my brother's bag finished
and im pleased to say it is finished!!!!!!!!!!!!
thank god cus i was startin to lose interest in the thing
i will upload photos soon
altho photos dont do it justice to be honest

i uploaded a dance and got one recorded for tuesday!!!
found a load of dances on youtube i want to learn too~

i went for a good walk with mum too

tomorrow I'm off to Derby im well excited
just me and Lynn, as much as i want to wear a skirt and stuff
the weather is a bit iffy so im going in a hoodie instead
dont wanna get caught in the rain ><

Good Day minna

Obandesu yo~

Today I woke up feeling better~
I started finishing off my brother's bag
i keep having dubbed anime on in the background on my laptop
whilst i work
so far over the last week or so ive watched through
sunday without a god
date a live
now on absoulte Duo

I also finished the 7 book series "wicked good witches"
i loved them books and now got to wait for season 2 T^T

I got my brother's bag finished but when it was photo time
i suddenly realized a huge problem so tomorrow I am going to sort it out
im so peed off about it but what can ya do

At lunch time I started to feel unwell, yet another thing to pee me off
i just came over poorly
i needed to go to the office so in the end mum  took me i was so grateful
i felt like i would have crashed my car otherwise 

arriving at the office, Seth-san was outside playing with bubbles
bubbles he was producing roughly 50cm big 0.0
they were stunning
inside Dan was there being disorganized as usual >.>
i waited ages for my kit i said i wasnt feeling well
hint hint i want to get the hell outta here
but men dont get hints
so i was having to put up a front for everyone which was draining
and they were playing round with  the spark generator, getting me to drink
in a certain way, showing me glasses. i guess its nice they have taken
a liking to me, i couldnt help but feel like i was at the hands of their amusement
guys dont grow up do they i was with Dan, Ernie-san and David-kun
eventually i got my kit and left
only teaching once this week!

I got home and went straight to bed exhausted and felt crap

now I am all ready to go over to Mia-chan's with Helina-chan
I am so looking forward to it
not seen them in a few weeks :)

Tomorrow I WILL have that bag finished!!!
and I WILL be 100% damn it!
A photo a few years ago

I survived the Vampire

Good Day~

No yoga tonight D:

I was forced to wake up this morning >.>
the actual morning I was able to sleep through
and not wake up early and i got woke up
all for my stupid blood test

I cleaned Tiffin out before I went
then at 9:40 I was layed out for the vampire
actually i say vampire but the nurse i go to now is lovely
and she does an amazing job
and so i didnt faint or get worked up!
I was well pleased with myself
i felt a bit like jelly and a bit dizzy afterwards
but it soon subsided
mum had got a bag with a drink, biscuits and a flannel
all in case i went bag =.= embarrassing
but luckily i was fine :D

Tiffin has been playing outside like all day today
it has been randomly raining at times too XD
he's one with bloody nature that rabbit
kip was never like that

I have been sewing my brother's bag
most robust bag ive ever made id say

just got to add the flap at the top and its done
i think he likes it, i hope it is some use to him

I went for a short walk today
im still not 100% but getting there
if it wasnt for my illness i would have got rid of this virus
a lot quicker by now >.>
I managed to get a dance done as well, felt great dancing

tomorrow Im off to the office
and seeing Mia-chan & Helina-chan in the evening :D

the start of the bag

Good Evening~

Today I got crackin' with my brother's camera bag
here's how far I am
probably doesnt look like anything to anyone
but to me this is my plan of attack - how im gonna sew it together

So far all panels have been cut
panels have been quilted (3 layers in total)
and the bottom strap half made
took ages to quilt
by quilting i mean sandwiching 3 layers together and sewing round ever camera =.=

I went on the phone to different places making different appointments 
and such, which is a big ask for me
a couple of years ago i couldnt do telephone calls the stress of them
made me literally break down on the phone, yeh i was a wreck >.>
so i pleased with myself i achieved them calls by myself
as i can still have this panic attacks on the phone ><

I went to the shop with mum after lunch and went post office to post the bunny tent
to my friend :) hope he gets use out of it as we didnt

came home and had a short walk, trying to will myself back to health!
mum came with me which was nice :3

Did some dancing and got a dance done which made me want to pass out
i didnt dance for long at all 15-20 mins and my body was shaking and i was dizzy
guess im not up to full health yet 
but at least im prepared for friday~

tomorrow I have stinking horrible painful disgusting blood test
9:40 the vampire comes for me
i hate it i hate it i hate it!!!!!!!
And i know because of the way I have been feeling i am gonna pass out
im not strong enough

rainbow nails

Konbanwa

Hello~

Today I am feeling much better ^^ about time too ><
I took a sleeping tablet to sedate me
and it worked a treat, i havent used them pills since last year
and i've used 2 in a week!
It because i was in pain during sleeping so my body was constantly
moving positions to get comfy in my sleep and it was waking me up
so i wanted to actually SLEEP last night
and it worked i am feeling better in myself
my voice isnt as bad as it has been ether its going a bit now haha
too much talking XD

I also painted my nails last night and i did mum's too
mum has strawberrys and i have rainbows~

Never done rainbows before, not bad for a first attempt at 9:30pm
i didnt have a yellow sadly

Today I got cracked on with my brother's camera bag its coming
along nicely and i havent made a mistake yet!
i have done the lining and started the outside, well have it all cut out anyway
gonna be good, he best use it >.>

I popped to the shops with my parents for a change
all i got was a couple of nail varnishes, yellow being one of them :3

I refused to go to sleep today so i have been awake all day woo
get stuff done~

I played with tiffin and sat reading with lily mum read with pinky
but they panic after a while being away from one another 

tomorrow i plan to continue the bag, im suppose to go into the office
but i dont feel well enough to drive and no one is around to take me
so theyre just gonna have to wait for me ><

I have been doing a lot of reading as of late
and ive learned a couple of dances just got to perfect them

night

I'm ambidextrous?

Good Evening

God being ill is so soul destroying
Im so bored!!!
and today I don't feel like I have achieved anything really
so I dont even know what to write about tonight!

Last night tho, i had a thought
last week someone at work commented on my fox nails i painted
and asked how I did my right hand I replied "i just paint em"
she was surprised that i was able to do both hands so neatly
so, last night I had ago on paper drawing and writing with my left hand
and it turns out i can
so i googled this and it turns out I am ambidextrous 
"someone who is equally good with both hands"
its rare and difficult and i wasnt expecting this 
so yeah theres a random fact about me haha

I wrapped my cousin's birthday cards up with her omamori
and I wrapped up a bunny tent im giving a friend in australia
my god it only just fit in the biggest packaging we had
mum helped me thank god

I managed a 20 minute walk by myself so i was very happy to get fresh air
and I drew out templates for my brother's camera bag
but i didnt feel in the right frame of mine to cut material out
felt like id only go wrong

the girls are all soft and cuddly from bathing them yesterday
like new toys :)

see what tomorrow brings
i best be bloody better tomorrow
im well fed up!

an old photo of me

Managed to make something

Good day

Today I am feeling a bit stronger
still not 100% by far but best ive been
so I got my act together and started making
the tissue box cover I had cut out a few days ago

ta-da~ made using scraps
mum loves it, its for the spare room which is green
i was pleased i was actually able to do some sewing today

Mum took me too the sewing shop today and i picked up
the final bits and bobs i needed for my brothers camera bag
gonna look good when its made i know it!

Not done that much else really today apart from falling asleep

tonight I think we're having the first BBQ of 2015
i know i should be looking forward to it but i feel
so crummy and cant taste much that im not arsed about it
but i will be grateful

tomorrow I was suppose to be going Lynn's for sunday lunch
but i cant face going over like this and i dont want to spread
my germs to them ether

I hate bank holidays
god knows how i will make it through to tuesday!

Still Poorly :(

Hiya All~~~~

Today I woke up after a rubbish night's sleep
I felt worse than yesterday!!
I was guttered as I truly though I was gonna be better today
So I have to let Karen know that I wasn't coming for treatment
it wouldnt have done me any favours
I felt awful for letting her down on such short notice I really did

So I had a slow morning, I sat and made a card for my cousin
I was happy with how it came out actually

I drew the girl on it too
I can't wait to send it to her with the Omamori charm :3

Mum then took me out to a shop across town
She got a few bits, i picked up a set of art paper for £1 (reduced)
and I got a new craft book i really like it
was suppose to be £15 but reduced to £3!!! well happy~
I started to feel unwell so we went home
I had a quick bite to eat and when to bed exhausted

later on mum took me down the road to a garden center
helping her choose plants
I wasnt in the mood to be honest but I do need to learn about plants
I want to be able to have a nice garden of my own some day:)

Ive read a lot today
Realy havent done much just cant and Im so fed up
might go craft shop tomorrow pick up the last few pieces
i need for make my brother's camera bag as the material arrived today

I uploaded a dance today but it was one I had recorded a few days ago luckily!

I will get better soon!!!!

More Charms

Evening

Last night I took a sleeping pill that was prescribed to me 2011...
it was probably the best nights sleep ive had in a long time
I slept so deeply and was amazed how fast the night had gone
what felt like 30min nap turned out to be 11 hours worth of sleep
I was shocked but also happy
the only side effect being i have no tastebuds the rest of the day and a rank taste ><

Anyway today I did feel better than yesterday, no head pains anyway
so I started looking at fabric trying to organize things for sewing
but by 11-12 I started to feel tired 
I was annoyed as I was feeling better! and I never did get any sewing done!!

And so I was forced to rest
but I wanted to very much to get out into that sun
what a lovely day it would have been to go derby
so I asked mum to take me to a cafe
so we went to a local cafe, one that opens up onto a patio
which over looks a farm~
I was content with sitting with a hot choc, sun on my skin 
and watching animals
I was so pleased with myself that i had pushed myself to go out
but that little trip was enough for me but it was refreshing

I came home and sat on my floor making myself and Dom-kun
matching phone charms as my doctor who charm had arrived in the post
seeing as my girl friends those Omamori charms I thought I wouldnt
leave Dom-kun out and made him something HE would like
so I ordered this matching pair making a tardis they were
originally on necklaces but I changed all that~

I hope he likes his, im not sure when i will see him next tho ><

Tomorrow I have treatment in the morning, i was gonna have a massage
but i dont feel like someone touching me at the moment so i will
have reflex, even so i dont feel in the mood
i would love to go derby tomorrow

I knew I'd get sick!!

Hiya

I can't believe my luck
I mean seriously =.=
Last night i was starting to feel off
then during the night I was shuddering, shaking
having hot and cold sweats and throat felt raw
So I slept pretty bad
but waking up this morning I had a migrain!!!
Ive never had one before it was awful
I couldnt do anything or hardly open my eyes
my brain felt like it wanted to burst from my skull
so painful
eventually mum realized I was poorly and not just being
lazy in bed, she came to me and brought my medication
I couldnt get up for. Taking them then made me feel really
nauseous because i hadnt eaten, i was starting to panic I was
gonna throw up, but luckily i didnt
so today I have just been on the sofa and in my bed recovering
been a long boring dull day

i knew id get sick tho, what with so many children poorly
in the schools ive been to
but the annoying thing is:
I had to turn down £40 worth of extra work today
tomorrow I am  suppose to be going derby with lynn
and today i was suppose to go out with mum
I FEEL RIGHT SCREWED OVER!!!!!
someone up there is cursing me right now
I would love to go derby tomorrow and stock up
on craft pieces ><

tiffin scratched the hell out of my chest
yet more scars probably on my chest =.=

my cousin was asked out by the boy she fancies in here class
so sweet :3
must be lovely to be asked out by someone you love
i hope he treats her well

anyway thats all really

Tidy and organized

Otsukarare~

8:30pm last night Dom-kun rang me *0*
I was shocked and happy we talked for 50mins
my arm was aching like mad but it was worth it
it was nice to have a catch up with him
its amazing how friends can instantly improve your mood :)

This morning I was in "tidy and organized" mood
so I decided to clean out the awfully dirty box for work
as I knew they wouldnt do it and it actually needed washing
out with soap and water >.>
I had to throw some bits away as they had just been wrecked
by what ever had spilled over in there
but I will tell everyone anyway

Then I headed up to the spare room
it wasnt untidy but more just stuff just laying around
and it was slowly grating on me
so I sorted and polished and threw out
and also hung things on the wall
I like using a hammer!
Mum was impressed with my work ^^

Then I sat with a brew watched anime and idol videos
Had a quick rest before work

Work went ok they enjoyed it and I did too
my final week there >< like the best school ive ever been to
sad
there was soooo many kids off poorly tho
a sickness bug is going round so i pray i stay healthy!!!
altho I feel like I have a sore throat coming ><

tomorrow I have the day off with mummy
wonder what we will do tomorrow
we cant slope off for a crafty hot choc and cake
as we're still doing the "no cake and chocolate month"

my nails this week

Uneventful Monday

Good Day~

Today I woke up at like 6:30am to the sound of my
dad's fog horn of a nose, blowing his nose like mad
god it was loud and irritating but luckily I got back off to sleep

I had to have the pets in this morning as it was pouring it down
Tiffin was right out of routine bless him
I sat with him reading then we sat together watching anime

Later in the morning I did stuff for work which took a while
and in the afternoon I had work, god I hate that school
the kids are so disruptive I start to think "whats the point"
and the state of the box I got this week
it get worse why cant anyone give back their boxes in a tidy fashion!!!
I refused this time to clean it out, each week I spend time
cleaning out the boxes and tidying them. sick of it
moan over

Now this evening not sure what to do really
might dance not sure :/
need a project to work on!

here's a picture my brother took of Tiffin yesterday
looks like he's in the yorkshire meadows XD

Omamori complete~

Good Evening

Man Im so full from my dinner at Lynn's
yes that would be I believe 4 weeks in a row
I have been over to heres for sunday dinner <3
Its so nice and we even had lamb today :D

This morning I woke up battling with my thoughts
Im struggling mentally, im not gonna lie
and I could tell mum knew I was off this morning
but I didnt want to talk about it
I just keep trying to shut the door on those thoughts
but I could have quite easily shut myself in my room all day
and slept
I will not give in tho!!!!
I will need to go doctors about this tho, its getting worse not better
anyway on a better note
My Omamori is done!!!!

Ta-da~
Cute aren't they I'll tell ya who's who's
top left is Helina-chan's, top right would be mine
bottom left is Mia-chans and bottom right is Sarah-chan's
I can not wait to hand these out! Im hoping they actually
know what Omamori is tho ><
I retied the knots this morning I didnt like how big they were

I had a nice time at Lynns as always I gave her the book I brought her from town
she loved it :D

Tomorrow I have work >.>

Omamori

Konbanwa~

Today I woke up and wondered "what should I make today?"
I need something to take over to lynn's tomorrow and sew
so I had a rummage through my head
and found I wanted to make Omamori charms
Theyre japanese good luck charms traditionally used at shrines
but since im like thousands of miles away from a japanese
shrine im gonna have to make my own ><
and I have decided to make one for myself, helina-chan,
mia-chan and my cousin

here's them started

and heres the strings used on Omamori
they took me ages to get to grips with ><
I tried to use like japanese style fabrics to make them
look more authentic, wonder if you guess who's who's

I had a birthday party to do, like 38 kids!
biggest party I have ever done the kids were very well behaved
so it made it go better i was dreading 38 playing up!

Came home and rested
and went for a walk with my mum and dad round the area
i was gonna go by myself anyway so the company was nice
 
made dinner and now Im thinking I aught to shower XD
But I want to do some more work on the Omamori ><

Just another friday

Good Day minna-san
:D

Today I havent done anything crafty D:
I went into the city in the morning with mum
which was nice but not that leisurely and I only
brought a craft book which Im gonna give to Lynn
on sunday when I go over
we came home and had lunch~

Then I rested as I have got quite a few aches and complaints
I believe from yoga and walking round the city aggravated it some what

I headed to the office and it was nice to see everyone :)
i got my next lesson box, extracting DNA from strawberrys
different XD

came home and went for a quick walk
then at 4:30pm I finally went on my laptop and uploaded a dance
I have got to do the dinner tonight instead of going zumba
as my family have gone to an award's evening for my brother
he's been nominated for an award by the city 0.0
Im praying he gets an award that would be amazing for
him and for his portfolio/CV

tonight might dance 
not danced that much this week, well dont feel like I have anyway
dont know what to do tomorrow

I have had a lot of compliments about my fox nails
and my hair how light it is, that would be the sun XD

Origami Dekita~

Konbanwa~

I have finished my origami mobile!
Ta-da!!

What do you think?
random I know, but I just randomly get ideas sometimes XD
Its taken quite a while to assemble actually
as all the rabbits have to be made and had eye and tails stuck on
i drew faces on them too.
but its something different to look at on my wall i guess

This morning I didnt do much if Im honest
I got a dance recorded so I suppose thats something at least
I went out to the shops with mum to buy new plates and bowls
exciting i know but so many of ours have broke ><

later after lunch i did the origami and then i had work
which went fine and i have finished at that school now
not a bad school to work at actually just a pain to get to
I got asked to do a birthday party on saturday as well ^^

Tonight Im off to Helina-chan's house
Im gonna play with her hair to try and get it like Asuna's
the character shes gonna cosplay as in manchester

tomorrow Im going into the city with mummy~