Last night I was over at Mia-chan's house with Helina-chan
it was nice to have a catch up for 3 hours
we girls sure can talk XP
I painted their nails too
helina had cat faces mia had a gradiant
and simply painted hearts on mine as no one would paint mine =.=
claiming they were "no good at nails" alwell XD
mia would have no doubt painted mine bright mustard colour or something anyway!
We talked about a lot and relationships im concerned for helina
well i have been for a while but she so afraid of confrontation and
not upsetting anyone that she keeps everything to herself and is just a YES girl
she goes with the flow sos not cause conflict
but its not doing her any good she, well i could tell she was holding back tears
yesterday bless her, her boyfriend and her relationship is no good for her
we told her what we could see as she can no longer see things
so she SAYS she will talk to him but weather she will or not who knows
Mia is doing well with rob as always their relationship is solid its amazing
i only wish i can be the same one day, to be loved and wanted
and not taken for granted
they got on the subject of Dom, poor Dom he gets laced into when im not
with him to tell everyone to shut up haha
helina was like "he wants to go out with you!"
me "what he actually said that?"
helina "well no but he says youve put him in the friend zone"
me "yes thats because he is my friend!!!!"
yeesh what am i gonna do here
im seeing dom at the start on june so im gonna talk to him
so i can put this matter to rest so nether of us get unwanted attention
i do like dom i do but i have known him 7 years of course im gonna like him
hes a good friend to me, to love someone is different and im so dense that
im unsure when i do love someone i dont think ive really experienced it before
so how do i know when its happening? ><
if he turns round to me and confesses his love to me thats another thing
i would be tempted to give it a go as i know he is a gentlemen and would treat me right
but if he sees me as a friend im totally cool with that
i will just find it hard to adjust if i ever saw a girl hanging off his arm
which is a scene i have never seen
we're both not experienced relationships so we're bad as each other really!
i came home at 9:30 saw tiffin for 10mins but he wouldnt settle
today i was determined to get my brother's bag finished
and im pleased to say it is finished!!!!!!!!!!!!
thank god cus i was startin to lose interest in the thing
i will upload photos soon
altho photos dont do it justice to be honest
i uploaded a dance and got one recorded for tuesday!!!
found a load of dances on youtube i want to learn too~
i went for a good walk with mum too
tomorrow I'm off to Derby im well excited
just me and Lynn, as much as i want to wear a skirt and stuff
the weather is a bit iffy so im going in a hoodie instead
dont wanna get caught in the rain ><
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