Eulogy

Evening all

Jeez guess what time I woke up this morning
9:30am....disgusting!!!! I had 11 hours sleep for gods sake!
what am I a hamster?! 
I slept through the night as well, maybe I needed the sleep?
who knows

Yoga was good last night, we just started the session
and I could see Karen - teacher - moving around
a lot in the corner of my eye as we were all in down dog
she said "dont worry im just getting a spider"
to which we all released our positions and watched her
i turned straight away to mum, i could see the fear in her face XD
she suddenly gets a sweat on when a spider is involved
in the end Karen got her husband to remove it for her so she could
teach but mum wouldnt carry on til she saw him take the spider outside...
at the end of the session when we left the room mum pegged it up the stairs
i said "what you doing?"
she said "well the spider could be around still" =.=
she even said she was getting ready to run to the back of the room earlier XD

This morning I was on the phone to a few people
shorting references out and such for work which is like pulling teeth!
got that done, my passport came! But my tax form was returned
i hadnt filled 1 page in, so dad sat and did it with me just now
i feel like ive been doing like admin jobs today

I went flower shop with mum to sort flowers out for granny
we chose pinks as granny always went for pink flowers
we got given cards to write and put next to the flowers
so i  sat and wrote mine today

I went for a walk round the neighbour hood with mum
apparently if you walk 35mins 5 times per week
it improves depression so im willing to try that
but i do try to do a walk each day
so whilst on the walk me and mum talked about granny
and what we could write for her Eulogy, i wrote one for 
papa so im writing one for her too
but it was very difficult i have to say

I started to stitch a couple of her blanket together
i can go into detail about that tomorrow when i finish it
but it was bloody hard work
i was very snappy today i wanted to sleep i felt tired and ratty
but i refused as i had 11 hours as it is

then i sat at my laptop and began to write up a eulogy
and i did, i had to stop 3 times for tears tho
i couldnt believe that making a couple of paragraphs
would bring such sadness to my heart
i printed it out for mum to give to the vicar on tuesday

i sat through endless photos
basically checked all memory card today to see their content
see what i mean by admin work =.=
loads of photos, amazing how many people/pets are now dead in them 
so i saved quite a few to my laptop

gonna do some dancing now
need to practice halloween dancing
oh yeah!