Lil gingerbread done

Konbanwa~

I got woke up by my neighbour's dog again....3 days in a row
at 6am, I mean who does that!? very selfish
Mum woke me up at 8am thinking I had to go to Karen's for 9am
but it was 9:30am, I didnt want to get up yet as once again  I had had a bad
night's sleep, but I knew I had to get up as the next time I woke I'd be
rushing around, it always ends up that way. But I wanted to be in bed
til 8:30am >< alwell

I went to Karen's I had a massage instead of reflex as I was hurting a lot
and my body was tense ans stiff
whilst she was treating me she commented on how my body was in bad condition
its just all the stress lately

My cousin got in contact with me, she was anxious about
seeing me at the weekend as i hadnt been returning her messages
just simply cus i was finding it hard to cope with her and i gave up on
knowing what to say and do for her when everytime she would turn my help down
i needed a breather. 
So I texted her back to put her anxiety at ease so she will be ok when she
sees me saturday. sad thing is that she is the only one who doesnt know
about granny...think its gonna hit all of them when they see her
but sarah has no idea as of yet. poor girl

Ive been sat doing my gingerbread men
i believe theyre done and need to be attached to something so they can
hang off the fire place a bit like bunting flags
I like to sew recently whilst having anime on my laptop

i asked mum if she could tell who's who and she could ^^
me and mum are on the top my dad and brother on the bottom

I went to see granny she had friends in the room who left shortly
after we arrived but its been nice that a few people have made the 
effort to see her, she didnt look good. nurses had pumped her full of morphine >.>
that just annoyed me, theres so many different levels of pain killers
and they went from paracetamol to morphine!! so she told us to leave after 30/40 mins

i had a sleep as i was nakerd, i always need to sleep after massage
i went for a walk with mia and helina it was nice to have a catch up with
i couldnt be bothered but i still went
i havent got a dance ready for tomorrow, if i have time to record tomorrow
i will but if not im guessing it will have to wait til next week sadly :/

my brother isnt happy with his uni course
came home at lunch time unannounced i do feel for him
but then i did tell him NOT to do the course
so we shall see, its 2 years and hes on his 2nd week with none stop complaints 

not sure what im doing tomorrow other than crafting away ^^