Alice had me worried

Evening~

Today I woke up at 8:45am
good to have a bit of a lay in
ive been having some werid dreams tho
last night I dreamed I was a vampire but I wasnt in control
of my body, It was like outta body experience thing.
I ran away from my parents, i was in a carpark and saw houses
I went to this house, went by the patio window and saw a dad a mum and a child
I caught the woman's eye so I hid round the corner. She came out
I got her and bit her neck!!!! I didnt want to then I could feel blood
in my mouth, the vampire wanted to swallow but i didnt want to
then I woke up. disturbing. the last 3 books ive been reading havent had vampires
in so i cant blame the books XD
And last night I dreamed I found a guinea - pink like they are in dreams- it was sick
so i nursed it to health and kept it X3
Mum always says id make a good veterinary nurse

Alice this morning wasnt well...
i thought "jeez not another one!!" i couldnt handle another poorly pet
she was holding herself, she was in pain
and squeaked when she went toilet
so we made an appointment at the vets for a few hours time
in the meantime i gave her some of lily's pain medicine.
got her out 2 hours later and she seemed fine
she was walking round, eating, playing
i was watching her for 30mins straight and she seemed fine
so we didnt take her vets no need to stress her out
im sooooo relieved as i think id have a breakdown if i lost another so soon after lily.

Me and mum went town, I got a rabbit jumper from charity shop ^^
a note pad for college which i have been decopauging the front cover XD
and some pink hair dye!!! scary!! ><

I fell asleep for 2 hours
its just crazy how much i have slept in the last 2 weeks
im not sure why ether
i have a suspicion its my depression. sometimes i dont want to get up and face the day
and thats not me. i dont like to waste a minute of the day
yet im called to be asleep and tune off from the world.
its exhausting frankly.

wrapped my brother's presents
its going to be his 21st tomorrow!
we have plans in store for him so it should be a nice day.
he got the option of takeaway or eating out tonight
so my family have gone pub for a drink then bringing home takeaway pizza
i could do without eating it. its my mind. it hates takeaway
so im not gonna have a moments peace tonight from my head.

and thats my day
gonna go see how alice is again now~
oh my nails this week
but i wasnt happy with them