Depressed about my ears

Konbanwa~

Mum woke me up, well she brought Pinks into my

room to wake me up. And you cant ignore that pig squeaking XD

Mum was out early so I said Id get up earlier too ><

After I did the usual pet routine, I danced and got a dance recorded ^^

Then I cleaned all 3 cages out~

Mum came home and we went to the shops to pick a few bits up

The only thing I picked up was some white powder for my face

came home and had lunch

then I went to bed as I do on a wednesday~

Since then Ive done a lil sewing, been on my laptop

and had dinner, nothing amazing. Its my day off ^^

Tonight I have yoga and im gonna wear my usual yoga outfit :D

Tomorrow I am going school. Gonna wear my new dungarees :)

Im quite depressed about my ears. I know I cant wear cheap earrings

they HAVE to be gold. My ears got very sore and crusty due to wearing earrings

for college, school, going out etc

so for the whole of the Easter holidays I put my gold ones in to heal my ears

but not to heal the earring hole up.

They healed so I had another go with cheap earrings, see how long I could last

I lasted 2 days and my ears are sore once again T^T so Ive put my gold ones back in

gold ones are so boring very very boring. Id rather not have my ears pierced if this

is all im gonna be stuck with.

So I came up with an idea. Buy gold or gold plated earring wire (the bit that goes through the hole)

and take my earrings apart and add the gold on. Hopefully then I could wear my cheap

funky earrings and not get in pain. So thats my idea anyway

but Im not sure if gold 'plated' will be enough or if i have to have full on gold.

full gold costs A LOT more as you can imagine

so im depressed about it all T^T

I had my ears pierced at age 14. mum wanted them done. to make me 'girly'

i brought a few cool earrings - cheap ones

and i had a bad reaction to them. so mum brought me gold ones

and i had kept the same pair in til i was 18/19 i started to get funky earrings

and enjoyed them, as the gold were so plain and dull. I wasnt into fashion back then

so it suited me to just keep that pair in. But it just hurts my ears 

hope she doesnt work us too hard at yoga

last week i couldnt walk....XD