Evening~
I got up early for college this morning
My eyes were a bit watery and the mood i was in
i just could not be bothered to put make up on
So all I did was mascara and a lil eye liner
so this was me for college
my hair has faded quite a bit but its still very pink
People in my college class made nice comments about my hair ^^
College did my head in today
when I first signed up for the course I was told I was to be
in twice a week every week
then it went to once a week
then once every 2 weeks
we are suppose to be there 9-12:30 yet were finishing before
12 and we have a 20min break in that time to
it almost feels like a waste of time turning up for such little time
I feel like 'what am i paying for?' think im just paying for a certificate at the end of it
I got sat down and we were doing Safe guarding children
which is basically looking out for a child's mental and physical well being
of course then we had to go through all the signs of if a child has been abused
so it was a bit of sickening lesson if im honest
it makes my blood boil how sick and cruel humans can be
but my teacher was hesitating on getting on with the work simply cus she didnt
want to start group work til after our break
so that annoyed me. Then we wasted time by everyone talking about what they'd
seen in the news or papers about abused children cases
such a waste of time, if i wanted to know these things id google it when i get home
so i heard more about things that had happened in the world than actually
how to help a child >.>
So break came and I went to the library in hopes of printing my photos out
I had to wait 3:34mins for the computer to load my account then when it loaded
it logged me straight out before i could even press anything -______- theyre so crap
so I logged in again a further 4mins, got my work up went to print it out
had to ask someone how to use the damn printer and when my work came out
it was a plain piece of paper i must have looked a right idiot
time was getting on so i left for class
Walking to our next class room my teacher was stood outside the room
i said "am I late?" she said "no your the first back I was wondering where you all got off to"
I thought it would be a good opportunity to talk to her by herself
me "i could quite easily not have the break and get on with the lesson"
sarah "well i think some people want the break, but your all suppose to be here til 12:30"
me "i thought we were! so why are we always finishing early?"
sarah "cus half the class end up leaving at 12 for work commitments"
me "thats not my problem, they miss out, we here for college we should carry on with them"
sarah "yes i understand but sometimes it can be hassle what with people missing"
the room became free so we walked in and she booked my observation date in with me
9th June at 9:00am I will be observed in school lesson!!! scary!
The rest of the class dwindled in
we had a sheet to do whilst sarah went round the room booked everyones observations in
it took a while and we had long finished the work
we talked about the work then we talked about what time we should finish and our breaks etc
so that was a class discussion. I was getting a bit peed off at this point
we were wasting time talking about how we waste time
it turns out only 2 people from the class had to leave at 12
the rest were just leaving for the sake of leaving early >.>
so next week we will finish at 12:30 thank god
but i feel nothing wouldnt have been said if it werent for me
eventually my teacher handed out 3 sheets of paper for our next assignment
by this point it was 12pm. if we were able to stay til 12:30pm we could have talked
and helped each other with the assignment and write notes. but no we had to leave
so that annoyed me as its a difficult and long assignment
I went back to the library in hopes of printing again
the computer took 4mins to log in and signed me out again
drives me insane. So when I did get it all up, click print
stood by the printer for my turn. clicked print. and a black piece of paper came out
at this point i left for home
got home and had a quick dance to relieve my tension
had lunch when i got home and went to bed for 2 hours
i had had enough of the world
got up and worked on a craft project
whilst watching anime for 20mins
did some drawing and thats been my day
bit of a waste of a day really
tomorrow not sure what im doing yet actually
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