Otsukaresama Deshita~
Yoga last night was full of constant flows
I didn't feel we had time to catch our breaths!
So I woke up pretty crippled this morning -___-
In the morning at school we did some more reading of Kensuke's Kingdom
Then we worked on the fairground ride making
I was just forever using the stanley knife
the kids are like "can I use it after you?"
me "no"
them "why not?"
me "no kids allowed to use it, sorry"
them "i will be ok with it"
me "nope"
them "you dont trust me do you?"
me "nope"
that conversation happened with 4 different children XD
I just say "bring over what you want cutting and i'll do it for you"
they dont complain when I say that
It was the football Pro today
basically an inflatable goal, were you kick the ball at it
and behind it is a score board that measures the speed of your ball
year 6 went first - my class
so the kids had a good go and cheered each other on some kids did great
the highest we got was on boy with 41mph!!!
Then it was the teacher's go...I went up first I felt really nervous
like I was expected to be good
I got 38.4mph! I was shocked actually in a good way
then the teacher had ago 43mph so he didnt beat me by much
then the football guy had a go......only 59mph 0.0 how is that possible!?
Then it was lunch time, I had a well good lunch today! Ive actually
eaten a lot today, just hungry
The football guy was in the staffroom he told me so far I was winning the female staff competition
i about choked on my food!
but there was still 3+ female staff to go. One of them is a gym freak she is well buffed
so if I lose, i've lost to her. But I never found out the scores. So it will be a surprise
Im not arsed ether way tho
the winners will be announced at an assembly 10 days from now I think
After Lunch was reheasals
I keep trying to get out of rehearsals whenever I can
so I offered to do the display work for the poems we did the other day
I had prepped the poems ready for the wall
and the teacher said "yes you can if you like"
that was all i needed
so I got all the equipment together
I removed all the old work on the wall which had been there since October
Then I went and cut out a cloud, some lettering 'storm' (what the teacher wanted)
then I tacked the poems on the wall so I could shuffle them round it need be
then I started stapling them to the wall
The whole process took 2 hours
but I was well happy with the overall look
Impressive for my first ever wall display right ;)
I had to put a new border up
usually the other displays dont have clouds or thunder bolts so mine looks diferent
and I was sure to border all the poems in blues
some kids came to see what I was doing and were well impressed with my handy work
one said "wow your display is so good! much better than what the other teachers do"
Then my teacher came over and he loved it ^^ i was happy to be praised
another teacher came over and said "wow that is good, i may have to steal you for my classroom"
i hope he takes me up on that
Then the head TA I went to grab her to show her my work
and she was impressed! she told me to to photograph it and document it
which I thought was a good idea, sadly i didnt have my camera on me
so i had to make do with my phone camera
I felt happy with my day's work
then I had to quickly write 30 kids certificate from the football
came home, had a brew, shower and face pack
And just chilled on my laptop actually
I cut some fabric out as tomorrow Id like to make Karen something for her new
yoga room
Evening
I didn't do much on account of it pouring down
and I could not be bothered!
I went out to the shops with mum in the pouring rain
she got quite a lot, I got a different shade of lip balm/stick
I got some rabbit food on offer i have far too much rabbit food now
aww and i saw the cutest little bunny
if i didnt have tiffin i think i would have come away with the little thing
it made me want to go home and fuss my prince!
I made pasta for my lunch
then I went to bed cus i damn well felt like it!!!
When I got up I doodled around with Karen's new yoga timetable
hers is just plain black and white, so I got photoshop out and did a fresh version
Ive just posted it on her facebook, i hope she likes it
if anyone is wondering i do Hatha Yoga
shes hopefully gonna pay me tonight for the bunting I did for her
i asked for £30 which is still cheap for bunting believe it or not
Im looking forward to yoga tonight, its the last time it will be taking part
at my old secondary school :(
next week we will be at her very own studio!
tomorrow I am going to school~
I have sweet potato and chicken for my lunch which is tonights left overs
also i have quite a few different drinks I can try too ^^ im allllllll set~
well thats it for now~
Good Evening~
My crates were suppose to come today -____-
How hard is it to just get something you actually ordered
im sick of chasing stuff up lately
I wanna get started putting them up with my manga and figures
cus its gonna look the bomb
Anyway I slept well again last night
that lavender oil is a miracle worker!
I got woke up by mum at 8:30am before she went to work so I could see her ^^
In the morning I had a slow morning of sitting outside
with my breakfast and tiffin
hes been round me most of the day actually
mum phoned to say she would be home at 11am instead of 1pm
at the point of putting the phone down I twisted my neck...
I was not impressed and it hurt from the right of my neck to below my shoulder blade
so I did all I could to relieve the pain >.>
Still hurts now but im sure come the morning it will be fine
Mum wanted me to come food shopping with her
I actually felt like looking at food today so picked up quite a few things to try
yoghurts, green tea, cereals, hot chocolate
I came home and made myself a sweet potato as a hot potato
and had the left over tuna and beans ^^ good lunch again
I did some sewing, mainly getting Mia's unicorn hoodie finished
took me the remainder of the day but im pleased with it
but here are my other 3 hoodies. The top 2 are mine and bottom will be helina's
My 2 I didnt got mental with the design I just wanted something simple and helina's is simple cus she likes plain clothes XD so theyre kinda just styled hoodies rather than cosplay hoodies
once again its pouring down with rain out there this evening -___-
tomorrow its suppose to be real bad so im unsure how to spend my day!
both me and mum have the day off be a shame to waste it
Today I brought online a lil figure costing £2, and I brought a new watch for £1.22 cus mine
has ran outta battery and i figured it'd be cheaper to by a replica online than a new battery
Good Evening~
I slept well again, im praising that lavender~
I got up at 7:10am for school
The school morning was alright I guess
we just worked on the fairground rides and I dont mind doing that
we did that til break then after break was rehearsal so I went and did some work
to go up on the display.
Then it was lunch time and I had such a satisfying lunch it was last night's dinner leftovers
so sweet potato, tuna and beans. I warmed it up ^^
Whilst on lunch I played on my DS lite
the guy teacher (the one who talked to me about unicorns last week) was like
"check you out playing on a DS"
I said "yeah I know. retro right?"
he said "yeah Vintage. What you playing?"
and at the time I was actually playing Pokemon Black simply to see where I had left off from years ago so I said "Pokemon actually"
he said "oh which one did you start with cus its charmander all the way"
hes 25 so pokemon was his era too i said "actually I did used to start with charmander but I had pokemon Yellow too"
he said "I had red" then this other guy teacher was like "I had blue version and always went for charmander" yeah it was nice to geek out I guess XD
After lunch the priest from the local church came in to do some art...
the teacher has prompted the class before hand telling them he had NO idea what the priest
had planned and it could ether be a great lesson or not so great
I wasnt holding out on much as she didnt come across that down with the kids to me
and shes religious, im very much an atheist
So she started up talking about Jesus, as you do
then she showed us some art work she'd done
it was good dont get me wrong, just really not my taste
There was a carved jesus on a cross and a figure of jesus she made
she told the kids to do whatever art work they liked as long as it linked to god in some way
so of course the kids did what they do naturally when faced with a god topic....
THEY DRAW A LOAD OF JESUS' ON A CROSS!!!
seriously I was gonna do a mental if i saw one more jesus on a cross
they couldnt see the bigger picture tho
so I came round and told them
"draw something that inspires you, could be a place, an animal, a fantasy. Something you love. Just anything as trust me we can always find a way to link it back to religion"
so that got a few kids drawing something else!!
One girl who I know hates art so very much, had drawn a cross in a field
she didnt know what else to do so I told her to paint her hand and fingers and paint it in
so she did
then the teacher came across "what a mess that is!" you should know better"
now the teacher is totally unartist he has confessed this
so I said "actually I told her to try this and i think its pulled off really well" the priest comes in at this point "what a fantastic jon you have done!! Im loving the colours and how youve expressed it"
the teacher walked off XD he was beaten!
The priest then GRABS ME BY THE WRIST and takes me to the side
i was thinking 'crap! did she not like me telling the girl to finger paint her work!?'
she started to talking to me about art. The teacher had told her i was into art
so phew thank god. I was off the hook
actually she was really taken by me ^^ she talked to me loads and commented on my awsome cloud nails this week
and my clothing style, yeah she liked me. thats fellow artists for ya
so im glad the afternoon wasnt preachy and boring anyway
i hope we can put some work up on display as some were great
one group did unicorns and rainbows!!!
I came home, had a brew then went to the doctors
what a waste of time that was
i told him 'ive come to see you for fresh eyes and the other doctor doesnt take me seriously'
i felt like he didnt take me seriously ether
i get the same questions "do you wanna harm yourself?" "has anything changed in your life?"
so all he did was up my medication (which I had done anyway last tuesday) i am now
on the highest dosage for this medication. I asked if I could switch medication
but he advised against it as im not stable enough to come off my medication
so I have to try this for 2months then maybe cognitive behavior therapy
came home showered and relaxed really
now gonna do some stretches as i ache
tomorrow i wanna crack on with mia's unicorn hoodie
i have the day to myself
also i would have had my car for 2 years then
when it was saturday i had passed my driving test 7 years ago!!!
Otsukaresama Deshita!!
I slept well last night
theres something to be said about burning lavender oil at night
I got up at 9am :3
lay in~~~
It was indoor play for the pets as it was throwing it down this morning -___-
we had 1 day last week where it didn't rain
so pets came insides which I didnt mind, I sat and ate breakfast with them
Then I worked on my 2 hoodies
I got them finished and photographed
They're alright, simple. But theyre only cheap and just for everyday use
so I didnt wanna pour all my time and resources into them
I will upload them soon
Then it was lunch time, I could barely eat my lunch
just didnt want it. But I ate mum's ginger cake afterwards X3
I went to the shops with mum and dad, just so it got me out really
but my god i forget how hard work it is being with dad
Then I went and did my tax form i have been putting off for months
im not sure why as it only took 5mins as i have no income so i just
put zero for everything :/ no doubt get a phone call about it
"why dont you have a job income or benefits?" thats what im expecting~
Then I did my homework
And to my surprise I got it all done
it was all done and dusted by 7:30pm ^^
Sorted out my clothes and stuff for school tomorrow
Tonight is nail night
I want to paint clouds on my nails ^^
Tomorrow is school~
here is the bunting I did for Karen
she showed me photo today that shes hung the bunting on her balcony at home X3
They say Bamboo, Namaste, Shanti
Good Evening~
I woke up at 8:15am and decided to get up
as I was meeting Mia at 10am
I cleaned my pets out, put on the tiniest bit of make-up
i noticed when my depression is around my fashion changes
i noticed it last time and yesterday
i tend to dress a lil punkish, kinda how i used to dress when i was 17
instead of usual cutesy bright clothes i change them for darker punkier kinda clothes
Anyway I picked Mia up
we went to a cafe which is near a load of charity shops
we just got in the cafe when it decided to pour it down
talk about good timing huh
we both had a sausage cob and a brew which was all alright
then when it stopped raining we hit a few charity shops
i bumped into the cook from school, she also was charity shopping XD
I picked up a couple of bracelets - they are my new accessory seeing as I cant
wear earrings anymore
this one was 99p
and this one £1.99
really pretty
gonna wear em for school you know
then we came home in the pouring rain
we sat in my room, mia gave me bag fulls of clothes she was throwing out
so i sifted through what i wanted
so ive got a new jumper, denim dungarees, skirt with braces, and 2 vest tops im not 100% sure on
then we went and drew downstairs
I was doing my Lovelive Sunshine picture still, i got the base done on Kanan
Mia drew a pumpkin which was really cool
Then at 4pm rob came to take mia home haha like from one carer to another
so i saw him for 10 mins, i love seeing how much love they have for each other
they started play fighting, thats something i do look forward to in a relationship
is the play fighting X3
I hit the bed then as id had enough and wanted to be by myself
then had dinner the usual
tomorrow I have homework to do
but i also have sewing i WANT to do ><
