I slept well again, im praising that lavender~
I got up at 7:10am for school
The school morning was alright I guess
we just worked on the fairground rides and I dont mind doing that
we did that til break then after break was rehearsal so I went and did some work
to go up on the display.
Then it was lunch time and I had such a satisfying lunch it was last night's dinner leftovers
so sweet potato, tuna and beans. I warmed it up ^^
Whilst on lunch I played on my DS lite
the guy teacher (the one who talked to me about unicorns last week) was like
"check you out playing on a DS"
I said "yeah I know. retro right?"
he said "yeah Vintage. What you playing?"
and at the time I was actually playing Pokemon Black simply to see where I had left off from years ago so I said "Pokemon actually"
he said "oh which one did you start with cus its charmander all the way"
hes 25 so pokemon was his era too i said "actually I did used to start with charmander but I had pokemon Yellow too"
he said "I had red" then this other guy teacher was like "I had blue version and always went for charmander" yeah it was nice to geek out I guess XD
After lunch the priest from the local church came in to do some art...
the teacher has prompted the class before hand telling them he had NO idea what the priest
had planned and it could ether be a great lesson or not so great
I wasnt holding out on much as she didnt come across that down with the kids to me
and shes religious, im very much an atheist
So she started up talking about Jesus, as you do
then she showed us some art work she'd done
it was good dont get me wrong, just really not my taste
There was a carved jesus on a cross and a figure of jesus she made
she told the kids to do whatever art work they liked as long as it linked to god in some way
so of course the kids did what they do naturally when faced with a god topic....
THEY DRAW A LOAD OF JESUS' ON A CROSS!!!
seriously I was gonna do a mental if i saw one more jesus on a cross
they couldnt see the bigger picture tho
so I came round and told them
"draw something that inspires you, could be a place, an animal, a fantasy. Something you love. Just anything as trust me we can always find a way to link it back to religion"
so that got a few kids drawing something else!!
One girl who I know hates art so very much, had drawn a cross in a field
she didnt know what else to do so I told her to paint her hand and fingers and paint it in
so she did
then the teacher came across "what a mess that is!" you should know better"
now the teacher is totally unartist he has confessed this
so I said "actually I told her to try this and i think its pulled off really well" the priest comes in at this point "what a fantastic jon you have done!! Im loving the colours and how youve expressed it"
the teacher walked off XD he was beaten!
The priest then GRABS ME BY THE WRIST and takes me to the side
i was thinking 'crap! did she not like me telling the girl to finger paint her work!?'
she started to talking to me about art. The teacher had told her i was into art
so phew thank god. I was off the hook
actually she was really taken by me ^^ she talked to me loads and commented on my awsome cloud nails this week
and my clothing style, yeah she liked me. thats fellow artists for ya
so im glad the afternoon wasnt preachy and boring anyway
i hope we can put some work up on display as some were great
one group did unicorns and rainbows!!!
I came home, had a brew then went to the doctors
what a waste of time that was
i told him 'ive come to see you for fresh eyes and the other doctor doesnt take me seriously'
i felt like he didnt take me seriously ether
i get the same questions "do you wanna harm yourself?" "has anything changed in your life?"
so all he did was up my medication (which I had done anyway last tuesday) i am now
on the highest dosage for this medication. I asked if I could switch medication
but he advised against it as im not stable enough to come off my medication
so I have to try this for 2months then maybe cognitive behavior therapy
came home showered and relaxed really
now gonna do some stretches as i ache
tomorrow i wanna crack on with mia's unicorn hoodie
i have the day to myself
also i would have had my car for 2 years then
when it was saturday i had passed my driving test 7 years ago!!!
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