I am trying

Evening

I didn't sleep well
I kept waking up but I think it was cus I was hot
It was humid last night

And so I didnt wanna get up this morning but I did
I wore loose clothes today cus I didnt wanna get hot bothered
I was feeling pretty crappy but I spent a while doing my hair
and trying to look nice, if it was something I learned at rehab was
making the effort with yourself makes you feel better within yourself
so I tried

ended up making me a lil late tho ^^;

Morning was alright, helped the class out with their poems
then it was model making time~
But I was to see my mentor - dept head - at 12
and yes i remembered!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I got help with what I needed
then it was lunch and in the end i went into a room by myself
as i could not stand any more politic talk
i was perfectly aware what the British public had voted i didnt need to hear
about anymore -___- 
so I sat in a room and did some work
I tried to eat, I tried to drink. But nothing seemed to taste  right in my mouth
so I didnt eat my lunch

I came home, after school and showered. I tried to eat again
but I couldn't. all id had to eat was cereal and some biscuits
I went for a walk with mia, which was nice but exhausting
we plan to see each other tomorrow hopefully
I got home and collapsed on my bed

My family were cooking up a BBQ 
but I just wanted to rest
I had left over meat which turned out to be the best tasting thing
id eaten all day so i scoffed loads down me
mum is worried about me, i tell her 'im fine' but damn it she sees through all that crap
but i dont know what to say as i dont know what the problem is myself
nevermind having to explain it to someone else
i found out later the whole 'tasting' thing is down to depression >.>

tomorrow should be an alright day tho i hope :)