Monday, 17 October 2016

Just a school day

Evening~~

I got up at 7am for school
I hadn't slept well and I was in pain but determined to drag
my butt into school

I was in year 6 and we did english maths in the morning
boring
but what can you do
its even worse when the maths is a subject i cant do
well to be honest there isnt much maths i can do at their level
how depressing is my life -____- school is a lot harder than what
it was when i was a kid and i wish it had been harder
i might be smarter XD

At lunch I sat with Anouk as Nienka was away with her brother
but i'll see her thursday
Anouk showed me a photo of her Queen and King
I was so shocked for 2 reasons
1. I had no idea other countries had monarchs 
2. They were soooooo young!!!
Compared to our King and Queen anyway
I love learning new things~

After lunch we did grammer -____-
then they worked on a powerpoint presentation
so yeah bit of a dull day but cant be helped
thursdays are my better day
i talked to 2 year 6 boys about pokemon

at 3:25pm it rained
3:30pm school finishes....
why the hell does it always rain when school finishes!?
at 3:45pm it stopped raining >W< life is cruel
so I got wet cycling home 
stupid weather
i went for a shower anyway
and ended up laying on my bed for 90mins keeping warm ^^

Might do some drawing or dancing tonight
I can't get my head into gear some how
dancing seems like such a hard task at the moment
i feel my depression maybe wanting to raise it's head
i'll try and keep a lid on it
but i dont know why i waver so much
why cant i stay on a steady level?

Tomorrow I'd like to get that bit of homework completed
I also have Karen at 1pm for treatment
Tomorrow is another day~
 

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