Stupid needles >.>

Evening~~~

I didn't wanna wake up this morning ><
but I got up~
Mum had kindly cleaned the girls out ><

I got ready to go to the shops with her
we were gonna go yesterday but couldnt be arsed
so we popped to a few stores doing odd jobs you know
then we went boots and pets at home
boots were advertising the flu jab and we had just literally talked in the car
on the way there about it! So mum asked if there was any chance of getting it done
today. Shes been having it done for the last few years - she fears the flu
i have never had it. Mum always say I should get it what with my current health state
and this winter i do have a lot on, course finishing and i need to find a job
i dont really wanna get sick with the flu
so i agreed to have it >.>
we waited for a few mins then got called in
my anxiety was through the roof
im better at having injections than blood taking
when i was at school we had injections and i wasnt phased in the slightest
but now it seems i struggle with them...
mum went first and she was fine
i was good i got on with it
it was afterwards...
i felt like i was gonna hurl and i had to sit down for some time
i was dizzy and fainty everytime i got up my eyes ached and blurred
which is how i know im one step from passing out
and not wanting to make a scene i walked out of boots every 5 steps bending over
to allow the blood back to my head to stop from passing out
got to the car and just sat there with the door open 
i was so weak and dizzy mum left me to go get bits from pets at home
we went home mum made me a brew - 2 sugars were needed

i had lunch then i went to sleep
it made me feel quite unwell
im such a total wimp
mum is fine just her arm aches
im so pathetic it winds me up big time
but since then i did get my coursework finished got it all done today ^^

well it was pouring down and thundering so i could hardly do my walk 
so im gonna do it tomorrow
it did stop raining at one point and produced a double rainbow

which i thought was quite pretty :)
you can see my 2 guinea pig runs in the garden
this is the kingdom tiffin rules over XD

tomorrow i hope to start cutting out my jacket seeing as i have nothing
else to be doing ^^